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RABBI BEN EZRA
by Robert Browning
GROW old along with me!
The best is yet to be
The last of lifefor which the first was made:
Our times are in his hand
Who saith"A whole I planned
Youth shows but half; trust God: see allnor be afraid!" -
Not thatamassing flowers
Youth sighed"Which rose make ours
Which lily leave and then as best recall?"
Not thatadmiring stars
It yearned"Nor Jovenor Mars;
Mine be some figured flame which blendstranscends them all!" -
Not for such hopes and fears
Annulling youth's brief years
Do I remonstrate: folly wide the mark!
Rather I prize the doubt
Low kinds exist without
Finished and finite clodsuntroubled by a spark. -
Poor vaunt of life indeed
Were man but formed to feed
On joyto solely seek and find a feast:
Such feasting endedthen
As sure an end to men;
Irks care the crop-full bird? Frets doubt the maw-crammed beast? -
Rejoice we are allied
To that which doth provide
And not partakeeffect and not receive!
A spark disturbs our clod;
Nearer we hold of God
Who givesthan of his tribes that takeI must believe. -
Thenwelcome each rebuff
That turns earth's smoothness rough
Each sting that bids nor sit nor stand but go!
Be our joys three-parts pain!
Striveand hold cheap the strain;
Learnnor account the pang; darenever grudge the throe! -
For thence- a paradox
Which comforts while it mocks-
Shall life succeed in that it seems to fail:
What I aspired to be
And was notcomforts me;
A brute I might have beenbut would not sink i' the scale. -
What is he but a brute
Whose flesh has soul to suit
Whose spirit works lest arms and legs want play?
To manpropose this test-
Thy body at its best
How far can that project thy soul on its lone way? -
Yet gifts should prove their use:
I own the Past profuse
Of power each sideperfection every turn:
Eyesears took in their dole
Brain treasured up the whole;
Should not the heart beat once "How good to live and learn"? -
Not once beat "Praise be thine!
I see the whole design
Iwho saw powersee now Love perfect too:
Perfect I call thy plan:
Thanks that I was a man!
Makerremakecomplete- I trust what thou shalt do!" -
For pleasant is this flesh;
Our soulin its rose-mesh
Pulled ever to the earthstill yearns for rest:
Would we some prize might hold
To match those manifold
Possessions of the brute- gain mostas we did best! -
Let us not always say
"Spite of this flesh to-day
I strovemade headgained ground upon the whole!"
As the bird wings and sings
Let us cry"All good things
Are oursnor soul helps flesh morenowthan flesh helps soul!" -
Therefore I summon age
To grant youth's heritage
Life's struggle having so far reached its term:
Thence shall I passapproved
A manfor aye removed
From the developed brute; a God though in the germ. -
And I shall thereupon
Take restere I be gone
Once more on my adventure brave and new:
Fearless and unperplexed
When I wage battle next
What weapons to selectwhat armor to indue. -
Youth endedI shall try
My gain or loss thereby;
Leave the fire asheswhat survives is gold:
And I shall weigh the same
Give life its praise or blame:
Youngall lay in dispute; I shall knowbeing old. -
For notewhen evening shuts
A certain moment cuts
The deed offcalls the glory from the gray:
A whisper from the west
Shoots- "Add this to the rest
Take it and try its worth: here dies another day." -
Sostill within this life
Though lifted o'er its strife
Let me discerncomparepronounce at last
"This rage was right i' the main
That acquiescence vain:
The Future I may face now I have proved the Past." -
For more is not reserved
To manwith soul just nerved
To act to-morrow what he learns to-day:
Herework enough to watch
The Master workand catch
Hints of the proper crafttricks of the tool's true play. -
As it was betteryouth
Should strivethrough acts uncouth
Toward makingthan repose on aught found made:
Sobetterageexempt
From strifeshould knowthan tempt
Further. Thou waitedst age: wait death nor be afraid! -
Enough nowif the Right
And Good and Infinite
Be named hereas thou callest thy hand thine own
With knowledge absolute
Subject to no dispute
From fools that crowded youthnor let thee feel alone. -
Be therefor once and all
Severed great minds from small
Announced to each his station in the Past!
Was Ithe world arraigned
Were theymy soul disdained
Right? Let age speak the truth and give us peace at last! -
Nowwho shall arbitrate?
Ten men love what I hate
Shun what I followslight what I receive;
Tenwho in ears and eyes
Match me; we all surmise
They this thingand I that: whom shall my soul believe? -
Not on the vulgar mass
Called "work" must sentence pass
Things donethat took the eye and had the price;
O'er whichfrom level stand
The low world laid its hand
Found straightway to its mindcould value in a trice: -
But allthe world's coarse thumb
And finger failed to plumb
So passed in making up the main account;
All instincts immature
All purposes unsure
That weighed not as his workyet swelled the man's amount: -
Thoughts hardly to be packed
Into a narrow act
Fancies that broke through language and escaped;
All I could never be
Allmen ignored in me
ThisI was worth to Godwhose wheel the pitcher shaped. -
Aynote that Potter's wheel
That metaphor! and feel
Why time spins fastwhy passive lies our clay-
Thouto whom fools propound
When the wine make its round
"Since life fleetsall is change; the Past goneseize to-day!" -
Fool! All that isat all
Lasts everpast recall;
Earth changesbut thy soul and God stand sure:
What entered into thee
That wasisand shall be:
Time's wheel runs back or stops: Potter and clay endure. -
He fixed thee 'mid this dance
Of plastic circumstance
This Presentthouforsoothwould fain arrest:
Machinery just meant
To give thy soul its bent
Try thee and turn thee forthsufficiently impressed. -
What though the earlier grooves
Which ran the laughing loves
Around thy baseno longer pause and press?
What thoughabout thy rim
Skull-things in order grim
Grow outin graver moodobey the sterner stress? -
Look not thou down but up!
To uses of a cup
The festal boardlamp's flashand trumpet's peal
The new wine's foaming flow
The master's lips aglow!
Thouheaven's consummate cupwhat needst thou with earth's wheel? -
But I neednow as then
TheeGodwho moldest men;
And sincenot even while the whirl was worst
Did I- to the wheel of life
With shapes and colors rife
Bound dizzily- mistake my endto slake thy thirst: -
Sotake and use thy work:
Amend what flaws may lurk
What strain o' the stuffwhat warpings past the aim!
My times be in thy hand!
Perfect the cup as planned!
Let age approve of youthand death complete the same! - -
THE END