MY DEAR BROTHER--I can no longer refuse myself the pleasure of profiting by your kind invitation when we last parted of spending some weeks with you at Churchhillandthereforeif quite convenient to you and Mrs. Vernon to receive me at presentI shall hope within a few days to be introduced to a sister whom I have so long desired to be acquainted with. My kind friends here are most affectionately urgent with me to prolong my staybut their hospitable and cheerful dispositions lead them too much into society for my present situation and state of mind; and I impatiently look forward to the hour when I shall be admitted into Your delightful retirement.
I long to be made known to your dear little childrenin whose hearts I shall be very eager to secure an interest I shall soon have need for all my fortitudeas I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. The long illness of her dear father prevented my paying her that attention which duty and affection equally dictatedand I have too much reason to fear that the governess to whose care I consigned her was unequal to the charge. I have therefore resolved on placing her at one of the best private schools in townwhere I shall have an opportunity of leaving her myself in my way to you. I am determinedyou seenot to be denied admittance at Churchhill. It would indeed give me most painful sensations to know that it were not in your power to receive me.
Your most obliged and affectionate sister
S. VERNON. II
LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
You were mistakenmy dear Aliciain supposing me fixed at this place for the rest of the winter: it grieves me to say how greatly you were
mistakenfor I have seldom spent three months more agreeably than those which have just flown away. At presentnothing goes smoothly; the females of the family are united against me. You foretold how it would be when I first came to Langfordand Mainwaring is so uncommonly pleasing that I was not without apprehensions for myself. I remember saying to myselfas I drove to the houseI like this man, pray Heaven no harm come of it!But I was determined to be discreetto bear in mind my being only four months a widowand to be as quiet as possible: and I have been somy dear creature; I have admitted no one's attentions but Mainwaring's. I have avoided all general flirtation whatever; I have distinguished no creature besidesof all the numbers resorting hitherexcept Sir James Martinon whom I bestowed a little noticein order to detach him from Miss Mainwaring; butif the world could know my motive THERE they would honour me. I have been called an unkind motherbut it was the sacred impulse of maternal affectionit was the advantage of my daughter that led me on; and if that daughter were not the greatest simpleton on earthI might have been rewarded for my exertions as I ought.
Sir James did make proposals to me for Frederica; but Fredericawho was born to be the torment of my lifechose to set herself so violently against the match that I thought it better to lay aside the scheme for the present. I have more than once repented that I did not marry him myself; and were he but one degree less contemptibly weak I certainly should: but I must own myself rather romantic in that respectand that riches only will not satisfy me. The event of all this is very provoking: Sir James is gone Maria highly incensedand Mrs. Mainwaring insupportably jealous; so jealousin shortand so enraged against methatin the fury of her temperI should not be surprized at her appealing to her guardianif she had the liberty of addressing him: but there your husband stands my friend; and the kindestmost amiable action of his life was his throwing her off for ever on her marriage. Keep up his resentmentthereforeI charge you. We are now in a sad state; no house was ever more altered; the whole party are at warand Mainwaring scarcely dares speak to me. It is time for me to be gone; I have therefore determined on leaving themand shall spendI hopea comfortable day with you in town within this week. If I am as little in favour with Mr. Johnson as everyou must come to me at 10 Wigmore street; but I hope this may not be the casefor as Mr. Johnson with all his faultsis a man to whom that great word "respectable" is always givenand I am known to be so intimate with his wifehis slighting me has an awkward look.
I take London in my way to that insupportable spota country village; for I am really going to Churchhill. Forgive memy dear friendit is my last resource. Were there another place in England open to me I would prefer it. Charles Vernon is my aversion; and I am afraid of his wife. At ChurchhillhoweverI must remain till I have something better in view. My young lady accompanies me to townwhere I shall deposit her under the care of Miss Summersin Wigmore streettill she becomes a little more reasonable. She will made good connections thereas the girls are all of the best families. The price is immenseand much beyond what I can ever attempt to pay.
AdieuI will send you a line as soon as I arrive in town.
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
My dear Mother--I am very sorry to tell you that it will not be in our power to keep our promise of spending our Christmas with you; and we are prevented that happiness by a circumstance which is not likely to make us any amends. Lady Susanin a letter to her brother-in-lawhas declared her intention of visiting us almost immediately; and as such a visit is in all probability merely an affair of convenienceit is impossible to conjecture its length. I was by no means prepared for such an eventnor can I now account for her ladyship's conduct; Langford appeared so exactly the place for her in every respectas well from the elegant and expensive style of living thereas from her particular attachment to Mr. Mainwaringthat I was very far from expecting so speedy a distinctionthough I always imagined from her increasing friendship for us since her husband's death that we shouldat some future periodbe obliged to receive her. Mr. VernonI thinkwas a great deal too kind to her when he was in Staffordshire; her behaviour to himindependent of her general character has been so inexcusably artful and ungenerous since our marriage was first in agitation that no one less amiable and mild than himself could have overlooked it all; and thoughas his brother's widowand in narrow circumstancesit was proper to render her pecuniary assistanceI cannot help thinking his pressing invitation to her to visit us at Churchhill perfectly unnecessary. Disposedhoweveras he always is to think the best of everyoneher display of griefand professions of regretand general resolutions of prudencewere sufficient to soften his heart and make him really confide in her sincerity; butas for myselfI am still unconvincedand plausibly as her ladyship has now writtenI cannot make up my mind till I better understand her real meaning in coming to us. You may guessthereforemy dear madamwith what feelings I look forward to her arrival. She will have occasion for all those attractive powers for which she is celebrated to gain any share of my regard; and I shall certainly endeavour to guard myself against their influenceif not accompanied by something more substantial. She expresses a most eager desire of being acquainted with meand makes very gracious mention of my children but I am not quite weak enough to suppose a woman who has behaved with inattentionif not with unkindnessto her own childshould be attached to any of mine. Miss Vernon is to be placed at a school in London before her mother comes to us which I am glad offor her sake and my own. It must be to her advantage to be separated from her motherand a girl of sixteen who has received so wretched an educationcould not be a very desirable companion here. Reginald has long wishedI knowto see the captivating Lady Susanand we shall depend on his joining our party soon. I am glad to hear that my father continues so well; and amwith best love &c.
MR. DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON
My dear Sister--I congratulate you and Mr. Vernon on being about to receive into your family the most accomplished coquette in England. As a very distinguished flirt I have always been taught to consider herbut it has lately fallen In my way to hear some particulars of her conduct at Langford: which prove that she does not confine herself to that sort of honest flirtation which satisfies most peoplebut aspires to the more delicious gratification of making a whole family miserable. By her behaviour to Mr. Mainwaring she gave jealousy and wretchedness to his wife and by her attentions to a young man previously attached to Mr. Mainwaring's sister deprived an amiable girl of her lover.
I learnt all this from Mr. Smithnow in this neighbourhood (I have dined with himat Hurst and Wilford)who is just come from Langford where he was a fortnight with her ladyshipand who is therefore well qualified to make the communication.
What a woman she must be! I long to see herand shall certainly accept your kind invitationthat I may form some idea of those bewitching powers which can do so much--engaging at the same timeand in the same housethe affections of two menwho were neither of them at liberty to bestow them- and all this without the charm of youth! I am glad to find Miss Vernon does not accompany her mother to Churchhillas she has not even manners to recommend her; andaccording to Mr. Smith's accountis equally dull and proud. Where pride and stupidity unite there can be no dissimulation worthy noticeand Miss Vernon shall be consigned to unrelenting contempt; but by all that I can gather Lady Susan possesses a degree of captivating deceit which it must be pleasing to witness and detect. I shall be with you very soonand am ever
Your affectionate brother
R. DE COURCY. LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
I received your notemy dear Aliciajust before I left townand rejoice to be assured that Mr. Johnson suspected nothing of your engagement the evening before. It is undoubtedly better to deceive him entirelyand since he will be stubborn he must be tricked. I arrived here in safetyand have no reason to complain of my reception from Mr. Vernon; but I confess myself not equally satisfied with the behaviour of his lady. She is perfectly well-bredindeedand has the air of a woman of fashionbut her manners are not such as can persuade me of her being prepossessed in my favour. I wanted her to be delighted at seeing me. I was as amiable as possible on the occasionbut all in vain. She does not like me. To be sure when we consider that I DID take some pains to prevent my brother-in-law's marrying herthis want of cordiality is not very surprizingand yet it shows an illiberal and vindictive spirit to resent a project which influenced me six years agoand which never succeeded at last.
I am sometimes disposed to repent that I did not let Charles buy Vernon Castlewhen we were obliged to sell it; but it was a trying circumstance especially as the sale took place exactly at the time of his marriage; and everybody ought to respect the delicacy of those feelings which could not
endure that my husband's dignity should be lessened by his younger brother's having possession of the family estate. Could matters have been so arranged as to prevent the necessity of our leaving the castlecould we have lived with Charles and kept him singleI should have been very far from persuading my husband to dispose of it elsewhere; but Charles was on the point of marrying Miss De Courcyand the event has justified me. Here are children in abundanceand what benefit could have accrued to me from his purchasing Vernon? My having prevented it may perhaps have given his wife an unfavourable impressionbut where there is a disposition to dislikea motive will never be wanting; and as to money matters it has not withheld him from being very useful to me. I really have a regard for him he is so easily imposed upon! The house is a good onethe furniture fashionableand everything announces plenty and elegance. Charles is very rich I am sure; when a man has once got his name in a banking-house he rolls in money; but they do not know what to do with itkeep very little companyand never go to London but on business. We shall be as stupid as possible. I mean to win my sister-in-law's heart through the children; I know all their names alreadyand am going to attach myself with the greatest sensibility to one in particulara young Fredericwhom I take on my lap and sigh over for his dear uncle's sake.
Poor Mainwaring! I need not tell you how much I miss himhow perpetually he is in my thoughts. I found a dismal letter from him on my arrival herefull of complaints of his wife and sisterand lamentations on the cruelty of his fate. I passed off the letter as his wife'sto the Vernonsand when I write to him it must be under cover to you.
S. VERNON. MRS. VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY
Wellmy dear ReginaldI have seen this dangerous creatureand must give you some description of herthough I hope you will soon be able to form your own judgment she is really excessively pretty; however you may choose to question the allurements of a lady no longer youngI mustfor my own partdeclare that I have seldom seen so lovely a woman as Lady Susan. She is delicately fairwith fine grey eyes and dark eyelashes; and from her appearance one would not suppose her more than five and twenty though she must in fact be ten years olderI was certainly not disposed to admire herthough always hearing she was beautiful; but I cannot help feeling that she possesses an uncommon union of symmetrybrilliancyand grace. Her address to me was so gentlefrankand even affectionatethat if I had not known how much she has always disliked me for marrying Mr. Vernonand that we had never met beforeI should have imagined her an attached friend. One is aptI believeto connect assurance of manner with coquetryand to expect that an impudent address will naturally attend an impudent mind; at least I was myself prepared for an improper degree of confidence in Lady Susan; but her countenance is absolutely sweetand her voice and manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is sofor what is this but deceit? Unfortunatelyone knows her too well. She is clever and agreeable has all that knowledge of the world which makes conversation easyand talks very wellwith a happy command of languagewhich is too often used
I believeto make black appear white. She has already almost persuaded me of her being warmly attached to her daughterthough I have been so long convinced to the contrary. She speaks of her with so much tenderness and anxietylamenting so bitterly the neglect of her educationwhich she represents however as wholly unavoidablethat I am forced to recollect how many successive springs her ladyship spent in townwhile her daughter was left in Staffordshire to the care of servantsor a governess very little betterto prevent my believing what she says.
If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heartyou may judge how much more strongly they operate on Mr. Vernon's generous temper. I wish I could be as well satisfied as he isthat it was really her choice to leave Langford for Churchhill; and if she had not stayed there for months before she discovered that her friend's manner of living did not suit her situation or feelingsI might have believed that concern for the loss of such a husband as Mr. Vernonto whom her own behaviour was far from unexceptionablemight for a time make her wish for retirement. But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the Mainwaringsand when I reflect on the different mode of life which she led with them from that to which she must now submitI can only suppose that the wish of establishing her reputation by following though late the path of proprietyoccasioned her removal from a family where she must in reality have been particularly happy. Your friend Mr. Smith's storyhowevercannot be quite correctas she corresponds regularly with Mrs. Mainwaring. At any rate it must be exaggerated. It is scarcely possible that two men should be so grossly deceived by her at once.
LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
My dear Alicia--You are very good in taking notice of Fredericaand I am grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as I cannot have any doubt of the warmth of your affectionI am far from exacting so heavy a sacrifice. She is a stupid girland has nothing to recommend her. I would notthereforeon my accounthave you encumber one moment of your precious time by sending for her to Edward Streetespecially as every visit is so much deducted from the grand affair of educationwhich I really wish to have attended to while she remains at Miss Summers's. I want her to play and sing with some portion of taste and a good deal of assuranceas she has my hand and arm and a tolerable voice. I was so much indulged in my infant years that I was never obliged to attend to anything and consequently am without the accomplishments which are now necessary to finish a pretty woman. Not that I am an advocate for the prevailing fashion of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all languagesartsand sciences. It is throwing time away to be mistress of FrenchItalianand German: musicsingingand drawing&c.will gain a woman some applausebut will not add one lover to her list--grace and mannerafter allare of the greatest importance. I do not meanthereforethat Frederica's acquirements should be more than superficialand I flatter myself that she will not remain long enough at school to understand anything thoroughly. I
hope to see her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth. You know on what I ground my hopeand it is certainly a good foundationfor school must be very humiliating to a girl of Frederica's age. Andby-the-byyou had better not invite her any more on that accountas I wish her to find her situation as unpleasant as possible. I am sure of Sir James at any timeand could make him renew his application by a line. I shall trouble you meanwhile to prevent his forming any other attachment when he comes to town. Ask him to your house occasionallyand talk to him of Frederica that he may not forget her. Upon the wholeI commend my own conduct in this affair extremelyand regard it as a very happy instance of circumspection and tenderness. Some mothers would have insisted on their daughter's accepting so good an offer on the first overture; but I could not reconcile it to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from which her heart revoltedand instead of adopting so harsh a measure merely propose to make it her own choiceby rendering her thoroughly uncomfortable till she does accept him--but enough of this tiresome girl. You may well wonder how I contrive to pass my time hereand for the first week it was insufferably dull. Nowhoweverwe begin to mendour party is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's brothera handsome young manwho promises me some amusement. There is something about him which rather interests mea sort of sauciness and familiarity which I shall teach him to correct. He is livelyand seems cleverand when I have inspired him with greater respect for me than his sister's kind offices have implantedhe may be an agreeable flirt. There is exquisite pleasure in subduing an insolent spiritin making a person predetermined to dislike acknowledge one's superiority. I have disconcerted him already by my calm reserveand it shall be my endeavour to humble the pride of these self important De Courcys still lowerto convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions have been bestowed in vainand to persuade Reginald that she has scandalously belied me. This project will serve at least to amuse meand prevent my feeling so acutely this dreadful separation from you and all whom I love.
S. VERNON. MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
My dear Mother--You must not expect Reginald back again for some time. He desires me to tell you that the present open weather induces him to accept Mr. Vernon's invitation to prolong his stay in Sussexthat they may have some hunting together. He means to send for his horses immediately and it is impossible to say when you may see him in Kent. I will not disguise my sentiments on this change from youmy dear motherthough I think you had better not communicate them to my fatherwhose excessive anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an alarm which might seriously affect his health and spirits. Lady Susan has certainly contrivedin the space of a fortnightto make my brother like her. In shortI am persuaded that his continuing here beyond the time originally fixed for his return is occasioned as much by a degree of fascination towards heras by the wish of hunting with Mr. Vernonand of course I cannot receive that pleasure from the length of his visit which my brother's company would otherwise
give me. I amindeedprovoked at the artifice of this unprincipled woman; what stronger proof of her dangerous abilities can be given than this perversion of Reginald's judgmentwhich when he entered the house was so decidedly against her! In his last letter he actually gave me some particulars of her behaviour at Langfordsuch as he received from a gentleman who knew her perfectly wellwhichif truemust raise abhorrence against herand which Reginald himself was entirely disposed to credit. His opinion of herI am surewas as low as of any woman in England; and when he first came it was evident that he considered her as one entitled neither to delicacy nor respectand that he felt she would be delighted with the attentions of any man inclined to flirt with her. Her behaviourI confesshas been calculated to do away with such an idea; I have not detected the smallest impropriety in it--nothing of vanityof pretensionof levity; and she is altogether so attractive that I should not wonder at his being delighted with herhad he known nothing of her previous to this personal acquaintance; butagainst reasonagainst convictionto be so well pleased with heras I am sure he isdoes really astonish me. His admiration was at first very strongbut no more than was naturaland I did not wonder at his being much struck by the gentleness and delicacy of her manners; but when he has mentioned her of late it has been in terms of more extraordinary praise; and yesterday he actually said that he could not be surprised at any effect produced on the heart of man by such loveliness and such abilities; and when I lamentedin replythe badness of her dispositionhe observed that whatever might have been her errors they were to be imputed to her neglected education and early marriageand that she was altogether a wonderful woman. This tendency to excuse her conduct or to forget itin the warmth of admirationvexes me; and if I did not know that Reginald is too much at home at Churchhill to need an invitation for lengthening his visitI should regret Mr. Vernon's giving him any. Lady Susan's intentions are of course those of absolute coquetryor a desire of universal admiration; I cannot for a moment imagine that she has anything more serious in view; but it mortifies me to see a young man of Reginald's sense duped by her at all.
MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY S. VERNON
My dearest Friend--I congratulate you on Mr. De Courcy's arrivaland I advise you by all means to marry him; his father's estate iswe know considerableand I believe certainly entailed. Sir Reginald is very infirmand not likely to stand in your way long. I hear the young man well spoken of; and though no one can really deserve youmy dearest SusanMr. De Courcy may be worth having. Mainwaring will storm of coursebut you easily pacify him; besidesthe most scrupulous point of honour could not require you to wait for HIS emancipation. I have seen Sir James; he came to town for a few days last weekand called several times in Edward Street. I talked to him about you and your daughterand he is so far from having forgotten youthat I am sure he would marry either of you with pleasure. I gave him hopes of Frederica's relentingand told him a great deal of her improvements. I scolded him for making love to Maria Mainwaring; he
protested that he had been only in jokeand we both laughed heartily at her disappointment; andin shortwere very agreeable. He is as silly as ever.
LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
I am much obliged to youmy dear Friendfor your advice respecting Mr. De Courcywhich I know was given with the full conviction of its expediencythough I am not quite determined on following it. I cannot easily resolve on anything so serious as marriage; especially as I am not at present in want of moneyand might perhapstill the old gentleman's deathbe very little benefited by the match. It is true that I am vain enough to believe it within my reach. I have made him sensible of my power and can now enjoy the pleasure of triumphing over a mind prepared to dislike meand prejudiced against all my past actions. His sistertoo isI hopeconvinced how little the ungenerous representations of anyone to the disadvantage of another will avail when opposed by the immediate influence of intellect and manner. I see plainly that she is uneasy at my progress in the good opinion of her brotherand conclude that nothing will be wanting on her part to counteract me; but having once made him doubt the justice of her opinion of meI think I may defyher. It has been delightful to me to watch his advances towards intimacyespecially to observe his altered manner in consequence of my repressing by the cool dignity of my deportment his insolent approach to direct familiarity. My conduct has been equally guarded from the firstand I never behaved less like a coquette in the whole course of my lifethough perhaps my desire of dominion was never more decided. I have subdued him entirely by sentiment and serious conversationand made himI may venture to sayat least half in love with mewithout the semblance of the most commonplace flirtation. Mrs. Vernon's consciousness of deserving every sort of revenge that it can be in my power to inflict for her ill-offices could alone enable her to perceive that I am actuated by any design in behaviour so gentle and unpretending. Let her think and act as she chooseshowever. I have never yet found that the advice of a sister could prevent a young man's being in love if he chose. We are advancing now to some kind of confidenceand in short are likely to be engaged in a sort of platonic friendship. On my side you may be sure of its never being morefor if I were not attached to another person as much as I can be to anyoneI should make a point of not bestowing my affection on a man who had dared to think so meanly of me. Reginald has a good figure and is not unworthy the praise you have heard given himbut is still greatly inferior to our friend at Langford. He is less polishedless insinuating than Mainwaringand is comparatively deficient in the power of saying those delightful things which put one in good humour with oneself and all the world. He is quite agreeable enoughhoweverto afford me amusementand to make many of those hours pass very pleasantly which would otherwise be spent in endeavouring to overcome my sister-in-law's reserveand listening to the insipid talk of her husband. Your account of Sir James is most satisfactoryand I mean to give Miss Frederica a hint of my intentions
S. VERNON. XI
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
I really grow quite uneasymy dearest motherabout Reginaldfrom witnessing the very rapid increase of Lady Susan's influence. They are now on terms of the most particular friendshipfrequently engaged in long conversations together; and she has contrived by the most artful coquetry to subdue his judgment to her own purposes. It is impossible to see the intimacy between them so very soon established without some alarmthough I can hardly suppose that Lady Susan's plans extend to marriage. I wish you could get Reginald home again on any plausible pretence; he is not at all disposed to leave usand I have given him as many hints of my father's precarious state of health as common decency will allow me to do in my own house. Her power over him must now be boundlessas she has entirely effaced all his former ill-opinionand persuaded him not merely to forget but to justify her conduct. Mr. Smith's account of her proceedings at Langfordwhere he accused her of having made Mr. Mainwaring and a young man engaged to Miss Mainwaring distractedly in love with herwhich Reginald firmly believed when he came hereis nowhe is persuadedonly a scandalous invention. He has told me so with a warmth of manner which spoke his regret at having believed the contrary himself. How sincerely do I grieve that she ever entered this house! I always looked forward to her coming with uneasiness; but very far was it from originating in anxiety for Reginald. I expected a most disagreeable companion for myselfbut could not imagine that my brother would be in the smallest danger of being captivated by a woman with whose principles he was so well acquaintedand whose character he so heartily despised. If you can get him away it will be a good thing.
SIR REGINALD DE COURCY TO HIS SON
I know that young men in general do not admit of any enquiry even from their nearest relations into affairs of the heartbut I hopemy dear
Reginaldthat you will be superior to such as allow nothing for a father's anxietyand think themselves privileged to refuse him their confidence and slight his advice. You must be sensible that as an only sonand the representative of an ancient familyyour conduct in life is most interesting to your connections; and in the very important concern of marriage especiallythere is everything at stake--your own happinessthat of your parentsand the credit of your name. I do not suppose that you would deliberately form an absolute engagement of that nature without acquainting your mother and myselfor at leastwithout being convinced that we should approve of your choice; but I cannot help fearing that you may be drawn inby the lady who has lately attached youto a marriage which the whole of your familyfar and nearmust highly reprobate. Lady Susan's age is itself a material objectionbut her want of character is one so much more seriousthat the difference of even twelve years becomes in comparison of small amount. Were you not blinded by a sort of fascinationit would be ridiculous in me to repeat the instances of great misconduct on her side so very generally known.
Her neglect of her husbandher encouragement of other menher extravagance and dissipationwere so gross and notorious that no one could be ignorant of them at the timenor can now have forgotten them. To our family she has always been represented in softened colours by the benevolence of Mr. Charles Vernonand yetin spite of his generous endeavours to excuse herwe know that she didfrom the most selfish motivestake all possible pains to prevent his marriage with Catherine.
My years and increasing infirmities make me very desirous of seeing you settled in the world. To the fortune of a wifethe goodness of my own will make me indifferentbut her family and character must be equally unexceptionable. When your choice is fixed so that no objection can be made to itthen I can promise you a ready and cheerful consent; but it is my duty to oppose a match which deep art only could render possibleand must in the end make wretched. It is possible her behaviour may arise only from vanityor the wish of gaining the admiration of a man whom she must imagine to be particularly prejudiced against her; but it is more likely that she should aim at something further. She is poorand may naturally seek an alliance which must be advantageous to herself; you know your own rightsand that it is out of my power to prevent your inheriting the family estate. My ability of distressing you during my life would be a species of revenge to which I could hardly stoop under any circumstances.
I honestly tell you my sentiments and intentions: I do not wish to work on your fearsbut on your sense and affection. It would destroy every comfort of my life to know that you were married to Lady Susan Vernon; it would be the death of that honest pride with which I have hitherto considered my son; I should blush to see himto hear of himto think of him. I may perhaps do no good but that of relieving my own mind by this letterbut I felt it my duty to tell you that your partiality for Lady Susan is no secret to your friendsand to warn you against her. I should be glad to hear your reasons for disbelieving Mr. Smith's intelligence; you had no doubt of its authenticity a month ago. If you can give me your assurance of having no design beyond enjoying the conversation of a clever woman for a short periodand of yielding admiration only to her beauty and abilitieswithout being blinded by them to her faultsyou will restore me to happiness ;butif you cannot do thisexplain to meat leastwhat has occasioned so great an alteration in your opinion of her.
REGINALD DE COURCY
LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON
My dear Catherine--Unluckily I was confined to my room when your last letter cameby a cold which affected my eyes so much as to prevent my reading it myselfso I could not refuse Your father when he offered to read it to meby which means he became acquaintedto my great vexation with all your fears about your brother. I had intended to write to Reginald myself as soon as my eyes would let meto point outas well as I could the danger of an intimate acquaintancewith so artful a woman as Lady Susanto a young man of his ageand high expectations. I meant moreoverto have reminded him of our being quite alone nowand very much in need of him to keep up our spirits these long winter evenings. Whether it would have done any good can never be settled nowbut I am excessively vexed that Sir Reginald should know anything of a matter which we foresaw would make him so uneasy. He caught all your fears the moment he had read your letterand I am sure he has not had the business out of his head since. He wrote by the same post to Reginald a long letter full of it all and particularly asking an explanation of what he may have heard from Lady Susan to contradict the late shocking reports. His answer came this morningwhich I shall enclose to youas I think you will like to see it. I wish it was more satisfactory; but it seems written with such a determination to think well of Lady Susanthat his assurances as to marriage&c.do not set my heart at ease. I say all I canhoweverto satisfy your fatherand he is certainly less uneasy since Reginald's letter. How provoking it ismy dear Catherinethat this unwelcome guest of yours should not only prevent our meeting this Christmasbut be the occasion of so much vexation and trouble! Kiss the dear children for me.
Your affectionate mother
C. DE COURCY. XIV
MR. DE COURCY TO SIR REGINALD
My dear Sir--I have this moment received your letterwhich has given me more astonishment than I ever felt before. I am to thank my sisterI supposefor having represented me in such a light as to injure me in your opinionand give you all this alarm. I know not why she should choose to make herself and her family uneasy by apprehending an event which no one but herselfI can affirmwould ever have thought possible. To impute such a design to Lady Susan would be taking from her every claim to that excellent understanding which her bitterest enemies have never denied her; and equally low must sink my pretensions to common sense if I am suspected of matrimonial views in my behaviour to her. Our difference of age must be an insuperable objectionand I entreat youmy dear fatherto quiet your
mindand no longer harbour a suspicion which cannot he more injurious to your own peace than to our understandings. I can have no other view in remaining with Lady Susanthan to enjoy for a short time (as you have yourself expressed it) the conversation of a woman of high intellectual powers. If Mrs. Vernon would allow something to my affection for herself and her husband in the length of my visitshe would do more justice to us all; but my sister is unhappily prejudiced beyond the hope of conviction against Lady Susan. From an attachment to her husbandwhich in itself does honour to bothshe cannot forgive the endeavours at preventing their unionwhich have been attributed to selfishness in Lady Susan; but in this caseas well as in many othersthe world has most grossly injured that ladyby supposing the worst where the motives of her conduct have been doubtful. Lady Susan had heard something so materially to the disadvantage of my sister as to persuade her that the happiness of Mr. Vernonto whom she was always much attachedwould be wholly destroyed by the marriage. And this circumstancewhile it explains the true motives of Lady Susan's conductand removes all the blame which has been so lavished on hermay also convince us how little the general report of anyone ought to be credited; since no characterhowever uprightcan escape the malevolence of slander. If my sisterin the security of retirementwith as little opportunity as inclination to do evilcould not avoid censurewe must not rashly condemn those wholiving in the world and surrounded with temptationsshould be accused of errors which they are known to have the power of committing.
I blame myself severely for having so easily believed the slanderous tales invented by Charles Smith to the prejudice of Lady Susanas I am now convinced how greatly they have traduced her. As to Mrs. Mainwaring's jealousy it was totally his own inventionand his account of her attaching Miss Mainwaring's lover was scarcely better founded. Sir James Martin had been drawn in by that young lady to pay her some attention; and as he is a man of fortuneit was easy to see HER views extended to marriage. It is well known that Miss M. is absolutely on the catch for a husbandand no one therefore can pity her for losingby the superior attractions of another womanthe chance of being able to make a worthy man completely wretched. Lady Susan was far from intending such a conquestand on finding how warmly Miss Mainwaring resented her lover's defectiondeterminedin spite of Mr. and Mrs. Mainwaring's most urgent entreatiesto leave the family. I have reason to imagine she did receive serious proposals from Sir Jamesbut her removing to Langford immediately on the discovery of his attachmentmust acquit her on that article with any mind of common candour. You willI am suremy dear Sirfeel the truth of thisand will hereby learn to do justice to the character of a very injured woman. I know that Lady Susan in coming to Churchhill was governed only by the most honourable and amiable intentions; her prudence and economy are exemplary her regard for Mr. Vernon equal even to HIS deserts; and her wish of obtaining my sister's good opinion merits a better return than it has received. As a mother she is unexceptionable; her solid affection for her child is shown by placing her in hands where her education will be properly attended to; but because she has not the blind and weak partiality of most mothersshe is accused of wanting maternal tenderness. Every person of sensehoweverwill know how to value and commend her well-directed affectionand will join me in wishing that Frederica Vernon may prove more worthy than she has yet done of her mother's tender care. I have nowmy dear fatherwritten my real sentiments of Lady Susan; you will know from this letter how highly I admire her abilitiesand esteem her character; but if you are not equally convinced by my full and solemn assurance that your fears have been most idly createdyou will deeply mortify and distress me.
R. DE COURCY.
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
My dear Mother--I return you Reginald's letterand rejoice with all my heart that my father is made easy by it: tell him sowith my congratulations; butbetween ourselvesI must own it has only convinced ME of my brother's having no PRESENT intention of marrying Lady Susannot that he is in no danger of doing so three months hence. He gives a very plausible account of her behaviour at Langford; I wish it may be truebut his intelligence must come from herselfand I am less disposed to believe it than to lament the degree of intimacy subsistingbetween them implied by the discussion of such a subject. I am sorry to have incurred his displeasurebut can expect nothing better while he is so very eager in Lady Susan's justification. He is very severe against me indeedand yet I hope I have not been hasty in my judgment of her. Poor woman! though I have reasons enough for my dislikeI cannot help pitying her at presentas she is in real distressand with too much cause. She had this morning a letter from the lady with whom she has placed her daughterto request that Miss Vernon might be immediately removedas she had been detected in an attempt to run away. Whyor whither she intended to godoes not appear; butas her situation seems to have been unexceptionableit is a sad thingand of course highly distressing to Lady Susan. Frederica must be as much as sixteenand ought to know better; but from what her mother insinuatesI am afraid she is a perverse girl. She has been sadly neglectedhowever and her mother ought to remember it. Mr. Vernon set off for London as soon as she had determined what should be done. He isif possibleto prevail on Miss Summers to let Frederica continue with her; and if he cannot succeedto bring her to Churchhill for the presenttill some other situation can be found for her. Her ladyship is comforting herself meanwhile by strolling along the shrubbery with Reginaldcalling forth all his tender feelingsI supposeon this distressing occasion. She has been talking a great deal about it to me. She talks vastly well; I am afraid of being ungenerousor I should sayTOO well to feel so very deeply; but I will not look for her faults; she may be Reginald's wife! Heaven forbid it! but why should I be quicker-sighted than anyone else? Mr. Vernon declares that he never saw deeper distress than herson the receipt of the letter; and is his judgment inferior to mine? She was very unwilling that Frederica should be allowed to come to Churchhilland justly enoughas it seems a sort of reward to behaviour deserving very differently; but it was impossible to take her anywhere elseand she is not to remain here long. "It will be absolutely necessary said she, as youmy dear sister must be sensibleto treat my daughter with some severity while she is here; a most painful necessitybut I will ENDEAVOUR to submit to it. I am afraid I have often been too indulgentbut my poor Frederica's temper could never bear opposition well: you must support and encourage me; you must urge the necessity of reproof if you see me too lenient." All this sounds very reasonable. Reginald is so incensed against the poor silly girl. Surely it is not to Lady Susan's credit that he should be so bitter against her daughter; his idea of her must be drawn from the mother's description. Wellwhatever may be his fatewe have the comfort of knowing that we have done our utmost to save him. We must commit the event to a higher power.
LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
Nevermy dearest Aliciawas I so provoked in my life as by a letter this morning from Miss Summers. That horrid girl of mine has been trying to run away. I had not a notion of her being such a little devil beforeshe seemed to have all the Vernon milkiness; but on receiving the letter in which I declared my intention about Sir Jamesshe actually attempted to elope; at leastI cannot otherwise account for her doing it. She meantI supposeto go to the Clarkes in Staffordshirefor she has no other acquaintances. But she shall be punishedshe shall have him. I have sent Charles to town to make matters up if he canfor I do not by any means want her here. If Miss Summers will not keep heryou must find me out another schoolunless we can get her married immediately. Miss S. writes word that she could not get the young lady to assign any cause for her extraordinary conductwhich confirms me in my own previous explanation of itFrederica is too shyI thinkand too much in awe of me to tell tales but if the mildness of her uncle should get anything out of herI am not afraid. I trust I shall be able to make my story as good as hers. If I am vain of anythingit is of my eloquence. Consideration and esteem as surely follow command of language as admiration waits on beautyand here I have opportunity enough for the exercise of my talentas the chief of my time is spent in conversation.
Reginald is never easy unless we are by ourselvesand when the weather is tolerablewe pace the shrubbery for hours together. I like him on the whole very well; he is clever and has a good deal to saybut he is sometimes impertinent and troublesome. There is a sort of ridiculous delicacy about him which requires the fullest explanation of whatever he may have heard to my disadvantageand is never satisfied till he thinks he has ascertained the beginning and end of everything. This is one sort of lovebut I confess it does not particularly recommend itself to me. I infinitely prefer the tender and liberal spirit of Mainwaringwhich impressed with the deepest conviction of my meritis satisfied that whatever I do must be right; and look with a degree of contempt on the inquisitive and doubtful fancies of that heart which seems always debating on the reasonableness of its emotions. Mainwaring is indeedbeyond all comparesuperior to Reginald--superior in everything but the power of being with me! Poor fellow! he is much distracted by jealousywhich I am not sorry foras I know no better support of love. He has been teazing me to allow of his coming into this countryand lodging somewhere near INCOG.; but I forbade everything of the kind. Those women are inexcusable who forget what is due to themselvesand the opinion of the world.
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
My dear Mother--Mr. Vernon returned on Thursday nightbringing his niece with him. Lady Susan had received a line from him by that day's post informing her that Miss Summers had absolutely refused to allow of Miss Vernon's continuance in her academy; we were therefore prepared for her arrivaland expected them impatiently the whole evening. They came while we were at teaand I never saw any creature look so frightened as Frederica when she entered the room. Lady Susanwho had been shedding tears beforeand showing great agitation at the idea of the meeting received her with perfect self-commandand without betraying the least tenderness of spirit. She hardly spoke to herand on Frederica's bursting into tears as soon as we were seatedtook her out of the roomand did not return for some time. When she didher eyes looked very red and she was as much agitated as before. We saw no more of her daughter. Poor Reginald was beyond measure concerned to see his fair friend in such distressand watched her with so much tender solicitudethat Iwho occasionally caught her observing his countenance with exultationwas quite out of patience. This pathetic representation lasted the whole eveningand so ostentatious and artful a display has entirely convinced me that she did in fact feel nothing. I am more angry with her than ever since I have seen her daughter; the poor girl looks so unhappy that my heart aches for her. Lady Susan is surely too severefor Frederica does not seem to have the sort of temper to make severity necessary. She looks perfectly timiddejectedand penitent. She is very prettythough not so handsome as her mothernor at all like her. Her complexion is delicatebut neither so fair nor so blooming as Lady Susan'sand she has quite the Vernon cast of countenance the oval face and mild dark eyesand there is peculiar sweetness in her look when she speaks either to her uncle or mefor as we behave kindly to her we have of course engaged her gratitude.
Her mother has insinuated that her temper is intractablebut I never saw a face less indicative of any evil disposition than hers; and from what I can see of the behaviour of each to the otherthe invariable severity of Lady Susan and the silent dejection of FredericaI am led to believe as heretofore that the former has no real love for her daughterand has never done her justice or treated her affectionately. I have not been able to have any conversation with my niece; she is shyand I think I can see that some pains are taken to prevent her being much with me. Nothing satisfactory transpires as to her reason for running away. Her kind-hearted uncleyou may be surewas too fearful of distressing her to ask many questions as they travelled. I wish it had been possible for me to fetch her instead of him. I think I should have discovered the truth in the course of a thirty-mile journey. The small pianoforte has been removed within these few daysat Lady Susan's requestinto her dressing-roomand Frederica spends great part of the day therepractising as it is called; but I seldom hear any noise when I pass that way; what she does with herself there I do not know. There are plenty of booksbut it is not every girl who has been running wild the first fifteen years of her lifethat can or will read. Poor creature! the prospect from her window is not very instructivefor that room overlooks the lawnyou knowwith the shrubbery on one sidewhere she may see her mother walking for an hour together in earnest conversation with Reginald. A girl of Frederica's age must be childish indeedif such things do not strike her. Is it not inexcusable to give such an example to a daughter? Yet Reginald still thinks Lady Susan the best of mothersand still condemns Frederica as a worthless girl! He is convinced that her attempt to run away proceeded from nojustifiable
causeand had no provocation. I am sure I cannot say that it HADbut while Miss Summers declares that Miss Vernon showed no signs of obstinacy or perverseness during her whole stay in Wigmore Streettill she was detected in this schemeI cannot so readily credit what Lady Susan has made himand wants to make me believethat it was merely an impatience of restraint and a desire of escaping from the tuition of masters which brought on the plan of an elopement. O Reginaldhow is your judgment enslaved! He scarcely dares even allow her to be handsomeand when I speak of her beautyreplies only that her eyes have no brilliancy! Sometimes he is sure she is deficient in understandingand at others that her temper only is in fault. In shortwhen a person is always to deceive it is impossible to be consistent. Lady Susan finds it necessary that Frederica should be to blameand probably has sometimes judged it expedient to excuse her of ill-nature and sometimes to lament her want of sense. Reginald is only repeating after her ladyship.
FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME
My dear Mother--I am very glad to find that my description of Frederica Vernon has interested youfor I do believe her truly deserving of your regard; and when I have communicated a notion which has recently struck me your kind impressions in her favour willI am surebe heightened. I cannot help fancying that she is growing partial to my brother. I so very often see her eyes fixed on his face with a remarkable expression of pensive admiration. He is certainly very handsome; and yet morethere is an openness in his manner that must be highly prepossessingand I am sure she feels it so. Thoughtful and pensive in generalher countenance always brightens into a smile when Reginald says anything amusing; andlet the subject be ever so serious that he may be conversing onI am much mistaken if a syllable of his uttering escapes her. I want to make him sensible of all thisfor we know the power of gratitude on such a heart as his; and could Frederica's artless affection detach him from her motherwe might bless the day which brought her to Churchhill. I thinkmy dear motheryou would not disapprove of her as a daughter. She is extremely youngto be surehas had a wretched educationand a dreadful example of levity in her mother; but yet I can pronounce her disposition to be excellentand her natural abilities very good. Though totally without accomplishmentsshe is by no means so ignorant as one might expect to find herbeing fond of books and spending the chief of her time in reading. Her mother leaves her more to herself than she didand I have her with me as much as possible and have taken great pains to overcome her timidity. We are very good friendsand though she never opens her lips before her mothershe talks enough when alone with me to make it clear thatif properly treated by Lady Susanshe would always appear to much greater advantage. There cannot be a more gentleaffectionate heart; or more obliging mannerswhen acting without restraint; and her little cousins are all very fond of her.
Your affectionate daughter
C. VERNON LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
You will be eagerI knowto hear something further of Fredericaand perhaps may think me negligent for not writing before. She arrived with her uncle last Thursday fortnightwhenof courseI lost no time in demanding the cause of her behaviour; and soon found myself to have been perfectly right in attributing it to my own letter. The prospect of it frightened her so thoroughlythatwith a mixture of true girlish perverseness and folly she resolved on getting out of the house and proceeding directly by the stage to her friendsthe Clarkes; and had really got as far as the length of two streets in her journey when she was fortunately missedpursuedand overtaken. Such was the first distinguished exploit of Miss Frederica Vernon; andif we consider that it was achieved at the tender age of sixteenwe shall have room for the most flattering prognostics of her future renown. I am excessively provokedhoweverat the parade of propriety which prevented Miss Summers from keeping the girl; and it seems so extraordinary a piece of nicetyconsidering my daughter's family connectionsthat I can only suppose the lady to be governed by the fear of never getting her money. Be that as it mayhoweverFrederica is returned on my hands; andhaving nothing else to employ heris busy in pursuing the plan of romance begun at Langford. She is actually falling in love with Reginald De Courcy! To disobey her mother by refusing an unexceptionable offer is not enough; her affections must also be given without her mother's approbation. I never saw a girl of her age bid fairer to be the sport of mankind. Her feelings are tolerably acuteand she is so charmingly artless in their display as to afford the most reasonable hope of her being ridiculousand despised by every man who sees her.
Artlessness will never do in love matters; and that girl is born a simpleton who has it either by nature or affectation. I am not yet certain that Reginald sees what she is aboutnor is it of much consequence. She is now an object of indifference to himand she would be one of contempt were he to understand her emotions. Her beauty is much admired by the Vernons but it has no effect on him. She is in high favour with her aunt altogetherbecause she is so little like myselfof course. She is exactly the companion for Mrs. Vernonwho dearly loves to be firmand to have all the sense and all the wit of the conversation to herself: Frederica will never eclipse her. When she first came I was at some pains to prevent her seeing much of her aunt; but I have relaxedas I believe I may depend on her observing the rules I have laid down for their discourse. But do not imagine that with all this lenity I have for a moment given up my plan of her marriage. No; I am unalterably fixed on this pointthough I have not yet quite decided on the manner of bringing it about. I should not chuse to have the business brought on hereand canvassed by the wise heads of Mr. and Mrs. Vernon; and I cannot just now afford to go to town. Miss Frederica must therefore wait a little.
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
We have a very unexpected guest with us at presentmy dear Mother: he arrived yesterday. I heard a carriage at the dooras I was sitting with my children while they dined; and supposing I should be wantedleft the nursery soon afterwardsand was half-way downstairswhen Fredericaas pale as ashescame running upand rushed by me into her own room. I instantly followedand asked her what was the matter. "Oh!" said shehe
is come--Sir James is come, and what shall I do?This was no explanation; I begged her to tell me what she meant. At that moment we were interrupted by a knock at the door: it was Reginaldwho cameby Lady Susan's directionto call Frederica down. "It is Mr. De Courcy! " said she colouring violently. "Mamma has sent for me; I must go." We all three went down together; and I saw my brother examining the terrified face of Frederica with surprize. In the breakfast-room we found Lady Susanand a young man of gentlemanlike appearancewhom she introduced by the name of Sir James Martin--the very personas you may rememberwhom it was said she had been at pains to detach from Miss Mainwaring; but the conquestit seemswas not designed for herselfor she has since transferred it to her daughter; for Sir James is now desperately in love with Fredericaand with full encouragement from mamma. The poor girlhoweverI am suredislikes him; and though his person and address are very wellhe appearsboth to Mr. Vernon and mea very weak young man. Frederica looked so shyso confusedwhen we entered the roomthat I felt for her exceedingly. Lady Susan behaved with great attention to her visitor; and yet I thought I could perceive that she had no particular pleasure in seeing him. Sir James talked a great dealand made many civil excuses to me for the liberty he had taken in coming to Churchhill--mixing more frequent laughter with his discourse than the subject required--said many things over and over again and told Lady Susan three times that he had seen Mrs. Johnson a few evenings before. He now and then addressed Fredericabut more frequently her mother. The poor girl sat all this time without opening her lips--her eyes cast downand her colour varying every instant; while Reginald observed all that passed in perfect silence. At length Lady SusanwearyI believeof her situationproposed walking; and we left the two gentlemen togetherto put on our pelisses. As we went upstairs Lady Susan begged permission to attend me for a few moments in my dressing-roomas she was anxious to speak with me in private. I led her thither accordinglyand as soon as the door was closedshe said: "I was never more surprized in my life than by Sir James's arrivaland the suddenness of it requires some apology to youmy dear sister; though to MEas a motherit is highly flattering. He is so extremely attached to my daughter that he could not exist longer without seeing her. Sir James is a young man of an amiable disposition and excellent character; a little too much of the rattle perhapsbut a year or two will rectify THAT: and he is in other respects so very eligible a match for Fredericathat I have always observed his attachment with the greatest pleasure; and am persuaded that you and my brother will give the alliance your hearty approbation. I have never before mentioned the likelihood of its taking place to anyonebecause I thought that whilst Frederica continued at school it had better not be known to exist; but nowas I am convinced that Frederica is too old ever to submit to school confinementand havethereforebegun to consider her union with Sir James as not very distantI had intended within a few days
to acquaint yourself and Mr. Vernon with the whole business. I am suremy dear sisteryou will excuse my remaining silent so longand agree with me that such circumstanceswhile they continue from any cause in suspense cannot be too cautiously concealed. When you have the happiness of bestowing your sweet little Catherinesome years henceon a man who in connection and character is alike unexceptionableyou will know what I feel now; thoughthank Heavenyou cannot have all my reasons for rejoicing in such an event. Catherine will be amply provided forand not like my Fredericaindebted to a fortunate establishment for the comforts of life." She concluded by demanding my congratulations. I gave them somewhat awkwardlyI believe; forin factthe sudden disclosure of so important a matter took from me the power of speaking with any clearness She thanked mehowevermost affectionatelyfor my kind concern in the welfare of herself and daughter; and then said: "I am not apt to deal in professionsmy dear Mrs. Vernonand I never had the convenient talent of affecting sensations foreign to my heart; and therefore I trust you will believe me when I declarethat much as I had heard in your praise before I knew youI had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do; and I must further say that your friendship towards me is more particularly gratifying because I have reason to believe that some attempts were made to prejudice you against me. I only wish that theywhoever they areto whom I am indebted for such kind intentionscould see the terms on which we now are togetherand understand the real affection we feel for each other; but I will not detain you any longer. God bless youfor your goodness to me and my girland continue to you all your present happiness." What can one say of such a womanmy dear mother? Such earnestness such solemnity of expression! and yet I cannot help suspecting the truth of everything she says. As for ReginaldI believe he does not know what to make of the matter. When Sir James camehe appeared all astonishment and perplexity; the folly of the young man and the confusion of Frederica entirely engrossed him; and though a little private discourse with Lady Susan has since had its effecthe is still hurtI am sureat her allowing of such a man's attentions to her daughter. Sir James invited himself with great composure to remain here a few days--hoped we would not think it oddwas aware of its being very impertinentbut he took the liberty of a relation; and concluded by wishingwith a laughthat he might be really one very soon. Even Lady Susan seemed a little disconcerted by this forwardness; in her heart I am persuaded she sincerely wished him gone. But something must be done for this poor girlif her feelings are such as both I and her uncle believe them to be. She must not be sacrificed to policy or ambition and she must not be left to suffer from the dread of it. The girl whose heart can distinguish Reginald De Courcydeserveshowever he may slight hera better fate than to be Sir James Martin's wife. As soon as I can get her aloneI will discover the real truth; but she seems to wish to avoid me. I hope this does not proceed from anything wrongand that I shall not find out I have thought too well of her. Her behaviour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest consciousness and embarrassmentbut I see nothing in it more like encouragement. Adieumy dear mother.
C. VERNON. MISS VERNON TO MR DE COURCY
Sir--I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the
greatest distressor I should be ashamed to trouble you. I am very miserable about Sir James Martinand have no other way in the world of helping myself but by writing to youfor I am forbidden even speaking to my uncle and aunt on the subject; and this being the caseI am afraid my applying to you will appear no better than equivocationand as if I attended to the letter and not the spirit of mamma's commands. But if you do not take my part and persuade her to break it offI shall be half distractedfor I cannot bear him. No human being but YOU could have any chance of prevailing with her. If you willthereforehave the unspeakably great kindness of taking my part with herand persuading her to send Sir James awayI shall be more obliged to you than it is possible for me to express. I always disliked him from the first: it is not a sudden fancyI assure yousir; I always thought him silly and impertinent and disagreeableand now he is grown worse than ever. I would rather work for my bread than marry him. I do not know how to apologize enough for this letter; I know it is taking so great a liberty. I am aware how dreadfully angry it will make mammabut I remember the risk.
I amSiryour most humble servant
F. S. V. LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
This is insufferable! My dearest friendI was never so enraged before and must relieve myself by writing to youwho I know will enter into all my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Martin! Guess my astonishmentand vexation--foras you well knowI never wished him to be seen at Churchhill. What a pity that you should not have known his intentions! Not content with cominghe actually invited himself to remain here a few days. I could have poisoned him! I made the best of ithowever and told my story with great success to Mrs. Vernonwhowhatever might be her real sentimentssaid nothing in opposition to mine. I made a point also of Frederica's behaving civilly to Sir Jamesand gave her to understand that I was absolutely determined on her marrying him. She said something of her miserybut that was all. I have for some time been more particularly resolved on the match from seeing the rapid increase of her affection for Reginaldand from not feeling secure that a knowledge of such affection might not in the end awaken a return. Contemptible as a regard founded only on compassion must make them both in my eyesI felt by no means assured that such might not be the consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any degree grown cool towards me; but yet he has lately mentioned Frederica spontaneously and unnecessarilyand once said something in praise of her person. HE was all astonishment at the appearance of my visitorand at first observed Sir James with an attention which I was pleased to see not unmixed with jealousy; but unluckily it was impossible for me really to torment himas Sir Jamesthough extremely gallant to mevery soon made the whole party understand that his heart was devoted to my daughter. I had no great difficulty in convincing De Courcy when we were alonethat I was perfectly justifiedall things considered in desiring the match; and the whole business seemed most comfortably arranged. They could none of them help perceiving that Sir James was no Solomon; but I had positively forbidden Frederica complaining to Charles
Vernon or his wifeand they had therefore no pretence for interference; though my impertinent sisterI believewanted only opportunity for doing so. Everythinghoweverwas going on calmly and quietly; andthough I counted the hours of Sir James's staymy mind was entirely satisfied with the posture of affairs. Guessthenwhat I must feel at the sudden disturbance of all my schemes; and thattoofrom a quarter where I had least reason to expect it. Reginald came this morning into my dressing-room with a very unusual solemnity of countenanceand after some preface informed me in so many words that he wished to reason with me on the impropriety and unkindness of allowing Sir James Martin to address my daughter contrary to her inclinations. I was all amazement. When I found that he was not to be laughed out of his designI calmly begged an explanationand desired to know by what he was impelledand by whom commissionedto reprimand me. He then told memixing in his speech a few insolent compliments and ill-timed expressions of tendernessto which I listened with perfect indifferencethat my daughter had acquainted him with some circumstances concerning herselfSir Jamesand me which had given him great uneasiness. In shortI found that she had in the first place actually written to him to request his interferenceand thaton receiving her letterhe had conversed with her on the subject of itin order to understand the particularsand to assure himself of her real wishes. I have not a doubt but that the girl took this opportunity of making downright love to him. I am convinced of it by the manner in which he spoke of her. Much good may such love do him! I shall ever despise the man who can be gratified by the passion which he never wished to inspire nor solicited the avowal of. I shall always detest them both. He can have no true regard for meor he would not have listened to her; and SHEwith her little rebellious heart and indelicate feelingsto throw herself into the protection of a young man with whom she has scarcely ever exchanged two words before! I am equally confounded at HER impudence and HIS credulity. How dared he believe what she told him in my disfavour! Ought he not to have felt assured that I must have unanswerable motives for all that I had done? Where was his reliance on my sense and goodness then? Where the resentment which true love would have dictated against the person defaming me--that persontooa chita childwithout talent or educationwhom he had been always taught to despise? I was calm for some time; but the greatest degree of forbearance may be overcomeand I hope I was afterwards sufficiently keen. He endeavouredlong endeavouredto soften my resentment; but that woman is a fool indeed whowhile insulted by accusationcan be worked on by compliments. At length he left meas deeply provoked as myself; and he showed his anger more. I was quite cool but he gave way to the most violent indignation; I may therefore expect it will the sooner subsideand perhaps his may be vanished for everwhile mine will be found still fresh and implacable. He is now shut up in his apartmentwhither I heard him go on leaving mine. How unpleasantone would thinkmust be his reflections! but some people's feelings are incomprehensible. I have not yet tranquillised myself enough to see Frederica. SHE shall not soon forget the occurrences of this day; she shall find that she has poured forth her tender tale of love in vainand exposed herself for ever to the contempt of the whole worldand the severest resentment of her injured mother.
S. VERNON. XXIII
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
Let me congratulate youmy dearest Mother! The affair which has given us so much anxiety is drawing to a happy conclusion. Our prospect is most delightfuland since matters have now taken so favourable a turnI am quite sorry that I ever imparted my apprehensions to you; for the pleasure of learning that the danger is over is perhaps dearly purchased by all that you have previously suffered. I am so much agitated by delight that I can scarcely hold a pen; but am determined to send you a few short lines by Jamesthat you may have some explanation of what must so greatly astonish youas that Reginald should be returning to Parklands. I was sitting about half an hour ago with Sir James in the breakfast parlourwhen my brother called me out of the room. I instantly saw that something was the matter; his complexion was raisedand he spoke with great emotion; you know his eager mannermy dear motherwhen his mind is interested. "Catherine
said he, I am going home to-day; I am sorry to leave youbut I must go: it is a great while since I have seen my father and mother. I am going to send James forward with my hunters immediately; if you have any letter thereforehe can take it. I shall not be at home myself till Wednesday or Thursdayas I shall go through Londonwhere I have business; but before I leave you he continued, speaking in a lower tone, and with still greater
energy, I must warn you of one thing--do not let Frederica Vernon be made unhappy by that Martin. He wants to marry her; her mother promotes the matchbut she cannot endure the idea of it. Be assured that I speak from the fullest conviction of the truth of what I say; I Know that Frederica is made wretched by Sir James's continuing here. She is a sweet girland deserves a better fate. Send him away immediately; he is only a fool: but what her mother can meanHeaven only knows! Good bye he added, shaking
my hand with earnestness; I do not know when you will see me again; but remember what I tell you of Frederica; you MUST make it your business to see justice done her. She is an amiable girland has a very superior mind to what we have given her credit for." He then left meand ran upstairs. I would not try to stop himfor I know what his feelings must be. The nature of mineas I listened to himI need not attempt to describe; for a minute or two I remained in the same spotoverpowered by wonder of a most agreeable sort indeed; yet it required some consideration to be tranquilly happy. In about ten minutes after my return to the parlour Lady Susan entered the room. I concludedof coursethat she and Reginald had been quarrelling; and looked with anxious curiosity for a confirmation of my belief in her face. Mistress of deceithowevershe appeared perfectly unconcernedand after chatting on indifferent subjects for a short time said to meI find from Wilson that we are going to lose Mr. De Courcy--is
it true that he leaves Churchhill this morning?I replied that it was. "He told us nothing of all this last night said she, laughing, or even this morning at breakfast; but perhaps he did not know it himself. Young men are often hasty in their resolutionsand not more sudden in forming than unsteady in keeping them. I should not be surprised if he were to change his mind at lastand not go." She soon afterwards left the room. I trust howevermy dear motherthat we have no reason to fear an alteration of his present plan; things have gone too far. They must have quarrelledand about Fredericatoo. Her calmness astonishes me. What delight will be yours in seeing him again; in seeing him still worthy your esteemstill capable of forming your happiness! When I next write I shall be able to tell you that Sir James is goneLady Susan vanquishedand Frederica at peace. We have much to dobut it shall be done. I am all impatience to hear how this astonishing change was effected. I finish as I beganwith the warmest congratulations.
FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME
Little did I imaginemy dear Motherwhen I sent off my last letter that the delightful perturbation of spirits I was then in would undergo so speedyso melancholy a reverse. I never can sufficiently regret that I wrote to you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has happened? My dear motherevery hope which made me so happy only two hours ago has vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan and Reginald is made upand we are all as we were before. One point only is gained. Sir James Martin is dismissed. What are we now to look forward to? I am indeed disappointed; Reginald was all but gonehis horse was ordered and all but brought to the door; who would not have felt safe? For half an hour I was in momentary expectation of his departure. After I had sent off my letter to youI went to Mr. Vernonand sat with him in his room talking over the whole matterand then determined to look for Fredericawhom I had not seen since breakfast. I met her on the stairsand saw that she was crying. "My dear aunt said
she, he is going--Mr. De Courcy is goingand it is all my fault. I am afraid you will be very angry with me. but indeed I had no idea it would end so." "My love I replied, do not think it necessary to apologize to me on that account. I shall feel myself under an obligation to anyone who is the means of sending my brother homebecause recollecting myself, I know my father wants very much to see him. But what is it you have done to occasion all this?" She blushed deeply as she answered: "I was so unhappy about Sir James that I could not help--I have done something very wrongI know; but you have not an idea of the misery I have been in: and mamma had ordered me never to speak to you or my uncle about itand--" "You therefore spoke to my brother to engage his interference said I, to save
her the explanation. Nobut I wrote to him--I did indeedI got up this morning before it was lightand was two hours about it; and when my letter was done I thought I never should have courage to give it. After breakfast howeveras I was going to my roomI met him in the passageand thenas I knew that everything must depend on that momentI forced myself to give it. He was so good as to take it immediately. I dared not look at himand ran away directly. I was in such a fright I could hardly breathe. My dear auntyou do not know how miserable I have been." " Frederica" said I you ought to have told me all your distresses. You would have found in me
a friend always ready to assist you. Do you think that your uncle or I
should not have espoused your cause as warmly as my brother?Indeed, I
did not doubt your kindness,said shecolouring againbut I thought Mr.
De Courcy could do anything with my mother; but I was mistaken: they have
had a dreadful quarrel about it, and he is going away. Mamma will never
forgive me, and I shall be worse off than ever.No, you shall not,I replied; "in such a point as this your mother's prohibition ought not to have prevented your speaking to me on the subject. She has no right to make you unhappyand she shall NOT do it. Your applyinghoweverto Reginald can be productive only of good to all parties. I believe it is best as it is. Depend upon it that you shall not be made unhappy any longer." At that moment how great was my amonishment at seeing Reginald come out of Lady Susan's dressing-room. My heart misgave me instantly. His confusion at seeing me was very evident. Frederica immediately disappeared. "Are you going?" I said; "you will find Mr. Vernon in his own room." "No Catherine he replied, I am not going. Will you let me speak to you a moment?" We went into my room. "I find he continued, his confusion
increasing as he spoke, that I have been acting with my usual foolish impetuosity. I have entirely misunderstood Lady Susanand was on the point of leaving the house under a false impression of her conduct. There has been some very great mistake; we have been all mistakenI fancy. Frederica does not know her mother. Lady Susan means nothing but her goodbut she will not make a friend of her. Lady Susan does not always knowtherefore what will make her daughter happy. BesidesI could have no right to interfere. Miss Vernon was mistaken in applying to me. In shortCatherine everything has gone wrongbut it is now all happily settled. Lady SusanI believewishes to speak to you about itif you are at leisure." Certainly,I replieddeeply sighing at the recital of so lame a story. I made no commentshoweverfor words would have been vain.
Reginald was glad to get awayand I went to Lady Susancurious indeedto hear her account of it. "Did I not tell you said she with a
smile, that your brother would not leave us after all?" "You didindeed
replied I very gravely; but I flattered myself you would be mistaken." "I should not have hazarded such an opinion returned she, if it had not at that moment occurred to me that his resolution of going might be occasioned by a conversation in which we had been this morning engagedand which had ended very much to his dissatisfactionfrom our not rightly understanding each other's meaning. This idea struck me at the momentand I instantly determined that an accidental disputein which I might probably be as much to blame as himselfshould not deprive you of your brother. If you rememberI left the room almost immediately. I was resolved to lose no time in clearing up those mistakes as far as I could. The case was this--Frederica had set herself violently against marrying Sir James." "And can your ladyship wonder that she should?" cried I with some warmth; "Frederica has an excellent understandingand Sir James has none." I am at least very far from regretting it, my dear sister,said she; "on the contraryI am grateful for so favourable a sign of my daughter's sense. Sir James is certainly below par (his boyish manners make him appear worse); and had Frederica possessed the penetration and the abilities which I could have wished in my daughteror had I even known her to possess as much as she doesI should not have been anxious for the match." "It is odd that you should alone be ignorant of your daughter's sense!" "Frederica never does justice to herself; her manners are shy and childishand besides she is afraid of me. During her poor father's life she was a spoilt child; the severity which it has since been necessary for me to show has alienated her affection; neither has she any of that brilliancy of intellectthat genius or vigour of mind which will force itself forward." Say rather that she has been unfortunate in her education!Heaven knows,
my dearest Mrs. Vernon, how fully I am aware of that; but I would wish to
forget every circumstance that might throw blame on the memory of one whose
name is sacred with me.Here she pretended to cry; I was out of patience with her. "But what said I, was your ladyship going to tell me about your disagreement with my brother?" "It originated in an action of my daughter'swhich equally marks her want of judgment and the unfortunate dread of me I have been mentioning--she wrote to Mr. De Courcy." "I know she did; you had forbidden her speaking to Mr. Vernon or to me on the cause of her distress; what could she dothereforebut apply to my brother?" Good God!she exclaimedwhat an opinion you must have of me! Can you
possibly suppose that I was aware of her unhappiness! that it was my object
to make my own child miserable, and that I had forbidden her speaking to
you on the subject from a fear of your interrupting the diabolical scheme?
Do you think me destitute of every honest, every natural feeling? Am I
capable of consigning HER to everlasting: misery whose welfare it is my
first earthly duty to promote? The idea is horrible!What, then, was your
intention when you insisted on her silence?Of what use, my dear sister,
could be any application to you, however the affair might stand? Why should
I subject you to entreaties which I refused to attend to myself? Neither
for your sake nor for hers, nor for my own, could such a thing be
desirable. When my own resolution was taken I could nor wish for the
interference, however friendly, of another person. I was mistaken, it is
true, but I believed myself right.But what was this mistake to which
your ladyship so often alludes! from whence arose so astonishing a
misconception of your daughter's feelings! Did you not know that she
disliked Sir James?I knew that he was not absolutely the man she would
have chosen, but I was persuaded that her objections to him did not arise
from any perception of his deficiency. You must not question me, however,
my dear sister, too minutely on this point,continued shetaking me affectionately by the hand; "I honestly own that there is something to conceal. Frederica makes me very unhappy! Her applying to Mr. De Courcy hurt me particularly." "What is it you mean to infer said I, by this appearance of mystery? If you think your daughter at all attached to Reginaldher objecting to Sir James could not less deserve to be attended to than if the cause of her objecting had been a consciousness of his folly ; and why should your ladyshipat any ratequarrel with my brother for an interference whichyou must knowit is not in his nature to refuse when urged in such a manner?"
His disposition, you know, is warm, and he came to expostulate with me;
his compassion all alive for this ill-used girl, this heroine in distress!
We misunderstood each other: he believed me more to blame than I really
was; I considered his interference less excusable than I now find it. I
have a real regard for him, and was beyond expression mortified to find
it, as I thought, so ill bestowed We were both warm, and of course both to
blame. His resolution of leaving Churchhill is consistent with his general
eagerness. When I understood his intention, however, and at the same time
began to think that we had been perhaps equally mistaken in each other's
meaning, I resolved to have an explanation before it was too late. For any
member of your family I must always feel a degree of affection, and I own
it would have sensibly hurt me if my acquaintance with Mr. De Courcy had
ended so gloomily. I have now only to say further, that as I am convinced
of Frederica's having a reasonable dislike to Sir James, I shall instantly
inform him that he must give up all hope of her. I reproach myself for
having even, though innocently, made her unhappy on that score. She shall
have all the retribution in my power to make; if she value her own
happiness as much as I do, if she judge wisely, and command herself as she
ought, she may now be easy. Excuse me, my dearest sister, for thus
trespassing on your time, but I owe it to my own character; and after this
explanation I trust I am in no danger of sinking in your opinion.I could have saidNot much, indeed!but I left her almost in silence. It was the greatest stretch of forbearance I could practise. I could not have stopped myself had I begun. Her assurance! her deceit! but I will not allow myself to dwell on them; they will strike you sufficiently. My heart sickens within me. As soon as I was tolerably composed I returned to the parlour. Sir James's carriage was at the doorand hemerry as usualsoon afterwards took his leave. How easily does her ladyship encourage or dismiss a lover! In spite of this releaseFrederica still looks unhappy: still fearfulperhapsof her mother's anger; and though dreading my brother's departurejealousit may beof his staying. I see how closely she observes him and Lady Susanpoor girl! I have now no hope for her. There is not a chance of her affection being returned. He thinks very differently of her from what he used to do; he does her some justicebut his reconciliation with her mother precludes every dearer hope. Preparemy dear motherfor the worst! The probability of their marrying is surely heightened! He is more securely hers than ever. When that wretched event takes placeFrederica must belong wholly to us. I am thankful that my last letter will precede this by so littleas every moment that you can be saved from feeling a joy which leads only to disappointment is of consequence.
LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
I call on youdear Aliciafor congratulations: I am my own selfgay and triumphant! When I wrote to you the other day I wasin truthin high irritationand with ample cause. NayI know not whether I ought to be quite tranquil nowfor I have had more trouble in restoring peace than I ever intended to submit to--a spirittooresulting from a fancied sense of superior integritywhich is peculiarly insolent! I shall not easily forgive himI assure you. He was actually on the point of leaving Churchhill! I had scarcely concluded my lastwhen Wilson brought me word of it. I foundthereforethat something must be done; for I did not choose to leave my character at the mercy of a man whose passions are so violent and so revengeful. It would have been trifling with my reputation to allow of his departing with such an impression in my disfavour; in this lightcondescension was necessary. I sent Wilson to say that I desired to speak with him before he went; he came immediately. The angry emotions which had marked every feature when we last parted were partially subdued. He seemed astonished at the summonsand looked as if half wishing and half fearing to be softened by what I might say. If my countenance expressed what I aimed atit was composed and dignified; and yetwith a degree of pensiveness which might convince him that I was not quite happy. "I beg your pardonsirfor the liberty I have taken in sending for you said I;
but as I have just learnt your intention of leaving this place to-dayI feel it my duty to entreat that you will not on my account shorten your visit here even an hour. I am perfectly aware that after what has passed between us it would ill suit the feelings of either to remain longer in the same house: so very greatso total a change from the intimacy of friendship must render any future intercourse the severest punishment; and your resolution of quitting Churchhill is undoubtedly in unison with our situationand with those lively feelings which I know you to possess. But at the same timeit is not for me to suffer such a sacrifice as it must be to leave relations to whom you are so much attachedand are so dear. My remaining here cannot give that pleasure to Mr. and Mrs. Vernon which your society must; and my visit has already perhaps been too long. My removal thereforewhich mustat any ratetake place soonmaywith perfect conveniencebe hastened; and I make it my particular request that I may not in any way be instrumental in separating a family so affectionately attached to each other. Where I go is of no consequence to anyone; of very little to myself; but you are of importance to all your connections." Here I concludedand I hope you will be satisfied with my speech. Its effect on Reginald justifies some portion of vanityfor it was no less favourable than instantaneous. Ohhow delightful it was to watch the variations of his countenance while I spoke! to see the struggle between returning tenderness and the remains of displeasure. There is something agreeable in feelings so easily worked on; not that I envy him their possessionnor wouldfor the worldhave such myself; but they are very convenient when one wishes to influence the passions of another. And yet this Reginald whom a very few words from me softened at once into the utmost submission and rendered more tractablemore attachedmore devoted than everwould have left me in the first angry swelling of his proud heart without deigning to seek an explanation. Humbled as he now isI cannot forgive him such an instance of prideand am doubtful whether I ought not to punish him by dismissing him at once after this reconciliationor by marrying and teazing him for ever. But these measures are each too violent to be adopted
without some deliberation; at present my thoughts are fluctuating between various schemes. I have many things to compass: I must punish Frederica and pretty severely toofor her application to Reginald; I must punish him for receiving it so favourablyand for the rest of his conduct. I must torment my sister-in-law for the insolent triumph of her look and manner since Sir James has been dismissed; forin reconciling Reginald to meI was not able to save that ill-fated young man; and I must make myself amends for the humiliation to which I have stooped within these few days. To effect all this I have various plans. I have also an idea of being soon in town; and whatever may be my determination as to the restI shall probably put THAT project in execution; for London will be always the fairest field of actionhowever my views may be directed; and at any rate I shall there be rewarded by your societyand a little dissipationfor a ten weeks' penance at Churchhill. I believe I owe it to my character to complete the match between my daughter and Sir James after having so long intended it. Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of minda disposition easily biassed by othersis an attribute which you know I am not very desirous of obtaining; nor has Frederica any claim to the indulgence of her notions at the expense of her mother's inclinations. Her idle love for Reginaldtoo! It is surely my duty to discourage such romantic nonsense. All things consideredthereforeit seems incumbent on me to take her to town and marry her immediately to Sir James. When my own will is effected contrary to hisI shall have some credit in being on good terms with Reginaldwhich at presentin factI have not; for though he is still in my powerI have given up the very article by which our quarrel was producedand at best the honour of victory is doubtful. Send me your opinion on all these mattersmy dear Aliciaand let me know whether you can get lodgings to suit me within a short distance of you.
Your most attached
S. VERNON. MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN
I am gratified by your referenceand this is my advice: that you come to town yourselfwithout loss of timebut that you leave Frederica behind. It would surely be much more to the purpose to get yourself well established by marrying Mr. De Courcythan to irritate him and the rest of his family by making her marry Sir James. You should think more of yourself and less of your daughter. She is not of a disposition to do you credit in the worldand seems precisely in her proper place at Churchhillwith the Vernons. But you are fitted for societyand it is shameful to have you exiled from it. Leave Fredericathereforeto punish herself for the plague she has given youby indulging that romantic tender-heartedness which will always ensure her misery enoughand come to London as soon as you can. I have another reason for urging this: Mainwaring came to town last weekand has contrivedin spite of Mr. Johnsonto make opportunities of seeing me. He is absolutely miserable about youand jealous to such a degree of De Courcy that it would be highly unadvisable for them to meet at present. And yetif you do not allow him to see you hereI cannot answer for his not committing some great imprudence--such as going to Churchhillfor instancewhich would be dreadful! Besidesif you
take my adviceand resolve to marry De Courcyit will be indispensably necessary to you to get Mainwaring out of the way; and you only can have influence enough to send him back to his wife. I have still another motive for your coming: Mr. Johnson leaves London next Tuesday; he is going for his health to Bathwhereif the waters are favourable to his constitution and my wisheshe will be laid up with the gout many weeks. During his absence we shall be able to chuse our own societyand to have true enjoyment. I would ask you to Edward Streetbut that once he forced from me a kind of promise never to invite you to my house; nothing but my being in the utmost distress for money should have extorted it from me. I can get youhowevera nice drawing-room apartment in Upper Seymour Streetand we may be always together there or here; for I consider my promise to Mr. Johnson as comprehending only (at least in his absence) your not sleeping in the house. Poor Mainwaring gives me such histories of his wife's jealousy. Silly woman to expect constancy from so charming a man! but she always was silly--intolerably so in marrying him at allshe the heiress of a large fortune and he without a shilling: one titleI knowshe might have hadbesides baronets. Her folly in forming the connection was so great thatthough Mr. Johnson was her guardianand I do not in general share HIS feelingsI never can forgive her.
Adieu. Yours ever
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
This lettermy dear Motherwill be brought you by Reginald. His long visit is about to be concluded at lastbut I fear the separation takes place too late to do us any good. She is going to London to see her particular friendMrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that Frederica should accompany herfor the benefit of mastersbut we overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of goingand I could not bear to have her at the mercy of her mother; not all the masters in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I should have fearedtoofor her healthand for everything but her principles--there I believe she is not to be injured by her motheror her mother's friends; but with those friends she must have mixed (a very bad setI doubt not) or have been left in total solitudeand I can hardly tell which would have been worse for her. If she is with her mothermoreovershe mustalas! in all probability be with Reginaldand that would be the greatest evil of all. Here we shall in time be in peaceand our regular employmentsour books and conversationswith exercisethe childrenand every domestic pleasure in my power to procure herwillI trustgradually overcome this youthful attachment. I should not have a doubt of it were she slighted for any other woman in the world than her own mother. How long Lady Susan will be in townor whether she returns here againI know not. I could not be cordial in my invitationbut if she chuses to come no want of cordiality on my part will keep her away. I could not help asking Reginald if he intended being in London this winteras soon as I found her ladyship's steps would be bent thither; and though he professed himself quite undeterminedthere was something in his look and voice as he spoke which contradicted his words. I have done with lamentation; I look upon the event
as so far decided that I resign myself to it in despair. If he leaves you soon for London everything will be concluded.
C. VERNON. MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN
My dearest Friend--I write in the greatest distress; the most unfortunate event has just taken place. Mr. Johnson has hit on the most effectual manner of plaguing us all. He had heardI imagineby some means or otherthat you were soon to be in Londonand immediately contrived to have such an attack of the gout as must at least delay his journey to Bath if not wholly prevent it. I am persuaded the gout is brought on or kept off at pleasure; it was the same when I wanted to join the Hamiltons to the Lakes; and three years agowhen I had a fancy for Bathnothing could induce him to have a gouty symptom.
I am pleased to find that my letter had so much effect on youand that De Courcy is certainly your own. Let me hear from you as soon as you arriveand in particular tell me what you mean to do with Mainwaring. It is impossible to say when I shall be able to come to you; my confinement must be great. It is such an abominable trick to be ill here instead of at Bath that I can scarcely command myself at all. At Bath his old aunts would have nursed himbut here it all falls upon me; and he bears pain with such patience that I have not the common excuse for losing my temper.
LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
Upper Seymour Street.
My dear Alicia--There needed not this last fit of the gout to make me detest Mr. Johnsonbut now the extent of my aversion is not to be estimated. To have you confined as nurse in his apartment! My dear Alicia of what a mistake were you guilty in marrying a man of his age! just old enough to be formalungovernableand to have the gout; too old to be agreeabletoo young to die. I arrived last night about fivehad scarcely swallowed my dinner when Mainwaring made his appearance. I will not dissemble what real pleasure his sight afforded menor how strongly I felt
the contrast between his person and manners and those of Reginaldto the infinite disadvantage of the latter. For an hour or two I was even staggered in my resolution of marrying himand though this was too idle and nonsensical an idea to remain long on my mindI do not feel very eager for the conclusion of my marriagenor look forward with much impatience to the time when Reginaldaccording to our agreementis to be in town. I shall probably put off his arrival under some pretence or other. He must not come till Mainwaring is gone. I am still doubtful at times as to marrying; if the old man would die I might not hesitatebut a state of dependance on the caprice of Sir Reginald will not suit the freedom of my spirit; and if I resolve to wait for that eventI shall have excuse enough at present in having been scarcely ten months a widow. I have not given Mainwaring any hint of my intentionor allowed him to consider my acquaintance with Reginald as more than the commonest flirtationand he is tolerably appeased. Adieutill we meet; I am enchanted with my lodgings.
S. VERNON. LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY
Upper Seymour Street.
I have received your letterand though I do not attempt to conceal that I am gratified by your impatience for the hour of meetingI yet feel myself under the necessity of delaying that hour beyond the time originally fixed. Do not think me unkind for such an exercise of my powernor accuse me of instability without first hearing my reasons. In the course of my journey from Churchhill I had ample leisure for reflection on the present state of our affairsand every review has served to convince me that they require a delicacy and cautiousness of conduct to which we have hitherto been too little attentive. We have been hurried on by our feelings to a degree of precipitation which ill accords with the claims of our friends or the opinion of the world. We have been unguarded in forming this hasty engagementbut we must not complete the imprudence by ratifying it while there is so much reason to fear the connection would be opposed by those friends on whom you depend. It is not for us to blame any expectations on your father's side of your marrying to advantage; where possessions are so extensive as those of your familythe wish of increasing themif not strictly reasonableis too common to excite surprize or resentment. He has a right to require; a woman of fortune in his daughter-in-lawand I am sometimes quarrelling with myself for suffering you to form a connection so imprudent; but the influence of reason is often acknowledged too late by those who feel like me. I have now been but a few months a widowand however little indebted to my husband's memory for any happiness derived from him during a union of some yearsI cannot forget that the indelicacy of so early a second marriage must subject me to the censure of the world and incurwhat would be still more insupportablethe displeasure of Mr. Vernon. I might perhaps harden myself in time against the injustice of general reproachbut the loss of HIS valued esteem I amas you well know ill-fitted to endure; and when to this may be added the consciousness of having injured you with your familyhow am I to support myself? With feelings so poignant as minethe conviction of having divided the son from his parents would make meeven with youthe most miserable of beings. It
will surelythereforebe advisable to delay our union--to delay it till appearances are more promising--till affairs have taken a more favourable turn. To assist us In such a resolution I feel that absence will be necessary. We must not meet. Cruel as this sentence may appearthe necessity of pronouncing itwhich can alone reconcile it to myselfwill be evident to you when you have considered our situation in the light in which I have found myself imperiously obliged to place it. You may be--you must be--well assured that nothing but the strongest conviction of duty could induce me to wound my own feelings by urging a lengthened separation and of insensibility to yours you will hardly suspect me. Againtherefore I say that we ought notwe must notyet meet. By a removal for some months from each other we shall tranquillise the sisterly fears of Mrs. Vernonwhoaccustomed herself to the enjoyment of richesconsiders fortune as necessary everywhereand whose sensibilities are not of a nature to comprehend ours. Let me hear from you soon--very soon. Tell me that you submit to my argumentsand do not reproach me for using such. I cannot bear reproaches: my spirits are not so high as to need being repressed. I must endeavour to seek amusementand fortunately many of my friends are in town ; amongst them the Mainwarings; you know how sincerely I regard both husband and wife.
I amvery faithfully yours
S. VERNON LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
Upper Seymour Street.
My dear Friend--That tormenting creatureReginaldis here. My letter which was intended to keep him longer in the countryhas hastened him to town. Much as I wish him awayhoweverI cannot help being pleased with such a proof of attachment. He is devoted to meheart and soul. He will carry this note himselfwhich is to serve as an introduction to youwith whom he longs to be acquainted. Allow him to spend the evening with you that I may be in no danger of his returning here. I have told him that I am not quite welland must be alone; and should he call again there might be confusionfor it is impossible to be sure of servants. Keep him thereforeI entreat youin Edward Street. You will not find him a heavy companionand I allow you to flirt with him as much as you like. At the same timedo not forget my real interest; say all that you can to convince him that I shall be quite wretched if he remains here ; you know my reasons--proprietyand so forth. I would urge them more myselfbut that I am impatient to be rid of himas Mainwaring comes within half an hour. Adieu !
MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN
My dear Creature--I am in agoniesand know not what to do. Mr. De Courcy arrived just when he should not. Mrs. Mainwaring had that instant entered the houseand forced herself into her guardian's presencethough I did not know a syllable of it till afterwardsfor I was out when both she and Reginald cameor I should have sent him away at all events; but she was shut up with Mr. Johnsonwhile he waited in the drawing-room for me. She arrived yesterday in pursuit of her husbandbut perhaps you know this already from himself. She came to this house to entreat my husband's interferenceand before I could be aware of iteverything that you could wish to be concealed was known to himand unluckily she had wormed out of Mainwaring's servant that he had visited you every day since your being in townand had just watched him to your door herself! What could I do! Facts are such horrid things! All is by this time known to De Courcywho is now alone with Mr. Johnson. Do not accuse me; indeedit was impossible to prevent it. Mr. Johnson has for some time suspected De Courcy of intending to marry youand would speak with him alone as soon as he knew him to be in the house. That detestable Mrs. Mainwaringwhofor your comforthas fretted herself thinner and uglier than everis still hereand they have been all closeted together. What can be done? At any rateI hope he will plague his wife more than ever. With anxious wishes Yours faithfully
LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
Upper Seymour Street.
This eclaircissement is rather provoking. How unlucky that you should have been from home! I thought myself sure of you at seven! I am undismayed however. Do not torment yourself with fears on my account; depend on itI can make my story good with Reginald. Mainwaring is just gone; he brought me the news of his wife's arrival. Silly womanwhat does she expect by such manoeuvres.? Yet I wish she had stayed quietly at Langford. Reginald will be a little enraged at firstbut by to-morrow's dinnereverything will be well again.
S. V. XXXIV
MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN
I write only to bid you farewellthe spell is removed; I see you as you are. Since we parted yesterdayI have received from indisputable authority such a history of you as must bring the most mortifying conviction of the imposition I have been underand the absolute necessity of an immediate and eternal separation from you. You cannot doubt to what I allude. Langford! Langford! that word will be sufficient. I received my information in Mr. Johnson's housefrom Mrs. Mainwaring herself. You know how I have loved you; you can intimately judge of my present feelingsbut I am not so weak as to find indulgence in describing them to a woman who will glory in having excited their anguishbut whose affection they have never been able to gain.
R. DE COURCY. LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY
Upper Seymour Street.
I will not attempt to describe my astonishment in reading the note this moment received from you. I am bewildered in my endeavours to form some rational conjecture of what Mrs. Mainwaring can have told you to occasion so extraordinary a change in your sentiments. Have I not explained everything to you with respect to myself which could bear a doubtful meaningand which the ill-nature of the world had interpreted to my discredit? What can you now have heard to stagger your esteem for me? Have I ever had a concealment from you? Reginaldyou agitate me beyond expressionI cannot suppose that the old story of Mrs. Mainwaring's jealousy can be revived againor at least be LISTENED to again. Come to me immediatelyand explain what is at present absolutely incomprehensible. Believe me the single word of Langford is not of such potent intelligence as to supersede the necessity of more. If we ARE to partit will at least be handsome to take your personal leave--but I have little heart to jest; in truthI am serious enough; for to be sunkthough but for an hourin your esteem Is a humiliation to which I know not how to submit. I shall count every minute till your arrival.
S. V. MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN
Why would you write to me? Why do you require particulars? Butsince it must be soI am obliged to declare that all the accounts of your misconduct during the lifeand since the death of Mr. Vernonwhich had reached mein common with the world in generaland gained my entire belief before I saw youbut which youby the exertion of your perverted abilitieshad made me resolved to disallowhave been unanswerably proved to me; nay moreI am assured that a connectionof which I had never before entertained a thoughthas for some time existedand still continues to existbetween you and the man whose family you robbed of its peace in return for the hospitality with which you were received into it; that you have corresponded with him ever since your leaving Langford; not with his wifebut with himand that he now visits you every day. Can you dare you deny it? and all this at the time when I was an encouragedan accepted lover! From what have I not escaped! I have only to be grateful. Far from me be all complaintevery sigh of regret. My own folly had endangered memy preservation I owe to the kindnessthe integrity of another; but the unfortunate Mrs. Mainwaringwhose agonies while she related the past seemed to threaten her reasonhow is SHE to be consoled! After such a discovery as thisyou will scarcely affect further wonder at my meaning in bidding you adieu. My understanding is at length restored and teaches no less to abhor the artifices which had subdued me than to despise myself for the weakness on which their strength was founded.
R. DE COURCY. XXXVII
LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY
Upper Seymour Street.
I am satisfiedand will trouble you no more when these few lines are dismissed. The engagement which you were eager to form a fortnight ago is no longer compatible with your viewsand I rejoice to find that the prudent advice of your parents has not been given in vain. Your restoration to peace willI doubt notspeedily follow this act of filial obedience and I flatter myself with the hope of surviving my share in this disappointment.
S. V. XXXVIII
MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN VERNON
I am grievedthough I cannot be astonished at your rupture with Mr. De Courcy; he has just informed Mr. Johnson of it by letter. He leaves London
he saysto-day. Be assured that I partake in all your feelingsand do not be angry if I say that our intercourseeven by lettermust soon be given up. It makes me miserable; but Mr. Johnson vows that if I persist in the connectionhe will settle in the country for the rest of his lifeand you know it is impossible to submit to such an extremity while any other alternative remains. You have heard of course that the Mainwarings are to partand I am afraid Mrs. M. will come home to us again; but she is still so fond of her husbandand frets so much about himthat perhaps she may not live long. Miss Mainwaring is just come to town to be with her aunt and they say that she declares she will have Sir James Martin before she leaves London again. If I were youI would certainly get him myself. I had almost forgot to give you my opinion of Mr. De Courcy; I am really delighted with him; he is full as handsomeI thinkas Mainwaringand with such an opengood-humoured countenancethat one cannot help loving him at first sight. Mr. Johnson and he are the greatest friends in the world. Adieumy dearest SusanI wish matters did not go so perversely. That unlucky visit to Langford! but I dare say you did all for the best and there is no defying destiny.
Your sincerely attached
LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON
Upper Seymour Street.
My dear Alicia--I yield to the necessity which parts us. Under circumstances you could not act otherwise. Our friendship cannot be impaired by itand in happier timeswhen your situation is as independent as mineit will unite us again in the same intimacy as ever. For this I shall impatiently waitand meanwhile can safely assure you that I never was more at easeor better satisfied with myself and everything about me than at the present hour. Your husband I abhorReginald I despiseand I am secure of never seeing either again. Have I not reason to rejoice? Mainwaring is more devoted to me than ever; and were we at libertyI doubt if I could resist even matrimony offered by HIM. This eventif his wife live with youit may be in your power to hasten. The violence of her feelingswhich must wear her outmay be easily kept in irritation. I rely on your friendship for this. I am now satisfied that I never could have brought myself to marry Reginaldand am equally determined that Frederica never shall. To-morrowI shall fetch her from Churchhilland let Maria Mainwaring tremble for the consequence. Frederica shall be Sir James's wife before she quits my houseand she may whimperand the Vernons may storm I regard them not. I am tired of submitting my will to the caprices of others; of resigning my own judgment in deference to those to whom I owe no dutyand for whom I feel no respect. I have given up too muchhave been too easily worked onbut Frederica shall now feel the difference. Adieu dearest of friends ; may the next gouty attack be more favourable! and may you always regard me as unalterably yours
LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON
My dear Catherine--I have charming news for youand if I had not sent off my letter this morning you might have been spared the vexation of knowing of Reginald's being gone to Londonfor he is returned. Reginald is returnednot to ask our consent to his marrying Lady Susanbut to tell us they are parted for ever. He has been only an hour in the houseand I have not been able to learn particularsfor he is so very low that I have not the heart to ask questionsbut I hope we shall soon know all. This is the most joyful hour he has ever given us since the day of his birth. Nothing is wanting but to have you hereand it is our particular wish and entreaty that you would come to us as soon as you can. You have owed us a visit many long weeks; I hope nothing will make it inconvenient to Mr. Vernon; and pray bring all my grand-children; and your dear niece is includedof course; I long to see her. It has been a sadheavy winter hitherto without Reginaldand seeing nobody from Churchhill. I never found the season so dreary before; but this happy meeting will make us young again. Frederica runs much in my thoughtsand when Reginald has recovered his usual good spirits (as I trust he soon will) we will try to rob him of his heart once moreand I am full of hopes of seeing their hands joined at no great distance.
Your affectionate mother
C. DE COURCY XLI
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
My dear Mother--Your letter has surprized me beyond measure! Can it be true that they are really separated--and for ever? I should be overjoyed if I dared depend on itbut after all that I have seen how can one be secure And Reginald really with you! My surprize is the greater because on Wednesdaythe very day of his coming to Parklandswe had a most unexpected and unwelcome visit from Lady Susanlooking all cheerfulness and good-humourand seeming more as if she were to marry him when she got to London than as if parted from him for ever. She stayed nearly two hours was as affectionate and agreeable as everand not a syllablenot a hint was droppedof any disagreement or coolness between them. I asked her whether she had seen my brother since his arrival in town; notas you may supposewith any doubt of the factbut merely to see how she looked. She immediately answeredwithout any embarrassmentthat he had been kind enough to call on her on Monday; but she believed he had already returned homewhich I was very far from crediting. Your kind invitation is accepted by us with pleasureand on Thursday next we and our little ones will be with you. Pray heavenReginald may not be in town again by that time! I wish we could bring dear Frederica toobut I am sorry to say that her mother's errand hither was to fetch her away; andmiserable as it made the poor girlit was impossible to detain her. I was thoroughly unwilling to
let her goand so was her uncle; and all that could be urged we did urge; but Lady Susan declared that as she was now about to fix herself in London for several monthsshe could not be easy if her daughter were not with her for masters&c. Her mannerto be surewas very kind and properand Mr. Vernon believes that Frederica will now be treated with affection. I wish I could think so too. The poor girl's heart was almost broke at taking leave of us. I charged her to write to me very oftenand to remember that if she were in any distress we should be always her friends. I took care to see her alonethat I might say all thisand I hope made her a little more comfortable; but I shall not be easy till I can go to town and judge of her situation myself. I wish there were a better prospect than now appears of the match which the conclusion of your letter declares your expectations of. At presentit is not very likely
C. VERNON CONCLUSION
This correspondenceby a meeting between some of the partiesand a separation between the otherscould notto the great detriment of the Post Office revenuebe continued any longer. Very little assistance to the State could be derived from the epistolary intercourse of Mrs. Vernon and her niece; for the former soon perceivedby the style of Frederica's lettersthat they were written under her mother's inspection! and thereforedeferring all particular enquiry till she could make it personally in Londonceased writing minutely or often. Having learnt enoughin the meanwhilefrom her open-hearted brotherof what had passed between him and Lady Susan to sink the latter lower than ever in her opinionshe was proportionably more anxious to get Frederica removed from such a motherand placed under her own care; andthough with little hope of successwas resolved to leave nothing unattempted that might offer a chance of obtaining her sister-in-law's consent to it. Her anxiety on the subject made her press for an early visit to London; and Mr. Vernonwho as it must already have appearedlived only to do whatever he was desired soon found some accommodating business to call him thither. With a heart full of the matterMrs. Vernon waited on Lady Susan shortly after her arrival in townand was met with such an easy and cheerful affectionas made her almost turn from her with horror. No remembrance of Reginaldno consciousness of guiltgave one look of embarrassment; she was in excellent spiritsand seemed eager to show at once by ever possible attention to her brother and sister her sense of their kindnessand her pleasure in their society. Frederica was no more altered than Lady Susan; the same restrained mannersthe same timid look in the presence of her mother as heretoforeassured her aunt of her situation being uncomfortableand confirmed her in the plan of altering it. No unkindness howeveron the part of Lady Susan appeared. Persecution on the subject of Sir James was entirely at an end; his name merely mentioned to say that he was not in London; and indeedin all her conversationshe was solicitous only for the welfare and improvement of her daughteracknowledgingin terms of grateful delightthat Frederica was now growing every day more and more what a parent could desire. Mrs. Vernonsurprized and incredulousknew not what to suspectandwithout any change in her own viewsonly feared greater difficulty in accomplishing them. The first hope of anything better was derived from Lady Susan's asking her whether she thought Frederica looked quite as well as she had done at Churchhillas she must confess herself to have sometimes an anxious doubt of London's
perfectly agreeing with her. Mrs. Vernonencouraging the doubtdirectly proposed her niece's returning with them into the country. Lady Susan was unable to express her sense of such kindnessyet knew notfrom a variety of reasonshow to part with her daughter; and asthough her own plans were not yet wholly fixedshe trusted it would ere long be in her power to take Frederica into the country herselfconcluded by declining entirely to profit by such unexampled attention. Mrs. Vernon perseveredhoweverin the offer of itand though Lady Susan continued to resisther resistance in the course of a few days seemed somewhat less formidable. The lucky alarm of an influenza decided what might not have been decided quite so soon. Lady Susan's maternal fears were then too much awakened for her to think of anything but Frederica's removal from the risk of infection; above all disorders in the world she most dreaded the influenza for her daughter's constitution!
Frederica returned to Churchhill with her uncle and aunt; and three weeks afterwardsLady Susan announced her being married to Sir James Martin. Mrs. Vernon was then convinced of what she had only suspected beforethat she might have spared herself all the trouble of urging a removal which Lady Susan had doubtless resolved on from the first. Frederica's visit was nominally for six weeksbut her motherthough inviting her to return in one or two affectionate letterswas very ready to oblige the whole party by consenting to a prolongation of her stayand in the course of two months ceased to write of her absenceand in the course of two or more to write to her at all. Frederica was therefore fixed in the family of her uncle and aunt till such time as Reginald De Courcy could be talkedflatteredand finessed into an affection for her which allowing leisure for the conquest of his attachment to her motherfor his abjuring all future attachmentsand detesting the sexmight be reasonably looked for in the course of a twelvemonth. Three months might have done it in generalbut Reginald's feelings were no less lasting than lively. Whether Lady Susan was or was not happy in her second choiceI do not see how it can ever be ascertained; for who would take her assurance of it on either side of the question? The world must judge from probabilities ; she had nothing against her but her husbandand her conscience. Sir James may seem to have drawn a harder lot than mere folly merited; I leave him thereforeto all the pity that anybody can give him. For myselfI confess that I can pity only Miss Mainwaring; whocoming to townand putting herself to an expense in clothes which impoverished her for two yearson purpose to secure himwas defrauded of her due by a woman ten years older than herself.