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Rilla of Ingleside

by Lucy Maud Montgomery

CHAPTER I

GLEN "NOTES" AND OTHER MATTERS

It was a warmgolden-cloudylovable afternoon. In the big living-room
at Ingleside Susan Baker sat down with a certain grim satisfaction
hovering about her like an aura; it was four o'clock and Susanwho had
been working incessantly since six that morningfelt that she had
fairly earned an hour of repose and gossip. Susan just then was
perfectly happy; everything had gone almost uncannily well in the
kitchen that day. Dr. Jekyll had not been Mr. Hyde and so had not grated
on her nerves; from where she sat she could see the pride of her heart-the
bed of peonies of her own planting and cultureblooming as no other
peony plot in Glen St. Mary ever did or could bloomwith peonies
crimsonpeonies silvery pinkpeonies white as drifts of winter snow.

Susan had on a new black silk blousequite as elaborate as anything
Mrs. Marshall Elliott ever woreand a white starched aprontrimmed
with complicated crocheted lace fully five inches widenot to mention
insertion to match. Therefore Susan had all the comfortable
consciousness of a well-dressed woman as she opened her copy of the
Daily Enterprise and prepared to read the Glen "Notes" whichas Miss
Cornelia had just informed herfilled half a column of it and mentioned
almost everybody at Ingleside. There was a bigblack headline on the
front page of the Enterprisestating that some Archduke Ferdinand or
other had been assassinated at a place bearing the weird name of
Sarajevobut Susan tarried not over uninterestingimmaterial stuff
like that; she was in quest of something really vital. Ohhere it was-"
Jottings from Glen St. Mary." Susan settled down keenlyreading each
one over aloud to extract all possible gratification from it.

Mrs. Blythe and her visitorMiss Cornelia--alias Mrs. Marshall Elliott
--were chatting together near the open door that led to the veranda
through which a cooldelicious breeze was blowingbringing whiffs of
phantom perfume from the gardenand charming gay echoes from the
vine-hung corner where Rilla and Miss Oliver and Walter were laughing
and talking. Wherever Rilla Blythe wasthere was laughter.

There was another occupant of the living-roomcurled up on a couchwho
must not be overlookedsince he was a creature of marked individuality
andmoreoverhad the distinction of being the only living thing whom
Susan really hated.

All cats are mysterious but Dr. Jekyll-and-Mr. Hyde--"Doc" for short-was
trebly so. He was a cat of double personality--or elseas Susan
vowedhe was possessed by the devil. To begin withthere had been
something uncanny about the very dawn of his existence. Four years
previously Rilla Blythe had had a treasured darling of a kittenwhite


as snowwith a saucy black tip to its tailwhich she called Jack
Frost. Susan disliked Jack Frostthough she could not or would not give
any valid reason therefor.

Take my word for it, Mrs. Dr. dear,she was wont to say ominously
that cat will come to no good.

But why do you think so?Mrs. Blythe would ask.

I do not think--I know,was all the answer Susan would vouchsafe.

With the rest of the Ingleside folk Jack Frost was a favourite; he was
so very clean and well groomedand never allowed a spot or stain to be
seen on his beautiful white suit; he had endearing ways of purring and
snuggling; he was scrupulously honest.

And then a domestic tragedy took place at Ingleside. Jack Frost had
kittens!

It would be vain to try to picture Susan's triumph. Had she not always
insisted that that cat would turn out to be a delusion and a snare? Now
they could see for themselves!

Rilla kept one of the kittensa very pretty onewith peculiarly sleek
glossy fur of a dark yellow crossed by orange stripesand large
satinygolden ears. She called it Goldie and the name seemed
appropriate enough to the little frolicsome creature whichduring its
kittenhoodgave no indication of the sinister nature it really
possessed. Susanof coursewarned the family that no good could be
expected from any offspring of that diabolical Jack Frost; but Susan's
Cassandra-like croakings were unheeded.

The Blythes had been so accustomed to regard Jack Frost as a member of
the male sex that they could not get out of the habit. So they
continually used the masculine pronounalthough the result was
ludicrous. Visitors used to be quite electrified when Rilla referred
casually to "Jack and his kitten or told Goldie sternly, Go to your
mother and get him to wash your fur."

It is not decent, Mrs. Dr. dear,poor Susan would say bitterly. She
herself compromised by always referring to Jack as "it" or "the white
beast and one heart at least did not ache when it" was accidentally
poisoned the following winter.

In a year's time "Goldie" became so manifestly an inadequate name for
the orange kitten that Walterwho was just then reading Stevenson's
storychanged it to Dr. Jekyll-and-Mr. Hyde. In his Dr. Jekyll mood the
cat was a drowsyaffectionatedomesticcushion-loving pusswho liked
petting and gloried in being nursed and patted. Especially did he love
to lie on his back and have his sleekcream-coloured throat stroked
gently while he purred in somnolent satisfaction. He was a notable
purrer; never had there been an Ingleside cat who purred so constantly
and so ecstatically.

The only thing I envy a cat is its purr,remarked Dr. Blythe once
listening to Doc's resonant melody. "It is the most contented sound in
the world."

Doc was very handsome; his every movement was grace; his poses
magnificent. When he folded his longdusky-ringed tail about his feet
and sat him down on the veranda to gaze steadily into space for long
intervals the Blythes felt that an Egyptian sphinx could not have made a
more fitting Deity of the Portal.


When the Mr. Hyde mood came upon him--which it invariably did before
rainor wind--he was a wild thing with changed eyes. The
transformation always came suddenly. He would spring fiercely from a
reverie with a savage snarl and bite at any restraining or caressing
hand. His fur seemed to grow darker and his eyes gleamed with a
diabolical light. There was really an unearthly beauty about him. If the
change happened in the twilight all the Ingleside folk felt a certain
terror of him. At such times he was a fearsome beast and only Rilla
defended himasserting that he was "such a nice prowly cat." Certainly
he prowled.

Dr. Jekyll loved new milk; Mr. Hyde would not touch milk and growled
over his meat. Dr. Jekyll came down the stairs so silently that no one
could hear him. Mr. Hyde made his tread as heavy as a man's. Several
eveningswhen Susan was alone in the househe "scared her stiff as
she declared, by doing this. He would sit in the middle of the kitchen
floor, with his terrible eyes fixed unwinkingly upon hers for an hour at
a time. This played havoc with her nerves, but poor Susan really held
him in too much awe to try to drive him out. Once she had dared to throw
a stick at him and he had promptly made a savage leap towards her. Susan
rushed out of doors and never attempted to meddle with Mr. Hyde again-though
she visited his misdeeds upon the innocent Dr. Jekyll, chasing
him ignominiously out of her domain whenever he dared to poke his nose
in and denying him certain savoury tidbits for which he yearned.

'The many friends of Miss Faith MeredithGerald Meredith and James
Blythe'" read Susanrolling the names like sweet morsels under her
tongue'were very much pleased to welcome them home a few weeks ago
from Redmond College. James Blythe, who was graduated in Arts in 1913,
had just completed his first year in medicine.'

Faith Meredith has really got to be the most handsomest creature I ever
saw,commented Miss Cornelia above her filet crochet. "It's amazing how
those children came on after Rosemary West went to the manse. People
have almost forgotten what imps of mischief they were once. Anne
deariewill you ever forget the way they used to carry on? It's really
surprising how well Rosemary got on with them. She's more like a chum
than a step-mother. They all love her and Una adores her. As for that
little BruceUna just makes a perfect slave of herself to him. Of
coursehe is a darling. But did you ever see any child look as much
like an aunt as he looks like his Aunt Ellen? He's just as dark and just
as emphatic. I can't see a feature of Rosemary in him. Norman Douglas
always vows at the top of his voice that the stork meant Bruce for him
and Ellen and took him to the manse by mistake."

Bruce adores Jem,said Mrs Blythe. "When he comes over here he follows
Jem about silently like a faithful little doglooking up at him from
under his black brows. He would do anything for JemI verily believe."

Are Jem and Faith going to make a match of it?

Mrs. Blythe smiled. It was well known that Miss Corneliawho had been
such a virulent man-hater at one timehad actually taken to
match-making in her declining years.

They are only good friends yet, Miss Cornelia.

Very good friends, believe me,said Miss Cornelia emphatically. "I
hear all about the doings of the young fry."

I have no doubt that Mary Vance sees that you do, Mrs. Marshall
Elliott,said Susan significantlybut I think it is a shame to talk
about children making matches.


Children! Jem is twenty-one and Faith is nineteen,retorted Miss
Cornelia. "You must not forgetSusanthat we old folks are not the
only grown-up people in the world."

Outraged Susanwho detested any reference to her age--not from vanity
but from a haunting dread that people might come to think her too old to
work--returned to her "Notes."

'Carl Meredith and Shirley Blythe came home last Friday evening from
Queen's Academy. We understand that Carl will be in charge of the school
at Harbour Head next year and we are sure he will be a popular and
successful teacher.'

He will teach the children all there is to know about bugs, anyhow,
said Miss Cornelia. "He is through with Queen's now and Mr. Meredith and
Rosemary wanted him to go right on to Redmond in the fallbut Carl has
a very independent streak in him and means to earn part of his own way
through college. He'll be all the better for it."

'Walter Blythe, who has been teaching for the past two years at
Lowbridge, has resigned,'read Susan. "'He intends going to Redmond
this fall.'"

Is Walter quite strong enough for Redmond yet?queried Miss Cornelia
anxiously.

We hope that he will be by the fall,said Mrs. Blythe. "An idle summer
in the open air and sunshine will do a great deal for him."

Typhoid is a hard thing to get over,said Miss Cornelia emphatically
especially when one has had such a close shave as Walter had. I think
he'd do well to stay out of college another year. But then he's so
ambitious. Are Di and Nan going too?

Yes. They both wanted to teach another year but Gilbert thinks they had
better go to Redmond this fall.

I'm glad of that. They'll keep an eye on Walter and see that he doesn't
study too hard. I suppose,continued Miss Corneliawith a side glance
at Susanthat after the snub I got a few minutes ago it will not be
safe for me to suggest that Jerry Meredith is making sheep's eyes at
Nan.

Susan ignored this and Mrs. Blythe laughed again.

Dear Miss Cornelia, I have my hands full, haven't I?--with all these
boys and girls sweethearting around me? If I took it seriously it would
quite crush me. But I don't--it is too hard yet to realize that they're
grown up. When I look at those two tall sons of mine I wonder if they
can possibly be the fat, sweet, dimpled babies I kissed and cuddled and
sang to slumber the other day--only the other day, Miss Cornelia.
Wasn't Jem the dearest baby in the old House of Dreams? and now he's a

B.A. and accused of courting.
We're all growing older,sighed Miss Cornelia.

The only part of me that feels old,said Mrs. Blytheis the ankle I
broke when Josie Pye dared me to walk the Barry ridge-pole in the Green
Gables days. I have an ache in it when the wind is east. I won't admit
that it is rheumatism, but it does ache. As for the children, they and
the Merediths are planning a gay summer before they have to go back to
studies in the fall. They are such a fun-loving little crowd. They keep
this house in a perpetual whirl of merriment.


Is Rilla going to Queen's when Shirley goes back?

It isn't decided yet. I rather fancy not. Her father thinks she is not
quite strong enough--she has rather outgrown her strength--she's
really absurdly tall for a girl not yet fifteen. I am not anxious to
have her go--why, it would be terrible not to have a single one of my
babies home with me next winter. Susan and I would fall to fighting with
each other to break the monotony.

Susan smiled at this pleasantry. The idea of her fighting with "Mrs. Dr.
dear!"

Does Rilla herself want to go?asked Miss Cornelia.

No. The truth is, Rilla is the only one of my flock who isn't
ambitious. I really wish she had a little more ambition. She has no
serious ideals at all--her sole aspiration seems to be to have a good
time.

And why should she not have it, Mrs. Dr. dear?cried Susanwho could
not bear to hear a single word against anyone of the Ingleside folk
even from one of themselves. "A young girl should have a good timeand
that I will maintain. There will be time enough for her to think of
Latin and Greek."

I should like to see a little sense of responsibility in her, Susan.
And you know yourself that she is abominably vain.

She has something to be vain about,retorted Susan. "She is the
prettiest girl in Glen St. Mary. Do you think that all those
over-harbour MacAllisters and Crawfords and Elliotts could scare up a
skin like Rilla's in four generations? They could not. NoMrs. Dr.
dearI know my place but I cannot allow you to run down Rilla. Listen
to thisMrs. Marshall Elliott."

Susan had found a chance to get square with Miss Cornelia for her digs
at the children's love affairs. She read the item with gusto.

'Miller Douglas has decided not to go West. He says old P.E.I. is good
enough for him and he will continue to farm for his aunt, Mrs. Alec
Davis.'

Susan looked keenly at Miss Cornelia.

I have heard, Mrs. Marshall Elliott, that Miller is courting Mary
Vance.

This shot pierced Miss Cornelia's armour. Her sonsy face flushed.

I won't have Miller Douglas hanging round Mary,she said crisply. "He
comes of a low family. His father was a sort of outcast from the
Douglases--they never really counted him in--and his mother was one of
those terrible Dillons from the Harbour Head."

I think I have heard, Mrs. Marshall Elliott, that Mary Vance's own
parents were not what you could call aristocratic.

Mary Vance has had a good bringing up and she is a smart, clever,
capable girl,retorted Miss Cornelia. "She is not going to throw
herself away on Miller Douglasbelieve me! She knows my opinion on the
matter and Mary has never disobeyed me yet."

Well, I do not think you need worry, Mrs. Marshall Elliott, for Mrs.
Alec Davis is as much against it as you could be, and says no nephew of


hers is ever going to marry a nameless nobody like Mary Vance.

Susan returned to her muttonfeeling that she had got the best of it in
this passage of armsand read another "note."

'We are pleased to hear that Miss Oliver has been engaged as teacher
for another year. Miss Oliver will spend her well-earned vacation at her
home in Lowbridge.'

I'm so glad Gertrude is going to stay,said Mrs. Blythe. "We would
miss her horribly. And she has an excellent influence over Rilla who
worships her. They are chumsin spite of the difference in their ages."

I thought I heard she was going to be married?

I believe it was talked of but I understand it is postponed for a
year.

Who is the young man?

Robert Grant. He is a young lawyer in Charlottetown. I hope Gertrude
will be happy. She has had a sad life, with much bitterness in it, and
she feels things with a terrible keenness. Her first youth is gone and
she is practically alone in the world. This new love that has come into
her life seems such a wonderful thing to her that I think she hardly
dares believe in its permanence. When her marriage had to be put off she
was quite in despair--though it certainly wasn't Mr. Grant's fault.
There were complications in the settlement of his father's estate--his
father died last winter--and he could not marry till the tangles were
unravelled. But I think Gertrude felt it was a bad omen and that her
happiness would somehow elude her yet.

It does not do, Mrs. Dr. dear, to set your affections too much on a
man,remarked Susan solemnly.

Mr. Grant is quite as much in love with Gertrude as she is with him,
Susan. It is not he whom she distrusts--it is fate. She has a little
mystic streak in her--I suppose some people would call her
superstitious. She has an odd belief in dreams and we have not been able
to laugh it out of her. I must own, too, that some of her dreams--but
there, it would not do to let Gilbert hear me hinting such heresy. What
have you found of much interest, Susan?

Susan had given an exclamation.

Listen to this, Mrs. Dr. dear. 'Mrs. Sophia Crawford has given up her
house at Lowbridge and will make her home in future with her niece, Mrs.
Albert Crawford.' Why that is my own cousin Sophia, Mrs. Dr. dear. We
quarrelled when we were children over who should get a Sunday-school
card with the words 'God is Love,' wreathed in rosebuds, on it, and have
never spoken to each other since. And now she is coming to live right
across the road from us.

You will have to make up the old quarrel, Susan. It will never do to be
at outs with your neighbours.

Cousin Sophia began the quarrel, so she can begin the making up also,
Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susan loftily. "If she does I hope I am a good
enough Christian to meet her half-way. She is not a cheerful person and
has been a wet blanket all her life. The last time I saw herher face
had a thousand wrinkles--maybe moremaybe less--from worrying and
foreboding. She howled dreadful at her first husband's funeral but she
married again in less than a year. The next noteI seedescribes the
special service in our church last Sunday night and says the decorations


were very beautiful."

Speaking of that reminds me that Mr. Pryor strongly disapproves of
flowers in church,said Miss Cornelia. "I always said there would be
trouble when that man moved here from Lowbridge. He should never have
been put in as elder--it was a mistake and we shall live to rue it
believe me! I have heard that he has said that if the girls continue to
'mess up the pulpit with weeds' that he will not go to church."

The church got on very well before old Whiskers-on-the-moon came to the
Glen and it is my opinion it will get on without him after he is gone,
said Susan.

Who in the world ever gave him that ridiculous nickname?asked Mrs.
Blythe.

Why, the Lowbridge boys have called him that ever since I can remember,
Mrs. Dr. dear--I suppose because his face is so round and red, with
that fringe of sandy whisker about it. It does not do for anyone to call
him that in his hearing, though, and that you may tie to. But worse than
his whiskers, Mrs. Dr. dear, he is a very unreasonable man and has a
great many queer ideas. He is an elder now and they say he is very
religious; but I can well remember the time, Mrs. Dr. dear, twenty years
ago, when he was caught pasturing his cow in the Lowbridge graveyard.
Yes, indeed, I have not forgotten that, and I always think of it when he
is praying in meeting. Well, that is all the notes and there is not much
else in the paper of any importance. I never take much interest in
foreign parts. Who is this Archduke man who has been murdered?

What does it matter to us?asked Miss Corneliaunaware of the hideous
answer to her question which destiny was even then preparing. "Somebody
is always murdering or being murdered in those Balkan States. It's their
normal condition and I don't really think that our papers ought to print
such shocking things. The Enterprise is getting far too sensational with
its big headlines. WellI must be getting home. NoAnne dearieit's
no use asking me to stay to supper. Marshall has got to thinking that if
I'm not home for a meal it's not worth eating--just like a man. So off
I go. Merciful goodnessAnne deariewhat is the matter with that cat?
Is he having a fit?"--thisas Doc suddenly bounded to the rug at Miss
Cornelia's feetlaid back his earsswore at herand then disappeared
with one fierce leap through the window.

Oh, no. He's merely turning into Mr. Hyde--which means that we shall
have rain or high wind before morning. Doc is as good as a barometer.

Well, I am thankful he has gone on the rampage outside this time and
not into my kitchen,said Susan. "And I am going out to see about
supper. With such a crowd as we have at Ingleside now it behooves us to
think about our meals betimes."

CHAPTER II

DEW OF MORNING

Outsidethe Ingleside lawn was full of golden pools of sunshine and
plots of alluring shadows. Rilla Blythe was swinging in the hammock
under the big Scotch pineGertrude Oliver sat at its roots beside her
and Walter was stretched at full length on the grasslost in a romance
of chivalry wherein old heroes and beauties of dead and gone centuries
lived vividly again for him.

Rilla was the "baby" of the Blythe family and was in a chronic state of


secret indignation because nobody believed she was grown up. She was so
nearly fifteen that she called herself thatand she was quite as tall
as Di and Nan; alsoshe was nearly as pretty as Susan believed her to
be. She had greatdreamyhazel eyesa milky skin dappled with little
golden frecklesand delicately arched eyebrowsgiving her a demure
questioning look which made peopleespecially lads in their teenswant
to answer it. Her hair was ripelyruddily brown and a little dent in
her upper lip looked as if some good fairy had pressed it in with her
finger at Rilla's christening. Rillawhose best friends could not deny
her share of vanitythought her face would do very wellbut worried
over her figureand wished her mother could be prevailed upon to let
her wear longer dresses. Shewho had been so plump and roly-poly in the
old Rainbow Valley dayswas incredibly slim nowin the arms-and-legs
period. Jem and Shirley harrowed her soul by calling her "Spider." Yet
she somehow escaped awkwardness. There was something in her movements
that made you think she never walked but always danced. She had been
much petted and was a wee bit spoiledbut still the general opinion was
that Rilla Blythe was a very sweet girleven if she were not so clever
as Nan and Di.

Miss Oliverwho was going home that night for vacationhad boarded for
a year at Ingleside. The Blythes had taken her to please Rilla who was
fathoms deep in love with her teacher and was even willing to share her
roomsince no other was available. Gertrude Oliver was twenty-eight and
life had been a struggle for her. She was a striking-looking girlwith
rather sadalmond-shaped brown eyesa cleverrather mocking mouth
and enormous masses of black hair twisted about her head. She was not
pretty but there was a certain charm of interest and mystery in her
faceand Rilla found her fascinating. Even her occasional moods of
gloom and cynicism had allurement for Rilla. These moods came only when
Miss Oliver was tired. At all other times she was a stimulating
companionand the gay set at Ingleside never remembered that she was so
much older than themselves. Walter and Rilla were her favourites and she
was the confidante of the secret wishes and aspirations of both. She
knew that Rilla longed to be "out"--to go to parties as Nan and Di did
and to have dainty evening dresses and--yesthere is no mincing
matters--beaux! In the pluralat that! As for WalterMiss Oliver knew
that he had written a sequence of sonnets "to Rosamond"--i.e.Faith
Meredith--and that he aimed at a Professorship of English literature in
some big college. She knew his passionate love of beauty and his equally
passionate hatred of ugliness; she knew his strength and his weakness.

Walter wasas everthe handsomest of the Ingleside boys. Miss Oliver
found pleasure in looking at him for his good looks--he was so exactly
like what she would have liked her own son to be. Glossy black hair
brilliant dark grey eyesfaultless features. And a poet to his
fingertips! That sonnet sequence was really a remarkable thing for a lad
of twenty to write. Miss Oliver was no partial critic and she knew that
Walter Blythe had a wonderful gift.

Rilla loved Walter with all her heart. He never teased her as Jem and
Shirley did. He never called her "Spider." His pet name for her was
Rilla-my-Rilla--a little pun on her real nameMarilla. She had been
named after Aunt Marilla of Green Gablesbut Aunt Marilla had died
before Rilla was old enough to know her very welland Rilla detested
the name as being horribly old-fashioned and prim. Why couldn't they
have called her by her first nameBerthawhich was beautiful and
dignifiedinstead of that silly "Rilla"? She did not mind Walter's
versionbut nobody else was allowed to call her thatexcept Miss
Oliver now and then. "Rilla-my-Rilla" in Walter's musical voice sounded
very beautiful to her--like the lilt and ripple of some silvery brook.
She would have died for Walter if it would have done him any goodso
she told Miss Oliver. Rilla was as fond of italics as most girls of
fifteen are--and the bitterest drop in her cup was her suspicion that


he told Di more of his secrets than he told her.

He thinks I'm not grown up enough to understand,she had once lamented
rebelliously to Miss Oliverbut I am! And I would never tell them to a
single soul--not even to you, Miss Oliver. I tell you all my own--I
just couldn't be happy if I had any secret from you, dearest--but I
would never betray his. I tell him everything--I even show him my
diary. And it hurts me dreadfully when he doesn't tell me things. He
shows me all his poems, though--they are marvellous, Miss Oliver. Oh, I
just live in the hope that some day I shall be to Walter what
Wordsworth's sister Dorothy was to him. Wordsworth never wrote anything
like Walter's poems--nor Tennyson, either.

I wouldn't say just that. Both of them wrote a great deal of trash,
said Miss Oliver dryly. Thenrepentingas she saw a hurt look in
Rilla's eyeshe added hastily

But I believe Walter will be a great poet, too--some day--and you will
have more of his confidence as you grow older.

When Walter was in the hospital with typhoid last year I was almost
crazy,sighed Rillaa little importantly. "They never told me how ill
he really was until it was all over--father wouldn't let them. I'm glad
I didn't know--I couldn't have borne it. I cried myself to sleep every
night as it was. But sometimes concluded Rilla bitterly--she liked to
speak bitterly now and then in imitation of Miss Oliver--sometimes I
think Walter cares more for Dog Monday than he does for me."

Dog Monday was the Ingleside dogso called because he had come into the
family on a Monday when Walter had been reading Robinson Crusoe. He
really belonged to Jem but was much attached to Walter also. He was
lying beside Walter now with nose snuggled against his armthumping his
tail rapturously whenever Walter gave him an absent pat. Monday was not
a collie or a setter or a hound or a Newfoundland. He was justas Jem
saidplain dog--very plain doguncharitable people added.
CertainlyMonday's looks were not his strong point. Black spots were
scattered at random over his yellow carcassone of themapparently
blotting out an eye. His ears were in tattersfor Monday was never
successful in affairs of honour. But he possessed one talisman. He knew
that not all dogs could be handsome or eloquent or victoriousbut that
every dog could love. Inside his homely hide beat the most affectionate
loyalfaithful heart of any dog since dogs were; and something looked
out of his brown eyes that was nearer akin to a soul than any theologian
would allow. Everybody at Ingleside was fond of himeven Susan
although his one unfortunate propensity of sneaking into the spare room
and going to sleep on the bed tried her affection sorely.

On this particular afternoon Rilla had no quarrel on hand with existing
conditions.

Hasn't June been a delightful month?she askedlooking dreamily afar
at the little quiet silvery clouds hanging so peacefully over Rainbow
Valley. "We've had such lovely times--and such lovely weather. It has
just been perfect every way."

I don't half like that,said Miss Oliverwith a sigh. "It's ominous-somehow.
A perfect thing is a gift of the gods--a sort of compensation
for what is coming afterwards. I've seen that so often that I don't care
to hear people say they've had a perfect time. June has been delightful
though."

Of course, it hasn't been very exciting,said Rilla. "The only
exciting thing that has happened in the Glen for a year was old Miss
Mead fainting in Church. Sometimes I wish something dramatic would


happen once in a while."

Don't wish it. Dramatic things always have a bitterness for some one.
What a nice summer all you gay creatures will have! And me moping at
Lowbridge!

You'll be over often, won't you? I think there's going to be lots of
fun this summer, though I'll just be on the fringe of things as usual, I
suppose. Isn't it horrid when people think you're a little girl when
you're not?

There's plenty of time for you to be grown up, Rilla. Don't wish your
youth away. It goes too quickly. You'll begin to taste life soon
enough.

Taste life! I want to eat it,cried Rillalaughing. "I want
everything--everything a girl can have. I'll be fifteen in another
monthand then nobody can say I'm a child any longer. I heard someone
say once that the years from fifteen to nineteen are the best years in a
girl's life. I'm going to make them perfectly splendid--just fill them
with fun."

There's no use thinking about what you're going to do--you are
tolerably sure not to do it.

Oh, but you do get a lot of fun out of the thinking,cried Rilla.

You think of nothing but fun, you monkey,said Miss Oliver
indulgentlyreflecting that Rilla's chin was really the last word in
chins. "Wellwhat else is fifteen for? But have you any notion of going
to college this fall?"

No--nor any other fall. I don't want to. I never cared for all those
ologies and isms Nan and Di are so crazy about. And there's five of us
going to college already. Surely that's enough. There's bound to be one
dunce in every family. I'm quite willing to be a dunce if I can be a
pretty, popular, delightful one. I can't be clever. I have no talent at
all, and you can't imagine how comfortable it is. Nobody expects me to
do anything so I'm never pestered to do it. And I can't be a
housewifely, cookly creature, either. I hate sewing and dusting, and
when Susan couldn't teach me to make biscuits nobody could. Father says
I toil not neither do I spin. Therefore, I must be a lily of the field,
concluded Rillawith another laugh.

You are too young to give up your studies altogether, Rilla.

Oh, mother will put me through a course of reading next winter. It will
polish up her B.A. degree. Luckily I like reading. Don't look at me so
sorrowfully and so disapprovingly, dearest. I can't be sober and serious
--everything looks so rosy and rainbowy to me. Next month I'll be
fifteen--and next year sixteen--and the year after that seventeen.
Could anything be more enchanting?

Rap wood,said Gertrude Oliverhalf laughinglyhalf seriously. "Rap
woodRilla-my-Rilla."

CHAPTER III

MOONLIT MIRTH

Rillawho still buttoned up her eyes when she went to sleep so that she
always looked as if she were laughing in her slumberyawnedstretched


and smiled at Gertrude Oliver. The latter had come over from Lowbridge
the previous evening and had been prevailed upon to remain for the dance
at the Four Winds lighthouse the next night.

The new day is knocking at the window. What will it bring us, I
wonder.

Miss Oliver shivered a little. She never greeted the days with Rilla's
enthusiasm. She had lived long enough to know that a day may bring a
terrible thing.

I think the nicest thing about days is their unexpectedness,went on
Rilla. "It's jolly to wake up like this on a golden-fine morning and
wonder what surprise packet the day will hand you. I always day-dream
for ten minutes before I get upimagining the heaps of splendid things
that may happen before night."

I hope something very unexpected will happen today,said Gertrude. "I
hope the mail will bring us news that war has been averted between
Germany and France."

Oh--yes,said Rilla vaguely. "It will be dreadful if it isn'tI
suppose. But it won't really matter much to uswill it? I think a war
would e so exciting. The Boer war wasthey saybut I don't remember
anything about itof course. Miss Olivershall I wear my white dress
tonight or my new green one? The green one is by far the prettierof
coursebut I'm almost afraid to wear it to a shore dance for fear
something will happen to it. And will you do my hair the new way? None
of the other girls in the Glen wear it yet and it will make such a
sensation."

How did you induce your mother to let you go to the dance?

Oh, Walter coaxed her over. He knew I would be heart-broken if I didn't
go. It's my first really-truly grown-up party, Miss Oliver, and I've
just lain awake at nights for a week thinking it over. When I saw the
sun shining this morning I wanted to whoop for joy. It would be simply
terrible if it rained tonight. I think I'll wear the green dress and
risk it. I want to look my nicest at my first party. Besides, it's an
inch longer than my white one. And I'll wear my silver slippers too.
Mrs. Ford sent them to me last Christmas and I've never had a chance to
wear them yet. They're the dearest things. Oh, Miss Oliver, I do hope
some of the boys will ask me to dance. I shall die of mortification-truly
I will, if nobody does and I have to sit stuck up against the wall
all the evening. Of course Carl and Jerry can't dance because they're
the minister's sons, or else I could depend on them to save me from
utter disgrace.

You'll have plenty of partners--all the over-harbour boys are coming-there'll
be far more boys than girls.

I'm glad I'm not a minister's daughter,laughed Rilla. "Poor Faith is
so furious because she won't dare to dance tonight. Una doesn't careof
course. She has never hankered after dancing. Somebody told Faith there
would be a taffy-pull in the kitchen for those who didn't dance and you
should have seen the face she made. She and Jem will sit out on the
rocks most of the eveningI suppose. Did you know that we are all to
walk down as far as that little creek below the old House of Dreams and
then sail to the lighthouse? Won't it just be absolutely divine?"

When I was fifteen I talked in italics and superlatives too,said Miss
Oliver sarcastically. "I think the party promises to be pleasant for
young fry. I expect to be bored. None of those boys will bother dancing
with an old maid like me. Jem and Walter will take me out once out of


charity. So you can't expect me to look forward to it with your touching
young rapture."

Didn't you have a good time at your first party, though, Miss Oliver?

No. I had a hateful time. I was shabby and homely and nobody asked me
to dance except one boy, homelier and shabbier than myself. He was so
awkward I hated him--and even he didn't ask me again. I had no real
girlhood, Rilla. It's a sad loss. That's why I want you to have a
splendid, happy girlhood. And I hope your first party will be one you'll
remember all your life with pleasure.

I dreamed last night I was at the dance and right in the middle of
things I discovered I was dressed in my kimono and bedroom shoes,
sighed Rilla. "I woke up with a gasp of horror."

Speaking of dreams--I had an odd one,said Miss Oliver absently. "It
was one of those vivid dreams I sometimes have--they are not the vague
jumble of ordinary dreams--they are as clear cut and real as life."

What was your dream?

I was standing on the veranda steps, here at Ingleside, looking down
over the fields of the Glen. All at once, far in the distance, I saw a
long, silvery, glistening wave breaking over them. It came nearer and
nearer--just a succession of little white waves like those that break
on the sandshore sometimes. The Glen was being swallowed up. I thought,
'Surely the waves will not come near Ingleside'--but they came nearer
and nearer--so rapidly--before I could move or call they were breaking
right at my feet--and everything was gone--there was nothing but a
waste of stormy water where the Glen had been. I tried to draw back-and
I saw that the edge of my dress was wet with blood--and I woke-shivering.
I don't like the dream. There was some sinister significance
in it. That kind of vivid dream always 'comes true' with me.

I hope it doesn't mean there's a storm coming up from the east to spoil
the party,murmured Rilla.

Incorrigible fifteen!said Miss Oliver dryly. "NoRilla-my-RillaI
don't think there is any danger that it foretells anything so awful as
that."

There had been an undercurrent of tension in the Ingleside existence for
several days. Only Rillaabsorbed in her own budding lifewas unaware
of it. Dr. Blythe had taken to looking grave and saying little over the
daily paper. Jem and Walter were keenly interested in the news it
brought. Jem sought Walter out in excitement that evening.

Oh, boy, Germany has declared war on France. This means that England
will fight too, probably--and if she does--well, the Piper of your old
fancy will have come at last.

It wasn't a fancy,said Walter slowly. "It was a presentiment--a
vision--JemI really saw him for a moment that evening long ago.
Suppose England does fight?"

Why, we'll all have to turn in and help her,cried Jem gaily. "We
couldn't let the 'old grey mother of the northern sea' fight it out
alonecould we? But you can't go--the typhoid has done you out of
that. Sort of a shameeh?"

Walter did not say whether it was a shame or not. He looked silently
over the Glen to the dimpling blue harbour beyond.


We're the cubs--we've got to pitch in tooth and claw if it comes to a
family row,Jem went on cheerfullyrumpling up his red curls with a
strongleansensitive brown hand--the hand of the born surgeonhis
father often thought. "What an adventure it would be! But I suppose Grey
or some of those wary old chaps will patch matters up at the eleventh
hour. It'll be a rotten shame if they leave France in the lurchthough.
If they don'twe'll see some fun. WellI suppose it's time to get
ready for the spree at the light."

Jem departed whistling "Wi' a hundred pipers and a' and a' and Walter
stood for a long time where he was. There was a little frown on his
forehead. This had all come up with the blackness and suddenness of a
thundercloud. A few days ago nobody had even thought of such a thing. It
was absurd to think of it now. Some way out would be found. War was a
hellish, horrible, hideous thing--too horrible and hideous to happen in
the twentieth century between civilized nations. The mere thought of it
was hideous, and made Walter unhappy in its threat to the beauty of
life. He would not think of it--he would resolutely put it out of his
mind. How beautiful the old Glen was, in its August ripeness, with its
chain of bowery old homesteads, tilled meadows and quiet gardens. The
western sky was like a great golden pearl. Far down the harbour was
frosted with a dawning moonlight. The air was full of exquisite sounds-sleepy
robin whistles, wonderful, mournful, soft murmurs of wind in the
twilit trees, rustle of aspen poplars talking in silvery whispers and
shaking their dainty, heart-shaped leaves, lilting young laughter from
the windows of rooms where the girls were making ready for the dance.
The world was steeped in maddening loveliness of sound and colour. He
would think only of these things and of the deep, subtle joy they gave
him. Anyhowno one will expect me to go he thought. As Jem says
typhoid has seen to that."

Rilla was leaning out of her room windowdressed for the dance. A
yellow pansy slipped from her hair and fell out over the sill like a
falling star of gold. She caught at it vainly--but there were enough
left. Miss Oliver had woven a little wreath of them for her pet's hair.

It's so beautifully calm--isn't that splendid? We'll have a perfect
night. Listen, Miss Oliver--I can hear those old bells in Rainbow
Valley quite clearly. They've been hanging there for over ten years.

Their wind chime always makes me think of the aerial, celestial music
Adam and Eve heard in Milton's Eden,responded Miss Oliver.

We used to have such fun in Rainbow Valley when we were children,said
Rilla dreamily.

Nobody ever played in Rainbow Valley now. It was very silent on summer
evenings. Walter liked to go there to read. Jem and Faith trysted there
considerably; Jerry and Nan went there to pursue uninterruptedly the
ceaseless wrangles and arguments on profound subjects that seemed to be
their preferred method of sweethearting. And Rilla had a beloved little
sylvan dell of her own there where she liked to sit and dream.

I must run down to the kitchen before I go and show myself off to
Susan. She would never forgive me if I didn't.

Rilla whirled into the shadowy kitchen at Inglesidewhere Susan was
prosaically darning socksand lighted it up with her beauty. She wore
her green dress with its little pink daisy garlandsher silk stockings
and silver slippers. She had golden pansies in her hair and at her
creamy throat. She was so pretty and young and glowing that even Cousin
Sophia Crawford was compelled to admire her--and Cousin Sophia Crawford
admired few transient earthly things. Cousin Sophia and Susan had made
upor ignoredtheir old feud since the former had come to live in the


Glenand Cousin Sophia often came across in the evenings to make a
neighbourly call. Susan did not always welcome her rapturously for
Cousin Sophia was not what could be called an exhilarating companion.
Some calls are visits and some are visitations, Mrs. Dr. dear,Susan
said onceand left it to be inferred that Cousin Sophia's were the
latter.

Cousin Sophia had a longpalewrinkled facea longthin nosea
longthin mouthand very longthinpale handsgenerally folded
resignedly on her black calico lap. Everything about her seemed long and
thin and pale. She looked mournfully upon Rilla Blythe and said sadly

Is your hair all your own?

Of course it is,cried Rilla indignantly.

Ah, well!Cousin Sophia sighed. "It might be better for you if it
wasn't! Such a lot of hair takes from a person's strength. It's a sign
of consumptionI've heardbut I hope it won't turn out like that in
your case. I s'pose you'll all be dancing tonight--even the minister's
boys most likely. I s'pose his girls won't go that far. AhwellI
never held with dancing. I knew a girl once who dropped dead while she
was dancing. How any one could ever dance aga' after a judgment like
that I cannot comprehend."

Did she ever dance again?asked Rilla pertly.

I told you she dropped dead. Of course she never danced again, poor
creature. She was a Kirke from Lowbridge. You ain't a-going off like
that with nothing on your bare neck, are you?

It's a hot evening,protested Rilla. "But I'll put on a scarf when we
go on the water."

I knew of a boat load of young folks who went sailing on that harbour
forty years ago just such a night as this--just exactly such a night as
this,said Cousin Sophia lugubriouslyand they were upset and drowned
--every last one of them. I hope nothing like that'll happen to you
tonight. Do you ever try anything for the freckles? I used to find
plantain juice real good.

You certainly should be a judge of freckles, Cousin Sophia,said
Susanrushing to Rilla's defence. "you were more speckled than any toad
when you was a girl. Rilla's only come in summer but yours stayed put
season in and season out; and you had not a ground colour like hers
behind them neither. You look real niceRillaand that way of fixing
your hair is becoming. But you are not going to walk to the harbour in
those slippersare you?"

Oh, no. We'll all wear our old shoes to the harbour and carry our
slippers. Do you like my dress, Susan?

It minds me of a dress I wore when I was a girl,sighed Cousin Sophia
before Susan could reply. "It was green with pink posies on ittooand
it was flounced from the waist to the hem. We didn't wear the skimpy
things girls wear nowadays. Ah metimes has changed and not for the
better I'm afraid. I tore a big hole in it that night and someone
spilled a cup of tea all over it. Ruined it completely. But I hope
nothing will happen to your dress. It orter to be a bit longer I'm
thinking--your legs are so terrible long and thin."

Mrs. Dr. Blythe does not approve of little girls dressing like grown-up
ones,said Susan stifflyintending merely a snub to Cousin Sophia. But
Rilla felt insulted. A little girl indeed! She whisked out of the


kitchen in high dudgeon. Another time she wouldn't go down to show
herself off to Susan--Susanwho thought nobody was grown up until she
was sixty! And that horrid Cousin Sophia with her digs about freckles
and legs! What business had an old--an old beanpole like that to talk
of anybody else being long and thin? Rilla felt all her pleasure in
herself and her evening clouded and spoiled. The very teeth of her soul
were set on edge and she could have sat down and cried.

But later on her spirits rose again when she found herself one of the
gay crowd bound for the Four Winds light.

The Blythes left Ingleside to the melancholy music of howls from Dog
Mondaywho was locked up in the barn lest he make an uninvited guest at
the light. They picked up the Merediths in the villageand others
joined them as they walked down the old harbour road. Mary Vance
resplendent in blue crepewith lace overdresscame out of Miss
Cornelia's gate and attached herself to Rilla and Miss Oliver who were
walking together and who did not welcome her over-warmly. Rilla was not
very fond of Mary Vance. She had never forgotten the humiliating day
when Mary had chased her through the village with a dried codfish. Mary
Vanceto tell the truthwas not exactly popular with any of her set.
Stillthey enjoyed her society--she had such a biting tongue that it
was stimulating. "Mary Vance is a habit of ours--we can't do without
her even when we are furious with her Di Blythe had once said.

Most of the little crowd were paired off after a fashion. Jem walked
with Faith Meredith, of course, and Jerry Meredith with Nan Blythe. Di
and Walter were together, deep in confidential conversation which Rilla
envied.

Carl Meredith was walking with Miranda Pryor, more to torment Joe
Milgrave than for any other reason. Joe was known to have a strong
hankering for the said Miranda, which shyness prevented him from
indulging on all occasions. Joe might summon enough courage to amble up
beside Miranda if the night were dark, but here, in this moonlit dusk,
he simply could not do it. So he trailed along after the procession and
thought things not lawful to be uttered of Carl Meredith. Miranda was
the daughter of Whiskers-on-the-moon; she did not share her father's
unpopularity but she was not much run after, being a pale, neutral
little creature, somewhat addicted to nervous giggling. She had silvery
blonde hair and her eyes were big china blue orbs that looked as if she
had been badly frightened when she was little and had never got over it.
She would much rather have walked with Joe than with Carl, with whom she
did not feel in the least at home. Yet it was something of an honour,
too, to have a college boy beside her, and a son of the manse at that.

Shirley Blythe was with Una Meredith and both were rather silent because
such was their nature. Shirley was a lad of sixteen, sedate, sensible,
thoughtful, full of a quiet humour. He was Susan's little brown boy"
yetwith his brown hairbrown eyesand clear brown skin. He liked to
walk with Una Meredith because she never tried to make him talk or
badgered him with chatter. Una was as sweet and shy as she had been in
the Rainbow Valley daysand her largedark-blue eyes were as dreamy
and wistful. She had a secretcarefully-hidden fancy for Walter Blythe
that nobody but Rilla ever suspected. Rilla sympathized with it and
wished Walter would return it. She liked Una better than Faithwhose
beauty and aplomb rather overshadowed other girls--and Rilla did not
enjoy being overshadowed.

But just now she was very happy. It was so delightful to be tripping
with her friends down that darkgleaming road sprinkled with its little
spruces and firswhose balsam made all the air resinous around them.
Meadows of sunset afterlight were behind the westerning hills. Before
them was the shining harbour. A bell was ringing in the little church


over-harbour and the lingering dream-notes died around the dim
amethystine points. The gulf beyond was still silvery blue in the
afterlight. Ohit was all glorious--the clear air with its salt tang
the balsam of the firsthe laughter of her friends. Rilla loved life-its
bloom and brilliance; she loved the ripple of musicthe hum of
merry conversation; she wanted to walk on forever over this road of
silver and shadow. It was her first party and she was going to have a
splendid time. There was nothing in the world to worry about--not even
freckles and over-long legs--nothing except one little haunting fear
that nobody would ask her to dance. It was beautiful and satisfying just
to be alive--to be fifteen--to be pretty. Rilla drew a long breath of
rapture--and caught it midway rather sharply. Jem was telling some
story to Faith--something that had happened in the Balkan War.

The doctor lost both his legs--they were smashed to pulp--and he was
left on the field to die. And he crawled about from man to man, to all
the wounded men round him, as long as he could, and did everything
possible to relieve their sufferings--never thinking of himself--he
was tying a bit of bandage round another man's leg when he went under.
They found them there, the doctor's dead hands still held the bandage
tight, the bleeding was stopped and the other man's life was saved. Some
hero, wasn't he, Faith? I tell you when I read that--

Jem and Faith moved on out of hearing. Gertrude Oliver suddenly
shivered. Rilla pressed her arm sympathetically.

Wasn't it dreadful, Miss Oliver? I don't know why Jem tells such
gruesome things at a time like this when we're all out for fun.

Do you think it dreadful, Rilla? I thought it wonderful--beautiful.
Such a story makes one ashamed of ever doubting human nature. That man's
action was godlike. And how humanity responds to the ideal of
self-sacrifice. As for my shiver, I don't know what caused it. The
evening is certainly warm enough. Perhaps someone is walking over the
dark, starshiny spot that is to be my grave. That is the explanation the
old superstition would give. Well, I won't think of that on this lovely
night. Do you know, Rilla, that when night-time comes I'm always glad I
live in the country. We know the real charm of night here as town
dwellers never do. Every night is beautiful in the country--even the
stormy ones. I love a wild night storm on this old gulf shore. As for a
night like this, it is almost too beautiful--it belongs to youth and
dreamland and I'm half afraid of it.

I feel as if I were part of it,said Rilla.

Ah yes, you're young enough not to be afraid of perfect things. Well,
here we are at the House of Dreams. It seems lonely this summer. The
Fords didn't come?

Mr. and Mrs. Ford and Persis didn't. Kenneth did--but he stayed with
his mother's people over-harbour. We haven't seen a great deal of him
this summer. He's a little lame, so didn't go about very much.

Lame? What happened to him?

He broke his ankle in a football game last fall and was laid up most of
the winter. He has limped a little ever since but it is getting better
all the time and he expects it will be all right before long. He has
been up to Ingleside only twice.

Ethel Reese is simply crazy about him,said Mary Vance. "She hasn't
got the sense she was born with where he is concerned. He walked home
with her from the over-harbour church last prayer-meeting night and the
airs she has put on since would really make you weary of life. As if a


Toronto boy like Ken Ford would ever really think of a country girl like
Ethel!"

Rilla flushed. It did not matter to her if Kenneth Ford walked home with
Ethel Reese a dozen times--it did not! Nothing that he did mattered to
her. He was ages older than she was. He chummed with Nan and Di and
Faithand looked upon herRillaas a child whom he never noticed
except to tease. And she detested Ethel Reese and Ethel Reese hated her
--always had hated her since Walter had pummelled Dan so notoriously in
Rainbow Valley days; but why need she be thought beneath Kenneth Ford's
notice because she was a country girlpray? As for Mary Vanceshe was
getting to be an out-and-out gossip and thought of nothing but who
walked home with people!

There was a little pier on the harbour shore below the House of Dreams
and two boats were moored there. One boat was skippered by Jem Blythe
the other by Joe Milgravewho knew all about boats and was nothing loth
to let Miranda Pryor see it. They raced down the harbour and Joe's boat
won. More boats were coming down from the Harbour Head and across the
harbour from the western side. Everywhere there was laughter. The big
white tower on Four Winds Point was overflowing with lightwhile its
revolving beacon flashed overhead. A family from Charlottetown
relatives of the light's keeperwere summering at the lightand they
were giving the party to which all the young people of Four Winds and
Glen St. Mary and over-harbour had been invited. As Jem's boat swung in
below the lighthouse Rilla desperately snatched off her shoes and donned
her silver slippers behind Miss Oliver's screening back. A glance had
told her that the rock-cut steps climbing up to the light were lined
with boysand lighted by Chinese lanternsand she was determined she
would not walk up those steps in the heavy shoes her mother had insisted
on her wearing for the road. The slippers pinched abominablybut nobody
would have suspected it as Rilla tripped smilingly up the stepsher
soft dark eyes glowing and questioningher colour deepening richly on
her roundcreamy cheeks. The very minute she reached the top of the
steps an over-harbour boy asked her to dance and the next moment they
were in the pavilion that had been built seaward of the lighthouse for
dances. It was a delightful spotroofed over with fir-boughs and hung
with lanterns. Beyond was the sea in a radiance that glowed and
shimmeredto the left the moonlit crests and hollows of the sand-dunes
to the right the rocky shore with its inky shadows and its crystalline
coves. Rilla and her partner swung in among the dancers; she drew a long
breath of delight; what witching music Ned Burr of the Upper Glen was
coaxing from his fiddle--it was really like the magical pipes of the
old tale which compelled all who heard them to dance. How cool and fresh
the gulf breeze blew; how white and wonderful the moonlight was over
everything! This was life--enchanting life. Rilla felt as if her feet
and her soul both had wings.

CHAPTER IV

THE PIPER PIPES

Rilla's first party was a triumph--or so it seemed at first. She had so
many partners that she had to split her dances. Her silver slippers
seemed verily to dance of themselves and though they continued to pinch
her toes and blister her heels that did not interfere with her enjoyment
in the least. Ethel Reese gave her a bad ten minutes by beckoning her
mysteriously out of the pavilion and whisperingwith a Reese-like
smirkthat her dress gaped behind and that there was a stain on the
flounce. Rilla rushed miserably to the room in the lighthouse which was
fitted up for a temporary ladies' dressing-roomand discovered that the
stain was merely a tiny grass smear and that the gap was equally tiny


where a hook had pulled loose. Irene Howard fastened it up for her and
gave her some over-sweetcondescending compliments. Rilla felt
flattered by Irene's condescension. She was an Upper Glen girl of
nineteen who seemed to like the society of the younger girls--spiteful
friends said because she could queen it over them without rivalry. But
Rilla thought Irene quite wonderful and loved her for her patronage.
Irene was pretty and stylish; she sang divinely and spent every winter
in Charlottetown taking music lessons. She had an aunt in Montreal who
sent her wonderful things to wear; she was reported to have had a sad
love affair--nobody knew just whatbut its very mystery allured. Rilla
felt that Irene's compliments crowned her evening. She ran gaily back to
the pavilion and lingered for a moment in the glow of the lanterns at
the entrance looking at the dancers. A momentary break in the whirling
throng gave her a glimpse of Kenneth Ford standing at the other side.

Rilla's heart skipped a beat--orif that be a physiological
impossibilityshe thought it did. So he was hereafter all. She had
concluded he was not coming--not that it mattered in the least. Would
he see her? Would he take any notice of her? Of coursehe wouldn't ask
her to dance--that couldn't be hoped for. He thought her just a mere
child. He had called her "Spider" not three weeks ago when he had been
at Ingleside one evening. She had cried about it upstairs afterwards and
hated him. But her heart skipped a beat when she saw that he was edging
his way round the side of the pavilion towards her. Was he coming to her
--was he?--was he?--yeshe was! He was looking for her--he was here
beside her--he was gazing down at her with something in his dark grey
eyes that Rilla had never seen in them. Ohit was almost too much to
bear! and everything was going on as before--the dancers were spinning
roundthe boys who couldn't get partners were hanging about the
pavilioncanoodling couples were sitting out on the rocks--nobody
seemed to realize what a stupendous thing had happened.

Kenneth was a tall ladvery good lookingwith a certain careless grace
of bearing that somehow made all the other boys seem stiff and awkward
by contrast. He was reported to be awesomely cleverwith the glamour of
a far-away city and a big university hanging around him. He had also the
reputation of being a bit of a lady-killer. But that probably accrued to
him from his possession of a laughingvelvety voice which no girl could
hear without a heartbeatand a dangerous way of listening as if she
were saying something that he had longed all his life to hear.

Is this Rilla-my-Rilla?he asked in a low tone.

Yeth,said Rillaand immediately wished she could throw herself
headlong down the lighthouse rock or otherwise vanish from a jeering
world.

Rilla had lisped in early childhood; but she had grown out of it. Only
on occasions of stress and strain did the tendency re-assert itself. She
hadn't lisped for a year; and now at this very momentwhen she was so
especially desirous of appearing grown up and sophisticatedshe must go
and lisp like a baby! It was too mortifying; she felt as if tears were
going to come into her eyes; the next minute she would be--blubbering-yes
just blubbering--she wished Kenneth would go away--she wished he
had never come. The party was spoiled. Everything had turned to dust and
ashes.

And he had called her "Rilla-my-Rilla"--not "Spider" or "Kid" or
Puss,as he had been used to call her when he took any notice whatever
of her. She did not at all resent his using Walter's pet name for her;
it sounded beautifully in his low caressing toneswith just the
faintest suggestion of emphasis on the "my." It would have been so nice
if she had not made a fool of herself. She dared not look up lest she
should see laughter in his eyes. So she looked down; and as her lashes


were very long and dark and her lids very thick and creamythe effect
was quite charming and provocativeand Kenneth reflected that Rilla
Blythe was going to be the beauty of the Ingleside girls after all. He
wanted to make her look up--to catch again that littledemure
questioning glance. She was the prettiest thing at the partythere was
no doubt of that.

What was he saying? Rilla could hardly believe her ears.

Can we have a dance?

Yes,said Rilla. She said it with such a fierce determination not to
lisp that she fairly blurted the word out. Then she writhed in spirit
again. It sounded so bold--so eager--as if she were fairly jumping at
him! What would he think of her? Ohwhy did dreadful things like this
happenjust when a girl wanted to appear at her best?

Kenneth drew her in among the dancers.

I think this game ankle of mine is good for one hop around, at least,
he said.

How is your ankle?said Rilla. Ohwhy couldn't she think of something
else to say? She knew he was sick of inquiries about his ankle. She had
heard him say so at Ingleside--heard him tell Di he was going to wear a
placard on his breast announcing to all and sundry that the ankle was
improvingetc. And now she must go and ask this stale question again.

Kenneth was tired of inquiries about his ankle. But then he had not
often been asked about it by lips with such an adorable kissable dent
just above them. Perhaps that was why he answered very patiently that it
was getting on well and didn't trouble him muchif he didn't walk or
stand too long at a time.

They tell me it will be as strong as ever in time, but I'll have to cut
football out this fall.

They danced together and Rilla knew every girl in sight envied her.
After the dance they went down the rock steps and Kenneth found a little
flat and they rowed across the moonlit channel to the sand-shore; they
walked on the sand till Kenneth's ankle made protest and then they sat
down among the dunes. Kenneth talked to her as he had talked to Nan and
Di. Rillaovercome with a shyness she did not understandcould not
talk muchand thought he would think her frightfully stupid; but in
spite of this it was all very wonderful--the exquisite moonlit night
the shining seathe tiny little wavelets swishing on the sandthe cool
and freakish wind of night crooning in the stiff grasses on the crest of
the dunesthe music sounding faintly and sweetly over the channel.

'A merry lilt o' moonlight for mermaiden revelry,'quoted Kenneth
softly from one of Walter's poems.

And just he and she alone together in the glamour of sound and sight! If
only her slippers didn't bite so! and if only she could talk cleverly
like Miss Oliver--nayif she could only talk as she did herself to
other boys! But words would not comeshe could only listen and murmur
little commonplace sentences now and again. But perhaps her dreamy eyes
and her dented lip and her slender throat talked eloquently for her. At
any rate Kenneth seemed in no hurry to suggest going back and when they
did go back supper was in progress. He found a seat for her near the
window of the lighthouse kitchen and sat on the sill beside her while
she ate her ices and cake. Rilla looked about her and thought how lovely
her first party had been. She would never forget it. The room re-echoed
to laughter and jest. Beautiful young eyes sparkled and shone. From the


pavilion outside came the lilt of the fiddle and the rhythmic steps of
the dancers.

There was a little disturbance among a group of boys crowded about the
door; a young fellow pushed through and halted on the thresholdlooking
about him rather sombrely. It was Jack Elliott from over-harbour--a
McGill medical studenta quiet chap not much addicted to social doings.
He had been invited to the party but had not been expected to come since
he had to go to Charlottetown that day and could not be back until late.
Yet here he was--and he carried a folded paper in his hand.

Gertrude Oliver looked at him from her corner and shivered again. She
had enjoyed the party herselfafter allfor she had foregathered with
a Charlottetown acquaintance whobeing a stranger and much older than
most of the guestsfelt himself rather out of itand had been glad to
fall in with this clever girl who could talk of world doings and outside
events with the zest and vigour of a man. In the pleasure of his society
she had forgotten some of her misgivings of the day. Now they suddenly
returned to her. What news did Jack Elliott bring? Lines from an old
poem flashed unbidden into her mind--"there was a sound of revelry by
night"--"Hush! Hark! A deep sound strikes like a rising knell"--why
should she think of that now? Why didn't Jack Elliott speak--if he had
anything to tell? Why did he just stand thereglowering importantly?

Ask him--ask him,she said feverishly to Allan Daly. But somebody
else had already asked him. The room grew very silent all at once.
Outside the fiddler had stopped for a rest and there was silence there
too. Afar off they heard the low moan of the gulf--the presage of a
storm already on its way up the Atlantic. A girl's laugh drifted up from
the rocks and died away as if frightened out of existence by the sudden
stillness.

England declared war on Germany today,said Jack Elliott slowly. "The
news came by wire just as I left town."

God help us,whispered Gertrude Oliver under her breath. "My dream-my
dream! The first wave has broken." She looked at Allan Daly and tried
to smile.

Is this Armageddon?she asked.

I am afraid so,he said gravely.

A chorus of exclamations had arisen round them--light surprise and idle
interest for the most part. Few there realized the import of the message
--fewer still realized that it meant anything to them. Before long the
dancing was on again and the hum of pleasure was as loud as ever.
Gertrude and Allan Daly talked the news over in lowtroubled tones.
Walter Blythe had turned pale and left the room. Outside he met Jem
hurrying up the rock steps.

Have you heard the news, Jem?

Yes. The Piper has come. Hurrah! I knew England wouldn't leave France
in the lurch. I've been trying to get Captain Josiah to hoist the flag
but he says it isn't the proper caper till sunrise. Jack says they'll be
calling for volunteers tomorrow.

What a fuss to make over nothing,said Mary Vance disdainfully as Jem
dashed off. She was sitting out with Miller Douglas on a lobster trap
which was not only an unromantic but an uncomfortable seat. But Mary and
Miller were both supremely happy on it. Miller Douglas was a big
strappinguncouth ladwho thought Mary Vance's tongue uncommonly
gifted and Mary Vance's white eyes stars of the first magnitude; and


neither of them had the least inkling why Jem Blythe wanted to hoist the
lighthouse flag. "What does it matter if there's going to be a war over
there in Europe? I'm sure it doesn't concern us."

Walter looked at her and had one of his odd visitations of prophecy.

Before this war is over,he said--or something said through his lips
--"every man and woman and child in Canada will feel it--youMary
will feel it--feel it to your heart's core. You will weep tears of
blood over it. The Piper has come--and he will pipe until every corner
of the world has heard his awful and irresistible music. It will be
years before the dance of death is over--yearsMary. And in those
years millions of hearts will break."

Fancy now!said Mary who always said that when she couldn't think of
anything else to say. She didn't know what Walter meant but she felt
uncomfortable. Walter Blythe was always saying odd things. That old
Piper of his--she hadn't heard anything about him since their playdays
in Rainbow Valley--and now here he was bobbing up again. She didn't
like itand that was the long and short of it.

Aren't you painting it rather strong, Walter?asked Harvey Crawford
coming up just then. "This war won't last for years--it'll be over in a
month or two. England will just wipe Germany off the map in no time."

Do you think a war for which Germany has been preparing for twenty
years will be over in a few weeks?said Walter passionately. "This
isn't a paltry struggle in a Balkan cornerHarvey. It is a death
grapple. Germany comes to conquer or to die. And do you know what will
happen if she conquers? Canada will be a German colony."

Well, I guess a few things will happen before that,said Harvey
shrugging his shoulders. "The British navy would have to be licked for
one; and for anotherMiller herenowand Iwe'd raise a dust
wouldn't weMiller? No Germans need apply for this old countryeh?"

Harvey ran down the steps laughing.

I declare, I think all you boys talk the craziest stuff,said Mary
Vance in disgust. She got up and dragged Miller off to the rock-shore.
It didn't happen often that they had a chance for a talk together; Mary
was determined that this one shouldn't be spoiled by Walter Blythe's
silly blather about Pipers and Germans and such like absurd things. They
left Walter standing alone on the rock stepslooking out over the
beauty of Four Winds with brooding eyes that saw it not.

The best of the evening was over for Rillatoo. Ever since Jack
Elliott's announcementshe had sensed that Kenneth was no longer
thinking about her. She felt suddenly lonely and unhappy. It was worse
than if he had never noticed her at all. Was life like this--something
delightful happening and thenjust as you were revelling in it
slipping away from you? Rilla told herself pathetically that she felt
years older than when she had left home that evening. Perhaps she did-perhaps
she was. Who knows? It does not do to laugh at the pangs of
youth. They are very terrible because youth has not yet learned that
this, too, will pass away.Rilla sighed and wished she were homein
bedcrying into her pillow.

Tired?said Kennethgently but absently--ohso absently. He really
didn't care a bit whether she were tired or notshe thought.

Kenneth,she ventured timidlyyou don't think this war will matter
much to us in Canada, do you?


Matter? Of course it will matter to the lucky fellows who will be able
to take a hand. I won't--thanks to this confounded ankle. Rotten luck,
I call it.

I don't see why we should fight England's battles,cried Rilla. "She's
quite able to fight them herself."

That isn't the point. We are part of the British Empire. It's a family
affair. We've got to stand by each other. The worst of it is, it will be
over before I can be of any use.

Do you mean that you would really volunteer to go if it wasn't for your
ankle? asked Rilla incredulously.

Sure I would. You see they'll go by thousands. Jem'll be offI'll bet
a cent--Walter won't be strong enough yetI suppose. And Jerry
Meredith--he'll go! And I was worrying about being out of football this
year!"

Rilla was too startled to say anything. Jem--and Jerry! Nonsense! Why
father and Mr. Meredith wouldn't allow it. They weren't through college.
Ohwhy hadn't Jack Elliott kept his horrid news to himself?

Mark Warren came up and asked her to dance. Rilla wentknowing Kenneth
didn't care whether she went or stayed. An hour ago on the sand-shore he
had been looking at her as if she were the only being of any importance
in the world. And now she was nobody. His thoughts were full of this
Great Game which was to be played out on bloodstained fields with
empires for stakes--a Game in which womenkind could have no part.
Womenthought Rilla miserablyjust had to sit and cry at home. But all
this was foolishness. Kenneth couldn't go--he admitted that himself-and
Walter couldn't--thank goodness for that--and Jem and Jerry would
have more sense. She wouldn't worry--she would enjoy herself. But how
awkward Mark Warren was! How he bungled his steps! Whyfor mercy's
sakedid boys try to dance who didn't know the first thing about
dancing; and who had feet as big as boats? Therehe had bumped her into
somebody! She would never dance with him again!

She danced with othersthough the zest was gone out of the performance
and she had begun to realize that her slippers hurt her badly. Kenneth
seemed to have gone--at least nothing was to be seen of him. Her first
party was spoiledthough it had seemed so beautiful at one time. Her
head ached--her toes burned. And worse was yet to come. She had gone
down with some over-harbour friends to the rock-shore where they all
lingered as dance after dance went on above them. It was cool and
pleasant and they were tired. Rilla sat silenttaking no part in the
gay conversation. She was glad when someone called down that the
over-harbour boats were leaving. A laughing scramble up the lighthouse
rock followed. A few couples still whirled about in the pavilion but the
crowd had thinned out. Rilla looked about her for the Glen group. She
could not see one of them. She ran into the lighthouse. Stillno sign
of anybody. In dismay she ran to the rock stepsdown which the
over-harbour guests were hurrying. She could see the boats below--where
was Jem's--where was Joe's?

Why, Rilla Blythe, I thought you'd be gone home long ago,said Mary
Vancewho was waving her scarf at a boat skimming up the channel
skippered by Miller Douglas.

Where are the rest?gasped Rilla.

Why, they're gone--Jem went an hour ago--Una had a headache. And the
rest went with Joe about fifteen minutes ago. See--they're just going
around Birch Point. I didn't go because it's getting rough and I knew


I'd be seasick. I don't mind walking home from here. It's only a mile
and a half. I s'posed you'd gone. Where were you?

Down on the rocks with Jem and Mollie Crawford. Oh, why didn't they
look for me?

They did--but you couldn't be found. Then they concluded you must have
gone in the other boat. Don't worry. You can stay all night with me and
we'll 'phone up to Ingleside where you are.

Rilla realized that there was nothing else to do. Her lips trembled and
tears came into her eyes. She blinked savagely--she would not let Mary
Vance see her crying. But to be forgotten like this! To think nobody had
thought it worth while to make sure where she was--not even Walter.
Then she had a sudden dismayed recollection.

My shoes,she exclaimed. "I left them in the boat."

Well, I never,said Mary. "You're the most thoughtless kid I ever saw.
You'll have to ask Hazel Lewison to lend you a pair of shoes."

I won't.cried Rillawho didn't like the said Hazel. "I'll go
barefoot first."

Mary shrugged her shoulders.

Just as you like. Pride must suffer pain. It'll teach you to be more
careful. Well, let's hike.

Accordingly they hiked. But to "hike" along a deep-ruttedpebbly lane
in frailsilver-hued slippers with high French heelsis not an
exhilarating performance. Rilla managed to limp and totter along until
they reached the harbour road; but she could go no farther in those
detestable slippers. She took them and her dear silk stockings off and
started barefoot. That was not pleasant either; her feet were very
tender and the pebbles and ruts of the road hurt them. Her blistered
heels smarted. But physical pain was almost forgotten in the sting of
humiliation. This was a nice predicament! If Kenneth Ford could see her
nowlimping along like a little girl with a stone bruise! Ohwhat a
horrid way for her lovely party to end! She just had to cry--it was too
terrible. Nobody cared for her--nobody bothered about her at all. Well
if she caught cold from walking home barefoot on a dew-wet road and
went into a decline perhaps they would be sorry. She furtively wiped her
tears away with her scarf--handkerchiefs seemed to have vanished like
shoes!--but she could not help sniffling. Worse and worse!

You've got a cold, I see,said Mary. "You ought to have known you
wouldsitting down in the wind on those rocks. Your mother won't let
you go out again in a hurry I can tell you. It's certainly been
something of a party. The Lewisons know how to do thingsI'll say that
for themthough Hazel Lewison is no choice of mine. Myhow black she
looked when she saw you dancing with Ken Ford. And so did that little
hussy of an Ethel Reese. What a flirt he is!"

I don't think he's a flirt,said Rilla as defiantly as two desperate
sniffs would let her.

You'll know more about men when you're as old as I am,said Mary
patronizingly. "Mind youit doesn't do to believe all they tell you.
Don't let Ken Ford think that all he has to do to get you on a string is
to drop his handkerchief. Have more spirit than thatchild."

To be thus hectored and patronized by Mary Vance was unendurable! And it
was unendurable to walk on stony roads with blistered heels and bare


feet! And it was unendurable to be crying and have no handkerchief and
not to be able to stop crying!

I'm not thinking--sniff--"about Kenneth"--sniff--"Ford"--two
sniffs--"at all cried tortured Rilla.

There's no need to fly off the handlechild. You ought to be willing
to take advice from older people. I saw how you slipped over to the
sands with Ken and stayed there ever so long with him. Your mother
wouldn't like it if she knew."

I'll tell my mother all about it--and Miss Oliver--and Walter,Rilla
gasped between sniffs. "You sat for hours with Miller Douglas on that
lobster trapMary Vance! What would Mrs. Elliott say to that if she
knew?"

Oh, I'm not going to quarrel with you,said Marysuddenly retreating
to high and lofty ground. "All I say isyou should wait until you're
grown-up before you do things like that."

Rilla gave up trying to hide the fact that she was crying. Everything
was spoiled--even that beautifuldreamyromanticmoonlit hour with
Kenneth on the sands was vulgarized and cheapened. She loathed Mary
Vance.

Why, whatever's wrong?cried mystified Mary. "What are you crying
for?"

My feet--hurt so--sobbed Rilla clinging to the last shred of her
pride. It was less humiliating to admit crying because of your feet than
because--because somebody had been amusing himself with youand your
friends had forgotten youand other people patronized you.

I daresay they do,said Marynot unkindly. "Never mind. I know where
there's a pot of goose-grease in Cornelia's tidy pantry and it beats all
the fancy cold creams in the world. I'll put some on your heels before
you go to bed."

Goose-grease on your heels! So this was what your first party and your
first beau and your first moonlit romance ended in!

Rilla gave over crying in sheer disgust at the futility of tears and
went to sleep in Mary Vance's bed in the calm of despair. Outsidethe
dawn came greyly in on wings of storm; Captain Josiahtrue to his word
ran up the Union Jack at the Four Winds Light and it streamed on the
fierce wind against the clouded sky like a gallant unquenchable beacon.

CHAPTER V

THE SOUND OF A GOING

Rilla ran down through the sunlit glory of the maple grove behind
Inglesideto her favourite nook in Rainbow Valley. She sat down on a
green-mossed stone among the fernpropped her chin on her hands and
stared unseeingly at the dazzling blue sky of the August afternoon--so
blueso peacefulso unchangedjust as it had arched over the valley
in the mellow days of late summer ever since she could remember.

She wanted to be alone--to think things out--to adjust herselfif it
were possibleto the new world into which she seemed to have been
transplanted with a suddenness and completeness that left her half
bewildered as to her own identity. Was she--could she be--the same


Rilla Blythe who had danced at Four Winds Light six days ago--only six
days ago? It seemed to Rilla that she had lived as much in those six
days as in all her previous life--and if it be true that we should count
time by heart-throbs she had. That eveningwith its hopes and fears and
triumphs and humiliationsseemed like ancient history now. Could she
really ever have cried just because she had been forgotten and had to
walk home with Mary Vance? Ahthought Rilla sadlyhow trivial and
absurd such a cause of tears now appeared to her. She could cry now with
a right good will--but she would not--she must not. What was it mother
had saidlookingwith her white lips and stricken eyesas Rilla had
never seen her mother look before

When our women fail in courage,

Shall our men be fearless still?

Yesthat was it. She must be brave--like mother--and Nan--and Faith
--Faithwho had cried with flashing eyesOh, if I were only a man, to
go too!Onlywhen her eyes ached and her throat burned like this she
had to hide herself in Rainbow Valley for a littlejust to think things
out and remember that she wasn't a child any longer--she was grown-up
and women had to face things like this. But it was--nice--to get away
alone now and thenwhere nobody could see her and where she needn't
feel that people thought her a little coward if some tears came in spite
of her.

How sweet and woodsey the ferns smelled! How softly the great feathery
boughs of the firs waved and murmured over her! How elfinly rang the
bells of the "Tree Lovers"--just a tinkle now and then as the breeze
swept by! How purple and elusive the haze where incense was being
offered on many an altar of the hills! How the maple leaves whitened in
the wind until the grove seemed covered with pale silvery blossoms!
Everything was just the same as she had seen it hundreds of times; and
yet the whole face of the world seemed changed.

How wicked I was to wish that something dramatic would happen!she
thought. "Ohif we could only have those dearmonotonouspleasant
days back again! I would nevernever grumble about them again."

Rilla's world had tumbled to pieces the very day after the party. As
they lingered around the dinner table at Inglesidetalking of the war
the telephone had rung. It was a long-distance call from Charlottetown
for Jem. When he had finished talking he hung up the receiver and turned
aroundwith a flushed face and glowing eyes. Before he had said a word
his mother and Nan and Di had turned pale. As for Rillafor the first
time in her life she felt that every one must hear her heart beating and
that something had clutched at her throat.

They are calling for volunteers in town, father,said Jem. "Scores
have joined up already. I'm going in tonight to enlist."

Oh--Little Jem,cried Mrs. Blythe brokenly. She had not called him
that for many years--not since the day he had rebelled against it. "Oh
--no--no--Little Jem."

I must, mother. I'm right--am I not, father?said Jem.

Dr. Blythe had risen. He was very paletooand his voice was husky.
But he did not hesitate.

Yes, Jem, yes--if you feel that way, yes--

Mrs. Blythe covered her face. Walter stared moodily at his plate. Nan
and Di clasped each others' hands. Shirley tried to look unconcerned.
Susan sat as if paralysedher piece of pie half-eaten on her plate.


Susan never did finish that piece of pie--a fact which bore eloquent
testimony to the upheaval in her inner woman for Susan considered it a
cardinal offence against civilized society to begin to eat anything and
not finish it. That was wilful wastehens to the contrary
notwithstanding.

Jem turned to the phone again. "I must ring the manse. Jerry will want
to gotoo."

At this Nan had cried out "Oh!" as if a knife had been thrust into her
and rushed from the room. Di followed her. Rilla turned to Walter for
comfort but Walter was lost to her in some reverie she could not share.

All right,Jem was sayingas coolly as if he were arranging the
details of a picnic. "I thought you would--yestonight--the seven
o'clock--meet me at the station. So long."

Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susan. "I wish you would wake me up. Am I dreaming
--or am I awake? Does that blessed boy realize what he is saying? Does
he mean that he is going to enlist as a soldier? You do not mean to tell
me that they want children like him! It is an outrage. Surely you and
the doctor will not permit it."

We can't stop him,said Mrs. Blythechokingly. "OhGilbert!"

Dr. Blythe came up behind his wife and took her hand gentlylooking
down into the sweet grey eyes that he had only once before seen filled
with such imploring anguish as now. They both thought of that other time
--the day years ago in the House of Dreams when little Joyce had died.

Would you have him stay, Anne--when the others are going--when he
thinks it his duty--would you have him so selfish and small-souled?

No--no! But--oh--our first-born son--he's only a lad--Gilbert-I'll
try to be brave after a while--just now I can't. It's all come so
suddenly. Give me time.

The doctor and his wife went out of the room. Jem had gone--Walter had
gone--Shirley got up to go. Rilla and Susan remained staring at each
other across the deserted table. Rilla had not yet cried--she was too
stunned for tears. Then she saw that Susan was crying--Susanwhom she
had never seen shed a tear before.

Oh, Susan, will he really go?she asked.

It--it--it is just ridiculous, that is what it is,said Susan.

She wiped away her tearsgulped resolutely and got up.

I am going to wash the dishes. That has to be done, even if everybody
has gone crazy. There now, dearie, do not you cry. Jem will go, most
likely--but the war will be over long before he gets anywhere near it.
Let us take a brace and not worry your poor mother.

In the Enterprise today it was reported that Lord Kitchener says the
war will last three years,said Rilla dubiously.

I am not acquainted with Lord Kitchener,said Susancomposedlybut
I dare say he makes mistakes as often as other people. Your father says
it will be over in a few months and I have as much faith in his opinion
as I have in Lord Anybody's. So just let us be calm and trust in the
Almighty and get this place tidied up. I am done with crying which is a
waste of time and discourages everybody.


Jem and Jerry went to Charlottetown that night and two days later they
came back in khaki. The Glen hummed with excitement over it. Life at
Ingleside had suddenly become a tensestrainedthrilling thing. Mrs.
Blythe and Nan were brave and smiling and wonderful. Already Mrs. Blythe
and Miss Cornelia were organizing a Red Cross. The doctor and Mr.
Meredith were rounding up the men for a Patriotic Society. Rillaafter
the first shockreacted to the romance of it allin spite of her
heartache. Jem certainly looked magnificent in his uniform. It was
splendid to think of the lads of Canada answering so speedily and
fearlessly and uncalculatingly to the call of their country. Rilla
carried her head high among the girls whose brothers had not so
responded. In her diary she wrote:

He goes to do what I had done

Had Douglas's daughter been his son,

and was sure she meant it. If she were a boy of course she would go
too! She hadn't the least doubt of that.

She wondered if it was very dreadful of her to feel glad that Walter
hadn't got strong as soon as they had wished after the fever.

I couldn't bear to have Walter go,she wrote. "I love Jem ever so much
but Walter means more to me than anyone in the world and I would die if
he had to go. He seems so changed these days. He hardly ever talks to
me. I suppose he wants to gotooand feels badly because he can't. He
doesn't go about with Jem and Jerry at all. I shall never forget Susan's
face when Jem came home in his khaki. It worked and twisted as if she
were going to crybut all she said was'You look almost like a man in
thatJem.' Jem laughed. He never minds because Susan thinks him just a
child still. Everybody seems busy but me. I wish there was something I
could do but there doesn't seem to be anything. Mother and Nan and Di
are busy all the time and I just wander about like a lonely ghost. What
hurts me terriblythoughis that mother's smilesand Nan'sjust seem
put on from the outside. Mother's eyes never laugh now. It makes me feel
that I shouldn't laugh either--that it's wicked to feel laughy. And
it's so hard for me to keep from laughingeven if Jem is going to be a
soldier. But when I laugh I don't enjoy it eitheras I used to do.
There's something behind it all that keeps hurting me--especially when
I wake up in the night. Then I cry because I am afraid that Kitchener of
Khartoum is right and the war will last for years and Jem may be--but
noI won't write it. It would make me feel as if it were really going
to happen. The other day Nan said'Nothing can ever be quite the same
for any of us again.' It made me feel rebellious. Why shouldn't things
be the same again--when everything is over and Jem and Jerry are back?
We'll all be happy and jolly again and these days will seem just like a
bad dream.

The coming of the mail is the most exciting event of every day now.
Father just snatches the paper--I never saw father snatch before--and
the rest of us crowd round and look at the headlines over his shoulder.
Susan vows she does not and will not believe a word the papers say but
she always comes to the kitchen door, and listens and then goes back,
shaking her head. She is terribly indignant all the time, but she cooks
up all the things Jem likes especially, and she did not make a single
bit of fuss when she found Monday asleep on the spare-room bed yesterday
right on top of Mrs. Rachel Lynde's apple-leaf spread. 'The Almighty
only knows where your master will be having to sleep before long, you
poor dumb beast,' she said as she put him quite gently out. But she
never relents towards Doc. She says the minute he saw Jem in khaki he
turned into Mr. Hyde then and there and she thinks that ought to be
proof enough of what he really is. Susan is funny, but she is an old
dear. Shirley says she is one half angel and the other half good cook.
But then Shirley is the only one of us she never scolds.


Faith Meredith is wonderful. I think she and Jem are really engaged
now. She goes about with a shining light in her eyesbut her smiles are
a little stiff and starchedjust like mother's. I wonder if I could be
as brave as she is if I had a lover and he was going to the war. It is
bad enough when it is your brother. Bruce Meredith cried all nightMrs.
Meredith sayswhen he heard Jem and Jerry were going. And he wanted to
know if the 'K of K.' his father talked about was the King of Kings. He
is the dearest kiddy. I just love him--though I don't really care much
for children. I don't like babies one bit--though when I say so people
look at me as if I had said something perfectly shocking. WellI don't
and I've got to be honest about it. I don't mind looking at a nice clean
baby if somebody else holds it--but I wouldn't touch it for anything
and I don't feel a single real spark of interest in it. Gertrude Oliver
says she just feels the same. (She is the most honest person I know. She
never pretends anything.) She says babies bore her until they are old
enough to talk and then she likes them--but still a good ways off.
Mother and Nan and Di all adore babies and seem to think I'm unnatural
because I don't.

I haven't seen Kenneth since the night of the party. He was here one
evening after Jem came back but I happened to be away. I don't think he
mentioned me at all--at least nobody told me he did and I was
determined I wouldn't ask--but I don't care in the least. All that
matters absolutely nothing to me now. The only thing that does matter is
that Jem has volunteered for active service and will be going to
Valcartier in a few more days--my big, splendid brother Jem. Oh, I'm so
proud of him!

I suppose Kenneth would enlist too if it weren't for his ankle. I think
that is quite providential. He is his mother's only son and how dreadful
she would feel if he went. Only sons should never think of going!"

Walter came wandering through the valley as Rilla sat therewith his
head bent and his hands clasped behind him. When he saw Rilla he turned
abruptly away; then as abruptly he turned and came back to her.

Rilla-my-Rilla, what are you thinking of?

Everything is so changed, Walter,said Rilla wistfully. "Even you-you're
changed. A week ago we were all so happy--and--and--now I just
can't find myself at all. I'm lost."

Walter sat down on a neighbouring stone and took Rilla's little
appealing hand.

I'm afraid our old world has come to an end, Rilla. We've got to face
that fact.

It's so terrible to think of Jem,pleaded Rilla. "Sometimes I forget
for a little while what it really means and feel excited and proud--and
then it comes over me again like a cold wind."

I envy Jem!said Walter moodily.

Envy Jem! Oh, Walter you--you don't want to go too.

No,said Waltergazing straight before him down the emerald vistas of
the valleyno, I don't want to go. That's just the trouble. Rilla, I'm
afraid to go. I'm a coward.

You're not!Rilla burst out angrily. "Whyanybody would be afraid to
go. You might be--whyyou might be killed."


I wouldn't mind that if it didn't hurt,muttered Walter. "I don't
think I'm afraid of death itself--it's of the pain that might come
before death--it wouldn't be so bad to die and have it over--but to
keep on dying! RillaI've always been afraid of pain--you know that. I
can't help it--I shudder when I think of the possibility of being
mangled or--or blinded. RillaI cannot face that thought. To be blind
--never to see the beauty of the world again--moonlight on Four Winds-the
stars twinkling through the fir-trees--mist on the gulf. I ought to
go--I ought to want to go--but I don't--I hate the thought of it-I'm
ashamed--ashamed."

But, Walter, you couldn't go anyhow,said Rilla piteously. She was
sick with a new terror that Walter would go after all. "You're not
strong enough."

I am. I've felt as fit as ever I did this last month. I'd pass any
examination--I know it. Everybody thinks I'm not strong yet--and I'm
skulking behind that belief. I--I should have been a girl,Walter
concluded in a burst of passionate bitterness.

Even if you were strong enough, you oughtn't to go,sobbed Rilla.
What would mother do? She's breaking her heart over Jem. It would kill
her to see you both go.

Oh, I'm not going--don't worry. I tell you I'm afraid to go--afraid.
I don't mince the matter to myself. It's a relief to own up even to you,
Rilla. I wouldn't confess it to anybody else--Nan and Di would despise
me. But I hate the whole thing--the horror, the pain, the ugliness. War
isn't a khaki uniform or a drill parade--everything I've read in old
histories haunts me. I lie awake at night and see things that have
happened--see the blood and filth and misery of it all. And a bayonet
charge! If I could face the other things I could never face that. It
turns me sick to think of it--sicker even to think of giving it than
receiving it--to think of thrusting a bayonet through another man.
Walter writhed and shuddered. "I think of these things all the time-and
it doesn't seem to me that Jem and Jerry ever think of them. They
laugh and talk about 'potting Huns'! But it maddens me to see them in
the khaki. And they think I'm grumpy because I'm not fit to go."

Walter laughed bitterly. "It is not a nice thing to feel yourself a
coward." But Rilla got her arms about him and cuddled her head on his
shoulder. She was so glad he didn't want to go--for just one minute she
had been horribly frightened. And it was so nice to have Walter
confiding his troubles to her--to hernot Di. She didn't feel so
lonely and superfluous any longer.

Don't you despise me, Rilla-my-Rilla?asked Walter wistfully. Somehow
it hurt him to think Rilla might despise him--hurt him as much as if it
had been Di. He realized suddenly how very fond he was of this adoring
kid sister with her appealing eyes and troubledgirlish face.

No, I don't. Why, Walter, hundreds of people feel just as you do. You
know what that verse of Shakespeare in the old Fifth Reader says--'the
brave man is not he who feels no fear.'

No--but it is 'he whose noble soul its fear subdues.' I don't do that.
We can't gloss it over, Rilla. I'm a coward.

You're not. Think of how you fought Dan Reese long ago.

One spurt of courage isn't enough for a lifetime.

Walter, one time I heard father say that the trouble with you was a
sensitive nature and a vivid imagination. You feel things before they


really come--feel them all alone when there isn't anything to help you
bear them--to take away from them. It isn't anything to be ashamed of.
When you and Jem got your hands burned when the grass was fired on the
sand-hills two years ago Jem made twice the fuss over the pain that you
did. As for this horrid old war, there'll be plenty to go without you.
It won't last long.

I wish I could believe it. Well, it's supper-time, Rilla. You'd better
run. I don't want anything.

Neither do I. I couldn't eat a mouthful. Let me stay here with you,
Walter. It's such a comfort to talk things over with someone. The rest
all think that I'm too much of a baby to understand.

So they two sat there in the old valley until the evening star shone
through a pale-greygauzy cloud over the maple groveand a fragrant
dewy darkness filled their little sylvan dell. It was one of the
evenings Rilla was to treasure in remembrance all her life--the first
one on which Walter had ever talked to her as if she were a woman and
not a child. They comforted and strengthened each other. Walter felt
for the time being at leastthat it was not such a despicable thing
after all to dread the horror of war; and Rilla was glad to be made the
confidante of his struggles--to sympathize with and encourage him. She
was of importance to somebody.

When they went back to Ingleside they found callers sitting on the
veranda. Mr. and Mrs. Meredith had come over from the manseand Mr. and
Mrs. Norman Douglas had come up from the farm. Cousin Sophia was there
alsositting with Susan in the shadowy background. Mrs. Blythe and Nan
and Di were awaybut Dr. Blythe was home and so was Dr. Jekyllsitting
in golden majesty on the top step. And of course they were all talking
of the warexcept Dr. Jekyll who kept his own counsel and looked
contempt as only a cat can. When two people foregathered in those days
they talked of the war; and old Highland Sandy of the Harbour Head
talked of it when he was alone and hurled anathemas at the Kaiser across
all the acres of his farm. Walter slipped awaynot caring to see or be
seenbut Rilla sat down on the stepswhere the garden mint was dewy
and pungent. It was a very calm evening with a dimgolden afterlight
irradiating the glen. She felt happier than at any time in the dreadful
week that had passed. She was no longer haunted by the fear that Walter
would go.

I'd go myself if I was twenty years younger,Norman Douglas was
shouting. Norman always shouted when he was excited. "I'd show the
Kaiser a thing or two! Did I ever say there wasn't a hell? Of course
there's a hell--dozens of hells--hundreds of hells--where the Kaiser
and all his brood are bound for."

I knew this war was coming,said Mrs. Norman triumphantly. "I saw it
coming right along. I could have told all those stupid Englishmen what
was ahead of them. I told youJohn Meredithyears ago what the Kaiser
was up to but you wouldn't believe it. You said he would never plunge
the world in war. Who was right about the KaiserJohn? You--or I? Tell
me that."

You were, I admit,said Mr. Meredith.

It's too late to admit it now,said Mrs. Normanshaking her headas
if to intimate that if John Meredith had admitted it sooner there might
have been no war.

Thank God, England's navy is ready,said the doctor.

Amen to that,nodded Mrs. Norman. "Bat-blind as most of them were


somebody had foresight enough to see to that."

Maybe England'll manage not to get into trouble over it,said Cousin
Sophia plaintively. "I dunno. But I'm much afraid."

One would suppose that England was in trouble over it already, up to
her neck, Sophia Crawford,said Susan. "But your ways of thinking are
beyond me and always were. It is my opinion that the British Navy will
settle Germany in a jiffy and that we are all getting worked up over
nothing."

Susan spat out the words as if she wanted to convince herself more than
anybody else. She had her little store of homely philosophies to guide
her through lifebut she had nothing to buckler her against the
thunderbolts of the week that had just passed. What had an honest
hard-workingPresbyterian old maid of Glen St. Mary to do with a war
thousands of miles away? Susan felt that it was indecent that she should
have to be disturbed by it.

The British army will settle Germany,shouted Norman. "Just wait till
it gets into line and the Kaiser will find that real war is a different
thing from parading round Berlin with your moustaches cocked up."

Britain hasn't got an army,said Mrs. Norman emphatically. "You
needn't glare at meNorman. Glaring won't make soldiers out of timothy
stalks. A hundred thousand men will just be a mouthful for Germany's
millions."

There'll be some tough chewing in the mouthful, I reckon,persisted
Norman valiantly. "Germany'll break her teeth on it. Don't you tell me
one Britisher isn't a match for ten foreigners. I could polish off a
dozen of 'em myself with both hands tied behind my back!"

I am told,said Susanthat old Mr. Pryor does not believe in this
war. I am told that he says England went into it just because she was
jealous of Germany and that she did not really care in the least what
happened to Belgium.

I believe he's been talking some such rot,said Norman. "I haven't
heard him. When I doWhiskers-on-the-moon won't know what happened to
him. That precious relative of mineKitty Alecholds forth to the same
effectI understand. Not before methough--somehowfolks don't
indulge in that kind of conversation in my presence. Lord love you
they've a kind of presentimentso to speakthat it wouldn't be healthy
for their complaint."

I am much afraid that this war has been sent as a punishment for our
sins,said Cousin Sophiaunclasping her pale hands from her lap and
reclasping them solemnly over her stomach. "'The world is very evil-the
times are waxing late.'"

Parson here's got something of the same idea,chuckled Norman.
Haven't you, Parson? That's why you preached t'other night on the text
'Without shedding of blood there is no remission of sins.' I didn't
agree with you--wanted to get up in the pew and shout out that there
wasn't a word of sense in what you were saying, but Ellen, here, she
held me down. I never have any fun sassing parsons since I got married.

Without shedding of blood there is no anything,said Mr. Meredithin
the gentle dreamy way which had an unexpected trick of convincing his
hearers. "Everythingit seems to mehas to be purchased by
self-sacrifice. Our race has marked every step of its painful ascent
with blood. And now torrents of it must flow again. NoMrs. CrawfordI
don't think the war has been sent as a punishment for sin. I think it is


the price humanity must pay for some blessing--some advance great
enough to be worth the price--which we may not live to see but which
our children's children will inherit."

If Jerry is killed will you feel so fine about it?demanded Norman
who had been saying things like that all his life and never could be
made to see any reason why he shouldn't. "Nownever mind kicking me in
the shinsEllen. I want to see if Parson meant what he said or if it
was just a pulpit frill."

Mr. Meredith's face quivered. He had had a terrible hour alone in his
study on the night Jem and Jerry had gone to town. But he answered
quietly.

Whatever I felt, it could not alter my belief--my assurance that a
country whose sons are ready to lay down their lives in her defence will
win a new vision because of their sacrifice.

You do mean it, Parson. I can always tell when people mean what they
say. It's a gift that was born in me. Makes me a terror to most parsons,
that! But I've never caught you yet saying anything you didn't mean. I'm
always hoping I will--that's what reconciles me to going to church.
It'd be such a comfort to me--such a weapon to batter Ellen here with
when she tries to civilize me. Well, I'm off over the road to see Ab.
Crawford a minute. The gods be good to you all.

The old pagan!muttered Susanas Norman strode away. She did not care
if Ellen Douglas did hear her. Susan could never understand why fire did
not descend from heaven upon Norman Douglas when he insulted ministers
the way he did. But the astonishing thing was Mr. Meredith seemed really
to like his brother-in-law.

Rilla wished they would talk of something besides war. She had heard
nothing else for a week and she was really a little tired of it. Now
that she was relieved from her haunting fear that Walter would want to
go it made her quite impatient. But she supposed--with a sigh--that
there would be three or four months of it yet.

CHAPTER VI

SUSANRILLAAND DOG MONDAY MAKE A RESOLUTION

The big living-room at Ingleside was snowed over with drifts of white
cotton. Word had come from Red Cross headquarters that sheets and
bandages would be required. Nan and Di and Rilla were hard at work. Mrs.
Blythe and Susan were upstairs in the boys' roomengaged in a more
personal task. With dryanguished eyes they were packing up Jem's
belongings. He must leave for Valcartier the next morning. They had been
expecting the word but it was none the less dreadful when it came.

Rilla was basting the hem of a sheet for the first time in her life.
When the word had come that Jem must go she had her cry out among the
pines in Rainbow Valley and then she had gone to her mother.

Mother, I want to do something. I'm only a girl--I can't do anything
to win the war--but I must do something to help at home.

The cotton has come up for the sheets,said Mrs. Blythe. "You can help
Nan and Di make them up. And Rilladon't you think you could organize a
Junior Red Cross among the young girls? I think they would like it
better and do better work by themselves than if mixed up with the older
people."


But, mother--I've never done anything like that.

We will all have to do a great many things in the months ahead of us
that we have never done before, Rilla.

Well--Rilla took the plunge--"I'll trymother--if you'll tell me
how to begin. I have been thinking it all over and I have decided that I
must be as brave and heroic and unselfish as I can possibly be."

Mrs. Blythe did not smile at Rilla's italics. Perhaps she did not feel
like smiling or perhaps she detected a real grain of serious purpose
behind Rilla's romantic pose. So here was Rilla hemming sheets and
organizing a Junior Red Cross in her thoughts as she hemmed; moreover
she was enjoying it--the organizing that isnot the hemming. It was
interesting and Rilla discovered a certain aptitude in herself for it
that surprised her. Who would be president? Not she. The older girls
would not like that. Irene Howard? Nosomehow Irene was not quite as
popular as she deserved to be. Marjorie Drew? NoMarjorie hadn't enough
backbone. She was too prone to agree with the last speaker. Betty Mead-calm
capabletactful Betty--the very one! And Una Meredith for
treasurer; andif they were very insistentthey might make herRilla
secretary. As for the various committeesthey must be chosen after the
Juniors were organizedbut Rilla knew just who should be put on which.
They would meet around--and there must be no eats--Rilla knew she
would have a pitched battle with Olive Kirk over that--and everything
should be strictly business-like and constitutional. Her minute book
should be covered in white with a Red Cross on the cover--and wouldn't
it be nice to have some kind of uniform which they could all wear at the
concerts they would have to get up to raise money--something simple but
smart?

You have basted the top hem of that sheet on one side and the bottom
hem on the other,said Di.

Rilla picked out her stitches and reflected that she hated sewing.
Running the Junior Reds would be much more interesting.

Mrs. Blythe was saying upstairsSusan, do you remember that first day
Jem lifted up his little arms to me and called me 'mo'er'--the very
first word he ever tried to say?

You could not mention anything about that blessed baby that I do not
and will not remember till my dying day,said Susan drearily.

Susan, I keep thinking today of once when he cried for me in the night.
He was just a few months old. Gilbert didn't want me to go to him--he
said the child was well and warm and that it would be fostering bad
habits in him. But I went--and took him up--I can feel that tight
clinging of his little arms round my neck yet. Susan, if I hadn't gone
that night, twenty-one years ago, and taken my baby up when he cried for
me I couldn't face tomorrow morning.

I do not know how we are going to face it anyhow, Mrs. Dr. dear. But do
not tell me that it will be the final farewell. He will be back on leave
before he goes overseas, will he not?

We hope so but we are not very sure. I am making up my mind that he
will not, so that there will be no disappointment to bear. Susan, I am
determined that I will send my boy off tomorrow with a smile. He shall
not carry away with him the remembrance of a weak mother who had not the
courage to send when he had the courage to go. I hope none of us will
cry.


I am not going to cry, Mrs. Dr. dear, and that you may tie to, but
whether I shall manage to smile or not will be as Providence ordains and
as the pit of my stomach feels. Have you room there for this fruit-cake?
And the shortbread? And the mince-pie? That blessed boy shall not
starve, whether they have anything to eat in that Quebec place or not.
Everything seems to be changing all at once, does it not? Even the old
cat at the manse has passed away. He breathed his last at a quarter to
ten last night and Bruce is quite heart-broken, they tell me.

It's time that pussy went where good cats go. He must be at least
fifteen years old. He has seemed so lonely since Aunt Martha died.

I should not have lamented, Mrs. Dr. dear, if that Hyde-beast had died
also. He has been Mr. Hyde most of the time since Jem came home in
khaki, and that has a meaning I will maintain. I do not know what Monday
will do when Jem is gone. The creature just goes about with a human look
in his eyes that takes all the good out of me when I see it. Ellen West
used to be always railing at the Kaiser and we thought her crazy, but
now I see that there was a method in her madness. This tray is packed,
Mrs. Dr. dear, and I will go down and put in my best licks preparing
supper. I wish I knew when I would cook another supper for Jem but such
things are hidden from our eyes.

Jem Blythe and Jerry Meredith left next morning. It was a dull day
threatening rainand the clouds lay in heavy grey rolls over the sky;
but almost everybody in the Glen and Four Winds and Harbour Head and
Upper Glen and over-harbour--except Whiskers-on-the-moon--was there to
see them off. The Blythe family and the Meredith family were all
smiling. Even Susanas Providence did ordainwore a smilethough the
effect was somewhat more painful than tears would have been. Faith and
Nan were very pale and very gallant. Rilla thought she would get on very
well if something in her throat didn't choke herand if her lips didn't
take such spells of trembling. Dog Monday was theretoo. Jem had tried
to say good-bye to him at Ingleside but Monday implored so eloquently
that Jem relented and let him go to the station. He kept close to Jem's
legs and watched every movement of his beloved master.

I can't bear that dog's eyes,said Mrs. Meredith.

The beast has more sense than most humans,said Mary Vance. "Welldid
we any of us ever think we'd live to see this day? I bawled all night to
think of Jem and Jerry going like this. I think they're plumb deranged.
Miller got a maggot in his head about going but I soon talked him out of
it--likewise his aunt said a few touching things. For once in our lives
Kitty Alec and I agree. It's a miracle that isn't likely to happen
again. There's KenRilla."

Rilla knew Kenneth was there. She had been acutely conscious of it from
the moment he had sprung from Leo West's buggy. Now he came up to her
smiling.

Doing the brave-smiling-sister-stunt, I see. What a crowd for the Glen
to muster! Well, I'm off home in a few days myself.

A queer little wind of desolation that even Jem's going had not caused
blew over Rilla's spirit.

Why? You have another month of vacation.

Yes--but I can't hang around Four Winds and enjoy myself when the
world's on fire like this. It's me for little old Toronto where I'll
find some way of helping in spite of this bally ankle. I'm not looking
at Jem and Jerry--makes me too sick with envy. You girls are great--no
crying, no grim endurance. The boys'll go off with a good taste in their


mouths. I hope Persis and mother will be as game when my turn comes.

Oh, Kenneth--the war will be over before your turn cometh.

There! She had lisped again. Another great moment of life spoiled! Well
it was her fate. And anyhownothing mattered. Kenneth was off already-he
was talking to Ethel Reesewho was dressedat seven in the morning
in the gown she had worn to the danceand was crying. What on earth had
Ethel to cry about? None of the Reeses were in khaki. Rilla wanted to
crytoo--but she would not. What was that horrid old Mrs. Drew saying
to motherin that melancholy whine of hers? "I don't know how you can
stand thisMrs. Blythe. I couldn't if it was my pore boy." And mother-oh
mother could always be depended on! How her grey eyes flashed in her
pale face. "It might have been worseMrs. Drew. I might have had to
urge him to go." Mrs. Drew did not understand but Rilla did. She flung
up her head. Her brother did not have to be urged to go.

Rilla found herself standing alone and listening to disconnected scraps
of talk as people walked up and down past her.

I told Mark to wait and see if they asked for a second lot of men. If
they did I'd let him go--but they won't,said Mrs. Palmer Burr.

I think I'll have it made with a crush girdle of velvet,said Bessie
Clow.

I'm frightened to look at my husband's face for fear I'll see in it
that he wants to go too,said a little over-harbour bride.

I'm scared stiff,said whimsical Mrs. Jim Howard. "I'm scared Jim
will enlist--and I'm scared he won't."

The war will be over by Christmas,said Joe Vickers.

Let them European nations fight it out between them,said Abner Reese.

When he was a boy I gave him many a good trouncing,shouted Norman
Douglaswho seemed to be referring to some one high in military circles
in Charlottetown. "YessirI walloped him wellbig gun as he is now."

The existence of the British Empire is at stake,said the Methodist
minister.

There's certainly something about uniforms,sighed Irene Howard.

It's a commercial war when all is said and done and not worth one drop
of good Canadian blood,said a stranger from the shore hotel.

The Blythe family are taking it easy,said Kate Drew.

Them young fools are just going for adventure,growled Nathan
Crawford.

I have absolute confidence in Kitchener,said the over-harbour doctor.

In these ten minutes Rilla passed through a dizzying succession of
angerlaughtercontemptdepression and inspiration. Ohpeople were-funny!
How little they understood. "Taking it easy indeed--when even
Susan hadn't slept a wink all night! Kate Drew always was a minx.

Rilla felt as if she were in some fantastic nightmare. Were these the
people who, three weeks ago, were talking of crops and prices and local
gossip?


There--the train was coming--mother was holding Jem's hand--Dog
Monday was licking it--everybody was saying good-bye--the train was
in! Jem kissed Faith before everybody--old Mrs. Drew whooped
hysterically--the men, led by Kenneth, cheered--Rilla felt Jem seize
her hand--Good-byeSpider"--somebody kissed her cheek--she believed
it was Jerry but never was sure--they were off--the train was pulling
out--Jem and Jerry were waving to everybody--everybody was waving back
--mother and Nan were smiling stillbut as if they had just forgotten
to take the smile off--Monday was howling dismally and being forcibly
restrained by the Methodist minister from tearing after the train--
Susan was waving her best bonnet and hurrahing like a man--had she gone
crazy?--the train rounded a curve. They had gone.

Rilla came to herself with a gasp. There was a sudden quiet. Nothing to
do now but to go home--and wait. The doctor and Mrs. Blythe walked off
together--so did Nan and Faith--so did John Meredith and Rosemary.
Walter and Una and Shirley and Di and Carl and Rilla went in a group.
Susan had put her bonnet back on her headhindside foremostand
stalked grimly off alone. Nobody missed Dog Monday at first. When they
did Shirley went back for him. He found Dog Monday curled up in one of
the shipping-sheds near the station and tried to coax him home. Dog
Monday would not move. He wagged his tail to show he had no hard
feelings but no blandishments availed to budge him.

Guess Monday has made up his mind to wait there till Jem comes back,
said Shirleytrying to laugh as he rejoined the rest. This was exactly
what Dog Monday had done. His dear master had gone--heMondayhad
been deliberately and of malice aforethought prevented from going with
him by a demon disguised in the garb of a Methodist minister. Wherefore
heMondaywould wait there until the smokingsnorting monsterwhich
had carried his hero offcarried him back.

Aywait therelittle faithful dog with the softwistfulpuzzled
eyes. But it will be many a long bitter day before your boyish comrade
comes back to you.

The doctor was away on a case that night and Susan stalked into Mrs.
Blythe's room on her way to bed to see if her adored Mrs. Dr. dear were
comfortable and composed.She paused solemnly at the foot of the bed
and solemnly declared

Mrs. Dr. dear, I have made up my mind to be a heroine.

Mrs. Dr. dearfound herself violently inclined to laugh--which was
manifestly unfairsince she had not laughed when Rilla had announced a
similar heroic determination. To be sureRilla was a slimwhite-robed
thingwith a flower-like face and starry young eyes aglow with feeling;
whereas Susan was arrayed in a grey flannel nightgown of strait
simplicityand had a strip of red woollen worsted tied around her grey
hair as a charm against neuralgia. But that should not make any vital
difference. Was it not the spirit that counted? Yet Mrs. Blythe was hard
put to it not to laugh.

I am not,proceeded Susan firmlygoing to lament or whine or
question the wisdom of the Almighty any more as I have been doing
lately. Whining and shirking and blaming Providence do not get us
anywhere. We have just got to grapple with whatever we have to do
whether it is weeding the onion patch, or running the Government. I
shall grapple. Those blessed boys have gone to war; and we women, Mrs.
Dr. dear, must tarry by the stuff and keep a stiff upper lip.

CHAPTER VII


A WAR-BABY AND A SOUP TUREEN

Liege and Namur--and now Brussels!The doctor shook his head. "I
don't like it--I don't like it."

Do not you lose heart, Dr. dear; they were just defended by
foreigners,said Susan superbly. "Wait you till the Germans come
against the British; there will be a very different story to tell and
that you may tie to."

The doctor shook his head againbut a little less gravely; perhaps they
all shared subconsciously in Susan's belief that "the thin grey line"
was unbreakableeven by the victorious rush of Germany's ready
millions. At any ratewhen the terrible day came--the first of many
terrible days--with the news that the British army was driven back they
stared at each other in blank dismay.

It--it can't be true,gasped Nantaking a brief refuge in temporary
incredulity.

I felt that there was to be bad news today,said Susanfor that
cat-creature turned into Mr. Hyde this morning without rhyme or reason
for it, and that was no good omen.

'A broken, a beaten, but not a demoralized, army,'muttered the
doctorfrom a London dispatch. "Can it be England's army of which such
a thing is said?"

It will be a long time now before the war is ended,said Mrs. Blythe
despairingly.

Susan's faithwhich had for a moment been temporarily submergednow
reappeared triumphantly.

Remember, Mrs. Dr. dear, that the British army is not the British navy.
Never forget that. And the Russians are on their way, too, though
Russians are people I do not know much about and consequently will not
tie to.

The Russians will not be in time to save Paris,said Walter gloomily.
Paris is the heart of France--and the road to it is open. Oh, I wish
--he stopped abruptly and went out.

After a paralysed day the Ingleside folk found it was possible to "carry
on" even in the face of ever-darkening bad news. Susan worked fiercely
in her kitchenthe doctor went out on his round of visitsNan and Di
returned to their Red Cross activities; Mrs. Blythe went to
Charlottetown to attend a Red Cross Convention; Rilla after relieving
her feelings by a stormy fit of tears in Rainbow Valley and an outburst
in her diaryremembered that she had elected to be brave and heroic.
Andshe thoughtit really was heroic to volunteer to drive about the
Glen and Four Winds one daycollecting promised Red Cross supplies with
Abner Crawford's old grey horse. One of the Ingleside horses was lame
and the doctor needed the otherso there was nothing for it but the
Crawford naga placidunhastingthick-skinned creature with an
amiable habit of stopping every few yards to kick a fly off one leg with
the foot of the other. Rilla felt that thiscoupled with the fact that
the Germans were only fifty miles from Pariswas hardly to be endured.
But she started off gallantly on an errand fraught with amazing results.

Late in the afternoon she found herselfwith a buggy full of parcels
at the entrance to a grassydeep-rutted lane leading to the harbour
shorewondering whether it was worth while to call down at the Anderson


house. The Andersons were desperately poor and it was not likely Mrs.
Anderson had anything to give. On the other handher husbandwho was
an Englishman by birth and who had been working in Kingsport when the
war broke outhad promptly sailed for England to enlist therewithout
it may be saidcoming home or sending much hard cash to represent him.
So possibly Mrs. Anderson might feel hurt if she were overlooked. Rilla
decided to call. There were times afterwards when she wished she hadn't
but in the long run she was very thankful that she did.

The Anderson house was a small and tumbledown affaircrouching in a
grove of battered spruces near the shore as if rather ashamed of itself
and anxious to hide. Rilla tied her grey nag to the rickety fence and
went to the door. It was open; and the sight she saw bereft her
temporarily of the power of speech or motion.

Through the open door of the small bedroom opposite herRilla saw Mrs.
Anderson lying on the untidy bed; and Mrs. Anderson was dead. There was
no doubt of that; neither was there any doubt that the bigfrowzy
red-headedred-facedover-fat woman sitting near the door-waysmoking
a pipe quite comfortablywas very much alive. She rocked idly back and
forth amid her surroundings of squalid disorderand paid no attention
whatever to the piercing wails proceeding from a cradle in the middle of
the room.

Rilla knew the woman by sight and reputation. Her name was Mrs. Conover;
she lived down at the fishing village; she was a great-aunt of Mrs.
Anderson; and she drank as well as smoked.

Rilla's first impulse was to turn and flee. But that would never do.
Perhaps this womanrepulsive as she wasneeded help--though she
certainly did not look as if she were worrying over the lack of it.

Come in,said Mrs. Conoverremoving her pipe and staring at Rilla
with her littlerat-like eyes.

Is--is Mrs. Anderson really dead?asked Rilla timidlyas she stepped
over the sill.

Dead as a door nail,responded Mrs. Conover cheerfully. "Kicked the
bucket half an hour ago. I've sent Jen Conover to 'phone for the
undertaker and get some help up from the shore. You're the doctor's
missain't ye? Have a cheer?"

Rilla did not see any chair which was not cluttered with something. She
remained standing.

Wasn't it--very sudden?

Well, she's been a-pining ever since that worthless Jim lit out for
England--which I say it's a pity as he ever left. It's my belief she
was took for death when she heard the news. That young un there was born
a fortnight ago and since then she's just gone down and today she up and
died, without a soul expecting it.

Is there anything I can do to--to help?hesitated Rilla.

Bless yez, no--unless ye've a knack with kids. I haven't. That young
un there never lets up squalling, day or night. I've just got that I
take no notice of it.

Rilla tiptoed gingerly over to the cradle and more gingerly still pulled
down the dirty blanket. She had no intention of touching the baby--she
had no "knack with kids" either. She saw an ugly midget with a red
distorted little facerolled up in a piece of dingy old flannel. She


had never seen an uglier baby. Yet a feeling of pity for the desolate
orphaned mite which had "come out of the everywhere" into such a dubious
heretook sudden possession of her.

What is going to become of the baby?she asked.

Lord knows,said Mrs. Conover candidly. "Min worried awful over that
before she died. She kept on a-saying 'Ohwhat will become of my pore
baby' till it really got on my nerves. I ain't a-going to trouble myself
with itI can tell yez. I brung up a boy that my sister left and he
skinned out as soon as he got to be some good and won't give me a mite
o' help in my old ageungrateful whelp as he is. I told Min it'd have
to be sent to an orphan asylum till we'd see if Jim ever came back to
look after it. Would yez believe itshe didn't relish the idee. But
that's the long and short of it."

But who will look after it until it can be taken to the asylum?
persisted Rilla. Somehow the baby's fate worried her.

S'pose I'll have to,grunted Mrs. Conover. She put away her pipe and
took an unblushing swig from a black bottle she produced from a shelf
near her. "It's my opinion the kid won't live long. It's sickly. Min
never had no gimp and I guess it hain't either. Likely it won't trouble
any one long and good riddancesez I."

Rilla drew the blanket down a little farther.

Why, the baby isn't dressed!she exclaimedin a shocked tone.

Who was to dress him I'd like to know,demanded Mrs. Conover
truculently. "I hadn't time--took me all the time there was looking
after Min. 'Sidesas I told yezI don't know nithing about kids. Old
Mrs. Billy Crawfordshe was here when it was born and she washed it and
rolled it up in that flanneland Jen she's tended it a bit since. The
critter is warm enough. This weather would melt a brass monkey."

Rilla was silentlooking down at the crying baby. She had never
encountered any of the tragedies of life before and this one smote her
to the core of her heart. The thought of the poor mother going down into
the valley of the shadow alonefretting about her babywith no one
near but this abominable old womanhurt her terribly. If she had only
come a little sooner! Yet what could she have done--what could she do
now? She didn't knowbut she must do something. She hated babies--but
she simply could not go away and leave that poor little creature with
Mrs. Conover--who was applying herself again to her black bottle and
would probably be helplessly drunk before anybody came.

I can't stay,thought Rilla. "Mr. Crawford said I must be home by
supper-time because he wanted the pony this evening himself. Ohwhat
can I do?"

She made a suddendesperateimpulsive resolution.

I'll take the baby home with me,she said. "Can I?"

Sure, if yez wants to,said Mrs. Conover amiably. "I hain't any
objection. Take it and welcome."

I--I can't carry it,said Rilla. "I have to drive the horse and I'd
be afraid I'd drop it. Is there a--a basket anywhere that I could put
it in?"

Not as I knows on. There ain't much here of anything, I kin tell yez.
Min was pore and as shiftless as Jim. Ef ye opens that drawer over there


yez'll find a few baby clo'es. Best take them along.

Rilla got the clothes--the cheapsleazy garments the poor mother had
made ready as best she could. But this did not solve the pressing
problem of the baby's transportation. Rilla looked helplessly round. Oh
for mother--or Susan! Her eyes fell on an enormous blue soup tureen at
the back of the dresser.

May I have this to--to lay him in?she asked.

Well, 'tain't mine but I guess yez kin take it. Don't smash it if yez
can help--Jim might make a fuss about it if he comes back alive--which
he sure will, seein' he ain't any good. He brung that old tureen out
from England with him--said it'd always been in the family. Him and Min
never used it--never had enough soup to put in it--but Jim thought the
world of it. He was mighty perticuler about some things but didn't worry
him none that there weren't much in the way o' eatables to put in the
dishes.

For the first time in her life Rilla Blythe touched a baby--lifted it-rolled
it in a blankettrembling with nervousness lest she drop it or-or--
break it. Then she put it in the soup tureen.

Is there any fear of it smothering?she asked anxiously.

Not much odds if it do,said Mrs. Conover.

Horrified Rilla loosened the blanket round the baby's face a little. The
mite had stopped crying and was blinking up at her. It had big dark eyes
in its ugly little face.

Better not let the wind blow on it,admonished Mrs. Conover. "Take its
breath if it do."

Rilla wrapped the tattered little quilt around the soup tureen.

Will you hand this to me after I get into the buggy, please?

Sure I will,said Mrs. Conovergetting up with a grunt.

And so it was that Rilla Blythewho had driven to the Anderson house a
self-confessed hater of babiesdrove away from it carrying one in a
soup tureen on her lap!

Rilla thought she would never get to Ingleside. In the soup tureen there
was an uncanny silence. In one way she was thankful the baby did not cry
but she wished it would give an occasional squeak to prove that it was
alive. Suppose it were smothered! Rilla dared not unwrap it to seelest
the windwhich was now blowing a hurricaneshould "take its breath
whatever dreadful thing that might be. She was a thankful girl when at
last she reached harbour at Ingleside.

Rilla carried the soup tureen to the kitchen, and set it on the table
under Susan's eyes. Susan looked into the tureen and for once in her
life was so completely floored that she had not a word to say.

What in the world is this?" asked the doctorcoming in.

Rilla poured out her story. "I just had to bring itfather she
concluded. I couldn't leave it there."

What are you going to do with it?asked the doctor coolly.

Rilla hadn't exactly expected this kind of question.


We--we can keep it here for awhile--can't we--until something can be
arranged?she stammered confusedly.

Dr. Blythe walked up and down the kitchen for a moment or two while the
baby stared at the white walls of the soup tureen and Susan showed signs
of returning animation.

Presently the doctor confronted Rilla.

A young baby means a great deal of additional work and trouble in a
household, Rilla. Nan and Di are leaving for Redmond next week and
neither your mother nor Susan is able to assume so much extra care under
present conditions. If you want to keep that baby here you must attend
to it yourself.

Me!Rilla was dismayed into being ungrammatical. "Why--father--I--I
couldn't!"

Younger girls than you have had to look after babies. My advice and
Susan's is at your disposal. If you cannot, then the baby must go back
to Meg Conover. Its lease of life will be short if it does for it is
evident that it is a delicate child and requires particular care. I
doubt if it would survive even if sent to an orphans' home. But I cannot
have your mother and Susan over-taxed.

The doctor walked out of the kitchenlooking very stern and immovable.
In his heart he knew quite well that the small inhabitant of the big
soup tureen would remain at Inglesidebut he meant to see if Rilla
could not be induced to rise to the occasion.

Rilla sat looking blankly at the baby. It was absurd to think she could
take care of it. But--that poor littlefraildead mother who had
worried about it--that dreadful old Meg Conover.

Susan, what must be done for a baby?she asked dolefully.

You must keep it warm and dry and wash it every day, and be sure the
water is neither too hot nor too cold, and feed it every two hours. If
it has colic, you put hot things on its stomach,said Susanrather
feebly and flatly for her.

The baby began to cry again.

It must be hungry--it has to be fed anyhow,said Rilla desperately.
Tell me what to get for it, Susan, and I'll get it.

Under Susan's directions a ration of milk and water was preparedand a
bottle obtained from the doctor's office. Then Rilla lifted the baby out
of the soup tureen and fed it. She brought down the old basket of her
own infancy from the attic and laid the now sleeping baby in it. She put
the soup tureen away in the pantry. Then she sat down to think things
over.

The result of her thinking things over was that she went to Susan when
the baby woke.

I'm going to see what I can do, Susan. I can't let that poor little
thing go back to Mrs. Conover. Tell me how to wash and dress it.

Under Susan's supervision Rilla bathed the baby. Susan dared not help
other than by suggestionfor the doctor was in the living-room and
might pop in at any moment. Susan had learned by experience that when
Dr. Blythe put his foot down and said a thing must bethat thing was.


Rilla set her teeth and went ahead. In the name of goodnesshow many
wrinkles and kinks did a baby have? Whythere wasn't enough of it to
take hold of. Ohsuppose she let it slip into the water--it was so
wobbly! If it would only stop howling like that! How could such a tiny
morsel make such an enormous noise. Its shrieks could be heard over
Ingleside from cellar to attic.

Am I really hurting it much, Susan, do you suppose?she asked
piteously.

No, dearie. Most new babies hate like poison to be washed. You are real
knacky for a beginner. Keep your hand under its back, whatever you do,
and keep cool.

Keep cool! Rilla was oozing perspiration at every pore. When the baby
was dried and dressed and temporarily quieted with another bottle she
was as limp as a rag.

What must I do with it tonight, Susan?

A baby by day was dreadful enough; a baby by night was unthinkable.

Set the basket on a chair by your bed and keep it covered. You will
have to feed it once or twice in the night, so you would better take the
oil heater upstairs. If you cannot manage it call me and I will go,
doctor or no doctor.

But, Susan, if it cries?

The babyhoweverdid not cry. It was surprisingly good--perhaps
because its poor little stomach was filled with proper food. It slept
most of the night but Rilla did not. She was afraid to go to sleep for
fear something would happen to the baby. She prepared its three o'clock
ration with a grim determination that she would not call Susan. Ohwas
she dreaming? Was it really sheRilla Blythewho had got into this
absurd predicament? She did not care if the Germans were near Paris-she
did not care if they were in Paris--if only the baby wouldn't cry
or choke or smother or have convulsions. Babies did have convulsions
didn't they? Ohwhy had she forgotten to ask Susan what she must do if
the baby had convulsions? She reflected rather bitterly that father was
very considerate of mother's and Susan's healthbut what about hers?
Did he think she could continue to exist if she never got any sleep? But
she was not going to back down now--not she. She would look after this
detestable little animal if it killed her. She would get a book on baby
hygiene and be beholden to nobody. She would never go to father for
advice--she wouldn't bother mother--and she would only condescend to
Susan in dire extremity. They would all see!

Thus it came about that Mrs. Blythewhen she returned home two nights
later and asked Susan where Rilla waswas electrified by Susan's
composed reply.

She's upstairs, Mrs. Dr. dear, putting her baby to bed.

CHAPTER VIII

RILLA DECIDES

Families and individuals alike soon become used to new conditions and
accept them unquestioningly. By the time a week had elapsed it seemed as
it the Anderson baby had always been at Ingleside. After the first three
distracted nights Rilla began to sleep againwaking automatically to


attend to her charge on schedule time. She bathed and fed and dressed it
as skilfully as if she had been doing it all her life. She liked neither
her job nor the baby any the better; she still handled it as gingerly as
if it were some kind of a small lizardand a breakable lizard at that;
but she did her work thoroughly and there was not a cleaner
better-cared-for infant in Glen St. Mary. She even took to weighing the
creature every day and jotting the result down in her diary; but
sometimes she asked herself pathetically why unkind destiny had ever led
her down the Anderson lane on that fatal day. ShirleyNanand Di did
not tease her as much as she had expected. They all seemed rather
stunned by the mere fact of Rilla adopting a war-baby; perhapstoothe
doctor had issued instructions. Walterof coursenever had teased her
over anything; one day he told her she was a brick.

It took more courage for you to tackle that five pounds of new infant,
Rilla-my-Rilla, than it would be for Jem to face a mile of Germans. I
wish I had half your pluck,he said ruefully.

Rilla was very proud of Walter's approval; neverthelessshe wrote
gloomily in her diary that night:-


I wish I could like the baby a little bit. It would make things easier.
But I don't. I've heard people say that when you took care of a baby you
got fond of it--but you don't--I don't, anyway. And it's a nuisance-it
interferes with everything. It just ties me down--and now of all
times when I'm trying to get the Junior Reds started. And I couldn't go
to Alice Clow's party last night and I was just dying to. Of course
father isn't really unreasonable and I can always get an hour or two off
in the evening when it's necessary; but I knew he wouldn't stand for my
being out half the night and leaving Susan or mother to see to the baby.
I suppose it was just as well, because the thing did take colic--or
something--about one o'clock. It didn't kick or stiffen out, so I knew
that, according to Morgan, it wasn't crying for temper; and it wasn't
hungry and no pins were sticking in it. It screamed till it was black in
the face; I got up and heated water and put the hot-water bottle on its
stomach, and it howled worse than ever and drew up its poor wee thin
legs. I was afraid I had burnt it but I don't believe I did. Then I
walked the floor with it although 'Morgan on Infants' says that should
never be done. I walked miles, and oh, I was so tired and discouraged
and mad--yes, I was. I could have shaken the creature if it had been
big enough to shake, but it wasn't. Father was out on a case, and mother
had had a headache and Susan is squiffy because when she and Morgan
differ I insist upon going by what Morgan says, so I was determined I
wouldn't call her unless I had to.

FinallyMiss Oliver came in. She has rooms with Nan nownot meall
because of the babyand I am broken-hearted about it. I miss our long
talks after we went to bedso much. It was the only time I ever had her
to myself. I hated to think the baby's yells had wakened her upfor she
has so much to bear now. Mr. Grant is at Valcartiertooand Miss
Oliver feels it dreadfullythough she is splendid about it. She thinks
he will never come back and her eyes just break my heart--they are so
tragic. She said it wasn't the baby that woke her--she hadn't been able
to sleep because the Germans are so near Paris; she took the little
wretch and laid it flat on its stomach across her knee and thumped its
back gently a few timesand it stopped shrieking and went right off to
sleep and slept like a lamb the rest of the night. I didn't--I was too
worn out.

I'm having a perfectly dreadful time getting the Junior Reds started. I
succeeded in getting Betty Mead as president, and I am secretary, but
they put Jen Vickers in as treasurer and I despise her. She is the sort
of girl who calls any clever, handsome, or distinguished people she
knows slightly by their first names--behind their backs. And she is sly


and two-faced. Una doesn't mind, of course. She is willing to do
anything that comes to hand and never minds whether she has an office or
not. She is just a perfect angel, while I am only angelic in spots and
demonic in other spots. I wish Walter would take a fancy to her, but he
never seems to think about her in that way, although I heard him say
once she was like a tea rose. She is too. And she gets imposed upon,
just because she is so sweet and willing; but I don't allow people to
impose on Rilla Blythe and 'that you may tie to,' as Susan says.

Just as I expectedOlive was determined we should have lunch served at
our meetings. We had a battle royal over it. The majority was against
eats and now the minority is sulking. Irene Howard was on the eats side
and she has been very cool to me ever since and it makes me feel
miserable. I wonder if mother and Mrs. Elliott have problems in the
Senior Society too. I suppose they havebut they just go on calmly in
spite of everything. I go on--but not calmly--I rage and cry--but I
do it all in private and blow off steam in this diary; and when it's
over I vow I'll show them. I never sulk. I detest people who sulk.
Anyhowwe've got the society started and we're to meet once a weekand
we're all going to learn to knit.

Shirley and I went down to the station again to try to induce Dog
Monday to come home but we failed. All the family have tried and failed.
Three days after Jem had gone Walter went down and brought Monday home
by main force in the buggy and shut him up for three days. Then Monday
went on a hunger strike and howled like a Banshee night and day. We had
to let him out or he would have starved to death.

So we have decided to let him alone and father has arranged with the
butcher near the station to feed him with bones and scraps. Besidesone
of us goes down nearly every day to take him something. He just lies
curled up in the shipping-shedand every time a train comes in he will
rush over to the platformwagging his tail expectantlyand tear around
to every one who comes off the train. And thenwhen the train goes and
he realizes that Jem has not comehe creeps dejectedly back to his
shedwith his disappointed eyesand lies down patiently to wait for
the next train. Mr. Graythe station mastersays there are times when
he can hardly help crying from sheer sympathy. One day some boys threw
stones at Monday and old Johnny Meadwho never was known to take notice
of anything beforesnatched up a meat axe in the butcher's shop and
chased them through the village. Nobody has molested Monday since.

Kenneth Ford has gone back to Toronto. He came up two evenings ago to
say good-bye. I wasn't home--some clothes had to be made for the baby
and Mrs. Meredith offered to help me, so I was over at the manse, and I
didn't see Kenneth. Not that it matters; he told Nan to say good-bye to
Spider for him and tell me not to forget him wholly in my absorbing
maternal duties. If he could leave such a frivolous, insulting message
as that for me it shows plainly that our beautiful hour on the sandshore
meant nothing to him and I am not going to think about him or it again.

Fred Arnold was at the manse and walked home with me. He is the new
Methodist minister's son and very nice and cleverand would be quite
handsome if it were not for his nose. It is a really dreadful nose. When
he talks of commonplace things it does not matter so muchbut when he
talks of poetry and ideals the contrast between his nose and his
conversation is too much for me and I want to shriek with laughter. It
is really not fairbecause everything he said was perfectly charming
and if somebody like Kenneth had said it I would have been enraptured.
When I listened to him with my eyes cast down I was quite fascinated;
but as soon as I looked up and saw his nose the spell was broken. He
wants to enlisttoobut can't because he is only seventeen. Mrs.
Elliott met us as we were walking through the village and could not have
looked more horrified if she caught me walking with the Kaiser himself.


Mrs. Elliott detests the Methodists and all their works. Father says it
is an obsession with her."

About 1st September there was an exodus from Ingleside and the manse.
FaithNanDi and Walter left for Redmond; Carl betook himself to his
Harbour Head school and Shirley was off to Queen's. Rilla was left alone
at Ingleside and would have been very lonely if she had had time to be.
She missed Walter keenly; since their talk in Rainbow Valley they had
grown very near together and Rilla discussed problems with Walter which
she never mentioned to others. But she was so busy with the Junior Reds
and her baby that there was rarely a spare minute for loneliness;
sometimesafter she went to bedshe cried a little in her pillow over
Walter's absence and Jem at Valcartier and Kenneth's unromantic farewell
messagebut she was generally asleep before the tears got fairly
started.

Shall I make arrangements to have the baby sent to Hopetown?the
doctor asked one day two weeks after the baby's arrival at Ingleside.

For a moment Rilla was tempted to say "Yes." The baby could be sent to
Hopetown--it would be decently looked after--she could have her free
days and untrammelled nights back again. But--but--that poor young
mother who hadn't wanted it to go to the asylum! Rilla couldn't get that
out of her thoughts. And that very morning she discovered that the baby
had gained eight ounces since its coming to Ingleside. Rilla had felt
such a thrill of pride over this.

You--you said it mightn't live if it went to Hopetown,she said.

It mightn't. Somehow, institutional care, no matter how good it may be,
doesn't always succeed with delicate babies. But you know what it means
if you want it kept here, Rilla.

I've taken care of it for a fortnight--and it has gained half a
pound,cried Rilla. "I think we'd better wait until we hear from its
father anyhow. He mightn't want to have it sent to an orphan asylum
when he is fighting the battles of his country."

The doctor and Mrs. Blythe exchanged amusedsatisfied smiles behind
Rilla's back; and nothing more was said about Hopetown.

Then the smile faded from the doctor's face; the Germans were twenty
miles from Paris. Horrible tales were beginning to appear in the papers
of deeds done in martyred Belgium. Life was very tense at Ingleside for
the older people.

We eat up the war news,Gertrude Oliver told Mrs. Meredithtrying to
laugh and failing. "We study the maps and nip the whole Hun army in a
few well-directed strategic moves. But Papa Joffre hasn't the benefit of
our advice--and so Paris--must--fall."

Will they reach it--will not some mighty hand yet intervene?murmured
John Meredith.

I teach school like one in a dream,continued Gertrude; "then I come
home and shut myself in my room and walk the floor. I am wearing a path
right across Nan's carpet. We are so horribly near this war."

Them German men are at Senlis. Nothing nor nobody can save Paris now,
wailed Cousin Sophia. Cousin Sophia had taken to reading the newspapers
and had learned more about the geography of northern Franceif not
about the pronunciation of French namesin her seventy-first year than
she had ever known in her schooldays.


I have not such a poor opinion of the Almighty, or of Kitchener,said
Susan stubbornly. "I see there is a Bernstoff man in the States who says
that the war is over and Germany has won--and they tell me
Whiskers-on-the-moon says the same thing and is quite pleased about it
but I could tell them both that it is chancy work counting chickens even
the day before they are hatchedand bears have been known to live long
after their skins were sold."

Why ain't the British navy doing more?persisted Cousin Sophia.

Even the British navy cannot sail on dry land, Sophia Crawford. I have
not given up hope, and I shall not, Tomascow and Mobbage and all such
barbarous names to the contrary notwithstanding. Mrs. Dr. dear, can you
tell me if R-h-e-i-m-s is Rimes or Reems or Rames or Rems?

I believe it's really more like 'Rhangs,' Susan.

Oh, those French names,groaned Susan.

They tell me the Germans has about ruined the church there,sighed
Cousin Sophia. "I always thought the Germans was Christians."

A church is bad enough but their doings in Belgium are far worse,said
Susan grimly. "When I heard the doctor reading about them bayonetting
the babiesMrs. Dr. dearI just thought'Ohwhat if it were our
little Jem!' I was stirring the soup when that thought came to me and I
just felt that if I could have lifted that saucepan full of that boiling
soup and thrown it at the Kaiser I would not have lived in vain."

Tomorrow--tomorrow--will bring the news that the Germans are in
Paris,said Gertrude Oliverthrough her tense lips. She had one of
those souls that are always tied to the stakeburning in the suffering
of the world around them. Apart from her own personal interest in the
warshe was racked by the thought of Paris falling into the ruthless
hands of the hordes who had burned Louvain and ruined the wonder of
Rheims.

But on the morrow and the next morrow came the news of the miracle of
the Marne. Rilla rushed madly home from the office waving the Enterprise
with its big red headlines. Susan ran out with trembling hands to hoist
the flag. The doctor stalked about muttering "Thank God." Mrs. Blythe
cried and laughed and cried again.

God just put out His hand and touched them--'thus far--no farther',
said Mr. Meredith that evening.

Rilla was singing upstairs as she put the baby to bed. Paris was saved-the
war was over--Germany had lost--there would soon be an end now--
Jem and Jerry would be back. The black clouds had rolled by.

Don't you dare have colic this joyful night,she told the baby. "If
you do I'll clap you back into your soup tureen and ship you off to
Hopetown--by freight--on the early train. You have got beautiful eyes
--and you're not quite as red and wrinkled as you were--but you haven't
a speck of hair--and your hands are like little claws--and I don't
like you a bit better than I ever did. But I hope your poor little white
mother knows that you're tucked in a soft basket with a bottle of milk
as rich as Morgan allows instead of perishing by inches with old Meg
Conover. And I hope she doesn't know that I nearly drowned you that
first morning when Susan wasn't there and I let you slip right out of my
hands into the water. Why will you be so slippery? NoI don't like you
and I never will but for all that I'm going to make a decentupstanding
infant of you. You are going to get as fat as a self-respecting child
should befor one thing. I am not going to have people saying 'what a


puny little thing that baby of Rilla Blythe's is' as old Mrs. Drew said
at the senior Red Cross yesterday. If I can't love you I mean to be
proud of you at least."

CHAPTER IX

DOC HAS A MISADVENTURE

The war will not be over before next spring now,said Dr. Blythewhen
it became apparent that the long battle of the Aisne had resulted in a
stalemate.

Rilla was murmuring "knit fourpurl one" under her breathand rocking
the baby's cradle with one foot. Morgan disapproved of cradles for
babies but Susan did notand it was worth while to make some slight
sacrifice of principle to keep Susan in good humour. She laid down her
knitting for a moment and saidOh, how can we bear it so long?--then
picked up her sock and went on. The Rilla of two months before would
have rushed off to Rainbow Valley and cried.

Miss Oliver sighed and Mrs. Blythe clasped her hands for a moment. Then
Susan said brisklyWell, we must just gird up our loins and pitch in.
Business as usual is England's motto, they tell me, Mrs. Dr. dear, and I
have taken it for mine, not thinking I could easily find a better. I
shall make the same kind of pudding today I always make on Saturday. It
is a good deal of trouble to make, and that is well, for it will employ
my thoughts. I will remember that Kitchener is at the helm and Joffer is
doing very well for a Frenchman. I shall get that box of cake off to
little Jem and finish that pair of socks today likewise. A sock a day is
my allowance. Old Mrs. Albert Mead of Harbour Head manages a pair and a
half a day but she has nothing to do but knit. You know, Mrs. Dr. dear,
she has been bed-rid for years and she has been worrying terrible
because she was no good to anybody and a dreadful expense, and yet could
not die and be out of the way. And now they tell me she is quite chirked
up and resigned to living because there is something she can do, and she
knits for the soldiers from daylight to dark. Even Cousin Sophia has
taken to knitting, Mrs. Dr. dear, and it is a good thing, for she cannot
think of quite so many doleful speeches to make when her hands are busy
with her needles instead of being folded on her stomach. She thinks we
will all be Germans this time next year but I tell her it will take more
than a year to make a German out of me. Do you know that Rick
MacAllister has enlisted, Mrs. Dr. dear? And they say Joe Milgrave would
too, only he is afraid that if he does that Whiskers-on-the-moon will
not let him have Miranda. Whiskers says that he will believe the stories
of German atrocities when he sees them, and that it is a good thing that
Rangs Cathedral has been destroyed because it was a Roman Catholic
church. Now, I am not a Roman Catholic, Mrs. Dr. dear, being born and
bred a good Presbyterian and meaning to live and die one, but I maintain
that the Catholics have as good a right to their churches as we have to
ours and that the Huns had no kind of business to destroy them. Just
think, Mrs. Dr. dear,concluded Susan patheticallyhow we would feel
if a German shell knocked down the spire of our church here in the glen,
and I'm sure it is every bit as bad to think of Rangs cathedral being
hammered to pieces.

Andmeanwhileeverywherethe lads of the world rich and poorlow and
highwhite and brownwere following the Piper's call.

Even Billy Andrews' boy is going--and Jane's only son--and Diana's
little Jack,said Mrs. Blythe. "Priscilla's son has gone from Japan and
Stella's from Vancouver--and both the Rev. Jo's boys. Philippa writes
that her boys 'went right awaynot being afflicted with her


indecision.'"

Jem says that he thinks they will be leaving very soon now, and that he
will not be able to get leave to come so far before they go, as they
will have to start at a few hours' notice,said the doctorpassing the
letter to his wife.

That is not fair,said Susan indignantly. "Has Sir Sam Hughes no
regard for our feelings? The idea of whisking that blessed boy away to
Europe without letting us even have a last glimpse of him! If I were
youdoctor dearI would write to the papers about it."

Perhaps it is as well,said the disappointed mother. "I don't believe
I could bear another parting from him--now that I know the war will not
be over as soon as we hoped when he left first. Ohif only--but noI
won't say it! Like Susan and Rilla concluded Mrs. Blythe, achieving a
laugh, I am determined to be a heroine."

You're all good stuff,said the doctorI'm proud of my women folk.
Even Rilla here, my 'lily of the field,' is running a Red Cross Society
full blast and saving a little life for Canada. That's a good piece of
work. Rilla, daughter of Anne, what are you going to call your
war-baby?

I'm waiting to hear from Jim Anderson,said Rilla. "He may want to
name his own child."

But as the autumn weeks went by no word came from Jim Andersonwho had
never been heard from since he sailed from Halifaxand to whom the fate
of wife and child seemed a matter of indifference. Eventually Rilla
decided to call the baby Jamesand Susan opined that Kitchener should
be added thereto. So James Kitchener Anderson became the possessor of a
name somewhat more imposing than himself. The Ingleside family promptly
shortened it to Jimsbut Susan obstinately called him "Little
Kitchener" and nothing else.

Jims is no name for a Christian child, Mrs. Dr. dear,she said
disapprovingly. "Cousin Sophia says it is too flippantand for once I
consider she utters sensethough I would not please her by openly
agreeing with her. As for the childhe is beginning to look something
like a babyand I must admit that Rilla is wonderful with himthough I
would not pamper pride by saying so to her face. Mrs. Dr. dearI shall
neverno neverforget the first sight I had of that infantlying in
that big soup tureenrolled up in dirty flannel. It is not often that
Susan Baker is flabbergastedbut flabbergasted I was thenand that you
may tie to. For one awful moment I thought my mind had given way and
that I was seeing visions. Then thinks I'NoI never heard of anyone
having a vision of a soup tureenso it must be real at least' and I
plucked up confidence. When I heard the doctor tell Rilla that she must
take care of the baby I thought he was jokingfor I did not believe for
a minute she would or could do it. But you see what has happened and it
is making a woman of her. When we have to do a thingMrs. Dr. dearwe
can do it."

Susan added another proof to this concluding dictum of hers one day in
October. The doctor and his wife were away. Rilla was presiding over
Jims' afternoon siesta upstairspurling four and knitting one with
ceaseless vim. Susan was seated on the back verandashelling beansand
Cousin Sophia was helping her. Peace and tranquility brooded over the
Glen; the sky was fleeced over with silveryshining clouds. Rainbow
Valley lay in a softautumnal haze of fairy purple. The maple grove was
a burning bush of colour and the hedge of sweet-briar around the kitchen
yard was a thing of wonder in its subtle tintings. It did not seem that
strife could be in the worldand Susan's faithful heart was lulled into


a brief forgetfulnessalthough she had lain awake most of the preceding
night thinking of little Jem far out on the Atlanticwhere the great
fleet was carrying Canada's first army across the ocean. Even Cousin
Sophia looked less melancholy than usual and admitted that there was not
much fault to be found in the dayalthough there was no doubt it was a
weather-breeder and there would be an awful storm on its heels.

Things is too calm to last,she said.

As if in confirmation of her assertiona most unearthly din suddenly
arose behind them. It was quite impossible to describe the confused
medley of bangs and rattles and muffled shrieks and yowls that proceeded
from the kitchenaccompanied by occasional crashes. Susan and Cousin
Sophia stared at each other in dismay.

What upon airth has bruk loose in there?gasped Cousin Sophia.

It must be that Hyde-cat gone clean mad at last,muttered Susan. "I
have always expected it."

Rilla came flying out of the side door of the living-room.

What has happened?she demanded.

It is beyond me to say, but that possessed beast of yours is evidently
at the bottom of it,said Susan. "Do not go near himat least. I will
open the door and peep in. There goes some more of the crockery. I have
always said that the devil was in him and that I will tie to."

It is my opinion that the cat has hydrophobia,said Cousin Sophia
solemnly. "I once heard of a cat that went mad and bit three people-and
they all died a most terrible deathand turned black as ink."

Undismayed by thisSusan opened the door and looked in. The floor was
littered with fragments of broken dishesfor it seemed that the fatal
tragedy had taken place on the long dresser where Susan's array of
cooking bowls had been marshalled in shining state. Around the kitchen
tore a frantic catwith his head wedged tightly in an old salmon can.
Blindly he careered about with shrieks and profanity comminglednow
banging the can madly against anything he encounterednow trying vainly
to wrench it off with his paws.

The sight was so funny that Rilla doubled up with laughter. Susan looked
at her reproachfully.

I see nothing to laugh at. That beast has broken your ma's big blue
mixing-bowl that she brought from Green Gables when she was married.
That is no small calamity, in my opinion. But the thing to consider now
is how to get that can off Hyde's head.

Don't you dast go touching it,exclaimed Cousin Sophiagalvanized
into animation. "It might be your death. Shut the kitchen up and send
for Albert."

I am not in the habit of sending for Albert during family
difficulties,said Susan loftily. "That beast is in tormentand
whatever my opinion of him may beI cannot endure to see him suffering
pain. You keep awayRillafor little Kitchener's sakeand I will see
what I can do."

Susan stalked undauntedly into the kitchenseized an old storm coat of
the doctor's and after a wild pursuit and several fruitless dashes and
pouncesmanaged to throw it over the cat and can. Then she proceeded to
saw the can loose with a can-openerwhile Rilla held the squirming


animalrolled in the coat. Anything like Doc's shrieks while the
process was going on was never heard at Ingleside. Susan was in mortal
dread that the Albert Crawfords would hear it and conclude she was
torturing the creature to death. Doc was a wrathful and indignant cat
when he was freed. Evidently he thought the whole thing was a put-up job
to bring him low. He gave Susan a baleful glance by way of gratitude and
rushed out of the kitchen to take sanctuary in the jungle of the
sweet-briar hedgewhere he sulked for the rest of the day. Susan swept
up her broken dishes grimly.

The Huns themselves couldn't have worked more havoc here,she said
bitterly. "But when people will keep a Satanic animal like thatin
spite of all warningsthey cannot complain when their wedding bowls get
broken. Things have come to a pretty pass when an honest woman cannot
leave her kitchen for a few minutes without a fiend of a cat rampaging
through it with his head in a salmon can."

CHAPTER X

THE TROUBLES OF RILLA

October passed out and the dreary days of November and December dragged
by. The world shook with the thunder of contending armies; Antwerp fell
--Turkey declared war--gallant little Serbia gathered herself together
and struck a deadly blow at her oppressor; and in quiethill-girdled
Glen St. Marythousands of miles awayhearts beat with hope and fear
over the varying dispatches from day to day.

A few months ago,said Miss Oliverwe thought and talked in terms of
Glen St. Mary. Now, we think and talk in terms of military tactics and
diplomatic intrigue.

There was just one great event every day--the coming of the mail. Even
Susan admitted that from the time the mail-courier's buggy rumbled over
the little bridge between the station and the village until the papers
were brought home and readshe could not work properly.

I must take up my knitting then and knit hard till the papers come,
Mrs. Dr. dear. Knitting is something you can do, even when your heart is
going like a trip-hammer and the pit of your stomach feels all gone and
your thoughts are catawampus. Then when I see the headlines, be they
good or be they bad, I calm down and am able to go about my business
again. It is an unfortunate thing that the mail comes in just when our
dinner rush is on, and I think the Government could arrange things
better. But the drive on Calais has failed, as I felt perfectly sure it
would, and the Kaiser will not eat his Christmas dinner in London this
year. Do you know, Mrs. Dr. dear,--Susan's voice lowered as a token
that she was going to impart a very shocking piece of information--"I
have been told on good authority--or else you may be sure I would not
be repeating it when it concerns a minster--that the Rev. Mr. Arnold
goes to Charlottetown every week and takes a Turkish bath for his
rheumatism. The idea of him doing that when we are at war with Turkey?
One of his own deacons has always insisted that Mr. Arnold's theology
was not sound and I am beginning to believe that there is some reason to
fear it. WellI must bestir myself this afternoon and get little Jem's
Christmas cake packed up for him. He will enjoy itif the blessed boy
is not drowned in mud before that time."

Jem was in camp on Salisbury Plain and was writing gaycheery letters
home in spite of the mud. Walter was at Redmond and his letters to Rilla
were anything but cheerful. She never opened one without a dread tugging
at her heart that it would tell her he had enlisted. His unhappiness


made her unhappy. She wanted to put her arm round him and comfort him
as she had done that day in Rainbow Valley. She hated everybody who was
responsible for Walter's unhappiness.

He will go yet,she murmured miserably to herself one afternoonas
she sat alone in Rainbow Valleyreading a letter from himhe will go
yet--and if he does I just can't bear it.

Walter wrote that some one had sent him an envelope containing a white
feather.

I deserved it, Rilla. I felt that I ought to put it on and wear it-proclaiming
myself to all Redmond the coward I know I am. The boys of my
year are going--going. Every day two or three of them join up. Some
days I almost make up my mind to do it--and then I see myself thrusting
a bayonet through another man--some woman's husband or sweetheart or
son--perhaps the father of little children--I see myself lying alone
torn and mangled, burning with thirst on a cold, wet field, surrounded
by dead and dying men--and I know I never can. I can't face even the
thought of it. How could I face the reality? There are times when I wish
I had never been born. Life has always seemed such a beautiful thing to
me--and now it is a hideous thing. Rilla-my-Rilla, if it weren't for
your letters--your dear, bright, merry, funny, comical, believing
letters--I think I'd give up. And Una's! Una is really a little brick,
isn't she? There's a wonderful fineness and firmness under all that shy,
wistful girlishness of her. She hasn't your knack of writing
laugh-provoking epistles, but there's something in her letters--I don't
know what--that makes me feel at least while I'm reading them, that I
could even go to the front. Not that she ever says a word about my going
--or hints that I ought to go--she isn't that kind. It's just the
spirit of them--the personality that is in them. Well, I can't go. You
have a brother and Una has a friend who is a coward.

Oh, I wish Walter wouldn't write such things,sighed Rilla. "It hurts
me. He isn't a coward--he isn't--he isn't!"

She looked wistfully about her--at the little woodland valley and the
greylonely fallows beyond. How everything reminded her of Walter! The
red leaves still clung to the wild sweet-briars that overhung a curve of
the brook; their stems were gemmed with the pearls of the gentle rain
that had fallen a little while before. Walter had once written a poem
describing them. The wind was sighing and rustling among the frosted
brown bracken fernsthen lessening sorrowfully away down the brook.
Walter had said once that he loved the melancholy of the autumn wind on
a November day. The old Tree Lovers still clasped each other in a
faithful embraceand the White Ladynow a great white-branched tree
stood out beautifully fineagainst the grey velvet sky. Walter had
named them long ago; and last Novemberwhen he had walked with her and
Miss Oliver in the Valleyhe had saidlooking at the leafless Lady
with a young silver moon hanging over herA white birch is a beautiful
Pagan maiden who has never lost the Eden secret of being naked and
unashamed.Miss Oliver had saidPut that into a poem, Walter,and he
had done soand read it to them the next day--just a short thing with
goblin imagination in every line of it. Ohhow happy they had been
then!

Well--Rilla scrambled to her feet--time was up. Jims would soon be
awake--his lunch had to be prepared--his little slips had to be ironed
--there was a committee meeting of the Junior Reds that night--there
was her new knitting bag to finish--it would be the handsomest bag in
the Junior Society--handsomer even than Irene Howard's--she must get
home and get to work. She was busy these days from morning till night.
That little monkey of a Jims took so much time. But he was growing--he
was certainly growing. And there were times when Rilla felt sure that it


was not merely a pious hope but an absolute fact that he was getting
decidedly better looking. Sometimes she felt quite proud of him; and
sometimes she yearned to spank him. But she never kissed him or wanted
to kiss him.

The Germans captured Lodz today,said Miss Oliverone December
eveningwhen sheMrs. Blytheand Susan were busy sewing or knitting
in the cosy living-room. "This war is at least extending my knowledge of
geography. Schoolma'am though I amthree months ago I didn't know there
was such a place in the world such as Lodz. Had I heard it mentioned I
would have known nothing about it and cared as little. I know all about
it now--its sizeits standingits military significance. Yesterday
the news that the Germans have captured it in their second rush to
Warsaw made my heart sink into my boots. I woke up in the night and
worried over it. I don't wonder babies always cry when they wake up in
the night. Everything presses on my soul then and no cloud has a silver
lining."

When I wake up in the night and cannot go to sleep again,remarked
Susanwho was knitting and reading at the same timeI pass the
moments by torturing the Kaiser to death. Last night I fried him in
boiling oil and a great comfort it was to me, remembering those Belgian
babies.

If the Kaiser were here and had a pain in his shoulder you'ld be the
first to run for the liniment bottle to rub him down,laughed Miss
Oliver.

Would I?cried outraged Susan. "Would IMiss Oliver? I would rub him
down with coal oilMiss Oliver--and leave it to blister. That is what
I would do and that you may tie to. A pain in his shoulderindeed! He
will have pains all over him before he is through with what he has
started."

We are told to love our enemies, Susan,said the doctor solemnly.

Yes, our enemies, but not King George's enemies, doctor dear,retorted
Susan crushingly. She was so well pleased with herself over this
flattening out of the doctor completely that she even smiled as she
polished her glasses. Susan had never given in to glasses beforebut
she had done so at last in order to be able to read the war news--and
not a dispatch got by her. "Can you tell meMiss Oliverhow to
pronounce M-l-a-w-a and B-z-u-r-a and P-r-z-e-m-y-s-l?"

That last is a conundrum which nobody seems to have solved yet, Susan.
And I can make only a guess at the others.

These foreign names are far from being decent, in my opinion,said
disgusted Susan.

I dare say the Austrians and Russians would think Saskatchewan and
Musquodoboit about as bad, Susan,said Miss Oliver. "The Serbians have
done wonderfully of late. They have captured Belgrade."

And sent the Austrian creatures packing across the Danube with a flea
in their ear,said Susan with a relishas she settled down to examine
a map of Eastern Europeprodding each locality with the knitting needle
to brand it on her memory. "Cousin Sophia said awhile ago that Serbia
was done forbut I told her there was still such a thing as an
over-ruling Providencedoubt it who might. It says here that the
slaughter was terrible. For all they were foreigners it is awful to
think of so many men being killedMrs. Dr. dear--for they are scarce
enough as it is."


Rilla was upstairs relieving her over-charged feelings by writing in her
diary.

Things have all 'gone catawampus,' as Susan says, with me this week.
Part of it was my own fault and part of it wasn't, and I seem to be
equally unhappy over both parts.

I went to town the other day to buy a new winter hat. It was the first
time nobody insisted on coming with me to help me select itand I felt
that mother had really given up thinking of me as a child. And I found
the dearest hat--it was simply bewitching. It was a velvet hatof the
very shade of rich green that was made for me. It just goes with my hair
and complexion beautifullybringing out the red-brown shades and what
Miss Oliver calls my 'creaminess' so well. Only once before in my life
have I come across that precise shade of green. When I was twelve I had
a little beaver hat of itand all the girls in school were wild over
it. Wellas soon as I saw this hat I felt that I simply must have it-and
have it I did. The price was dreadful. I will not put it down here
because I don't want my descendants to know I was guilty of paying so
much for a hatin war-timetoowhen everybody is--or should be-trying
to be economical.

When I got home and tried on the hat again in my room I was assailed by
qualms. Of course, it was very becoming; but somehow it seemed too
elaborate and fussy for church going and our quiet little doings in the
Glen--too conspicuous, in short. It hadn't seemed so at the milliner's
but here in my little white room it did. And that dreadful price tag!
And the starving Belgians! When mother saw the hat and the tag she just
looked at me. Mother is some expert at looking. Father says she looked
him into love with her years ago in Avonlea school and I can well
believe it--though I have heard a weird tale of her banging him over
the head with a slate at the very beginning of their acquaintance.
Mother was a limb when she was a little girl, I understand, and even up
to the time when Jem went away she was full of ginger. But let me return
to my mutton--that is to say, my new green velvet hat.

'Do you thinkRilla' mother said quietly--far too quietly--'that it
was right to spend so much for a hatespecially when the need of the
world is so great?'

'I paid for it out of my own allowance, mother,' I exclaimed.

'That is not the point. Your allowance is based on the principle of a
reasonable amount for each thing you need. If you pay too much for one
thing you must cut off somewhere else and that is not satisfactory. But
if you think you did rightRillaI have no more to say. I leave it to
your conscience.'

I wish mother would not leave things to my conscience! And anyway, what
was I to do? I couldn't take that hat back--I had worn it to a concert
in town--I had to keep it! I was so uncomfortable that I flew into a
temper--a cold, calm, deadly temper.

'Mother' I said haughtily'I am sorry you disapprove of my hat--'

'Not of the hat exactly,' said mother, 'though I consider it in
doubtful taste for so young a girl--but of the price you paid for it.'

Being interrupted didn't improve my temperso I went oncolder and
calmer and deadlier than everjust as if mother had not spoken.

'--but I have to keep it now. However, I promise you that I will not
get another hat for three years or for the duration of the war, if it
lasts longer than that. Even you'--oh, the sarcasm I put into the 'you'


--'cannot say that what I paid was too much when spread over at least
three years.'

'You will be very tired of that hat before three yearsRilla' said
motherwith a provoking grinwhichbeing interpretedmeant that I
wouldn't stick it out.

'Tired or not, I will wear it that long,' I said: and then I marched
upstairs and cried to think that I had been sarcastic to mother.

I hate that hat already. But three years or the duration of the warI
saidand three years or the duration of the war it shall be. I vowed
and I shall keep my vowcost what it will.

That is one of the 'catawampus' things. The other is that I have
quarrelled with Irene Howard--or she quarrelled with me--or, no, we
both quarrelled.

The Junior Red Cross met here yesterday. The hour of meeting was
half-past two but Irene came at half-past onebecause she got the
chance of a drive down from the Upper Glen. Irene hasn't been a bit nice
to me since the fuss about the eats; and besides I feel sure she resents
not being president. But I have been determined that things should go
smoothlyso I have never taken any noticeand when she came yesterday
she seemed so nice and sweet again that I hoped she had got over her
huffiness and we could be the chums we used to be.

But as soon as we sat down Irene began to rub me the wrong way. I saw
her cast a look at my new knitting-bag. All the girls have always said
Irene was jealous-minded and I would never believe them before. But now
I feel that perhaps she is.

The first thing she did was to pounce on Jims--Irene pretends to adore
babies--pick him out of his cradle and kiss him all over his face. Now
Irene knows perfectly well that I don't like to have Jims kissed like
that. It is not hygienic. After she had worried him till he began to
fussshe looked at me and gave quite a nasty little laugh but she said
ohso sweetly

'Why, Rilla, darling, you look as if you thought I was poisoning the
baby.'

'OhnoI don'tIrene' I said--every bit as sweetly'but you know
Morgan says that the only place a baby should be kissed is on its
foreheadfor fear of germsand that is my rule with Jims.'

'Dear me, am I so full of germs?' said Irene plaintively. I knew she
was making fun of me and I began to boil inside--but outside no sign of
a simmer. I was determined I would not scrap with Irene.

Then she began to bounce Jims. NowMorgan says bouncing is almost the
worst thing that can be done to a baby. I never allow Jims to be
bounced. But Irene bounced him and that exasperating child liked it. He
smiled--for the very first time. He is four months old and he has never
smiled once before. Not even mother or Susan have been able to coax that
thing to smiletry as they would. And here he was smiling because Irene
Howard bounced him! Talk of gratitude!

I admit that smile made a big difference in him. Two of the dearest
dimples came out in his cheeks and his big brown eyes seemed full of
laughter. The way Irene raved over those dimples was silly, I consider.
You would have supposed she thought she had really brought them into
existence. But I sewed steadily and did not enthuse, and soon Irene got
tired of bouncing Jims and put him back in his cradle. He did not like


that after being played with, and he began to cry and was fussy the rest
of the afternoon, whereas if Irene had only left him alone he would not
have been a bit of trouble.

Irene looked at him and said'Does he often cry like that?' as if she
had never heard a baby crying before.

I explained patiently that children have to cry so many minutes per day
in order to expand their lungs. Morgan says so.

'If Jims didn't cry at all I'd have to make him cry for at least twenty
minutes' I said.

'Oh, indeed!' said Irene, laughing as if she didn't believe me. 'Morgan
on the Care of Infants' was upstairs or I would soon have convinced her.
Then she said Jims didn't have much hair--she had never seen a four
months' old baby so bald.

Of courseI knew Jims hadn't much hair--yet; but Irene said it in a
tone that seemed to imply it was my fault that he hadn't any hair. I
said I had seen dozens of babies every bit as bald as Jimsand Irene
saidOh very wellshe hadn't meant to offend me--when I wasn't
offended.

It went on like that the rest of the hour--Irene kept giving me little
digs all the time. The girls have always said she was revengeful like
that if she were peeved about anything; but I never believed it before;
I used to think Irene just perfect, and it hurt me dreadfully to find
she could stoop to this. But I corked up my feelings and sewed away for
dear life on a Belgian child's nightgown.

Then Irene told me the meanestmost contemptible thing that someone
had said about Walter. I won't write it down--I can't. Of courseshe
said it made her furious to hear it and all that--but there was no need
for her to tell me such a thing even if she did hear it. She simply did
it to hurt me.

I just exploded. 'How dare you come here and repeat such a thing about
my brother, Irene Howard?' I exclaimed. 'I shall never forgive you-never.
Your brother hasn't enlisted--hasn't any idea of enlisting.'

'Why RilladearI didn't say it' said Irene. 'I told you it was Mrs.
George Burr. And I told her--'

'I don't want to hear what you told her. Don't you ever speak to me
again, Irene Howard.'

Oh courseI shouldn't have said that. But it just seemed to say
itself. Then the other girls all came in a bunch and I had to calm down
and act the hostess' part as well as I could. Irene paired off with
Olive Kirk all the rest of the afternoon and went away without so much
as a look. So I suppose she means to take me at my word and I don't
carefor I do not want to be friends with a girl who could repeat such
a falsehood about Walter. But I feel unhappy over it for all that. We've
always been such good chums and until lately Irene was lovely to me; and
now another illusion has been stripped from my eyes and I feel as if
there wasn't such a thing as real true friendship in the world.

Father got old Joe Mead to build a kennel for Dog Monday in the corner
of the shipping-shed today. We thought perhaps Monday would come home
when the cold weather came but he wouldn't. No earthly influence can
coax Monday away from that shed even for a few minutes. There he stays
and meets every train. So we had to do something to make him
comfortable. Joe built the kennel so that Monday could lie in it and


still see the platform, so we hope he will occupy it.

Monday has become quite famous. A reporter of the Enterprise came out
from town and photographed him and wrote up the whole story of his
faithful vigil. It was published in the Enterprise and copied all over
Canada. But that doesn't matter to poor little MondayJem has gone away
--Monday doesn't know where or why--but he will wait until he comes
back. Somehow it comforts me: it's foolishI supposebut it gives me a
feeling that Jem will come back or else Monday wouldn't keep on waiting
for him.

Jims is snoring beside me in his cradle. It is just a cold that makes
him snore--not adenoids. Irene had a cold yesterday and I know she gave
it to him, kissing him. He is not quite such a nuisance as he was; he
has got some backbone and can sit up quite nicely, and he loves his bath
now and splashes unsmilingly in the water instead of twisting and
shrieking. Oh, shall I ever forget those first two months! I don't know
how I lived through them. But here I am and here is Jims and we both are
going to 'carry on.' I tickled him a little bit tonight when I undressed
him--I wouldn't bounce him but Morgan doesn't mention tickling--just
to see if he would smile for me as well as Irene. And he did--and out
popped the dimples. What a pity his mother couldn't have seen them!

I finished my sixth pair of socks today. With the first three I got
Susan to set the heel for me. Then I thought that was a bit of shirking
so I learned to do it myself. I hate it--but I have done so many things
I hate since 4th of August that one more or less doesn't matter. I just
think of Jem joking about the mud on Salisbury Plain and I go at them."

CHAPTER XI

DARK AND BRIGHT

At Christmas the college boys and girls came home and for a little while
Ingleside was gay again. But all were not there--for the first time one
was missing from the circle round the Christmas table. Jemof the
steady lips and fearless eyeswas far awayand Rilla felt that the
sight of his vacant chair was more than she could endure. Susan had
taken a stubborn freak and insisted on setting out Jem's place for him
as usualwith the twisted little napkin ring he had always had since a
boyand the oddhigh Green Gables goblet that Aunt Marilla had once
given him and from which he always insisted on drinking.

That blessed boy shall have his place, Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susan
firmlyand do not you feel over it, for you may be sure he is here in
spirit and next Christmas he will be here in the body. Wait you till the
Big Push comes in the spring and the war will be over in a jiffy.

They tried to think sobut a shadow stalked in the background of their
determined merrymaking. Waltertoowas quiet and dullall through the
holidays. He showed Rilla a cruelanonymous letter he had received at
Redmond--a letter far more conspicuous for malice than for patriotic
indignation.

Nevertheless, all it says is true, Rilla.

Rilla had caught it from him and thrown it into the fire.

There isn't one word of truth in it,she declared hotly. "Walter
you've got morbid--as Miss Oliver says she gets when she broods too
long over one thing."


I can't get away from it at Redmond, Rilla. The whole college is aflame
over the war. A perfectly fit fellow, of military age, who doesn't join
up is looked upon as a shirker and treated accordingly. Dr. Milne, the
English professor, who has always made a special pet of me, has two sons
in khaki; and I can feel the change in his manner towards me.

It's not fair--you're not fit.

Physically I am. Sound as a bell. The unfitness is in the soul and it's
a taint and a disgrace. There, don't cry, Rilla. I'm not going if that's
what you're afraid of. The Piper's music rings in my ears day and
night--but I cannot follow.

You would break mother's heart and mine if you did,sobbed Rilla. "Oh
Walterone is enough for any family."

The holidays were an unhappy time for her. Stillhaving Nan and Di and
Walter and Shirley home helped in the enduring of things. A letter and
book came for her from Kenneth Fordtoo; some sentences in the letter
made her cheeks burn and her heart beat--until the last paragraph
which sent an icy chill over everything.

My ankle is about as good as new. I'll be fit to join up in a couple of
months more, Rilla-my-Rilla. It will be some feeling to get into khaki
all right. Little Ken will be able to look the whole world in the face
then and owe not any man. It's been rotten lately, since I've been able
to walk without limping. People who don't know look at me as much as to
say 'Slacker!' Well, they won't have the chance to look it much longer.

I hate this war,said Rilla bitterlyas she gazed out into the maple
grove that was a chill glory of pink and gold in the winter sunset.

Nineteen-fourteen has gone,said Dr. Blythe on New Year's Day. "Its
sunwhich rose fairlyhas set in blood. What will nineteen-fifteen
bring?"

Victory!said Susanfor once laconic.

Do you really believe we'll win the war, Susan?said Miss Oliver
drearily. She had come over from Lowbridge to spend the day and see
Walter and the girls before they went back to Redmond. She was in a
rather blue and cynical mood and inclined to look on the dark side.

'Believe' we'll win the war!exclaimed Susan. "NoMiss Oliverdear
I do not believe--I know. That does not worry me. What does worry me is
the trouble and expense of it all. But then you cannot make omelets
without breaking eggsso we must just trust in God and make big guns."

Sometimes I think the big guns are better to trust in than God,said
Miss Oliver defiantly.

No, no, dear, you do not. The Germans had the big guns at the Marne,
had they not? But Providence settled them. Do not ever forget that. Just
hold on to that when you feel inclined to doubt. Clutch hold of the
sides of your chair and sit tight and keep saying, 'Big guns are good
but the Almighty is better, and He is on our side, no matter what the
Kaiser says about it.' I would have gone crazy many a day lately, Miss
Oliver, dear, if I had not sat tight and repeated that to myself. My
cousin Sophia is, like you, somewhat inclined to despond. 'Oh, dear me,
what will we do if the Germans ever get here,' she wailed to me
yesterday. 'Bury them,' said I, just as off-hand as that. 'There is
plenty of room for the graves.' Cousin Sophia said that I was flippant
but I was not flippant, Miss Oliver, dear, only calm and confident in
the British navy and our Canadian boys. I am like old Mr. William


Pollock of the Harbour Head. He is very old and has been ill for a long
time, and one night last week he was so low that his daughter-in-law
whispered to some one that she thought he was dead. 'Darn it, I ain't,'
he called right out--only, Miss Oliver, dear, he did not use so mild a
word as 'darn'--'darn it, I ain't, and I don't mean to die until the
Kaiser is well licked.' Now, that, Miss Oliver, dear,concluded Susan
is the kind of spirit I admire.

I admire it but I can't emulate it,sighed Gertrude. "Before thisI
have always been able to escape from the hard things of life for a
little while by going into dreamlandand coming back like a giant
refreshed. But I can't escape from this."

Nor I,said Mrs. Blythe. "I hate going to bed now. All my life I've
liked going to bedto have a gaymadsplendid half-hour of imagining
things before sleeping. Now I imagine them still. But such different
things."

I am rather glad when the time comes to go to bed,said Miss Oliver.
I like the darkness because I can be myself in it--I needn't smile or
talk bravely. But sometimes my imagination gets out of hand, too, and I
see what you do--terrible things--terrible years to come.

I am very thankful that I never had any imagination to speak of,said
Susan. "I have been spared that. I see by this paper that the Crown
Prince is killed again. Do you suppose there is any hope of his staying
dead this time? And I also see that Woodrow Wilson is going to write
another note. I wonder concluded Susan, with the bitter irony she had
of late begun to use when referring to the poor President, if that
man's schoolmaster is alive."

In January Jims was five months old and Rilla celebrated the anniversary
by shortening him.

He weighs fourteen pounds,she announced jubilantly. "Just exactly
what he should weigh at five monthsaccording to Morgan."

There was no longer any doubt in anybody's mind that Jims was getting
positively pretty. His little cheeks were round and firm and faintly
pinkhis eyes were big and brighthis tiny paws had dimples at the
root of every finger. He had even begun to grow hairmuch to Rilla's
unspoken relief. There was a pale golden fuzz all over his head that was
distinctly visible in some lights. He was a good infantgenerally
sleeping and digesting as Morgan decreed. Occasionally he smiled but he
had never laughedin spite of all efforts to make him. This worried
Rilla alsobecause Morgan said that babies usually laughed aloud from
the third to the fifth month. Jims was five months and had no notion of
laughing. Why hadn't he? Wasn't he normal?

One night Rilla came home late from a recruiting meeting at the Glen
where she had been giving patriotic recitations. Rilla had never been
willing to recite in public before. She was afraid of her tendency to
lispwhich had a habit of reviving if she were doing anything that made
her nervous. When she had first been asked to recite at the Upper Glen
meeting she had refused. Then she began to worry over her refusal. Was
it cowardly? What would Jem think if he knew? After two days of worry
Rilla phoned to the president of the Patriotic Society that she would
recite. She didand lisped several timesand lay awake most of the
night in an agony of wounded vanity. Then two nights after she recited
again at Harbour Head. She had been at Lowbridge and over-harbour since
then and had become resigned to an occasional lisp. Nobody except
herself seemed to mind it. And she was so earnest and appealing and
shining-eyed! More than one recruit joined up because Rilla's eyes
seemed to look right at him when she passionately demanded how could men


die better than fighting for the ashes of their fathers and the temples
of their godsor assured her audience with thrilling intensity that one
crowded hour of glorious life was worth an age without a name. Even
stolid Miller Douglas was so fired one night that it took Mary Vance a
good hour to talk him back to sense. Mary Vance said bitterly that if
Rilla Blythe felt as bad as she had pretended to feel over Jem's going
to the front she wouldn't be urging other girls' brothers and friends to
go.

On this particular night Rilla was tired and cold and very thankful to
creep into her warm nest and cuddle down between her blanketsthough as
usual with a sorrowful wonder how Jem and Jerry were faring. She was
just getting warm and drowsy when Jims suddenly began to cry--and kept
on crying.

Rilla curled herself up in her bed and determined she would let him cry.
She had Morgan behind her for justification. Jims was warmphysically
comfortable--his cry wasn't the cry of pain--and had his little tummy
as full as was good for him. Under such circumstances it would be simply
spoiling him to fuss over himand she wasn't going to do it. He could
cry until he got good and tired and ready to go to sleep again.

Then Rilla's imagination began to torment her. Supposeshe thoughtI
was a tinyhelpless creature only five months oldwith my father
somewhere in France and my poor little motherwho had been so worried
about mein the graveyard. Suppose I was lying in a basket in a big
black roomwithout one speck of lightand nobody within miles of me
for all I could see or know. Suppose there wasn't a human being anywhere
who loved me--for a father who had never seen me couldn't love me very
muchespecially when he had never written a word to or about me.
Wouldn't I crytoo? Wouldn't I feel just so lonely and forsaken and
frightened that I'd have to cry?

Rilla hopped out. She picked Jims out of his basket and took him into
her own bed. His hands were coldpoor mite. But he had promptly ceased
to cry. And thenas she held him close to her in the darknesssuddenly
Jims laughed--a realgurglychucklydelighteddelightful laugh.

Oh, you dear little thing!exclaimed Rilla. "Are you so pleased at
finding you're not all alonelost in a hugebigblack room?" Then she
knew she wanted to kiss him and she did. She kissed his silkyscented
little headshe kissed his chubby little cheekshe kissed his little
cold hands. She wanted to squeeze him--to cuddle himjust as she used
to squeeze and cuddle her kittens. Something delightful and yearning and
brooding seemed to have taken possession of her. She had never felt like
this before.

In a few minutes Jims was sound asleep; andas Rilla listened to his
softregular breathing and felt the little body warm and contented
against hershe realized that--at last--she loved her war-baby.

He has got to be--such--a--darling,she thought drowsilyas she
drifted off to slumberland herself.

In February Jem and Jerry and Robert Grant were in the trenches and a
little more tension and dread was added to the Ingleside life. In March
Yiprez,as Susan called ithad come to have a bitter significance.
The daily list of casualties had begun to appear in the papers and no
one at Ingleside ever answered the telephone without a horrible cold
shrinking--for it might be the station-master phoning up to say a
telegram had come from overseas. No one at Ingleside ever got up in the
morning without a sudden piercing wonder over what the day might bring.

And I used to welcome the mornings so,thought Rilla.


Yet the round of life and duty went steadily on and every week or so one
of the Glen lads who had just the other day been a rollicking schoolboy
went into khaki.

It is bitter cold out tonight, Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susancoming in
out of the clear starlit crispness of the Canadian winter twilight. "I
wonder if the boys in the trenches are warm."

How everything comes back to this war,cried Gertrude Oliver. "We
can't get away from it--not even when we talk of the weather. I never
go out these dark cold nights myself without thinking of the men in the
trenches--not only our men but everybody's men. I would feel the same
if there were nobody I knew at the front. When I snuggle down in my
comfortable bed I am ashamed of being comfortable. It seems as if it
were wicked of me to be so when many are not."

I saw Mrs. Meredith down at the store,said Susanand she tells me
that they are really troubled over Bruce, he takes things so much to
heart. He has cried himself to sleep for a week, over the starving
Belgians. 'Oh, mother,' he will say to her, so beseeching-like, 'surely
the babies are never hungry--oh, not the babies, mother! Just say the
babies are not hungry, mother.' And she cannot say it because it would
not be true, and she is at her wits' end. They try to keep such things
from him but he finds them out and then they cannot comfort him. It
breaks my heart to read about them myself, Mrs. Dr. dear, and I cannot
console myself with the thought that the tales are not true. When I read
a novle that makes me want to weep I just say severely to myself, 'Now,
Susan Baker, you know that is all a pack of lies.' But we must carry on.
Jack Crawford says he is going to the war because he is tired of
farming. I hope he will find it a pleasant change. And Mrs. Richard
Elliott over-harbour is worrying herself sick because she used to be
always scolding her husband about smoking up the parlour curtains. Now
that he has enlisted she wishes she had never said a word to him. You
know Josiah Cooper and William Daley, Mrs. Dr. dear. They used to be
fast friends but they quarrelled twenty years ago and have never spoken
since. Well, the other day Josiah went to William and said right out,
'Let us be friends. 'Tain't any time to be holding grudges.' William was
real glad and held out his hand, and they sat down for a good talk. And
in less than half an hour they had quarrelled again, over how the war
ought to be fought, Josiah holding that the Dardanelles expedition was
rank folly and William maintaining that it was the one sensible thing
the Allies had done. And now they are madder at each other than ever and
William says Josiah is as bad a pro-German as Whiskers-on-the-Moon.
Whiskers-on-the-moon vows he is no pro-German but calls himself a
pacifist, whatever that may be. It is nothing proper or Whiskers would
not be it and that you may tie to. He says that the big British victory
at New Chapelle cost more than it was worth and he has forbid Joe
Milgrave to come near the house because Joe ran up his father's flag
when the news came. Have you noticed, Mrs. Dr. dear, that the Czar has
changed that Prish name to Premysl, which proves that the man had good
sense, Russian though he is? Joe Vickers told me in the store that he
saw a very queer looking thing in the sky tonight over Lowbridge way. Do
you suppose it could have been a Zeppelin, Mrs. Dr. dear?

I do not think it very likely, Susan.

Well, I would feel easier about it if Whiskers-on-the-moon were not
living in the Glen. They say he was seen going through strange
manoeuvres with a lantern in his back yard one night lately. Some people
think he was signalling.

To whom--or what?


Ah, that is the mystery, Mrs. Dr. dear. In my opinion the Government
would do well to keep an eye on that man if it does not want us to be
all murdered in our beds some night. Now I shall just look over the
papers a minute before going to write a letter to little Jem. Two things
I never did, Mrs. Dr. dear, were write letters and read politics. Yet
here I am doing both regular and I find there is something in politics
after all. Whatever Woodrow Wilson means I cannot fathom but I am hoping
I will puzzle it out yet.

Susanin her pursuit of Wilson and politicspresently came upon
something that disturbed her and exclaimed in a tone of bitter
disappointment

That devilish Kaiser has only a boil after all.

Don't swear, Susan,said Dr. Blythepulling a long face.

'Devilish' is not swearing, doctor, dear. I have always understood that
swearing was taking the name of the Almighty in vain?

Well, it isn't--ahem--refined,said the doctorwinking at Miss
Oliver.

No, doctor, dear, the devil and the Kaiser--if so be that they are
really two different people--are not refined. And you cannot refer to
them in a refined way. So I abide by what I said, although you may
notice that I am careful not to use such expressions when young Rilla is
about. And I maintain that the papers have no right to say that the
Kaiser has pneumonia and raise people's hopes, and then come out and say
he has nothing but a boil. A boil, indeed! I wish he was covered with
them.

Susan stalked out to the kitchen and settled down to write to Jem;
deeming him in need of some home comfort from certain passages in his
letter that day.

We're in an old wine cellar tonight, dad,he wrotein water to our
knees. Rats everywhere--no fire--a drizzling rain coming down--rather
dismal. But it might be worse. I got Susan's box today and everything
was in tip-top order and we had a feast. Jerry is up the line somewhere
and he says the rations are rather worse than Aunt Martha's ditto used
to be. But here they're not bad--only monotonous. Tell Susan I'd give a
year's pay for a good batch of her monkey-faces; but don't let that
inspire her to send any for they wouldn't keep.

We have been under fire since the last week in February. One boy--he
was a Nova Scotian--was killed right beside me yesterday. A shell burst
near us and when the mess cleared away he was lying dead--not mangled
at all--he just looked a little startled. It was the first time I'd
been close to anything like that and it was a nasty sensationbut one
soon gets used to horrors here. We're in an absolutely different world.
The only things that are the same are the stars--and they are never in
their right placessomehow.

Tell mother not to worry--I'm all right--fit as a fiddle--and glad I
came. There's something across from us here that has got to be wiped out
of the world, that's all--an emanation of evil that would otherwise
poison life for ever. It's got to be done, dad, however long it takes,
and whatever it costs, and you tell the Glen people this for me. They
don't realize yet what it is has broken loose--I didn't when I first
joined up. I thought it was fun. Well, it isn't! But I'm in the right
place all right--make no mistake about that. When I saw what had been
done here to homes and gardens and people--well, dad, I seemed to see a
gang of Huns marching through Rainbow Valley and the Glen, and the


garden at Ingleside. There were gardens over here--beautiful gardens
with the beauty of centuries--and what are they now? Mangled,
desecrated things! We are fighting to make those dear old places where
we had played as children, safe for other boys and girls--fighting for
the preservation and safety of all sweet, wholesome things.

Whenever any of you go to the station be sure to give Dog Monday a
double pat for me. Fancy the faithful little beggar waiting there for me
like that! Honestlydadon some of these dark cold nights in the
trenchesit heartens and braces me up no end to think that thousands of
miles away at the old Glen station there is a small spotted dog sharing
my vigil.

Tell Rilla I'm glad her war-baby is turning out so well, and tell Susan
that I'm fighting a good fight against both Huns and cooties.

Mrs. Dr. dear,whispered Susan solemnlywhat are cooties?

Mrs. Blythe whispered back and then said in reply to Susan's horrified
ejaculationsIt's always like that in the trenches, Susan.

Susan shook her head and went away in grim silence to re-open a parcel
she had sewed up for Jem and slip in a fine tooth comb.

CHAPTER XII

IN THE DAYS OF LANGEMARCK

How can spring come and be beautiful in such a horror,wrote Rilla in
her diary. "When the sun shines and the fluffy yellow catkins are coming
out on the willow-trees down by the brookand the garden is beginning
to be beautiful I can't realize that such dreadful things are happening
in Flanders. But they are!

This past week has been terrible for us all, since the news came of the
fighting around Ypres and the battles of Langemarck and St. Julien. Our
Canadian boys have done splendidly--General French says they 'saved the
situation,' when the Germans had all but broken through. But I can't
feel pride or exultation or anything but a gnawing anxiety over Jem and
Jerry and Mr. Grant. The casualty lists are coming out in the papers
every day--oh, there are so many of them. I can't bear to read them for
fear I'd find Jem's name--for there have been cases where people have
seen their boys' names in the casualty lists before the official
telegram came. As for the telephone, for a day or two I just refused to
answer it, because I thought I could not endure the horrible moment that
came between saying 'Hello' and hearing the response. That moment seemed
a hundred years long, for I was always dreading to hear 'There is a
telegram for Dr. Blythe.' Then, when I had shirked for a while, I was
ashamed of leaving it all for mother or Susan, and now I make myself go.
But it never gets any easier. Gertrude teaches school and reads
compositions and sets examination papers just as she always has done,
but I know her thoughts are over in Flanders all the time. Her eyes
haunt me.

And Kenneth is in khaki nowtoo. He has got a lieutenant's commission
and expects to go overseas in midsummerso he wrote me. There wasn't
much else in the letter--he seemed to be thinking of nothing but going
overseas. I shall not see him again before he goes--perhaps I will
never see him again. Sometimes I ask myself if that evening at Four
Winds was all a dream. It might as well be--it seems as if it happened
in another life lived years ago--and everybody has forgotten it but me.


Walter and Nan and Di came home last night from Redmond. When Walter
stepped off the train Dog Monday rushed to meet him, frantic with joy. I
suppose he thought Jem would be there, too. After the first moment, he
paid no attention to Walter and his pats, but just stood there, wagging
his tail nervously and looking past Walter at the other people coming
out, with eyes that made me choke up, for I couldn't help thinking that,
for all we knew, Monday might never see Jem come off that train again.
Then, when all the people were out, Monday looked up at Walter, gave his
hand a little lick as if to say, 'I know it isn't your fault he didn't
come--excuse me for feeling disappointed,' and then he trotted back to
his shed, with that funny little sidelong waggle of his that always
makes it seem that his hind legs are travelling directly away from the
point at which his forelegs are aiming.

We tried to coax him home with us--Di even got down and kissed him
between the eyes and said'Mondayold duckwon't you come up with us
just for the evening?' And Monday said--he did!--'I am very sorry but
I can't. I've got a date to meet Jem hereyou knowand there's a train
goes through at eight.'

It's lovely to have Walter back again though he seems quiet and sad,
just as he was at Christmas. But I'm going to love him hard and cheer
him up and make him laugh as he used to. It seems to me that every day
of my life Walter means more to me.

The other evening Susan happened to say that the mayflowers were out in
Rainbow Valley. I chanced to be looking at mother when Susan spoke. Her
face changed and she gave a queer little choked cry. Most of the time
mother is so spunky and gay you would never guess what she feels inside;
but now and then some little thing is too much for her and we see under
the surface. 'Mayflowers!' she said. 'Jem brought me mayflowers last
year!' and she got up and went out of the room. I would have rushed off
to Rainbow Valley and brought her an armful of mayflowersbut I knew
that wasn't what she wanted. And after Walter got home last night he
slipped away to the valley and brought mother home all the mayflowers he
could find. Nobody had said a word to him about it--he just remembered
himself that Jem used to bring mother the first mayflowers and so he
brought them in Jem's place. It shows how tender and thoughtful he is.
And yet there are people who send him cruel letters!

It seems strange that we can go in with ordinary life just as if
nothing were happening overseas that concerned us, just as if any day
might not bring us awful news. But we can and do. Susan is putting in
the garden, and mother and she are housecleaning, and we Junior Reds are
getting up a concert in aid of the Belgians. We have been practising for
a month and having no end of trouble and bother with cranky people.
Miranda Pryor promised to help with a dialogue and when she had her part
all learnt her father put his foot down and refused to allow her to help
at all. I am not blaming Miranda exactly, but I do think she might have
a little more spunk sometimes. If she put her foot down once in a while
she might bring her father to terms, for she is all the housekeeper he
has and what would he do if she 'struck'? If I were in Miranda's shoes
I'd find some way of managing Whiskers-on-the-moon. I would horse-whip
him, or bite him, if nothing else would serve. But Miranda is a meek and
obedient daughter whose days should be long in the land.

I couldn't get anyone else to take the partbecause nobody liked it
so finally I had to take it myself. Olive Kirk is on the concert
committee and goes against me in every single thing. But I got my way in
asking Mrs. Channing to come out from town and sing for usanyhow. She
is a beautiful singer and will draw such a crowd that we will make more
than we will have to pay her. Olive Kirk thought our local talent good
enough and Minnie Clow won't sing at all now in the choruses because she
would be so nervous before Mrs. Channing. And Minnie is the only good


alto we have! There are times when I am so exasperated that I feel
tempted to wash my hands of the whole affair; but after I dance round my
room a few times in sheer rage I cool down and have another whack at it.
Just at present I am racked with worry for fear the Isaac Reeses are
taking whooping-cough. They have all got a dreadful cold and there are
five of them who have important parts in the programme and if they go
and develop whooping-cough what shall I do? Dick Reese's violin solo is
to be one of our titbits and Kit Reese is in every tableau and the three
small girls have the cutest flag-drill. I've been toiling for weeks to
train them in itand now it seems likely that all my trouble will go
for nothing.

Jims cut his first tooth today. I am very glad, for he is nearly nine
months old and Mary Vance has been insinuating that he is awfully
backward about cutting his teeth. He has begun to creep but doesn't
crawl as most babies do. He trots about on all fours and carries things
in his mouth like a little dog. Nobody can say he isn't up to schedule
time in the matter of creeping anyway--away ahead of it indeed, since
ten months is Morgan's average for creeping. He is so cute, it will be a
shame if his dad never sees him. His hair is coming on nicely too, and I
am not without hope that it will be curly.

Just for a few minuteswhile I've been writing of Jims and the
concertI've forgotten Ypres and the poison gas and the casualty lists.
Now it all rushes backworse than ever. Ohif we could just know that
Jem is all right! I used to be so furious with Jem when he called me
Spider. And nowif he would just come whistling through the hall and
call out'HelloSpider' as he used to doI would think it the
loveliest name in the world."

Rilla put away her diary and went out to the garden. The spring evening
was very lovely. The longgreenseaward-looking glen was filled with
duskand beyond it were meadows of sunset. The harbour was radiant
purple hereazure thereopal elsewhere. The maple grove was beginning
to be misty green. Rilla looked about her with wistful eyes. Who said
that spring was the joy of the year? It was the heart-break of the year.
And the pale-purply mornings and the daffodil stars and the wind in the
old pine were so many separate pangs of the heart-break. Would life ever
be free from dread again?

It's good to see P.E.I. twilight once more,said Walterjoining her.
I didn't really remember that the sea was so blue and the roads so red
and the wood nooks so wild and fairy haunted. Yes, the fairies still
abide here. I vow I could find scores of them under the violets in
Rainbow Valley.

Rilla was momentarily happy. This sounded like the Walter of yore. She
hoped he was forgetting certain things that had troubled him.

And isn't the sky blue over Rainbow Valley?she saidresponding to
his mood. "Blue--blue--you'd have to say 'blue' a hundred times before
you could express how blue it is."

Susan wandered byher head tied up with a shawlher hands full of
garden implements. Docstealthy and wild-eyedwas shadowing her steps
among the spirea bushes.

The sky may be blue,said Susanbut that cat has been Hyde all day
so we will likely have rain tonight and by the same token I have
rheumatism in my shoulder.

It may rain--but don't think rheumatism, Susan--think violets,said
Walter gaily--rather too gailyRilla thought.


Susan considered him unsympathetic.

Indeed, Walter dear, I do not know what you mean by thinking violets,
she responded stifflyand rheumatism is not a thing to be joked about,
as you may some day realize for yourself. I hope I am not of the kind
that is always complaining of their aches and pains, especially now when
the news is so terrible. Rheumatism is bad enough but I realize, and
none better, that it is not to be compared to being gassed by the Huns.

Oh, my God, no!exclaimed Walter passionately. He turned and went back
to the house.

Susan shook her head. She disapproved entirely of such ejaculations. "I
hope he will not let his mother hear him talking like that she thought
as she stacked the hoes and rake away.

Rilla was standing among the budding daffodils with tear-filled eyes.
Her evening was spoiled; she detested Susan, who had somehow hurt
Walter; and Jem--had Jem been gassed? Had he died in torture?

I can't endure this suspense any longer said Rilla desperately.

But she endured it as the others did for another week. Then a letter
came from Jem. He was all right.

I've come through without a scratchdad. Don't know how I or any of us
did it. You'll have seen all about it in the papers--I can't write of
it. But the Huns haven't got through--they won't get through. Jerry was
knocked stiff by a shell one timebut it was only the shock. He was all
right in a few days. Grant is safetoo."

Nan had a letter from Jerry Meredith. "I came back to consciousness at
dawn he wrote. Couldn't tell what had happened to me but thought that
I was done for. I was all alone and afraid--terribly afraid. Dead men
were all around melying on the horrible greyslimy fields. I was
woefully thirsty--and I thought of David and the Bethlehem water--and
of the old spring in Rainbow Valley under the maples. I seemed to see it
just before me--and you standing laughing on the other side of it--and
I thought it was all over with me. And I didn't care. HonestlyI didn't
care. I just felt a dreadful childish fear of loneliness and of those
dead men around meand a sort of wonder how this could have happened to
me. Then they found me and carted me off and before long I discovered
that there wasn't really anything wrong with me. I'm going back to the
trenches tomorrow. Every man is needed there that can be got."

Laughter is gone out of the world,said Faith Meredithwho had come
over to report on her letters. "I remember telling old Mrs. Taylor long
ago that the world was a world of laughter. But it isn't so any longer."

It's a shriek of anguish,said Gertrude Oliver.

We must keep a little laughter, girls,said Mrs. Blythe. "A good laugh
is as good as a prayer sometimes--only sometimes she added under her
breath. She had found it very hard to laugh during the three weeks she
had just lived through--she, Anne Blythe, to whom laughter had always
come so easily and freshly. And what hurt most was that Rilla's laughter
had grown so rare--Rilla whom she used to think laughed over-much. Was
all the child's girlhood to be so clouded? Yet how strong and clever and
womanly she was growing! How patiently she knitted and sewed and
manipulated those uncertain Junior Reds! And how wonderful she was with
Jims.

She really could not do better for that child than if she had raised a
baker's dozenMrs. Dr. dear Susan had avowed solemnly. Little did I


ever expect it of her on the day she landed here with that soup tureen."

CHAPTER XIII

A SLICE OF HUMBLE PIE

I am very much afraid, Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susanwho had been on a
pilgrimage to the station with some choice bones for Dog Mondaythat
something terrible has happened. Whiskers-on-the-moon came off the train
from Charlottetown and he was looking pleased. I do not remember that I
ever saw him with a smile on in public before. Of course he may have
just been getting the better of somebody in a cattle deal but I have an
awful presentiment that the Huns have broken through somewhere.

Perhaps Susan was unjust in connecting Mr. Pryor's smile with the
sinking of the Lusitanianews of which circulated an hour later when
the mail was distributed. But the Glen boys turned out that night in a
body and broke all his windows in a fine frenzy of indignation over the
Kaiser's doings.

I do not say they did right and I do not say they did wrong,said
Susanwhen she heard of it. "But I will say that I wouldn't have minded
throwing a few stones myself. One thing is certain--
Whiskers-on-the-moon said in the post office the day the news camein
the presence of witnessesthat folks who could not stay home after they
had been warned deserved no better fate. Norman Douglas is fairly
foaming at the mouth over it all. 'If the devil doesn't get those men
who sunk the Lusitania then there is no use in there being a devil' he
was shouting in Carter's store last night. Norman Douglas always has
believed that anybody who opposed him was on the side of the devilbut
a man like that is bound to be right once in a while. Bruce Meredith is
worrying over the babies who were drowned. And it seems he prayed for
something very special last Friday night and didn't get itand was
feeling quite disgruntled over it. But when he heard about the Lusitania
he told his mother that he understood now why God didn't answer his
prayer--He was too busy attending to the souls of all the people who
went down on the Lusitania. That child's brain is a hundred years older
than his bodyMrs. Dr. dear. As for the Lusitaniait is an awful
occurrencewhatever way you look at it. But Woodrow Wilson is going to
write a note about itso why worry? A pretty president!" and Susan
banged her pots about wrathfully. President Wilson was rapidly becoming
anathema in Susan's kitchen.

Mary Vance dropped in one evening to tell the Ingleside folks that she
had withdrawn all opposition to Miller Douglas's enlisting.

This Lusitania business was too much for me,said Mary brusquely.
When the Kaiser takes to drowning innocent babies it's high time
somebody told him where he gets off at. This thing must be fought to a
finish. It's been soaking into my mind slow but I'm on now. So I up and
told Miller he could go as far as I was concerned. Old Kitty Alec won't
be converted though. If every ship in the world was submarined and every
baby drowned, Kitty wouldn't turn a hair. But I flatter myself that it
was me kept Miller back all along and not the fair Kitty. I may have
deceived myself--but we shall see.

They did see. The next Sunday Miller Douglas walked into the Glen Church
beside Mary Vance in khaki. And Mary was so proud of him that her white
eyes fairly blazed. Joe Milgraveback under the gallerylooked at
Miller and Mary and then at Miranda Pryorand sighed so heavily that
every one within a radius of three pews heard him and knew what his
trouble was. Walter Blythe did not sigh. But Rillascanning his face


anxiouslysaw a look that cut into her heart. It haunted her for the
next week and made an undercurrent of soreness in her soulwhich was
externally being harrowed up by the near approach of the Red Cross
concert and the worries connected therewith. The Reese cold had not
developed into whooping-coughso that tangle was straightened out. But
other things were hanging in the balance; and on the very day before the
concert came a regretful letter from Mrs. Channing saying that she could
not come to sing. Her sonwho was in Kingsport with his regimentwas
seriously ill with pneumoniaand she must go to him at once.

The members of the concert committee looked at each other in blank
dismay. What was to be done?

This comes of depending on outside help,said Olive Kirk
disagreeably.

We must do something,said Rillatoo desperate to care for Olive's
manner. "We've advertised the concert everywhere--and crowds are coming
--there's even a big party coming out from town--and we were short
enough of music as it was. We must get some one to sing in Mrs.
Channing's place."

I don't know who you can get at this late date,said Olive. "Irene
Howard could do it; but it is not likely she will after the way she was
insulted by our society."

How did our society insult her?asked Rillain what she called her
'cold-pale tone.' Its coldness and pallor did not daunt Olive.

You insulted her,she answered sharply. "Irene told me all about it-she
was literally heart-broken. You told her never to speak to you again
--and Irene told me she simply could not imagine what she had said or
done to deserve such treatment. That was why she never came to our
meetings again but joined in with the Lowbridge Red Cross. I do not
blame her in the leastand Ifor onewill not ask her to lower
herself by helping us out of this scrape."

You don't expect me to ask her?giggled Amy MacAllisterthe other
member of the committee. "Irene and I haven't spoken for a hundred
years. Irene is always getting 'insulted' by somebody. But she is a
lovely singerI'll admit thatand people would just as soon hear her
as Mrs. Channing."

It wouldn't do any good if you did ask her,said Olive significantly.
Soon after we began planning this concert, back in April, I met Irene
in town one day and asked her if she wouldn't help us out. She said
she'd love to but she really didn't see how she could when Rilla Blythe
was running the programme, after the strange way Rilla had behaved to
her. So there it is and here we are, and a nice failure our concert will
be.

Rilla went home and shut herself up in her roomher soul in a turmoil.
She would not humiliate herself by apologizing to Irene Howard! Irene
had been as much in the wrong as she had been; and she had told such
meandistorted versions of their quarrel everywhereposing as a
puzzledinjured martyr. Rilla could never bring herself to tell her
side of it. The fact that a slur at Walter was mixed up in it tied her
tongue. So most people believed that Irene had been badly usedexcept a
few girls who had never liked her and sided with Rilla. And yet--the
concert over which she had worked so hard was going to be a failure.
Mrs. Channing's four solos were the feature of the whole programme.

Miss Oliver, what do you think about it?she asked in desperation.


I think Irene is the one who should apologize,said Miss Oliver. "But
unfortunately my opinion will not fill the blanks in your programme."

If I went and apologized meekly to Irene she would sing, I am sure,
sighed Rilla. "She really loves to sing in public. But I know she'll be
nasty about it--I feel I'd rather do anything than go. I suppose I
should go--if Jem and Jerry can face the Huns surely I can face Irene
Howardand swallow my pride to ask a favour of her for the good of the
Belgians. Just at present I feel that I cannot do it but for all that I
have a presentiment that after supper you'll see me meekly trotting
through Rainbow Valley on my way to the Upper Glen Road."

Rilla's presentiment proved correct. After supper she dressed herself
carefully in her bluebeaded crepe--for vanity is harder to quell than
pride and Irene always saw any flaw or shortcoming in another girl's
appearance. Besidesas Rilla had told her mother one day when she was
nine years oldIt is easier to behave nicely when you have your good
clothes on.

Rilla did her hair very becomingly and donned a long raincoat for fear
of a shower. But all the while her thoughts were concerned with the
coming distasteful interviewand she kept rehearsing mentally her part
in it. She wished it were over--she wished she had never tried to get
up a Belgian Relief concert--she wished she had not quarreled with
Irene. After alldisdainful silence would have been much more effective
in meeting the slur upon Walter. It was foolish and childish to fly out
as she had done--wellshe would be wiser in the futurebut meanwhile a
large and very unpalatable slice of humble pie had to be eatenand
Rilla Blythe was no fonder of that wholesome article of diet than the
rest of us.

By sunset she was at the door of the Howard house--a pretentious abode
with white scroll-work round the eaves and an eruption of bay-windows on
all its sides. Mrs. Howarda plumpvoluble damemet Rilla gushingly
and left her in the parlour while she went to call Irene. Rilla threw
off her rain-coat and looked at herself critically in the mirror over
the mantel. Hairhatand dress were satisfactory--nothing there for
Miss Irene to make fun of. Rilla remembered how clever and amusing she
used to think Irene's biting little comments about other girls. Wellit
had come home to her now.

PresentlyIrene skimmed downelegantly gownedwith her pale
straw-coloured hair done in the latest and most extreme fashionand an
over-luscious atmosphere of perfume enveloping her.

Why how do you do, Miss Blythe?she said sweetly. "This is a very
unexpected pleasure."

Rilla had risen to take Irene's chilly finger-tips and nowas she sat
down againshe saw something that temporarily stunned her. Irene saw it
tooas she sat downand a little amusedimpertinent smile appeared on
her lips and hovered there during the rest of the interview.

On one of Rilla's feet was a smart little steel-buckled shoe and a filmy
blue silk stocking. The other was clad in a stout and rather shabby boot
and black lisle!

Poor Rilla! She had changedor begun to change her boots and stockings
after she had put on her dress. This was the result of doing one thing
with your hands and another with your brain. Ohwhat a ridiculous
position to be in--and before Irene Howard of all people--Irenewho
was staring at Rilla's feet as if she had never seen feet before! And
once she had thought Irene's manner perfection! Everything that Rilla
had prepared to say vanished from her memory. Vainly trying to tuck her


unlucky foot under her chairshe blurted out a blunt statement.

I have come to athk a favour of you, Irene.

There--lisping! Ohshe had been prepared for humiliation but not to
this extent! Reallythere were limits!

Yes?said Irene in a coolquestioning tonelifting her
shallowly-setinsolent eyes to Rilla's crimson face for a moment and
then dropping them again as if she could not tear them from their
fascinated gaze at the shabby boot and the gallant shoe.

Rilla gathered herself together. She would not lisp--she would be calm
and composed.

Mrs. Channing cannot come because her son is ill in Kingsport, and I
have come on behalf of the committee to ask you if you will be so kind
as to sing for us in her place.Rilla enunciated every word so
precisely and carefully that she seemed to be reciting a lesson.

It's something of a fiddler's invitation, isn't it?said Irenewith
one of her disagreeable smiles.

Olive Kirk asked you to help when we first thought of the concert and
you refused,said Rilla.

Why, I could hardly help--then--could I?asked Irene plaintively.
After you ordered me never to speak to you again? It would have been
very awkward for us both, don't you think?

Now for the humble pie.

I want to apologize to you for saying that, Irene.said Rilla
steadily. "I should not have said it and I have been very sorry ever
since. Will you forgive me?"

And sing at your concert?said Irene sweetly and insultingly.

If you mean,said Rilla miserablythat I would not be apologizing to
you if it were not for the concert perhaps that is true. But it is also
true that I have felt ever since it happened that I should not have said
what I did and that I have been sorry for it all winter. That is all I
can say. If you feel you can't forgive me I suppose there is nothing
more to be said.

Oh, Rilla dear, don't snap me up like that,pleaded Irene. "Of course
I'll forgive you--though I did feel awfully about it--how awfully I
hope you'll never know. I cried for weeks over it. And I hadn't said or
done a thing!"

Rilla choked back a retort. After allthere was no use in arguing with
Ireneand the Belgians were starving.

Don't you think you can help us with the concert,she forced herself
to say. Ohif only Irene would stop looking at that boot! Rilla could
just hear her giving Olive Kirk an account of it.

I don't see how I really can at the last moment like this,protested
Irene. "There isn't time to learn anything new."

Oh, you have lots of lovely songs that nobody in the Glen ever heard
before,said Rillawho knew Irene had been going to town all winter
for lessons and that this was only a pretext. "They will all be new down
there."


But I have no accompanist,protested Irene.

Una Meredith can accompany you,said Rilla.

Oh, I couldn't ask her,sighed Irene. "We haven't spoken since last
fall. She was so hateful to me the time of our Sunday-school concert
that I simply had to give her up."

Deardearwas Irene at feud with everybody? As for Una Meredith being
hateful to anybodythe idea was so farcical that Rilla had much ado to
keep from laughing in Irene's very face.

Miss Oliver is a beautiful pianist and can play any accompaniment at
sight,said Rilla desperately. "She will play for you and you could run
over your songs easily tomorrow evening at Ingleside before the
concert."

But I haven't anything to wear. My new evening-dress isn't home from
Charlottetown yet, and I simply cannot wear my old one at such a big
affair. It is too shabby and old-fashioned.

Our concert,said Rilla slowlyis in aid of Belgian children who are
starving to death. Don't you think you could wear a shabby dress once
for their sake, Irene?

Oh, don't you think those accounts we get of the conditions of the
Belgians are very much exaggerated?said Irene. "I'm sure they can't be
actually starving you knowin the twentieth century. The newspapers
always colour things so highly."

Rilla concluded that she had humiliated herself enough. There was such a
thing as self-respect. No more coaxingconcert or no concert. She got
upboot and all.

I am sorry you can't help us, Irene, but since you cannot we must do
the best we can.

Now this did not suit Irene at all. She desired exceedingly to sing at
that concertand all her hesitations were merely by way of enhancing
the boon of her final consent. Besidesshe really wanted to be friends
with Rilla again. Rilla's whole-heartedungrudging adoration had been
very sweet incense to her. And Ingleside was a very charming house to
visitespecially when a handsome college student like Walter was home.
She stopped looking at Rilla's feet.

Rilla, darling, don't be so abrupt. I really want to help you, if I can
manage it. Just sit down and let's talk it over.

I'm sorry, but I can't. I have to be home soon--Jims has to be settled
for the night, you know.

Oh, yes--the baby you are bringing up by the book. It's perfectly
sweet of you to do it when you hate children so. How cross you were just
because I kissed him! But we'll forget all that and be chums again,
won't we? Now, about the concert--I dare say I can run into town on the
morning train after my dress, and out again on the afternoon one in
plenty of time for the concert, if you'll ask Miss Oliver to play for
me. I couldn't--she's so dreadfully haughty and supercilious that she
simply paralyses poor little me.

Rilla did not waste time or breath defending Miss Oliver. She coolly
thanked Irenewho had suddenly become very amiable and gushingand got
away. She was very thankful the interview was over. But she knew now


that she and Irene could never be the friends they had been. Friendly
yes--but friendsno. Nor did she wish it. All winter she had felt
under her other and more serious worriesa little feeling of regret for
her lost chum. Now it was suddenly gone. Irene was not as Mrs. Elliott
would sayof the race that knew Joseph. Rilla did not say or think that
she had outgrown Irene. Had the thought occurred to her she would have
considered it absurd when she was not yet seventeen and Irene was
twenty. But it was the truth. Irene was just what she had been a year
ago--just what she would always be. Rilla Blythe's nature in that year
had changed and matured and deepened. She found herself seeing through
Irene with a disconcerting clearness--discerning under all her
superficial sweetnessher pettinessher vindictivenessher
insincerityher essential cheapness. Irene had lost for ever her
faithful worshipper.

But not until Rilla had traversed the Upper Glen Road and found herself
in the moon-dappled solitude of Rainbow Valley did she fully recover her
composure of spirit. Then she stopped under a tall wild plum that was
ghostly white and fair in its misty spring bloom and laughed.

There is only one thing of importance just now--and that is that the
Allies win the war,she said aloud. "Thereforeit follows without
dispute that the fact that I went to see Irene Howard with odd shoes and
stockings on is of no importance whatever. NeverthelessIBertha
Marilla Blytheswear solemnly with the moon as witness"--Rilla lifted
her hand dramatically to the said moon--"that I will never leave my
room again without looking carefully at both my feet."

CHAPTER XIV

THE VALLEY OF DECISION

Susan kept the flag flying at Ingleside all the next dayin honour of
Italy's declaration of war.

And not before it was time, Mrs. Dr. dear, considering the way things
have begun to go on the Russian front. Say what you will, those Russians
are kittle cattle, the grand duke Nicholas to the contrary
notwithstanding. It is a fortunate thing for Italy that she has come in
on the right side, but whether it is as fortunate for the Allies I will
not predict until I know more about Italians than I do now. However, she
will give that old reprobate of a Francis Joseph something to think
about. A pretty Emperor indeed--with one foot in the grave and yet
plotting wholesale murder--and Susan thumped and kneaded her bread
with as much vicious energy as she could have expended in punching
Francis Joseph himself if he had been so unlucky as to fall into her
clutches.

Walter had gone to town on the early trainand Nan offered to look
after Jims for the day and so set Rilla free. Rilla was wildly busy all
dayhelping to decorate the Glen hall and seeing to a hundred last
things. The evening was beautifulin spite of the fact that Mr. Pryor
was reported to have said that he "hoped it would rain pitch forks
points down and to have wantonly kicked Miranda's dog as he said it.
Rilla, rushing home from the hall, dressed hurriedly. Everything had
gone surprisingly well at the last; Irene was even then downstairs
practising her songs with Miss Oliver; Rilla was excited and happy,
forgetful even of the Western front for the moment. It gave her a sense
of achievement and victory to have brought her efforts of weeks to such
a successful conclusion. She knew that there had not lacked people who
thought and hinted that Rilla Blythe had not the tact or patience to
engineer a concert programme. She had shown them! Little snatches of


song bubbled up from her lips as she dressed. She thought she was
looking very well. Excitement brought a faint, becoming pink into her
round creamy cheeks, quite drowning out her few freckles, and her hair
gleamed with red-brown lustre. Should she wear crab-apple blossoms in
it, or her little fillet of pearls? After some agonised wavering she
decided on the crab-apple blossoms and tucked the white waxen cluster
behind her left ear. Now for a final look at her feet. Yes, both
slippers were on. She gave the sleeping Jims a kiss--what a dear little
warm, rosy, satin face he had--and hurried down the hill to the hall.
Already it was filling--soon it was crowded. Her concert was going to
be a brilliant success.

The first three numbers were successfully over. Rilla was in the little
dressing-room behind the platform, looking out on the moonlit harbour
and rehearsing her own recitations. She was alone, the rest of the
performers being in the larger room on the other side. Suddenly she felt
two soft bare arms slipping round her waist, then Irene Howard dropped a
light kiss on her cheek.

Rillayou sweet thingyou're looking simply angelic to-night. You
have spunk--I thought you would feel so badly over Walter's enlisting
that you'd hardly be able to bear up at alland here you are as cool as
a cucumber. I wish I had half your nerve."

Rilla stood perfectly still. She felt no emotion whatever--she felt
nothing. The world of feeling had just gone blank.

Walter--enlisting--she heard herself saying--then she heard Irene's
affected little laugh.

Why, didn't you know? I thought you did of course, or I wouldn't have
mentioned it. I am always putting my foot in it, aren't I? Yes, that is
what he went to town for to-day--he told me coming out on the train
to-night, I was the first person he told. He isn't in khaki yet--they
were out of uniforms--but he will be in a day or two. I always said
Walter had as much pluck as anybody. I assure you I felt proud of him,
Rilla, when he told me what he'd done. Oh, there's an end of Rick
MacAllister's reading. I must fly. I promised I'd play for the next
chorus--Alice Clow has such a headache.

She was gone--ohthank Godshe was gone! Rilla was alone again
staring out at the unchangeddream-like beauty of moonlit Four Winds.
Feeling was coming back to her--a pang of agony so acute as to be
almost physical seemed to rend her apart.

I cannot bear it,she said. And then came the awful thought that
perhaps she could bear it and that there might be years of this hideous
suffering before her.

She must get away--she must rush home--she must be alone. She could
not go out there and play for drills and give readings and take part in
dialogues now. It would spoil half the concert; but that did not matter
--nothing mattered. Was this sheRilla Blythe--this tortured thing
who had been quite happy a few minutes ago? Outsidea quartette was
singing "We'll never let the old flag fall"--the music seemed to be
coming from some remote distance. Why couldn't she cryas she had cried
when Jem told them he must go? If she could cry perhaps this horrible
something that seemed to have seized on her very life might let go. But
no tears came! Where were her scarf and coat? She must get away and hide
herself like an animal hurt to the death.

Was it a coward's part to run away like this? The question came to her
suddenly as if someone else had asked it. She thought of the shambles of
the Flanders front--she thought of her brother and her playmate helping


to hold those fire-swept trenches. What would they think of her if she
shirked her little duty here--the humble duty of carrying the programme
through for her Red Cross? But she couldn't stay--she couldn't--yet
what was it mother had said when Jem went: "When our women fail in
courage shall our men be fearless still?" But this--this was
unbearable.

Stillshe stopped half-way to the door and went back to the window.
Irene was singing now; her beautiful voice--the only real thing about
her--soared clear and sweet through the building. Rilla knew that the
girls' Fairy Drill came next. Could she go out there and play for it?
Her head was aching now--her throat was burning. Ohwhy had Irene told
her just thenwhen telling could do no good? Irene had been very cruel.
Rilla remembered now that more than once that day she had caught her
mother looking at her with an odd expression. She had been too busy to
wonder what it meant. She understood now. Mother had known why Walter
went to town but wouldn't tell her until the concert was over. What
spirit and endurance mother had!

I must stay here and see things through,said Rillaclasping her cold
hands together.

The rest of the evening always seemed like a fevered dream to her. Her
body was crowded by people but her soul was alone in a torture-chamber
of its own. Yet she played steadily for the drills and gave her readings
without faltering. She even put on a grotesque old Irish woman's costume
and acted the part in the dialogue which Miranda Pryor had not taken.
But she did not give her "brogue" the inimitable twist she had given it
in the practicesand her readings lacked their usual fire and appeal.
As she stood before the audience she saw one face only--that of the
handsomedark-haired lad sitting beside her mother--and she saw that
same face in the trenches--saw it lying cold and dead under the stars-saw
it pining in prison--saw the light of its eyes blotted out--saw a
hundred horrible things as she stood there on the beflagged platform of
the Glen hall with her own face whiter than the milky crab-blossoms in
her hair. Between her numbers she walked restlessly up and down the
little dressing-room. Would the concert never end!

It ended at last. Olive Kirk rushed up and told her exultantly that they
had made a hundred dollars. "That's good Rilla said mechanically. Then
she was away from them all--oh, thank God, she was away from them all-Walter
was waiting for her at the door. He put his arm through hers
silently and they went together down the moonlit road. The frogs were
singing in the marshes, the dim, ensilvered fields of home lay all
around them. The spring night was lovely and appealing. Rilla felt that
its beauty was an insult to her pain. She would hate moonlight for ever.

You know?" said Walter.

Yes. Irene told me,answered Rilla chokingly.

We didn't want you to know till the evening was over. I knew when you
came out for the drill that you had heard. Little sister, I had to do
it. I couldn't live any longer on such terms with myself as I have been
since the Lusitania was sunk. When I pictured those dead women and
children floating about in that pitiless, ice-cold water--well, at
first I just felt a sort of nausea with life. I wanted to get out of the
world where such a thing could happen--shake its accursed dust from my
feet for ever. Then I knew I had to go.

There are--plenty--without you.

That isn't the point, Rilla-my-Rilla. I'm going for my own sake--to
save my soul alive. It will shrink to something small and mean and


lifeless if I don't go. That would be worse than blindness or mutilation
or any of the things I've feared.

You may--be--killed,Rilla hated herself for saying it--she knew it
was a weak and cowardly thing to say--but she had rather gone to pieces
after the tension of the evening.

'Comes he slow or comes he fast It is but death who comes at

last.'

quoted Walter. "It's not death I fear--I told you that long ago. One
can pay too high a price for mere lifelittle sister. There's so much
hideousness in this war--I've got to go and help wipe it out of the
world. I'm going to fight for the beauty of lifeRilla-my-Rilla--that
is my duty. There may be a higher dutyperhaps--but that is mine. I
owe life and Canada thatand I've got to pay it. Rillatonight for the
first time since Jem left I've got back my self-respect. I could write
poetry Walter laughed. I've never been able to write a line since
last August. Tonight I'm full of it. Little sisterbe brave--you were
so plucky when Jem went."

This--is--different,Rilla had to stop after every word to fight
down a wild outburst of sobs. "I loved--Jem--of course--but--when-he
went--away--we thought--the war--would soon--be over--and you
are--everything to meWalter."

You must be brave to help me, Rilla-my-Rilla. I'm exalted tonight-drunk
with the excitement of victory over myself--but there will be
other times when it won't be like this--I'll need your help then.

When--do--you--go?She must know the worst at once.

Not for a week--then we go to Kingsport for training. I suppose we'll
go overseas about the middle of July--we don't know.

One week--only one week more with Walter! The eyes of youth did not see
how she was to go on living.

When they turned in at the Ingleside gate Walter stopped in the shadows
of the old pines and drew Rilla close to him.

Rilla-my-Rilla, there were girls as sweet and pure as you in Belgium
and Flanders. You--even you--know what their fate was. We must make it
impossible for such things to happen again while the world lasts. You'll
help me, won't you?

I'll try, Walter,she said. "OhI will try."

As she clung to him with her face pressed against his shoulder she knew
that it had to be. She accepted the fact then and there. He must go-her
beautiful Walter with his beautiful soul and dreams and ideals. And
she had known all along that it would come sooner or later. She had seen
it coming to her--coming--coming--as one sees the shadow of a cloud
drawing near over a sunny fieldswiftly and inescapably. Amid all her
pain she was conscious of an odd feeling of relief in some hidden part
of her soulwhere a little dullunacknowledged soreness had been
lurking all winter. No one--no one could ever call Walter a slacker
now.

Rilla did not sleep that night. Perhaps no one at Ingleside did except
Jims. The body grows slowly and steadilybut the soul grows by leaps
and bounds. It may come to its full stature in an hour. From that night
Rilla Blythe's soul was the soul of a woman in its capacity for
sufferingfor strengthfor endurance.


When the bitter dawn came she rose and went to her window. Below her was
a big apple-treea great swelling cone of rosy blossom. Walter had
planted it years ago when he was a little boy. Beyond Rainbow Valley
there was a cloudy shore of morning with little ripples of sunrise
breaking over it. The farcold beauty of a lingering star shone above
it. Whyin this world of springtime lovelinessmust hearts break?

Rilla felt arms go about her lovinglyprotectingly. It was mother-pale
large-eyed mother.

Oh, mother, how can you bear it?she cried wildly. "RilladearI've
known for several days that Walter meant to go. I've had time to--to
rebel and grow reconciled. We must give him up. There is a Call greater
and more insistent than the call of our love--he has listened to it. We
must not add to the bitterness of his sacrifice."

Our sacrifice is greater than his,cried Rilla passionately. "Our boys
give only themselves. We give them."

Before Mrs. Blythe could reply Susan stuck her head in at the door
never troubling over such frills of etiquette as knocking. Her eyes were
suspiciously red but all she said was

Will I bring up your breakfast, Mrs. Dr. dear.

No, no, Susan. We will all be down presently. Do you know--that Walter
has joined up.

Yes, Mrs. Dr. dear. The doctor told me last night. I suppose the
Almighty has His own reasons for allowing such things. We must submit
and endeavour to look on the bright side. It may cure him of being a
poet, at least--Susan still persisted in thinking that poets and
tramps were tarred with the same brush--"and that would be something.
But thank God she muttered in a lower tone, that Shirley is not old
enough to go."

Isn't that the same thing as thanking Him that some other woman's son
has to go in Shirley's place?asked the doctorpausing on the
threshold.

No, it is not, doctor dear,said Susan defiantlyas she picked up
Jimswho was opening his big dark eyes and stretching up his dimpled
paws. "Do not you put words in my mouth that I would never dream of
uttering. I am a plain woman and cannot argue with youbut I do not
thank God that anybody has to go. I only know that it seems they do have
to gounless we all want to be Kaiserised--for I can assure you that
the Monroe doctrinewhatever it isis nothing to tie towith Woodrow
Wilson behind it. The HunsDr. dearwill never be brought to brook by
notes. And now concluded Susan, tucking Jims in the crook of her gaunt
arms and marching downstairs, having cried my cry and said my say I
shall take a braceand if I cannot look pleasant I will look as
pleasant as I can."

CHAPTER XV

UNTIL THE DAY BREAK

The Germans have recaptured Premysl,said Susan despairinglylooking
up from her newspaperand now I suppose we will have to begin calling
it by that uncivilised name again. Cousin Sophia was in when the mail
came and when she heard the news she hove a sigh up from the depths of


her stomach, Mrs. Dr. dear, and said, 'Ah yes, and they will get
Petrograd next I have no doubt.' I said to her, 'My knowledge of
geography is not so profound as I wish it was but I have an idea that it
is quite a walk from Premysl to Petrograd.' Cousin Sophia sighed again
and said, 'The Grand Duke Nicholas is not the man I took him to be.' 'Do
not let him know that,' said I. 'It might hurt his feelings and he has
likely enough to worry him as it is. But you cannot cheer Cousin Sophia
up, no matter how sarcastic you are, Mrs. Dr. dear. She sighed for the
third time and groaned out, 'But the Russians are retreating fast,' and
I said, 'Well, what of it? They have plenty of room for retreating, have
they not?' But all the same, Mrs. Dr. dear, though I would never admit
it to Cousin Sophia, I do not like the situation on the eastern front.

Nobody else liked it either; but all summer the Russian retreat went on
--a long-drawn-out agony.

I wonder if I shall ever again be able to await the coming of the mail
with feelings of composure--never to speak of pleasure,said Gertrude
Oliver. "The thought that haunts me night and day is--will the Germans
smash Russia completely and then hurl their eastern armyflushed with
victoryagainst the western front?"

They will not, Miss Oliver dear,said Susanassuming the role of
prophetess.

In the first place, the Almighty will not allow it, in the second,
Grand Duke Nicholas, though he may have been a disappointment to us in
some respects, knows how to run away decently and in order, and that is
a very useful knowledge when Germans are chasing you. Norman Douglas
declares he is just luring them on and killing ten of them to one he
loses. But I am of the opinion he cannot help himself and is just doing
the best he can under the circumstances, the same as the rest of us. So
do not go so far afield to borrow trouble, Miss Oliver dear, when there
is plenty of it already camping on our very doorstep.

Walter had gone to Kingsport the first of June. NanDi and Faith had
gone also to do Red Cross work in their vacation. In mid-July Walter
came home for a week's leave before going overseas. Rilla had lived
through the days of his absence on the hope of that weekand now that
it had come she drank every minute of it thirstilyhating even the
hours she had to spend in sleepthey seemed such a waste of precious
moments. In spite of its sadnessit was a beautiful weekfull of
poignantunforgettable hourswhen she and Walter had long walks and
talks and silences together. He was all her own and she knew that he
found strength and comfort in her sympathy and understanding. It was
very wonderful to know she meant so much to him--the knowledge helped
her through moments that would otherwise have been unendurableand gave
her power to smile--and even to laugh a little. When Walter had gone
she might indulge in the comfort of tearsbut not while he was here.
She would not even let herself cry at nightlest her eyes should betray
her to him in the morning.

On his last evening at home they went together to Rainbow Valley and sat
down on the bank of the brookunder the White Ladywhere the gay
revels of olden days had been held in the cloudless years. Rainbow
Valley was roofed over with a sunset of unusual splendour that night; a
wonderful grey dusk just touched with starlight followed it; and then
came moonshinehintinghidingrevealinglighting up little dells and
hollows hereleaving others in darkvelvet shadow.

When I am 'somewhere in France,'said Walterlooking around him with
eager eyes on all the beauty his soul lovedI shall remember these
still, dewy, moon-drenched places. The balsam of the fir-trees; the
peace of those white pools of moonshine; the 'strength of the hills'-



what a beautiful old Biblical phrase that is. Rilla! Look at those old
hills around us--the hills we looked up at as children, wondering what
lay for us in the great world beyond them. How calm and strong they are
--how patient and changeless--like the heart of a good woman.
Rilla-my-Rilla, do you know what you have been to me the past year? I
want to tell you before I go. I could not have lived through it if it
had not been for you, little loving, believing heart.

Rilla dared not try to speak. She slipped her hand into Walter's and
pressed it hard.

And when I'm over there, Rilla, in that hell upon earth which men who
have forgotten God have made, it will be the thought of you that will
help me most. I know you'll be as plucky and patient as you have shown
yourself to be this past year--I'm not afraid for you. I know that no
matter what happens, you'll be Rilla-my-Rilla--no matter what happens.

Rilla repressed tear and sighbut she could not repress a little
shiverand Walter knew that he had said enough. After a moment of
silencein which each made an unworded promise to each otherhe said
Now we won't be sober any more. We'll look beyond the years--to the
time when the war will be over and Jem and Jerry and I will come
marching home and we'll all be happy again.

We won't be--happy--in the same way,said Rilla.

No, not in the same way. Nobody whom this war has touched will ever be
happy again in quite the same way. But it will be a better happiness, I
think, little sister--a happiness we've earned. We were very happy
before the war, weren't we? With a home like Ingleside, and a father and
mother like ours we couldn't help being happy. But that happiness was a
gift from life and love; it wasn't really ours--life could take it back
at any time. It can never take away the happiness we win for ourselves
in the way of duty. I've realised that since I went into khaki. In spite
of my occasional funks, when I fall to living over things beforehand,
I've been happy since that night in May. Rilla, be awfully good to
mother while I'm away. It must be a horrible thing to be a mother in
this war--the mothers and sisters and wives and sweethearts have the
hardest times. Rilla, you beautiful little thing, are you anybody's
sweetheart? If you are, tell me before I go.

No,said Rilla. Thenimpelled by a wish to be absolutely frank with
Walter in this talk that might be the last they would ever haveshe
addedblushing wildly in the moonlightbut if--Kenneth Ford--wanted
me to be--

I see,said Walter. "And Ken's in khakitoo. Poor little girlieit's
a bit hard for you all round. WellI'm not leaving any girl to break
her heart about me--thank God for that."

Rilla glanced up at the Manse on the hill. She could see a light in Una
Meredith's window. She felt tempted to say something--then she knew she
must not. It was not her secret: andanywayshe did not know--she
only suspected.

Walter looked about him lingeringly and lovingly. This spot had always
been so dear to him. What fun they all had had here lang syne. Phantoms
of memory seemed to pace the dappled paths and peep merrily through the
swinging boughs--Jem and Jerrybare-leggedsunburned schoolboys
fishing in the brook and frying trout over the old stone fireplace; Nan
and Di and Faithin their dimpledfresh-eyed childish beauty; Una the
sweet and shyCarlporing over ants and bugslittle slangy
sharp-tonguedgood-hearted Mary Vance--the old Walter that had been
himself lying on the grass reading poetry or wandering through palaces


of fancy. They were all there around him--he could see them almost as
plainly as he saw Rilla--as plainly as he had once seen the Pied Piper
piping down the valley in a vanished twilight. And they said to him
those gay little ghosts of other daysWe were the children of
yesterday, Walter--fight a good fight for the children of to-day and
to-morrow.

Where are you, Walter,cried Rillalaughing a little. "Come back-come
back."

Walter came back with a long breath. He stood up and looked about him at
the beautiful valley of moonlightas if to impress on his mind and
heart every charm it possessed--the great dark plumes of the firs against
the silvery skythe stately White Ladythe old magic of the dancing
brookthe faithful Tree Loversthe beckoningtricksy paths.

I shall see it so in my dreams,he saidas he turned away.

They went back to Ingleside. Mr. and Mrs. Meredith were therewith
Gertrude Oliverwho had come from Lowbridge to say good-bye. Everybody
was quite cheerful and brightbut nobody said much about the war being
soon overas they had said when Jem went away. They did not talk about
the war at all--and they thought of nothing else. At last they gathered
around the piano and sang the grand old hymn:

Oh God, our help in ages past
Our hope for years to come.
Our shelter from the stormy blast
And our eternal home.


We all come back to God in these days of soul-sifting,said Gertrude
to John Meredith. "There have been many days in the past when I didn't
believe in God--not as God--only as the impersonal Great First Cause
of the scientists. I believe in Him now--I have to--there's nothing
else to fall back on but God--humblystarklyunconditionally."

'Our help in ages past'--'the same yesterday, to-day and for ever,'
said the minister gently. "When we forget God--He remembers us."

There was no crowd at the Glen Station the next morning to see Walter
off. It was becoming a commonplace for a khaki clad boy to board that
early morning train after his last leave. Besides his ownonly the
Manse folk were thereand Mary Vance. Mary had sent her Miller off the
week beforewith a determined grinand now considered herself entitled
to give expert opinion on how such partings should be conducted.

The main thing is to smile and act as if nothing was happening,she
informed the Ingleside group. "The boys all hate the sob act like
poison. Miller told me I wasn't to come near the station if I couldn't
keep from bawling. So I got through with my crying beforehandand at
the last I said to him'Good luckMillerand if you come back you'll
find I haven't changed anyand if you don't come back I'll always be
proud you wentand in any case don't fall in love with a French girl.'
Miller swore he wouldn'tbut you never can tell about those fascinating
foreign hussies. Anyhowthe last sight he had of me I was smiling to my
limit. Geeall the rest of the day my face felt as if it had been
starched and ironed into a smile."

In spite of Mary's advice and example Mrs. Blythewho had sent Jem off
with a smilecould not quite manage one for Walter. But at least no one
cried. Dog Monday came out of his lair in the shipping-shed and sat down
close to Walterthumping his tail vigorously on the boards of the
platform whenever Walter spoke to himand looking up with confident
eyesas if to sayI know you'll find Jem and bring him back to me.


So long, old fellow,said Carl Meredith cheerfullywhen the good-byes
had to be said. "Tell them over there to keep their spirits up--I am
coming along presently."

Me too,said Shirley laconicallyproffering a brown paw. Susan heard
him and her face turned very grey.

Una shook hands quietlylooking at him with wistfulsorrowful
dark-blue eyes. But then Una's eyes had always been wistful. Walter bent
his handsome black head in its khaki cap and kissed her with the warm
comradely kiss of a brother. He had never kissed her beforeand for a
fleeting moment Una's face betrayed herif anyone had noticed. But
nobody did; the conductor was shouting "all aboard"; everybody was
trying to look very cheerful. Walter turned to Rilla; she held his hands
and looked up at him. She would not see him again until the day broke
and the shadows vanished--and she knew not if that daybreak would be on
this side of the grave or beyond it.

Good-bye,she said.

On her lips it lost all the bitterness it had won through the ages of
parting and bore instead all the sweetness of the old loves of all the
women who had ever loved and prayed for the beloved.

Write me often and bring Jims up faithfully, according to the gospel of
Morgan,Walter said lightlyhaving said all his serious things the
night before in Rainbow Valley. But at the last moment he took her face
between his hands and looked deep into her gallant eyes. "God bless you
Rilla-my-Rilla he said softly and tenderly. After all it was not a
hard thing to fight for a land that bore daughters like this.

He stood on the rear platform and waved to them as the train pulled out.
Rilla was standing by herself, but Una Meredith came to her and the two
girls who loved him most stood together and held each other's cold hands
as the train rounded the curve of the wooded hill.

Rilla spent an hour in Rainbow Valley that morning about which she never
said a word to anyone; she did not even write in her diary about it;
when it was over she went home and made rompers for Jims. In the evening
she went to a Junior Red Cross committee meeting and was severely
businesslike.

You would never suppose said Irene Howard to Olive Kirk afterwards,
that Walter had left for the front only this morning. But some people
really have no depth of feeling. I often wish I could take things as
lightly as Rilla Blythe."

CHAPTER XVI

REALISM AND ROMANCE

Warsaw has fallen,said Dr. Blythe with a resigned airas he brought
the mail in one warm August day.

Gertrude and Mrs. Blythe looked dismally at each otherand Rillawho
was feeding Jims a Morganized diet from a carefully sterilized spoon
laid the said spoon down on his trayutterly regardless of germsand
saidOh, dear me,in as tragic a tone as if the news had come as a
thunderbolt instead of being a foregone conclusion from the preceding
week's dispatches. They had thought they were quite resigned to Warsaw's
fall but now they knew they hadas alwayshoped against hope.


Now, let us take a brace,said Susan. "It is not the terrible thing we
have been thinking. I read a dispatch three columns long in the Montreal
Herald yesterday that proved that Warsaw was not important from a
military point of view at all. So let us take the military point of
viewdoctor dear."

I read that dispatch, too, and it has encouraged me immensely,said
Gertrude. "I knew then and I know now that it was a lie from beginning
to end. But I am in that state of mind where even a lie is a comfort
providing it is a cheerful lie."

In that case, Miss Oliver dear, the German official reports ought to be
all you need,said Susan sarcastically. "I never read them now because
they make me so mad I cannot put my thoughts properly on my work after a
dose of them. Even this news about Warsaw has taken the edge off my
afternoon's plans. Misfortunes never come singly. I spoiled my baking of
bread today--and now Warsaw has fallen--and here is little Kitchener
bent on choking himself to death."

Jims was evidently trying to swallow his spoongerms and all. Rilla
rescued him mechanically and was about to resume the operation of
feeding him when a casual remark of her father's sent such a shock and
thrill over her that for the second time she dropped that doomed spoon.

Kenneth Ford is down at Martin West's over-harbour,the doctor was
saying. "His regiment was on its way to the front but was held up in
Kingsport for some reasonand Ken got leave of absence to come over to
the Island."

I hope he will come up to see us,exclaimed Mrs. Blythe.

He only has a day or two off, I believe,said the doctor absently.

Nobody noticed Rilla's flushed face and trembling hands. Even the most
thoughtful and watchful of parents do not see everything that goes on
under their very noses. Rilla made a third attempt to give the
long-suffering Jims his dinnerbut all she could think of was the
question--Would Ken come to see her before he went away? She had not
heard from him for a long while. Had he forgotten her completely? If he
did not come she would know that he had. Perhaps there was even--some
other girl back there in Toronto. Of course there was. She was a little
fool to be thinking about him at all. She would not think about him. If
he camewell and good. It would only be courteous of him to make a
farewell call at Ingleside where he had often been a guest. If he did
not come--well and goodtoo. It did not matter very much. Nobody was
going to fret. That was all settled comfortably--she was quite
indifferent--but meanwhile Jims was being fed with a haste and
recklessness that would have filled the soul of Morgan with horror. Jims
himself didn't like itbeing a methodical babyaccustomed to
swallowing spoonfuls with a decent interval for breath between each. He
protestedbut his protests availed him nothing. Rillaas far as the
care and feeding of infants was concernedwas utterly demoralized.

Then the telephone-bell rang. There was nothing unusual about the
telephone ringing. It rang on an average every ten minutes at Ingleside.
But Rilla dropped Jims' spoon again--on the carpet this time--and flew
to the 'phone as if life depended on her getting there before anybody
else. Jimshis patience exhaustedlifted up his voice and wept.

Hello, is this Ingleside?

Yes.


That you, Rilla?Yeth--yeth.Ohwhy couldn't Jims stop howling for
just one little minute? Why didn't somebody come in and choke him?

Know who's speaking?

Ohdidn't she know! Wouldn't she know that voice anywhere--at any
time?

It's Ken--isn't it?

Sure thing. I'm here for a look-in. Can I come up to Ingleside tonight
and see you?

Of courthe.

Had he used "you" in the singular or plural sense? Presently she would
wring Jims' neck--ohwhat was Ken saying?

See here, Rilla, can you arrange that there won't be more than a few
dozen people round? Understand? I can't make my meaning clearer over
this bally rural line. There are a dozen receivers down.

Did she understand! Yesshe understood.

I'll try,she said.

I'll be up about eight then. By-by.

Rilla hung up the 'phone and flew to Jims. But she did not wring that
injured infant's neck. Instead she snatched him bodily out of his chair
crushed him against her facekissed him rapturously on his milky mouth
and danced wildly around the room with him in her arms. After this Jims
was relieved to find that she returned to sanitygave him the rest of
his dinner properlyand tucked him away for his afternoon nap with the
little lullaby he loved best of all. She sewed at Red Cross shirts for
the rest of the afternoon and built a crystal castle of dreamsall
a-quiver with rainbows. Ken wanted to see her--to see her alone. That
could be easily managed. Shirley wouldn't bother themfather and mother
were going to the ManseMiss Oliver never played gooseberryand Jims
always slept the clock round from seven to seven. She would entertain
Ken on the veranda--it would be moonlight--she would wear her white
georgette dress and do her hair up--yesshe would--at least in a low
knot at the nape of her neck. Mother couldn't object to thatsurely.
Ohhow wonderful and romantic it would be! Would Ken say anything--he
must mean to say something or why should he be so particular about
seeing her alone? What if it rained--Susan had been complaining about
Mr. Hyde that morning! What if some officious Junior Red called to
discuss Belgians and shirts? Orworst of allwhat if Fred Arnold
dropped in? He did occasionally.

The evening came at last and was all that could be desired in an
evening. The doctor and his wife went to the ManseShirley and Miss
Oliver went they alone knew whereSusan went to the store for household
suppliesand Jims went to Dreamland. Rilla put on her georgette gown
knotted up her hair and bound a little double string of pearls around
it. Then she tucked a cluster of pale pink baby roses at her belt. Would
Ken ask her for a rose for a keepsake? She knew that Jem had carried to
the trenches in Flanders a faded rose that Faith Meredith had kissed and
given him the night before he left.

Rilla looked very sweet when she met Ken in the mingled moonlight and
vine shadows of the big veranda. The hand she gave him was cold and she
was so desperately anxious not to lisp that her greeting was prim and
precise. How handsome and tall Kenneth looked in his lieutenant's


uniform! It made him seem oldertoo--so much so that Rilla felt rather
foolish. Hadn't it been the height of absurdity for her to suppose that
this splendid young officer had anything special to say to herlittle
Rilla Blythe of Glen St. Mary? Likely she hadn't understood him after
all--he had only meant that he didn't want a mob of folks around making
a fuss over him and trying to lionize himas they had probably done
over-harbour. Yesof coursethat was all he meant--and shelittle
idiothad gone and vainly imagined that he didn't want anybody but her.
And he would think she had manoeuvred everybody away so that they could
be alone togetherand he would laugh to himself at her.

This is better luck than I hoped for,said Kenleaning back in his
chair and looking at her with very unconcealed admiration in his
eloquent eyes. "I was sure someone would be hanging about and it was
just you I wanted to seeRilla-my-Rilla."

Rilla's dream castle flashed into the landscape again. This was
unmistakable enough certainly--not much doubt as to his meaning here.

There aren't--so many of us--to poke around as there used to be,she
said softly.

No, that's so,said Ken gently. "Jem and Walter and the girls away-it
makes a big blankdoesn't it? But--" he leaned forward until his
dark curls almost brushed her hair--"doesn't Fred Arnold try to fill
the blank occasionally. I've been told so."

At this momentbefore Rilla could make any replyJims began to cry at
the top of his voice in the room whose open window was just above them--
Jimswho hardly ever cried in the evening. Moreoverhe was cryingas
Rilla knew from experiencewith a vim and energy that betokened that he
had been already whimpering softly unheard for some time and was
thoroughly exasperated. When Jims started in crying like that he made a
thorough job of it. Rilla knew that there was no use to sit still and
pretend to ignore him. He wouldn't stop; and conversation of any kind
was out of the question when such shrieks and howls were floating over
your head. Besidesshe was afraid Kenneth would think she was utterly
unfeeling if she sat still and let a baby cry like that. He was not
likely acquainted with Morgan's invaluable volume.

She got up. "Jims has had a nightmareI think. He sometimes has one and
he is always badly frightened by it. Excuse me for a moment."

Rilla flew upstairswishing quite frankly that soup tureens had never
been invented. But when Jimsat sight of herlifted his little arms
entreatingly and swallowed several sobswith tears rolling down his
cheeksresentment went out of her heart. After allthe poor darling
was frightened. She picked him up gently and rocked him soothingly until
his sobs ceased and his eyes closed. Then she essayed to lay him down in
his crib. Jims opened his eyes and shrieked a protest. This performance
was repeated twice. Rilla grew desperate. She couldn't leave Ken down
there alone any longer--she had been away nearly half an hour already.
With a resigned air she marched downstairscarrying Jimsand sat down
on the veranda. It wasno doubta ridiculous thing to sit and cuddle a
contrary war-baby when your best young man was making his farewell call
but there was nothing else to be done.

Jims was supremely happy. He kicked his little pink-soled feet
rapturously out under his white nighty and gave one of his rare laughs.
He was beginning to be a very pretty baby; his golden hair curled in
silken ringlets all over his little round head and his eyes were
beautiful.

He's a decorative kiddy all right, isn't he?said Ken.


His looks are very well,said Rillabitterlyas if to imply that
they were much the best of him. Jimsbeing an astute infantsensed
trouble in the atmosphere and realized that it was up to him to clear it
away. He turned his face up to Rillasmiled adorably and saidclearly
and beguilinglyWill--Will.

It was the very first time he had spoken a word or tried to speak. Rilla
was so delighted that she forgot her grudge against him. She forgave him
with a hug and kiss. Jimsunderstanding that he was restored to favour
cuddled down against her just where a gleam of light from the lamp in
the living-room struck across his hair and turned it into a halo of gold
against her breast.

Kenneth sat very still and silentlooking at Rilla--at the delicate
girlish silhouette of herher long lashesher dented lipher adorable
chin. In the dim moonlightas she sat with her head bent a little over
Jimsthe lamplight glinting on her pearls until they glistened like a
slender nimbushe thought she looked exactly like the Madonna that hung
over his mother's desk at home. He carried that picture of her in his
heart to the horror of the battlefields of France. He had had a strong
fancy for Rilla Blythe ever since the night of the Four Winds dance; but
it was when he saw her therewith little Jims in her armsthat he
loved her and realized it. And all the whilepoor Rilla was sitting
disappointed and humiliatedfeeling that her last evening with Ken was
spoiled and wondering why things always had to go so contrarily outside
of books. She felt too absurd to try to talk. Evidently Ken was
completely disgustedtoosince he was sitting there in such stony
silence.

Hope revived momentarily when Jims went so thoroughly asleep that she
thought it would be safe to lay him down on the couch in the
living-room. But when she came out again Susan was sitting on the
verandaloosening her bonnet strings with the air of one who meant to
stay where she was for some time.

Have you got your baby to sleep?she asked kindly.

Your baby! ReallySusan might have more tact.

Yes,said Rilla shortly.

Susan laid her parcels on the reed tableas one determined to do her
duty. She was very tired but she must help Rilla out. Here was Kenneth
Ford who had come to call on the family and they were all unfortunately
outand "the poor child" had had to entertain him alone. But Susan had
come to her rescue--Susan would do her part no matter how tired she
was.

Dear me, how you have grown up,she saidlooking at Ken's six feet of
khaki uniform without the least awe. Susan had grown used to khaki now
and at sixty-four even a lieutenant's uniform is just clothes and
nothing else. "It is an amazing thing how fast children do grow up.
Rilla herenowis almost fifteen."

I'm going on seventeen, Susan,cried Rilla almost passionately. She
was a whole month past sixteen. It was intolerable of Susan.

It seems just the other day that you were all babies,said Susan
ignoring Rilla's protest. "You were really the prettiest baby I ever
sawKenthough your mother had an awful time trying to cure you of
sucking your thumb. Do you remember the day I spanked you?"

No,said Ken.


Oh well, I suppose you would be too young--you were only about four
and you were here with your mother and you insisted on teasing Nan until
she cried. I had tried several ways of stopping you but none availed,
and I saw that a spanking was the only thing that would serve. So I
picked you up and laid you across my knee and lambasted you well. You
howled at the top of your voice but you left Nan alone after that.

Rilla was writhing. Hadn't Susan any realization that she was addressing
an officer of the Canadian Army? Apparently she had not. Ohwhat would
Ken think? "I suppose you do not remember the time your mother spanked
you either continued Susan, who seemed to be bent on reviving tender
reminiscences that evening. I shall neverno neverforget it. She was
up here one night with you when you were about threeand you and Walter
were playing out in the kitchen yard with a kitten. I had a big puncheon
of rainwater by the spout which I was reserving for making soap. And you
and Walter began quarrelling over the kitten. Walter was at one side of
the puncheon standing on a chairholding the kittenand you were
standing on a chair at the other side. You leaned across that puncheon
and grabbed the kitten and pulled. You were always a great hand for
taking what you wanted without too much ceremony. Walter held on tight
and the poor kitten yelled but you dragged Walter and the kitten half
over and then you both lost your balance and tumbled into that puncheon
kitten and all. If I had not been on the spot you would both have been
drowned. I flew to the rescue and hauled you all three out before much
harm was doneand your motherwho had seen it all from the upstairs
windowcame down and picked you updripping as you wereand gave you
a beautiful spanking. Ah said Susan with a sigh, those were happy old
days at Ingleside."

Must have been,said Ken. His voice sounded queer and stiff. Rilla
supposed he was hopelessly enraged. The truth was he dared not trust his
voice lest it betray his frantic desire to laugh.

Rilla here, now,said Susanlooking affectionately at that unhappy
damselnever was much spanked. She was a real well-behaved child for
the most part. But her father did spank her once. She got two bottles of
pills out of his office and dared Alice Clow to see which of them could
swallow all the pills first, and if her father had not happened in the
nick of time those two children would have been corpses by night. As it
was, they were both sick enough shortly after. But the doctor spanked
Rilla then and there and he made such a thorough job of it that she
never meddled with anything in his office afterwards. We hear a great
deal nowadays of something that is called 'moral persuasion,' but in my
opinion a good spanking and no nagging afterwards is a much better
thing.

Rilla wondered viciously whether Susan meant to relate all the family
spankings. But Susan had finished with the subject and branched off to
another cheerful one.

I remember little Tod MacAllister over-harbour killed himself that very
way, eating up a whole box of fruitatives because he thought they were
candy. It was a very sad affair. He was,said Susan earnestlythe
very cutest little corpse I ever laid my eyes on. It was very careless
of his mother to leave the fruitatives where he could get them, but she
was well-known to be a heedless creature. One day she found a nest of
five eggs as she was going across the fields to church with a brand new
blue silk dress on. So she put them in the pocket of her petticoat and
when she got to church she forgot all about them and sat down on them
and her dress was ruined, not to speak of the petticoat. Let me see-would
not Tod be some relation of yours? Your great grandmother West was
a MacAllister. Her brother Amos was a MacDonaldite in religion. I am
told he used to take the jerks something fearful. But you look more like


your great grandfather West than the MacAllisters. He died of a
paralytic stroke quite early in life.

Did you see anybody at the store?asked Rilla desperatelyin the
faint hope of directing Susan's conversation into more agreeable
channels.

Nobody except Mary Vance,said Susanand she was stepping round as
brisk as the Irishman's flea.

What terrible similes Susan used! Would Kenneth think she acquired them
from the family!

To hear Mary talk about Miller Douglas you would think he was the only
Glen boy who had enlisted,Susan went on. "But of course she always did
brag and she has some good qualities I am willing to admitthough I did
not think so that time she chased Rilla here through the village with a
dried codfish till the poor child fellheels over headinto the puddle
before Carter Flagg's store."

Rilla went cold all over with wrath and shame. Were there any more
disgraceful scenes in her past that Susan could rake up? As for Kenhe
could have howled over Susan's speechesbut he would not so insult the
duenna of his ladyso he sat with a preternaturally solemn face which
seemed to poor Rilla a haughty and offended one.

I paid eleven cents for a bottle of ink tonight,complained Susan.
Ink is twice as high as it was last year. Perhaps it is because Woodrow
Wilson has been writing so many notes. It must cost him considerable. My
cousin Sophia says Woodrow Wilson is not the man she expected him to be
--but then no man ever was. Being an old maid, I do not know much about
men and have never pretended to, but my cousin Sophia is very hard on
them, although she married two of them, which you might think was a fair
share. Albert Crawford's chimney blew down in that big gale we had last
week, and when Sophia heard the bricks clattering on the roof she
thought it was a Zeppelin raid and went into hysterics. And Mrs. Albert
Crawford says that of the two things she would have preferred the
Zeppelin raid.

Rilla sat limply in her chair like one hypnotized. She knew Susan would
stop talking when she was ready to stop and that no earthly power could
make her stop any sooner. As a ruleshe was very fond of Susan but just
now she hated her with a deadly hatred. It was ten o'clock. Ken would
soon have to go--the others would soon be home--and she had not even
had a chance to explain to Ken that Fred Arnold filled no blank in her
life nor ever could. Her rainbow castle lay in ruins round her.

Kenneth got up at last. He realized that Susan was there to stay as long
as he didand it was a three mile walk to Martin West's over-harbour.
He wondered if Rilla had put Susan up to thisnot wanting to be left
alone with himlest he say something Fred Arnold's sweetheart did not
want to hear. Rilla got uptooand walked silently the length of the
veranda with him. They stood there for a momentKen on the lower step.
The step was half sunk into the earth and mint grew thickly about and
over its edge. Often crushed by so many passing feet it gave out its
essence freelyand the spicy odour hung round them like a soundless
invisible benediction. Ken looked up at Rillawhose hair was shining in
the moonlight and whose eyes were pools of allurement. All at once he
felt sure there was nothing in that gossip about Fred Arnold.

Rilla,he said in a suddenintense whisperyou are the sweetest
thing.

Rilla flushed and looked at Susan. Ken lookedtooand saw that Susan's


back was turned. He put his arm about Rilla and kissed her. It was the
first time Rilla had ever been kissed. She thought perhaps she ought to
resent it but she didn't. Insteadshe glanced timidly into Kenneth's
seeking eyes and her glance was a kiss.

Rilla-my-Rilla,said Kenwill you promise that you won't let anyone
else kiss you until I come back?

Yes,said Rillatrembling and thrilling.

Susan was turning round. Ken loosened his hold and stepped to the walk.

Good-bye,he said casually. Rilla heard herself saying it just as
casually. She stood and watched him down the walkout of the gateand
down the road. When the fir wood hid him from her sight she suddenly
said "Oh in a choked way and ran down to the gate, sweet blossomy
things catching at her skirts as she ran. Leaning over the gate she saw
Kenneth walking briskly down the road, over the bars of tree shadows and
moonlight, his tall, erect figure grey in the white radiance. As he
reached the turn he stopped and looked back and saw her standing amid
the tall white lilies by the gate. He waved his hand--she waved hers-he
was gone around the turn.

Rilla stood there for a little while, gazing across the fields of mist
and silver. She had heard her mother say that she loved turns in roads-they
were so provocative and alluring. Rilla thought she hated them. She
had seen Jem and Jerry vanish from her around a bend in the road--then
Walter--and now Ken. Brothers and playmate and sweetheart--they were
all gone, never, it might be, to return. Yet still the Piper piped and
the dance of death went on.

When Rilla walked slowly back to the house Susan was still sitting by
the veranda table and Susan was sniffing suspiciously.

I have been thinkingRilla dearof the old days in the House of
Dreamswhen Kenneth's mother and father were courting and Jem was a
little baby and you were not born or thought of. It was a very romantic
affair and she and your mother were such chums. To think I should have
lived to see her son going to the front. As if she had not had enough
trouble in her early life without this coming upon her! But we must take
a brace and see it through."

All Rilla's anger against Susan had evaporated. With Ken's kiss still
burning on her lipsand the wonderful significance of the promise he
had asked thrilling heart and soulshe could not be angry with anyone.
She put her slim white hand into Susan's brownwork-hardened one and
gave it a squeeze. Susan was a faithful old dear and would lay down her
life for any one of them.

You are tired, Rilla dear, and had better go to bed,Susan said
patting her hand. "I noticed you were too tired to talk tonight. I am
glad I came home in time to help you out. It is very tiresome trying to
entertain young men when you are not accustomed to it."

Rilla carried Jims upstairs and went to bedbut not before she had sat
for a long time at her window reconstructing her rainbow castlewith
several added domes and turrets.

I wonder,she said to herselfif I am, or am not, engaged to Kenneth
Ford.

CHAPTER XVII


THE WEEKS WEAR BY

Rilla read her first love letter in her Rainbow Valley fir-shadowed
nookand a girl's first love letterwhatever blaseolder people may
think of itis an event of tremendous importance in the teens. After
Kenneth's regiment had left Kingsport there came a fortnight of
dully-aching anxiety and when the congregation sang in Church on Sunday
evenings

Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee

For those in peril on the sea,

Rilla's voice always failed her; for with the words came a horribly
vivid mind picture of a submarined ship sinking beneath pitiless waves
amid the struggles and cries of drowning men. Then word came that
Kenneth's regiment had arrived safely in England; and nowat lasthere
was his letter. It began with something that made Rilla supremely happy
for the moment and ended with a paragraph that crimsoned her cheeks with
the wonder and thrill and delight of it. Between beginning and ending
the letter was just such a jollynewsy epistle as Ken might have
written to anyone; but for the sake of that beginning and ending Rilla
slept with the letter under her pillow for weekssometimes waking in
the night to slip her fingers under and just touch itand looked with
secret pity on other girls whose sweethearts could never have written
them anything half so wonderful and exquisite. Kenneth was not the son
of a famous novelist for nothing. He "had a way" of expressing things in
a few poignantsignificant words that seemed to suggest far more than
they utteredand never grew stale or flat or foolish with ever so many
scores of readings. Rilla went home from Rainbow Valley as if she flew
rather than walked.

But such moments of uplift were rare that autumn. To be surethere was
one day in September when great news came of a big Allied victory in the
west and Susan ran out to hoist the flag--the first time she had
hoisted it since the Russian line broke and the last time she was to
hoist it for many dismal moons.

Likely the Big Push has begun at last, Mrs. Dr. dear,she exclaimed
and we will soon see the finish of the Huns. Our boys will be home by
Christmas now. Hurrah!

Susan was ashamed of herself for hurrahing the minute she had done it
and apologized meekly for such an outburst of juvenility. "But indeed
Mrs. Dr. dearthis good news has gone to my head after this awful
summer of Russian slumps and Gallipoli setbacks."

Good news!said Miss Oliver bitterly. "I wonder if the women whose men
have been killed for it will call it good news. Just because our own men
are not on that part of the front we are rejoicing as if the victory had
cost no lives."

Now, Miss Oliver dear, do not take that view of it,deprecated Susan.
We have not had much to rejoice over of late and yet men were being
killed just the same. Do not let yourself slump like poor Cousin Sophia.
She said, when the word came, 'Ah, it is nothing but a rift in the
clouds. We are up this week but we will be down the next.' 'Well, Sophia
Crawford,' said I,--for I will never give in to her, Mrs. Dr. dear-'
God himself cannot make two hills without a hollow between them, as I
have heard it said, but that is no reason why we should not take the
good of the hills when we are on them.' But Cousin Sophia moaned on.
'Here is the Gallipolly expedition a failure and the Grand Duke Nicholas
sent off, and everyone knows the Czar of Rooshia is a pro-German and the
Allies have no ammunition and Bulgaria is going against us. And the end


is not yet, for England and France must be punished for their deadly
sins until they repent in sackcloth and ashes.' 'I think myself,' I
said, 'that they will do their repenting in khaki and trench mud, and it
seems to me that the Huns should have a few sins to repent of also.'
'They are instruments in the hands of the Almighty, to purge the
garner,' said Sophia. And then I got mad, Mrs. Dr. dear, and told her I
did not and never would believe that the Almighty ever took such dirty
instruments in hand for any purpose whatever, and that I did not
consider it decent for her to be using the words of Holy Writ as glibly
as she was doing in ordinary conversation. She was not, I told her, a
minister or even an elder. And for the time being I squelched her, Mrs.
Dr. dear. Cousin Sophia has no spirit. She is very different from her
niece, Mrs. Dean Crawford over-harbour. You know the Dean Crawfords had
five boys and now the new baby is another boy. All the connection and
especially Dean Crawford were much disappointed because their hearts had
been set on a girl; but Mrs. Dean just laughed and said, 'Everywhere I
went this summer I saw the sign MEN WANTED" staring me in the face. Do
you think I could go and have a girl under such circumstances?' There is
spirit for youMrs. Dr. dear. But Cousin Sophia would say the child was
just so much more cannon fodder."

Cousin Sophia had full range for her pessimism that gloomy autumnand
even Susanincorrigible old optimist as she waswas hard put to it for
cheer. When Bulgaria lined up with Germany Susan only remarked
scornfullyOne more nation anxious for a licking,but the Greek
tangle worried her beyond her powers of philosophy to endure calmly.

Constantine of Greece has a German wife, Mrs. Dr. dear, and that fact
squelches hope. To think that I should have lived to care what kind of a
wife Constantine of Greece had! The miserable creature is under his
wife's thumb and that is a bad place for any man to be. I am an old maid
and an old maid has to be independent or she will be squashed out. But
if I had been a married woman, Mrs. Dr. dear, I would have been meek and
humble. It is my opinion that this Sophia of Greece is a minx.

Susan was furious when the news came that Venizelos had met with defeat.
I could spank Constantine and skin him alive afterwards, that I could,
she exclaimed bitterly.

Oh, Susan, I'm surprised at you,said the doctorpulling a long face.
Have you no regard for the proprieties? Skin him alive by all means but
omit the spanking.

If he had been well spanked in his younger days he might have more
sense now,retorted Susan. "But I suppose princes are never spanked
more is the pity. I see the Allies have sent him an ultimatum. I could
tell them that it will take more than ultimatums to skin a snake like
Constantine. Perhaps the Allied blockade will hammer sense into his
head; but that will take some time I am thinkingand in the meantime
what is to become of poor Serbia?"

They saw what became of Serbiaand during the process Susan was hardly
to be lived with. In her exasperation she abused everything and
everybody except Kitchenerand she fell upon poor President Wilson
tooth and claw.

If he had done his duty and gone into the war long ago we should not
have seen this mess in Serbia,she avowed.

It would be a serious thing to plunge a great country like the United
States, with its mixed population, into the war, Susan,said the
doctorwho sometimes came to the defence of the Presidentnot because
he thought Wilson needed it especiallybut from an unholy love of
baiting Susan.


Maybe, doctor dear--maybe! But that makes me think of the old story of
the girl who told her grandmother she was going to be married. 'It is a
solemn thing to be married,' said the old lady. 'Yes, but it is a
solemner thing not to be,' said the girl. And I can testify to that out
of my own experience, doctor dear. And I think it is a solemner thing
for the Yankees that they have kept out of the war than it would have
been if they had gone into it. However, though I do not know much about
them, I am of the opinion that we will see them starting something yet,
Woodrow Wilson or no Woodrow Wilson, when they get it into their heads
that this war is not a correspondence school. They will not,said
Susanenergetically waving a saucepan with one hand and a soup ladle
with the otherbe too proud to fight then.

On a pale-yellowwindy evening in October Carl Meredith went away. He
had enlisted on his eighteenth birthday. John Meredith saw him off with
a set face. His two boys were gone--there was only little Bruce left
now. He loved Bruce and Bruce's mother dearly; but Jerry and Carl were
the sons of the bride of his youth and Carl was the only one of all his
children who had Cecilia's very eyes. As they looked lovingly out at him
above Carl's uniform the pale minister suddenly remembered the day when
for the first and last time he had tried to whip Carl for his prank with
the eel. That was the first time he had realised how much Carl's eyes
were like Cecilia's. Now he realised it again once more. Would he ever
again see his dead wife's eyes looking at him from his son's face? What
a bonnycleanhandsome lad he was! It was--hard--to see him go. John
Meredith seemed to be looking at a torn plain strewed with the bodies of
able-bodied men between the ages of eighteen and forty-five.Only the
other day Carl had been a little scrap of a boyhunting bugs in Rainbow
Valleytaking lizards to bed with himand scandalizing the Glen by
carrying frogs to Sunday School. It seemed hardly--right--somehow that
he should be an "able-bodied man" in khaki. Yet John Meredith had said
no word to dissuade him when Carl had told him he must go.

Rilla felt Carl's going keenly. They had always been cronies and
playmates. He was only a little older than she was and they had been
children in Rainbow Valley together. She recalled all their old pranks
and escapades as she walked slowly home alone. The full moon peeped
through the scudding clouds with sudden floods of weird illumination
the telephone wires sang a shrill weird song in the windand the tall
spikes of witheredgrey-headed golden-rod in the fence corners swayed
and beckoned wildly to her like groups of old witches weaving unholy
spells. On such a night as thislong agoCarl would come over to
Ingleside and whistle her out to the gate. "Let's go on a moon-spree
Rilla he would say, and the two of them would scamper off to Rainbow
Valley. Rilla had never been afraid of his beetles and bugs, though she
drew a hard and fast line at snakes. They used to talk together of
almost everything and were teased about each other at school; but one
evening when they were about ten years of age they had solemnly
promised, by the old spring in Rainbow Valley, that they would never
marry each other. Alice Clow had crossed out" their names on her slate
in school that dayand it came out that "both married." They did not
like the idea at allhence the mutual vow in Rainbow Valley. There was
nothing like an ounce of prevention. Rilla laughed over the old memory-and
then sighed. That very day a dispatch from some London paper had
contained the cheerful announcement that "the present moment is the
darkest since the war began." It was dark enoughand Rilla wished
desperately that she could do something besides waiting and serving at
homeas day after day the Glen boys she had known went away. If she
were only a boyspeeding in khaki by Carl's side to the Western front!
She had wished that in a burst of romance when Jem had gonewithout
perhapsreally meaning it. She meant it now. There were moments when
waiting at homein safety and comfortseemed an unendurable thing.


The moon burst triumphantly through an especially dark cloud and shadow
and silver chased each other in waves over the Glen. Rilla remembered
one moonlit evening of childhood when she had said to her motherThe
moon just looks like a sorry, sorry face.She thought it looked like
that still--an agonisedcare-worn faceas though it looked down on
dreadful sights. What did it see on the Western front? In broken Serbia?
On shell-swept Gallipoli?

I am tired,Miss Oliver had said that dayin a rare outburst of
impatienceof this horrible rack of strained emotions, when every day
brings a new horror or the dread of it. No, don't look reproachfully at
me, Mrs. Blythe. There's nothing heroic about me today. I've slumped. I
wish England had left Belgium to her fate--I wish Canada had never sent
a man--I wish we'd tied our boys to our apron strings and not let one
of them go. Oh--I shall be ashamed of myself in half an hour--but at
this very minute I mean every word of it. Will the Allies never strike?

Patience is a tired mare but she jogs on,said Susan.

While the steeds of Armageddon thunder, trampling over our hearts,
retorted Miss Oliver. "Susantell me--don't you ever--didn't you ever
--take spells of feeling that you must scream--or swear--or smash
something--just because your torture reaches a point when it becomes
unbearable?"

I have never sworn or desired to swear, Miss Oliver dear, but I will
admit,said Susanwith the air of one determined to make a clean
breast of it once and for allthat I have experienced occasions when
it was a relief to do considerable banging.

Don't you think that is a kind of swearing, Susan? What is the
difference between slamming a door viciously and saying d---

Miss Oliver dear,interrupted Susandesperately determined to save
Gertrude from herselfif human power could do ityou are all tired
out and unstrung--and no wonder, teaching those obstreperous youngsters
all day and coming home to bad war news. But just you go upstairs and
lie down and I will bring you up a cup of hot tea and a bite of toast
and very soon you will not want to slam doors or swear.

Susan, you're a good soul--a very pearl of Susans! But, Susan, it
would be such a relief--to say just one soft, low, little tiny d---

I will bring you a hot-water bottle for the soles of your feet, also,
interposed Susan resolutelyand it would not be any relief to say that
word you are thinking of, Miss Oliver, and that you may tie to.

Well, I'll try the hot-water bottle first,said Miss Oliverrepenting
herself on teasing Susan and vanishing upstairsto Susan's intense
relief. Susan shook her head ominously as she filled the hot-water
bottle. The war was certainly relaxing the standards of behaviour
woefully. Here was Miss Oliver admittedly on the point of profanity.

We must draw the blood from her brain,said Susanand if this bottle
is not effective I will see what can be done with a mustard plaster.

Gertrude rallied and carried on. Lord Kitchener went to Greecewhereat
Susan foretold that Constantine would soon experience a change of heart.
Lloyd George began to heckle the Allies regarding equipment and guns and
Susan said you would hear more of Lloyd George yet. The gallant Anzacs
withdrew from Gallipoli and Susan approved the stepwith reservations.
The siege of Kut-El-Amara began and Susan pored over maps of Mesopotamia
and abused the Turks. Henry Ford started for Europe and Susan flayed him
with sarcasm. Sir John French was superseded by Sir Douglas Haig and


Susan dubiously opined that it was poor policy to swap horses crossing a
streamthough, to be sure, Haig was a good name and French had a
foreign sound, say what you might.Not a move on the great chess-board
of king or bishop or pawn escaped Susanwho had once read only Glen St.
Mary notes. "There was a time she said sorrowfully, when I did not
care what happened outside of P.E. Islandand now a king cannot have a
toothache in Russia or China but it worries me. It may be broadening to
the mindas the doctor saidbut it is very painful to the feelings."

When Christmas came again Susan did not set any vacant places at the
festive board. Two empty chairs were too much even for Susan who had
thought in September that there would not be one.

This is the first Christmas that Walter was not home,Rilla wrote in
her diary that night. "Jem used to be away for Christmases up in
Avonleabut Walter never was. I had letters from Ken and him today.
They are still in England but expect to be in the trenches very soon.
And then--but I suppose we'll be able to endure it somehow. To methe
strangest of all the strange things since 1914 is how we have all
learned to accept things we never thought we could--to go on with life
as a matter of course. I know that Jem and Jerry are in the trenches-that
Ken and Walter will be soon--that if one of them does not come
back my heart will break--yet I go on and work and plan--yesand even
enjoy life by times. There are moments when we have real fun because
just for the momentwe don't think about things and then--we remember
--and the remembering is worse than thinking of it all the time would
have been.

Today was dark and cloudy and tonight is wild enough, as Gertrude says,
to please any novelist in search of suitable matter for a murder or
elopement. The raindrops streaming over the panes look like tears
running down a face, and the wind is shrieking through the maple grove.

This hasn't been a nice Christmas Day in any way. Nan had toothache and
Susan had red eyesand assumed a weird and gruesome flippancy of manner
to deceive us into thinking she hadn't; and Jims had a bad cold all day
and I'm afraid of croup. He has had croup twice since October. The first
time I was nearly frightened to deathfor father and mother were both
away--father always is awayit seems to mewhen any of this household
gets sick. But Susan was cool as a fish and knew just what to doand by
morning Jims was all right. That child is a cross between a duck and an
imp. He's a year and four months oldtrots about everywhereand says
quite a few words. He has the cutest little way of calling me
Willa-will.It always brings back that dreadfulridiculous
delightful night when Ken came to say good-byeand I was so furious and
happy. Jims is pink and white and big-eyed and curly-haired and every
now and then I discover a new dimple in him. I can never quite believe
he is really the same creature as that scrawnyyellowugly little
changeling I brought home in the soup tureen. Nobody has ever heard a
word from Jim Anderson. If he never comes back I shall keep Jims always.
Everybody here worships and spoils him--or would spoil him if Morgan
and I didn't stand remorselessly in the way. Susan says Jims is the
cleverest child she ever saw and can recognize Old Nick when he sees him
--this because Jims threw poor Doc out of an upstairs window one day.
Doc turned into Mr. Hyde on his way down and landed in a currant bush
spitting and swearing. I tried to console his inner cat with a saucer of
milk but he would have none of itand remained Mr. Hyde the rest of the
day. Jims's latest exploit was to paint the cushion of the big arm-chair
in the sun parlour with molasses; and before anybody found it out Mrs.
Fred Clow came in on Red Cross business and sat down on it. Her new silk
dress was ruined and nobody could blame her for being vexed. But she
went into one of her tempers and said nasty things and gave me such
slams about 'spoiling' Jims that I nearly boiled overtoo. But I kept
the lid on till she had waddled away and then I exploded.


'The fat, clumsy, horrid old thing,' I said--and oh, what a
satisfaction it was to say it.

'She has three sons at the front' mother said rebukingly.

'I suppose that covers all her shortcomings in manners,' I retorted.
But I was ashamed--for it is true that all her boys have gone and she
was very plucky and loyal about it too; and she is a perfect tower of
strength in the Red Cross. It's a little hard to remember all the
heroines. Just the same, it was her second new silk dress in one year
and that when everybody is--or should be--trying to 'save and serve.'

I had to bring out my green velvet hat again lately and begin wearing
it. I hung on to my blue straw sailor as long as I could. How I hate the
green velvet hat! It is so elaborate and conspicuous. I don't see how I
could ever have liked it. But I vowed to wear it and wear it I will.

Shirley and I went down to the station this morning to take Little Dog
Monday a bang-up Christmas dinner. Dog Monday waits and watches there
still, with just as much hope and confidence as ever. Sometimes he hangs
around the station house and talks to people and the rest of his time he
sits at his little kennel door and watches the track unwinkingly. We
never try to coax him home now: we know it is of no use. When Jem comes
back, Monday will come home with him; and if Jem--never comes back--
Monday will wait there for him as long as his dear dog heart goes on
beating.

Fred Arnold was here last night. He was eighteen in November and is
going to enlist just as soon as his mother is over an operation she has
to have. He has been coming here very often lately and though I like him
so much it makes me uncomfortablebecause I am afraid he is thinking
that perhaps I could care something for him. I can't tell him about Ken
--becauseafter allwhat is there to tell? And yet I don't like to
behave coldly and distantly when he will be going away so soon. It is
very perplexing. I remember I used to think it would be such fun to have
dozens of beaux--and now I'm worried to death because two are too many.

I am learning to cook. Susan is teaching me. I tried to learn long ago
--but no, let me be honest--Susan tried to teach me, which is a very
different thing. I never seemed to succeed with anything and I got
discouraged. But since the boys have gone away I wanted to be able to
make cake and things for them myself and so I started in again and this
time I'm getting on surprisingly well. Susan says it is all in the way I
hold my mouth and father says my subconscious mind is desirous of
learning now, and I dare say they're both right. Anyhow, I can make
dandy short-bread and fruitcake. I got ambitious last week and attempted
cream puffs, but made an awful failure of them. They came out of the
oven flat as flukes. I thought maybe the cream would fill them up again
and make them plump but it didn't. I think Susan was secretly pleased.
She is past mistress in the art of making cream puffs and it would break
her heart if anyone else here could make them as well. I wonder if Susan
tampered--but no, I won't suspect her of such a thing.

Miranda Pryor spent an afternoon here a few days agohelping me cut
out certain Red Cross garments known by the charming name of 'vermin
shirts.' Susan thinks that name is not quite decentso I suggested she
call them 'cootie sarks' which is old Highland Sandy's version of it.
But she shook her head and I heard her telling mother later thatin her
opinion'cooties' and 'sarks' were not proper subjects for young girls
to talk about. She was especially horrified when Jem wrote in his last
letter to mother'Tell Susan I had a fine cootie hunt this morning and
caught fifty-three!' Susan positively turned pea-green. 'Mrs. Dr. dear'
she said'when I was youngif decent people were so unfortunate as to


get--those insects--they kept it a secret if possible. I do not want
to be narrow-mindedMrs. Dr. dearbut I still think it is better not
to mention such things.'

Miranda grew confidential over our vermin shirts and told me all her
troubles. She is desperately unhappy. She is engaged to Joe Milgrave and
Joe joined up in October and has been training in Charlottetown ever
since. Her father was furious when he joined and forbade Miranda ever to
have any dealing or communication with him again. Poor Joe expects to go
overseas any day and wants Miranda to marry him before he goes, which
shows that there have been 'communications' in spite of
Whiskers-on-the-moon. Miranda wants to marry him but cannot, and she
declares it will break her heart.

'Why don't you run away and marry him?' I said. It didn't go against my
conscience in the least to give her such advice. Joe Milgrave is a
splendid fellow and Mr. Pryor fairly beamed on him until the war broke
out and I know Mr. Pryor would forgive Miranda very quicklyonce it was
over and he wanted his housekeeper back. But Miranda shook her silvery
head dolefully.

'Joe wants me to but I can't. Mother's last words to me, as she lay on
her dying-bed, were, Nevernever run awayMiranda and I promised.'

Miranda's mother died two years agoand it seemsaccording to
Mirandathat her mother and father actually ran away to be married
themselves. To picture Whiskers-on-the-moon as the hero of an elopement
is beyond my power. But such was the case and Mrs. Pryor at least lived
to repent it. She had a hard life of it with Mr. Pryorand she thought
it was a punishment on her for running away. So she made Miranda promise
she would neverfor any reason whateverdo it.

Of course, you cannot urge a girl to break a promise made to a dying
mother, so I did not see what Miranda could do unless she got Joe to
come to the house when her father was away and marry her there. But
Miranda said that couldn't be managed. Her father seemed to suspect she
might be up to something of the sort and he never went away for long at
a time, and, of course, Joe couldn't get leave of absence at an hour's
notice.

'NoI shall just have to let Joe goand he will be killed--I know he
will be killed--and my heart will break' said Mirandaher tears
running down and copiously bedewing the vermin shirts!

I am not writing like this for lack of any real sympathy with poor
Miranda. I've just got into the habit of giving things a comical twist
if I can, when I'm writing to Jem and Walter and Ken, to make them
laugh. I really felt sorry for Miranda who is as much in love with Joe
as a china-blue girl can be with anyone and who is dreadfully ashamed of
her father's pro-German sentiments. I think she understood that I did,
for she said she had wanted to tell me all about her worries because I
had grown so sympathetic this past year. I wonder if I have. I know I
used to be a selfish, thoughtless creature--how selfish and thoughtless
I am ashamed to remember now, so I can't be quite so bad as I was.

I wish I could help Miranda. It would be very romantic to contrive a
war-wedding and I should dearly love to get the better of
Whiskers-on-the-moon. But at present the oracle has not spoken."

CHAPTER XVIII

A WAR-WEDDING


I can tell you this Dr. dear,said Susanpale with wraththat
Germany is getting to be perfectly ridiculous.

They were all in the big Ingleside kitchen. Susan was mixing biscuits
for supper. Mrs. Blythe was making shortbread for Jemand Rilla was
compounding candy for Ken and Walter--it had once been "Walter and Ken"
in her thoughts but somehowquite unconsciouslythis had changed until
Ken's name came naturally first. Cousin Sophia was also thereknitting.
All the boys were going to be killed in the long runso Cousin Sophia
felt in her bonesbut they might better die with warm feet than cold
onesso Cousin Sophia knitted faithfully and gloomily.

Into this peaceful scene erupted the doctorwrathful and excited over
the burning of the Parliament Buildings in Ottawa. And Susan became
automatically quite as wrathful and excited.

What will those Huns do next?she demanded. "Coming over here and
burning our Parliament building! Did anyone ever hear of such an
outrage?"

We don't know that the Germans are responsible for this,said the
doctor--much as if he felt quite sure they were. "Fires do start
without their agency sometimes. And Uncle Mark MacAllister's barn was
burnt last week. You can hardly accuse the Germans of thatSusan."

Indeed, Dr. dear, I do not know.Susan nodded slowly and portentously.
Whiskers-on-the-moon was there that very day. The fire broke out half
an hour after he was gone. So much is a fact--but I shall not accuse a
Presbyterian elder of burning anybody's barn until I have proof.
However, everybody knows, Dr. dear, that both Uncle Mark's boys have
enlisted, and that Uncle Mark himself makes speeches at all the
recruiting meetings. So no doubt Germany is anxious to get square with
him.

I could never speak at a recruiting meeting,said Cousin Sophia
solemnly. "I could never reconcile it to my conscience to ask another
woman's son to goto murder and be murdered."

Could you not?said Susan. "WellSophia CrawfordI felt as if I
could ask anyone to go when I read last night that there were no
children under eight years of age left alive in Poland. Think of that
Sophia Crawford"--Susan shook a floury finger at Sophia--"not--one-child--
under--eight--years--of--age!"

I suppose the Germans has et 'em all,sighed Cousin Sophia.

Well, no-o-o,said Susan reluctantlyas if she hated to admit that
there was any crime the Huns couldn't be accused of. "The Germans have
not turned cannibal yet--as far as I know. They have died of starvation
and exposurethe poor little creatures. There is murdering for you
Cousin Sophia Crawford. The thought of it poisons every bite and sup I
take."

I see that Fred Carson of Lowbridge has been awarded a Distinguished
Conduct Medal,remarked the doctorover his local paper.

I heard that last week,said Susan. "He is a battalion runner and he
did something extra brave and daring. His lettertelling his folks
about itcame when his old Grandmother Carson was on her dying-bed. She
had only a few minutes more to live and the Episcopal ministerwho was
thereasked her if she would not like him to pray. 'Oh yesyesyou
can pray' she said impatient-like--she was a DeanDr. dearand the
Deans were always high-spirited--'you can praybut for pity's sake


pray low and don't disturb me. I want to think over this splendid news
and I have not much time left to do it.' That was Almira Carson all
over. Fred was the apple of her eye. She was seventy-five years of age
and had not a grey hair in her headthey tell me."

By the way, that reminds me--I found a grey hair this morning--my
very first,said Mrs. Blythe.

I have noticed that grey hair for some time, Mrs. Dr. dear, but I did
not speak of it. Thought I to myself, 'She has enough to bear.' But now
that you have discovered it let me remind you that grey hairs are
honourable.

I must be getting old, Gilbert.Mrs. Blythe laughed a trifle ruefully.
People are beginning to tell me I look so young. They never tell you
that when you are young. But I shall not worry over my silver thread. I
never liked red hair. Gilbert, did I ever tell you of that time, years
ago at Green Gables, when I dyed my hair? Nobody but Marilla and I knew
about it.

Was that the reason you came out once with your hair shingled to the
bone?

Yes. I bought a bottle of dye from a German Jew pedlar. I fondly
expected it would turn my hair black--and it turned it green. So it had
to be cut off.

You had a narrow escape, Mrs. Dr. dear,exclaimed Susan. "Of course
you were too young then to know what a German was. It was a special
mercy of Providence that it was only green dye and not poison."

It seems hundreds of years since those Green Gables days,sighed Mrs.
Blythe. "TThey belonged to another world altogether. Life has been cut
in two by the chasm of war. What is ahead I don't know--but it can't be
a bit like the past. I wonder if those of us who have lived half our
lives in the old world will ever feel wholly at home in the new."

Have you noticed,asked Miss Oliverglancing up from her bookhow
everything written before the war seems so far away now, too? One feels
as if one was reading something as ancient as the Iliad. This poem of
Wordsworth's--the Senior class have it in their entrance work--I've
been glancing over it. Its classic calm and repose and the beauty of the
lines seem to belong to another planet, and to have as little to do with
the present world-welter as the evening star.

The only thing that I find much comfort in reading nowadays is the
Bible,remarked Susanwhisking her biscuits into the oven. "There are
so many passages in it that seem to me exactly descriptive of the Huns.
Old Highland Sandy declares that there is no doubt that the Kaiser is
the Anti-Christ spoken of in Revelationsbut I do not go as far as
that. It wouldin my humble opinionMrs. Dr. dearbe too great an
honour for him."

Early one morningseveral days laterMiranda Pryor slipped up to
Inglesideostensibly to get some Red Cross sewingbut in reality to
talk over with sympathetic Rilla troubles that were past bearing alone.
She brought her dog with her--an over-fedbandy-legged little animal
very dear to her heart because Joe Milgrave had given it to her when it
was a puppy. Mr. Pryor regarded all dogs with disfavour; but in those
days he had looked kindly upon Joe as a suitor for Miranda's hand and so
he had allowed her to keep the puppy. Miranda was so grateful that she
endeavoured to please her father by naming her dog after his political
idolthe great Liberal chieftainSir Wilfrid Laurier--though his
title was soon abbreviated to Wilfy. Sir Wilfrid grew and flourished and


waxed fat; but Miranda spoiled him absurdly and nobody else liked him.
Rilla especially hated him because of his detestable trick of lying flat
on his back and entreating you with waving paws to tickle his sleek
stomach. When she saw that Miranda's pale eyes bore unmistakable
testimony of her having cried all nightRilla asked her to come up to
her roomknowing Miranda had a tale of woe to tellbut she ordered Sir
Wilfrid to remain below.

Oh, can't he come, too?said Miranda wistfully. "Poor Wilfy won't be
any bother--and I wiped his paws so carefully before I brought him in.
He is always so lonesome in a strange place without me--and very soon
he'll be--all--I'll have left--to remind me--of Joe."

Rilla yieldedand Sir Wilfridwith his tail curled at a saucy angle
over his brindled backtrotted triumphantly up the stairs before them.

Oh, Rilla,sobbed Mirandawhen they had reached sanctuary. "I'm so
unhappy. I can't begin to tell you how unhappy I am. Trulymy heart is
breaking."

Rilla sat down on the lounge beside her. Sir Wilfrid squatted on his
haunches before themwith his impertinent pink tongue stuck outand
listened. "What is the troubleMiranda?"

Joe is coming home tonight on his last leave. I had a letter from him
on Saturday--he sends my letters in care of Bob Crawford, you know,
because of father--and, oh, Rilla, he will only have four days--he has
to go away Friday morning--and I may never see him again.

Does he still want you to marry him?asked Rilla.

Oh, yes. He implored me in his letter to run away and be married. But I
cannot do that, Rilla, not even for Joe. My only comfort is that I will
be able to see him for a little while tomorrow afternoon. Father has to
go to Charlottetown on business. At least we will have one good farewell
talk. But oh--afterwards--why, Rilla, I know father won't even let me
go to the station Friday morning to see Joe off.

Why in the world don't you and Joe get married tomorrow afternoon at
home?demanded Rilla.

Miranda swallowed a sob in such amazement that she almost choked.

Why--why--that is impossible, Rilla.

Why?briefly demanded the organizer of the Junior Red Cross and the
transporter of babies in soup tureens.

Why--why--we never thought of such a thing--Joe hasn't a license--I
have no dress--I couldn't be married in black--I--I--we--you--you--
Miranda lost herself altogether and Sir Wilfridseeing that she was
in dire distress threw back his head and emitted a melancholy yelp.

Rilla Blythe thought hard and rapidly for a few minutes. Then she said
Miranda, if you will put yourself into my hands I'll have you married
to Joe before four o'clock tomorrow afternoon.

Oh, you couldn't.

I can and I will. But you'll have to do exactly as I tell you.

Oh--I--don't think--oh, father will kill me--

Nonsense. He'll be very angry I suppose. But are you more afraid of


your father's anger than you are of Joe's never coming back to you?

No,said Mirandawith sudden firmnessI'm not.

Will you do as I tell you then?

Yes, I will.

Then get Joe on the long-distance at once and tell him to bring out a
license and ring tonight.

Oh, I couldn't,wailed the aghast Mirandait--it would be so--so
indelicate.

Rilla shut her little white teeth together with a snap. "Heaven grant me
patience she said under her breath. I'll do it then she said aloud,
and meanwhileyou go home and make what preparations you can. When I
'phone down to you to come up and help me sew come at once."

As soon as Mirandapallidscaredbut desperately resolvedhad gone
Rilla flew to the telephone and put in a long-distance call for
Charlottetown. She got through with such surprising quickness that she
was convinced Providence approved of her undertakingbut it was a good
hour before she could get in touch with Joe Milgrave at his camp.
Meanwhileshe paced impatiently aboutand prayed that when she did get
Joe there would be no listeners on the line to carry news to
Whiskers-on-the-moon.

Is that you, Joe? Rilla Blythe is speaking--Rilla--Rilla--oh, never
mind. Listen to this. Before you come home tonight get a marriage
license--a marriage license--yes, a marriage license--and a
wedding-ring. Did you get that? And will you do it? Very well, be sure
you do it--it is your only chance.

Flushed with triumph--for her only fear was that she might not be able
to locate Joe in time--Rilla rang the Pryor ring. This time she had not
such good luck for she drew Whiskers-on-the-moon.

Is that Miranda? Oh--Mr. Pryor! Well, Mr. Pryor, will you kindly ask
Miranda if she can come up this afternoon and help me with some sewing.
It is very important, or I would not trouble her. Oh--thank you.

Mr. Pryor had consented somewhat grumpilybut he had consented--he did
not want to offend Dr. Blytheand he knew that if he refused to allow
Miranda to do any Red Cross work public opinion would make the Glen too
hot for comfort. Rilla went out to the kitchenshut all the doors with
a mysterious expression which alarmed Susanand then said solemnly
Susan can you make a wedding-cake this afternoon?

A wedding-cake!Susan stared. Rilla hadwithout any warningbrought
her a war-baby once upon a time. Was she nowwith equal suddenness
going to produce a husband?

Yes, a wedding-cake--a scrumptious wedding-cake, Susan--a beautiful,
plummy, eggy, citron-peely wedding-cake. And we must make other things
too. I'll help you in the morning. But I can't help you in the afternoon
for I have to make a wedding-dress and time is the essence of the
contract, Susan.

Susan felt that she was really too old to be subjected to such shocks.

Who are you going to marry, Rilla?she asked feebly.

Susan, darling, I am not the happy bride. Miranda Pryor is going to


marry Joe Milgrave tomorrow afternoon while her father is away in town.
A war-wedding, Susan--isn't that thrilling and romantic? I never was so
excited in my life.

The excitement soon spread over Inglesideinfecting even Mrs. Blythe
and Susan.

I'll go to work on that cake at once,vowed Susanwith a glance at
the clock. "Mrs. Dr. dearwill you pick over the fruit and beat up the
eggs? If you will I can have that cake ready for the oven by the
evening. Tomorrow morning we can make salads and other things. I will
work all night if necessary to get the better of Whiskers-on-the-moon."

Miranda arrivedtearful and breathless.

We must fix over my white dress for you to wear,said Rilla. "It will
fit you very nicely with a little alteration."

To work went the two girlsrippingfittingbastingsewing for dear
life. By dint of unceasing effort they got the dress done by seven
o'clock and Miranda tried it on in Rilla's room.

It's very pretty--but oh, if I could just have a veil,sighed
Miranda. "I've always dreamed of being married in a lovely white veil."

Some good fairy evidently waits on the wishes of war-brides. The door
opened and Mrs. Blythe came inher arms full of a filmy burden.

Miranda dear,she saidI want you to wear my wedding-veil tomorrow.
It is twenty-four years since I was a bride at old Green Gables--the
happiest bride that ever was--and the wedding-veil of a happy bride
brings good luck, they say.

Oh, how sweet of you, Mrs. Blythe,said Mirandathe ready tears
starting to her eyes.

The veil was tried on and draped. Susan dropped in to approve but dared
not linger.

I've got that cake in the oven,she saidand I am pursuing a policy
of watchful waiting. The evening news is that the Grand Duke has
captured Erzerum. That is a pill for the Turks. I wish I had a chance to
tell the Czar just what a mistake he made when he turned Nicholas down.

Susan disappeared downstairs to the kitchenwhence a dreadful thud and
a piercing shriek presently sounded. Everybody rushed to the kitchen--the
doctor and Miss OliverMrs. BlytheRillaMiranda in her wedding-veil.
Susan was sitting flatly in the middle of the kitchen floor with a
dazedbewildered look on her facewhile Docevidently in his Hyde
incarnationwas standing on the dresserwith his back uphis eyes
blazingand his tail the size of three tails.

Susan, what has happened?cried Mrs. Blythe in alarm. "Did you fall?
Are you hurt?"

Susan picked herself up.

No,she said grimlyI am not hurt, though I am jarred all over. Do
not be alarmed. As for what has happened--I tried to kick that darned
cat with both feet, that is what happened.

Everybody shrieked with laughter. The doctor was quite helpless.

Oh, Susan, Susan,he gasped. "That I should live to hear you swear."


I am sorry,said Susan in real distressthat I used such an
expression before two young girls. But I said that beast was darned, and
darned it is. It belongs to Old Nick.

Do you expect it will vanish some of these days with a bang and the
odour of brimstone, Susan?

It will go to its own place in due time and that you may tie to,said
Susan dourlyshaking out her raddled bones and going to her oven. "I
suppose my plunking down like that has shaken my cake so that it will be
as heavy as lead."

But the cake was not heavy. It was all a bride's cake should beand
Susan iced it beautifully. Next day she and Rilla worked all the
forenoonmaking delicacies for the wedding-feastand as soon as
Miranda phoned up that her father was safely off everything was packed
in a big hamper and taken down to the Pryor house. Joe soon arrived in
his uniform and a state of violent excitementaccompanied by his best
manSergeant Malcolm Crawford. There were quite a few guestsfor all
the Manse and Ingleside folk were thereand a dozen or so of Joe's
relativesincluding his motherMrs. Dead Angus Milgrave,so called
cheerfullyto distinguish her from another lady whose Angus was living.
Mrs. Dead Angus wore a rather disapproving expressionnot caring
over-much for this alliance with the house of Whiskers-on-the-moon.

So Miranda Pryor was married to Private Joseph Milgrave on his last
leave. It should have been a romantic wedding but it was not. There were
too many factors working against romanceas even Rilla had to admit. In
the first placeMirandain spite of her dress and veilwas such a
flat-facedcommonplaceuninteresting little bride. In the second
placeJoe cried bitterly all through the ceremonyand this vexed
Miranda unreasonably. Long afterwards she told RillaI just felt like
saying to him then and there, 'If you feel so bad over having to marry
me you don't have to.' But it was just because he was thinking all the
time of how soon he would have to leave me.

In the third placeJimswho was usually so well-behaved in public
took a fit of shyness and contrariness combined and began to cry at the
top of his voice for "Willa." Nobody wanted to take him outbecause
everybody wanted to see the marriageso Rilla who was a bridesmaidhad
to take him and hold him during the ceremony.

In the fourth placeSir Wilfrid Laurier took a fit.

Sir Wilfrid was entrenched in a corner of the room behind Miranda's
piano. During his seizure he made the weirdestmost unearthly noises.
He would begin with a series of chokingspasmodic soundscontinuing
into a gruesome gurgleand ending up with a strangled howl. Nobody
could hear a word Mr. Meredith was sayingexcept now and thenwhen Sir
Wilfrid stopped for breath. Nobody looked at the bride except Susanwho
never dragged her fascinated eyes from Miranda's face--all the others
were gazing at the dog. Miranda had been trembling with nervousness but
as soon as Sir Wilfrid began his performance she forgot it. All that she
could think of was that her dear dog was dying and she could not go to
him. She never remembered a word of the ceremony.

Rillawho in spite of Jimshad been trying her best to look rapt and
romanticas beseemed a war bridesmaidgave up the hopeless attempt
and devoted her energies to choking down untimely merriment. She dared
not look at anybody in the roomespecially Mrs. Dead Angusfor fear
all her suppressed mirth should suddenly explode in a most
un-young-ladylike yell of laughter.


But married they wereand then they had a wedding-supper in the
dining-room which was so lavish and bountiful that you would have
thought it was the product of a month's labour. Everybody had brought
something. Mrs. Dead Angus had brought a large apple-piewhich she
placed on a chair in the dining-room and then absently sat down on it.
Neither her temper nor her black silk wedding garment was improved
therebybut the pie was never missed at the gay bridal feast. Mrs. Dead
Angus eventually took it home with her again. Whiskers-on-the-moon's
pacifist pig should not get itanyhow.

That evening Mr. and Mrs. Joeaccompanied by the recovered Sir Wilfrid
departed for the Four Winds Lighthousewhich was kept by Joe's uncle
and in which they meant to spend their brief honeymoon. Una Meredith and
Rilla and Susan washed the dishestidied upleft a cold supper and
Miranda's pitiful little note on the table for Mr. Pryorand walked
homewhile the mystic veil of dreamyhaunted winter twilight wrapped
itself over the Glen.

I would really not have minded being a war-bride myself,remarked
Susan sentimentally.

But Rilla felt rather flat--perhaps as a reaction to all the excitement
and rush of the past thirty-six hours. She was disappointed somehow-the
whole affair had been so ludicrousand Miranda and Joe so
lachrymose and commonplace.

If Miranda hadn't given that wretched dog such an enormous dinner he
wouldn't have had that fit,she said crossly. "I warned her--but she
said she couldn't starve the poor dog--he would soon be all she had
leftetc. I could have shaken her."

The best man was more excited than Joe was,said Susan. "He wished
Miranda many happy returns of the day. She did not look very happybut
perhaps you could not expect that under the circumstances."

Anyhow,thought RillaI can write a perfectly killing account of it
all to the boys. How Jem will howl over Sir Wilfrid's part in it!

But if Rilla was rather disappointed in the war wedding she found
nothing lacking on Friday morning when Miranda said good-bye to her
bridegroom at the Glen station. The dawn was white as a pearlclear as
a diamond. Behind the station the balsamy copse of young firs was
frost-misted. The cold moon of dawn hung over the westering snow fields
but the golden fleeces of sunrise shone above the maples up at
Ingleside. Joe took his pale little bride in his arms and she lifted her
face to his. Rilla choked suddenly. It did not matter that Miranda was
insignificant and commonplace and flat-featured. It did not matter that
she was the daughter of Whiskers-on-the-moon. All that mattered was that
raptsacrificial look in her eyes--that ever-burningsacred fire of
devotion and loyalty and fine courage that she was mutely promising Joe
she and thousands of other women would keep alive at home while their
men held the Western front. Rilla walked awayrealising that she must
not spy on such a moment. She went down to the end of the platform where
Sir Wilfrid and Dog Monday were sittinglooking at each other.

Sir Wilfrid remarked condescendingly: "Why do you haunt this old shed
when you might lie on the hearthrug at Ingleside and live on the fat of
the land? Is it a pose? Or a fixed idea?"

Whereat Dog Mondaylaconically: "I have a tryst to keep."

When the train had gone Rilla rejoined the little trembling Miranda.
Well, he's gone,said Mirandaand he may never come back--but I'm
his wife, and I'm going to be worthy of him. I'm going home.


Don't you think you had better come with me now?asked Rilla
doubtfully. Nobody knew yet how Mr. Pryor had taken the matter.

No. If Joe can face the Huns I guess I can face father,said Miranda
daringly. "A soldier's wife can't be a coward. Come onWilfy. I'll go
straight home and meet the worst."

There was nothing very dreadful to facehowever. Perhaps Mr. Pryor had
reflected that housekeepers were hard to get and that there were many
Milgrave homes open to Miranda--alsothat there was such a thing as a
separation allowance. At all eventsthough he told her grumpily that
she had made a nice fool of herselfand would live to regret ithe
said nothing worseand Mrs. Joe put on her apron and went to work as
usualwhile Sir Wilfrid Laurierwho had a poor opinion of lighthouses
for winter residenceswent to sleep in his pet nook behind the woodbox
a thankful dog that he was done with war-weddings.

CHAPTER XIX

THEY SHALL NOT PASS

One cold grey morning in February Gertrude Oliver wakened with a shiver
slipped into Rilla's roomand crept in beside her.

Rilla--I'm frightened--frightened as a baby--I've had another of my
strange dreams. Something terrible is before us--I know.

What was it?asked Rilla.

I was standing again on the veranda steps--just as I stood in that
dream on the night before the lighthouse dance, and in the sky a huge
black, menacing thunder cloud rolled up from the east. I could see its
shadow racing before it and when it enveloped me I shivered with icy
cold. Then the storm broke--and it was a dreadful storm--blinding
flash after flash and deafening peal after peal, driving torrents of
rain. I turned in panic and tried to run for shelter, and as I did so a
man--a soldier in the uniform of a French army officer--dashed up the
steps and stood beside me on the threshold of the door. His clothes were
soaked with blood from a wound in his breast, he seemed spent and
exhausted; but his white face was set and his eyes blazed in his hollow
face. 'They shall not pass,' he said, in low, passionate tones which I
heard distinctly amid all the turmoil of the storm. Then I awakened.
Rilla, I'm frightened--the spring will not bring the Big Push we've all
been hoping for--instead it is going to bring some dreadful blow to
France. I am sure of it. The Germans will try to smash through
somewhere.

But he told you that they would not pass,said Rillaseriously. She
never laughed at Gertrude's dreams as the doctor did.

I do not know if that was prophecy or desperation, Rilla, the horror of
that dream holds me yet in an icy grip. We shall need all our courage
before long.

Dr. Blythe did laugh at the breakfast table--but he never laughed at
Miss Oliver's dreams again; for that day brought news of the opening of
the Verdun offensiveand thereafter through all the beautiful weeks of
spring the Ingleside familyone and alllived in a trance of dread.
There were days when they waited in despair for the end as foot by foot
the Germans crept nearer and nearer to the grim barrier of desperate
France.


Susan's deeds were in her spotless kitchen at Inglesidebut her
thoughts were on the hills around Verdun. "Mrs. Dr. dear she would
stick her head in at Mrs. Blythe's door the last thing at night to
remark, I do hope the French have hung onto the Crow's Wood today and
she woke at dawn to wonder if Dead Man's Hill--surely named by some
prophet--was still held by the poyloos." Susan could have drawn a map
of the country around Verdun that would have satisfied a chief of staff.

If the Germans capture Verdun the spirit of France will be broken,
Miss Oliver said bitterly.

But they will not capture it,staunchly said Susanwho could not eat
her dinner that day for fear lest they do that very thing. "In the first
placeyou dreamed they would not--you dreamed the very thing the
French are saying before they ever said it--'they shall not pass.' I
declare to youMiss Oliverdearwhen I read that in the paperand
remembered your dreamI went cold all over with awe. It seemed to me
like Biblical times when people dreamed things like that quite
frequently.

I know--I know,said Gertrudewalking restlessly about. "I cling to
a persistent faith in my dreamtoo--but every time bad news comes it
fails me. Then I tell myself 'mere coincidence'--'subconscious memory'
and so forth."

I do not see how any memory could remember a thing before it was ever
said at all,persisted Susanthough of course I am not educated like
you and the doctor. I would rather not be, if it makes anything as
simple as that so hard to believe. But in any case we need not worry
over Verdun, even if the Huns get it. Joffre says it has no military
significance.

That old sop of comfort has been served up too often already when
reverses came,retorted Gertrude. "It has lost its power to charm."

Was there ever a battle like this in the world before?said Mr.
Meredithone evening in mid-April.

It's such a titanic thing we can't grasp it,said the doctor. "What
were the scraps of a few Homeric handfuls compared to this? The whole
Trojan war might be fought around a Verdun fort and a newspaper
correspondent would give it no more than a sentence. I am not in the
confidence of the occult powers"--the doctor threw Gertrude a twinkle-"
but I have a hunch that the fate of the whole war hangs on the issue of
Verdun. As Susan and Joffre sayit has no real military significance;
but it has the tremendous significance of an Idea. If Germany wins there
she will win the war. If she losesthe tide will set against her."

Lose she will,said Mr. Meredith: emphatically. "The Idea cannot be
conquered. France is certainly very wonderful. It seems to me that in
her I see the white form of civilization making a determined stand
against the black powers of barbarism. I think our whole world realizes
this and that is why we all await the issue so breathlessly. It isn't
merely the question of a few forts changing hands or a few miles of
blood-soaked ground lost and won."

I wonder,said Gertrude dreamilyif some great blessing, great
enough for the price, will be the meed of all our pain? Is the agony in
which the world is shuddering the birth-pang of some wondrous new era?
Or is it merely a futile

struggle of ants
In the gleam of a million million of suns?



We think very lightly, Mr. Meredith, of a calamity which destroys an
ant-hill and half its inhabitants. Does the Power that runs the universe
think us of more importance than we think ants?

You forget,said Mr. Meredithwith a flash of his dark eyesthat an
infinite Power must be infinitely little as well as infinitely great. We
are neither, therefore there are things too little as well as too great
for us to apprehend. To the infinitely little an ant is of as much
importance as a mastodon. We are witnessing the birth-pangs of a new era
--but it will be born a feeble, wailing life like everything else. I am
not one of those who expect a new heaven and a new earth as the
immediate result of this war. That is not the way God works. But work He
does, Miss Oliver, and in the end His purpose will be fulfilled.

Sound and orthodox--sound and orthodox,muttered Susan approvingly in
the kitchen. Susan liked to see Miss Oliver sat upon by the minister now
and then. Susan was very fond of her but she thought Miss Oliver liked
saying heretical things to ministers far too welland deserved an
occasional reminder that these matters were quite beyond her province.

In May Walter wrote home that he had been awarded a D.C. Medal. He did
not say what forbut the other boys took care that the Glen should know
the brave thing Walter had done. "In any war but this wrote Jerry
Meredith, it would have meant a V.C. But they can't make V.C.'s as
common as the brave things done every day here."

He should have had the V.C.,said Susanand was very indignant over
it. She was not quite sure who was to blame for his not getting itbut
if it were General Haig she began for the first time to entertain
serious doubts as to his fitness for being Commander-in-Chief.

Rilla was beside herself with delight. It was her dear Walter who had
done this thing--Walterto whom someone had sent a white feather at
Redmond--it was Walter who had dashed back from the safety of the
trench to drag in a wounded comrade who had fallen on No-man's-land. Oh
she could see his white beautiful face and wonderful eyes as he did it!
What a thing to be the sister of such a hero! And he hadn't thought it
worth while writing about. His letter was full of other things--little
intimate things that they two had known and loved together in the dear
old cloudless days of a century ago.

I've been thinking of the daffodils in the garden at Ingleside,he
wrote. "By the time you get this they will be outblowing there under
that lovely rosy sky. Are they really as bright and golden as ever
Rilla? It seems to me that they must be dyed red with blood--like our
poppies here. And every whisper of spring will be falling as a violet in
Rainbow Valley.

There is a young moon tonight--a slender, silver, lovely thing hanging
over these pits of torment. Will you see it tonight over the maple
grove?

I'm enclosing a little scrap of verseRilla. I wrote it one evening in
my trench dug-out by the light of a bit of candle--or rather it came to
me there--I didn't feel as if I were writing it--something seemed to
use me as an instrument. I've had that feeling once or twice beforebut
very rarely and never so strongly as this time. That was why I sent it
over to the London Spectator. It printed it and the copy came today. I
hope you'll like it. It's the only poem I've written since I came
overseas."

The poem was a shortpoignant little thing. In a month it had carried
Walter's name to every corner of the globe. Everywhere it was copied-



in metropolitan dailies and little village weeklies--in profound
reviews and "agony columns in Red Cross appeals and Government
recruiting propaganda. Mothers and sisters wept over it, young lads
thrilled to it, the whole great heart of humanity caught it up as an
epitome of all the pain and hope and pity and purpose of the mighty
conflict, crystallized in three brief immortal verses. A Canadian lad in
the Flanders trenches had written the one great poem of the war. The
Piper by Pte. Walter Blythe, was a classic from its first printing.

Rilla copied it in her diary at the beginning of an entry in which she
poured out the story of the hard week that had just passed.

It has been such a dreadful week she wrote, and even though it is
over and we know that it was all a mistake that does not seem to do away
with the bruises left by it. And yet it has in some ways been a very
wonderful week and I have had some glimpses of things I never realized
before--of how fine and brave people can be even in the midst of
horrible suffering. I am sure I could never be as splendid as Miss
Oliver was.

Just a week ago today she had a letter from Mr. Grant's mother in
Charlottetown. And it told her that a cable had just come saying that
Major Robert Grant had been killed in action a few days before.

Ohpoor Gertrude! At first she was crushed. Then after just a day she
pulled herself together and went back to her school. She did not cry--I
never saw her shed a tear--but ohher face and her eyes!

'I must go on with my work,' she said. 'That is my duty just now.'

I could never have risen to such a height.

She never spoke bitterly except once, when Susan said something about
spring being here at last, and Gertrude said,

'Can the spring really come this year?'

Then she laughed--such a dreadful little laugh, just as one might
laugh in the face of death, I think, and said,

'Observe my egotism. Because IGertrude Oliverhave lost a friendit
is incredible that the spring can come as usual. The spring does not
fail because of the million agonies of others--but for mine--ohcan
the universe go on?'

'Don't feel bitter with yourself, dear,' mother said gently. 'It is a
very natural thing to feel as if things couldn't go on just the same
when some great blow has changed the world for us. We all feel like
that.'

Then that horrid old Cousin Sophia of Susan's piped up. She was sitting
thereknitting and croaking like an old 'raven of bode and woe' as
Walter used to call her.

'You ain't as bad off as some, Miss Oliver,' she said, 'and you
shouldn't take it so hard. There's some as has lost their husbands;
that's a hard blow; and there's some as has lost their sons. You haven't
lost either husband or son.'

'No' said Gertrudemore bitterly still. 'It's true I haven't lost a
husband--I have only lost the man who would have been my husband. I
have lost no son--only the sons and daughters who might have been born
to me--who will never be born to me now.'


'It isn't ladylike to talk like that,' said Cousin Sophia in a shocked
tone; and then Gertrude laughed right out, so wildly that Cousin Sophia
was really frightened. And when poor tortured Gertrude, unable to endure
it any longer, hurried out of the room, Cousin Sophia asked mother if
the blow hadn't affected Miss Oliver's mind.

'I suffered the loss of two good kind partners' she said'but it did
not affect me like that.'

I should think it wouldn't! Those poor men must have been thankful to
die.

I heard Gertrude walking up and down her room most of the night. She
walked like that every night. But never so long as that night. And once
I heard her give a dreadful sudden little cry as if she had been
stabbed. I couldn't sleep for suffering with her; and I couldn't help
her. I thought the night would never end. But it did; and then 'joy came
in the morning' as the Bible says. Only it didn't come exactly in the
morning but well along in the afternoon. The telephone rang and I
answered it. It was old Mrs. Grant speaking from Charlottetownand her
news was that it was all a mistake--Robert wasn't killed at all; he had
only been slightly wounded in the arm and was safe in the hospital out
of harm's way for a time anyhow. They hadn't learned yet how the mistake
had happened but supposed there must have been another Robert Grant.

I hung up the telephone and flew to Rainbow Valley. I'm sure I did fly
--I can't remember my feet ever touching the ground. I met Gertrude on
her way home from school in the glade of spruces where we used to play,
and I just gasped out the news to her. I ought to have had more sense,
of course. But I was so crazy with joy and excitement that I never
stopped to think. Gertrude just dropped there among the golden young
ferns as if she had been shot. The fright it gave me ought to make me
sensible--in this respect at least--for the rest of my life. I thought
I had killed her--I remembered that her mother had died very suddenly
from heart failure when quite a young woman. It seemed years to me
before I discovered that her heart was still beating. A pretty time I
had! I never saw anybody faint before, and I knew there was nobody up at
the house to help, because everybody else had gone to the station to
meet Di and Nan coming home from Redmond. But I knew--theoretically-how
people in a faint should be treated, and now I know it practically.
Luckily the brook was handy, and after I had worked frantically over her
for a while Gertrude came back to life. She never said one word about my
news and I didn't dare to refer to it again. I helped her walk up
through the maple grove and up to her room, and then she said, 'Rob--is
--living,' as if the words were torn out of her, and flung herself on
her bed and cried and cried and cried. I never saw anyone cry so before.
All the tears that she hadn't shed all that week came then. She cried
most of last night, I think, but her face this morning looked as if she
had seen a vision of some kind, and we were all so happy that we were
almost afraid.

Di and Nan are home for a couple of weeks. Then they go back to Red
Cross work in the training camp at Kingsport. I envy them. Father says
I'm doing just as good work herewith Jims and my Junior Reds. But it
lacks the romance theirs must have.

Kut has fallen. It was almost a relief when it did fall, we had been
dreading it so long. It crushed us flat for a day and then we picked up
and put it behind us. Cousin Sophia was as gloomy as usual and came over
and groaned that the British were losing everywhere.

'They're good losers' said Susan grimly. 'When they lose a thing they
keep on looking till they find it again! Anyhowmy king and country
need me now to cut potato sets for the back gardenso get you a knife


and help meSophia Crawford. It will divert your thoughts and keep you
from worrying over a campaign that you are not called upon to run.'

Susan is an old brick, and the way she flattens out poor Cousin Sophia
is beautiful to behold.

As for Verdunthe battle goes on and onand we see-saw between hope
and fear. But I know that strange dream of Miss Oliver's foretold the
victory of France. 'They shall not pass.'"

CHAPTER XX

NORMAN DOUGLAS SPEAKS OUT IN MEETING

Where are you wandering, Anne o' mine?asked the doctorwho even yet
after twenty-four years of marriageoccasionally addressed his wife
thus when nobody was about. Anne was sitting on the veranda steps
gazing absently over the wonderful bridal world of spring blossom
Beyond the white orchard was a copse of dark young firs and creamy wild
cherrieswhere the robins were whistling madly; for it was evening and
the fire of early stars was burning over the maple grove.

Anne came back with a little sigh.

I was just taking relief from intolerable realities in a dream, Gilbert
--a dream that all our children were home again--and all small again-playing
in Rainbow Valley. It is always so silent now--but I was
imagining I heard clear voices and gay, childish sounds coming up as I
used to. I could hear Jem's whistle and Walter's yodel, and the twins'
laughter, and for just a few blessed minutes I forgot about the guns on
the Western front, and had a little false, sweet happiness.

The doctor did not answer. Sometimes his work tricked him into
forgetting for a few moments the Western frontbut not often. There was
a good deal of grey now in his still thick curls that had not been there
two years ago. Yet he smiled down into the starry eyes he loved--the
eyes that had once been so full of laughterand now seemed always full
of unshed tears.

Susan wandered by with a hoe in her hand and her second best bonnet on
her head.

I have just finished reading a piece in the Enterprise which told of a
couple being married in an aeroplane. Do you think it would be legal,
doctor dear?she inquired anxiously.

I think so,said the doctor gravely.

Well,said Susan dubiouslyit seems to me that a wedding is too
solemn for anything so giddy as an aeroplane. But nothing is the same as
it used to be. Well, it is half an hour yet before prayer-meeting time,
so I am going around to the kitchen garden to have a little evening hate
with the weeds. But all the time I am strafing them I will be thinking
about this new worry in the Trentino. I do not like this Austrian caper,
Mrs. Dr. dear.

Nor I,said Mrs. Blythe ruefully. "All the forenoon I preserved
rhubarb with my hands and waited for the war news with my soul. When it
came I shrivelled. WellI suppose I must go and get ready for the
prayer-meetingtoo."

Every village has its own little unwritten historyhanded down from lip


to lip through the generationsof tragiccomicand dramatic events.
They are told at weddings and festivalsand rehearsed around winter
firesides. And in these oral annals of Glen St. Mary the tale of the
union prayer-meeting held that night in the Methodist Church was
destined to fill an imperishable place.

The union prayer-meeting was Mr. Arnold's idea. The county battalion
which had been training all winter in Charlottetownwas to leave
shortly for overseas. The Four Winds Harbour boys belonging to it from
the Glen and over-harbour and Harbour Head and Upper Glen were all home
on their last leaveand Mr. Arnold thoughtproperly enoughthat it
would be a fitting thing to hold a union prayer-meeting for them before
they went away. Mr. Meredith having agreedthe meeting was announced to
be held in the Methodist Church. Glen prayer-meetings were not apt to be
too well attendedbut on this particular evening the Methodist Church
was crowded. Everybody who could go was there. Even Miss Cornelia came-and
it was the first time in her life that Miss Cornelia had ever set
foot inside a Methodist Church. It took no less than a world conflict to
bring that about.

I used to hate Methodists,said Miss Cornelia calmlywhen her husband
expressed surprise over her goingbut I don't hate them now. There is
no sense in hating Methodists when there is a Kaiser or a Hindenburg in
the world.

So Miss Cornelia went. Norman Douglas and his wife went too. And
Whiskers-on-the-moon strutted up the aisle to a front pewas if he
fully realized what a distinction he conferred upon the building. People
were somewhat surprised that he should be theresince he usually
avoided all assemblages connected in any way with the war. But Mr.
Meredith had said that he hoped his session would be well represented
and Mr. Pryor had evidently taken the request to heart. He wore his best
black suit and white tiehis thicktightiron-grey curls were neatly
arrangedand his broadred round face lookedas Susan most
uncharitably thoughtmore "sanctimonious" than ever.

The minute I saw that man coming into the Church, looking like that, I
felt that mischief was brewing, Mrs. Dr. dear,she said afterwards.
What form it would take I could not tell, but I knew from face of him
that he had come there for no good.

The prayer-meeting opened conventionally and continued quietly. Mr.
Meredith spoke first with his usual eloquence and feeling. Mr. Arnold
followed with an address which even Miss Cornelia had to confess was
irreproachable in taste and subject-matter.

And then Mr. Arnold asked Mr. Pryor to lead in prayer.

Miss Cornelia had always averred that Mr. Arnold had no gumption. Miss
Cornelia was not apt to err on the side of charity in her judgment of
Methodist ministersbut in this case she did not greatly overshoot the
mark. The Rev. Mr. Arnold certainly did not have much of that desirable
indefinable quality known as gumptionor he would never have asked
Whiskers-on-the-moon to lead in prayer at a khaki prayer-meeting. He
thought he was returning the compliment to Mr. Meredithwhoat the
conclusion of his addresshad asked a Methodist deacon to lead.

Some people expected Mr. Pryor to refuse grumpily--and that would have
made enough scandal. But Mr. Pryor bounded briskly to his feet
unctuously saidLet us pray,and forthwith prayed. In a sonorous
voice which penetrated to every corner of the crowded building Mr. Pryor
poured forth a flood of fluent wordsand was well on in his prayer
before his dazed and horrified audience awakened to the fact that they
were listening to a pacifist appeal of the rankest sort. Mr. Pryor had


at least the courage of his convictions; or perhapsas people
afterwards saidhe thought he was safe in a church and that it was an
excellent chance to air certain opinions he dared not voice elsewhere
for fear of being mobbed. He prayed that the unholy war might cease-that
the deluded armies being driven to slaughter on the Western front
might have their eyes opened to their iniquity and repent while yet
there was time--that the poor young men present in khakiwho had been
hounded into a path of murder and militarismshould yet be rescued--

Mr. Pryor had got this far without let or hindrance; and so paralysed
were his hearersand so deeply imbued with their born-and-bred
conviction that no disturbance must ever be made in a churchno matter
what the provocationthat it seemed likely that he would continue
unchecked to the end. But one man at least in that audience was not
hampered by inherited or acquired reverence for the sacred edifice.
Norman Douglas wasas Susan had often vowed crisplynothing more or
less than a "pagan." But he was a rampantly patriotic paganand when
the significance of what Mr. Pryor was saying fully dawned on him
Norman Douglas suddenly went berserk. With a positive roar he bounded to
his feet in his side pewfacing the audienceand shouted in tones of
thunder:

Stop--stop--STOP that abominable prayer! What an abominable prayer!

Every head in the church flew up. A boy in khaki at the back gave a
faint cheer. Mr. Meredith raised a deprecating handbut Norman was past
caring for anything like that. Eluding his wife's restraining grasphe
gave one mad spring over the front of the pew and caught the unfortunate
Whiskers-on-the-moon by his coat collar. Mr. Pryor had not "stopped"
when so biddenbut he stopped nowperforcefor Normanhis long red
beard literally bristling with furywas shaking him until his bones
fairly rattledand punctuating his shakes with a lurid assortment of
abusive epithets.

You blatant beast!--shake--"You malignant carrion"--shake--"You
pig-headed varmint!"--shake--"you putrid pup"--shake--"you
pestilential parasite"--shake--"you--Hunnish scum"--shake--"you
indecent reptile--you--you--" Norman choked for a moment. Everybody
believed that the next thing he would saychurch or no churchwould be
something that would have to be spelt with asterisks; but at that moment
Norman encountered his wife's eye and he fell back with a thud on Holy
Writ. "You whited sepulchre!" he bellowedwith a final shakeand cast
Whiskers-on-the-moon from him with a vigour which impelled that unhappy
pacifist to the very verge of the choir entrance door. Mr. Pryor's once
ruddy face was ashen. But he turned at bay. "I'll have the law on you
for this he gasped.

Do--do roared Norman, making another rush. But Mr. Pryor was gone.
He had no desire to fall a second time into the hands of an avenging
militarist. Norman turned to the platform for one graceless, triumphant
moment.

Don't look so flabbergastedparsons he boomed. You couldn't do it-nobody
would expect it of the cloth--but somebody had to do it. You
know you're glad I threw him out--he couldn't be let go on yammering
and yodelling and yawping sedition and treason. Sedition and treason-somebody
had to deal with it. I was born for this hour--I've had my
innings in church at last. I can sit quiet for another sixty years now!
Go ahead with your meetingparsons. I reckon you won't be troubled with
any more pacifist prayers."

But the spirit of devotion and reverence had fled. Both ministers
realized it and realized that the only thing to do was to close the
meeting quietly and let the excited people go. Mr. Meredith addressed a


few earnest words to the boys in khaki--which probably saved Mr.
Pryor's windows from a second onslaught--and Mr. Arnold pronounced an
incongruous benedictionat least he felt it was incongruousfor he
could not at once banish from his memory the sight of gigantic Norman
Douglas shaking the fatpompous little Whiskers-on-the-moon as a huge
mastiff might shake an overgrown puppy. And he knew that the same
picture was in everybody's mind. Altogether the union prayer-meeting
could hardly be called an unqualified success. But it was remembered in
Glen St. Mary when scores of orthodox and undisturbed assemblies were
totally forgotten.

You will never, no, never, Mrs. Dr. dear, hear me call Norman Douglas a
pagan again,said Susan when she reached home. "If Ellen Douglas is not
a proud woman this night she should be."

Norman Douglas did a wholly indefensible thing,said the doctor.
Pryor should have been let severely alone until the meeting was over.
Then later on, his own minister and session should deal with him. That
would have been the proper procedure. Norman's performance was utterly
improper and scandalous and outrageous; but, by George,--the doctor
threw back his head and chuckledby George, Anne-girl, it was
satisfying.

CHAPTER XXI

LOVE AFFAIRS ARE HORRIBLE

Ingleside
20th June 1916
We have been so busy, and day after day has brought such exciting news,
good and bad, that I haven't had time and composure to write in my diary
for weeks. I like to keep it up regularly, for father says a diary of
the years of the war should be a very interesting thing to hand down to
one's children. The trouble is, I like to write a few personal things in
this blessed old book that might not be exactly what I'd want my
children to read. I feel that I shall be a far greater stickler for
propriety in regard to them than I am for myself!

The first week in June was another dreadful one. The Austrians seemed
just on the point of overrunning Italy: and then came the first awful
news of the Battle of Jutlandwhich the Germans claimed as a great
victory. Susan was the only one who carried on. 'You need never tell me
that the Kaiser has defeated the British Navy' she saidwith a
contemptuous sniff. 'It is all a German lie and that you may tie to.'
And when a couple of days later we found out that she was right and that
it had been a British victory instead of a British defeatwe had to put
up with a great many 'I told you so's' but we endured them very
comfortably.

It took Kitchener's death to finish Susan. For the first time I saw her
down and out. We all felt the shock of it but Susan plumbed the depths
of despair. The news came at night by 'phone but Susan wouldn't believe
it until she saw the Enterprise headline the next day. She did not cry
or faint or go into hysterics; but she forgot to put salt in the soup,
and that is something Susan never did in my recollection. Mother and
Miss Oliver and I cried but Susan looked at us in stony sarcasm and
said, 'The Kaiser and his six sons are all alive and thriving. So the
world is not left wholly desolate. Why cry, Mrs. Dr. dear?' Susan
continued in this stony, hopeless condition for twenty-four hours, and
then Cousin Sophia appeared and began to condole with her.

'This is terrible newsain't itSusan? We might as well prepare for


the worst for it is bound to come. You said once--and well do I
remember the wordsSusan Baker--that you had complete confidence in
God and Kitchener. Ah wellSusan Bakerthere is only God left now.'

Whereat Cousin Sophia put her handkerchief to her eyes pathetically as
if the world were indeed in terrible straits. As for Susan, Cousin
Sophia was the salvation of her. She came to life with a jerk.

'Sophia Crawfordhold your peace!' she said sternly. 'You may be an
idiot but you need not be an irreverent idiot. It is no more than decent
to be weeping and wailing because the Almighty is the sole stay of the
Allies now. As for Kitchenerhis death is a great loss and I do not
dispute it. But the outcome of this war does not depend on one man's
life and now that the Russians are coming on again you will soon see a
change for the better.'

Susan said this so energetically that she convinced herself and cheered
up immediately. But Cousin Sophia shook her head.

'Albert's wife wants to call the baby after Brusiloff' she said'but
I told her to wait and see what becomes of him first. Them Russians has
such a habit of petering out.'

The Russians are doing splendidly, however, and they have saved Italy.
But even when the daily news of their sweeping advance comes we don't
feel like running up the flag as we used to do. As Gertrude says, Verdun
has slain all exultation. We would all feel more like rejoicing if the
victories were on the western front. 'When will the British strike?'
Gertrude sighed this morning. 'We have waited so long--so long.'

Our greatest local event in recent weeks was the route march the county
battalion made through the county before it left for overseas. They
marched from Charlottetown to Lowbridgethen round the Harbour Head and
through the Upper Glen and so down to the St. Mary station. Everybody
turned out to see themexcept old Aunt Fannie Clowwho is bedridden
and Mr. Pryorwho hadn't been seen out even in church since the night
of the Union Prayer Meeting the previous week.

It was wonderful and heartbreaking to see that battalion marching past.
There were young men and middle-aged men in it. There was Laurie
McAllister from over-harbour who is only sixteen but swore he was
eighteen, so that he could enlist; and there was Angus Mackenzie, from
the Upper Glen who is fifty-five if he is a day and swore he was
forty-four. There were two South African veterans from Lowbridge, and
the three eighteen-year-old Baxter triplets from Harbour Head. Everybody
cheered as they went by, and they cheered Foster Booth, who is forty,
walking side by side with his son Charley who is twenty. Charley's
mother died when he was born, and when Charley enlisted Foster said he'd
never yet let Charley go anywhere he daren't go himself, and he didn't
mean to begin with the Flanders trenches. At the station Dog Monday
nearly went out of his head. He tore about and sent messages to Jem by
them all. Mr. Meredith read an address and Reta Crawford recited 'The
Piper.' The soldiers cheered her like mad and cried 'We'll follow-we'll
follow--we won't break faith,' and I felt so proud to think that
it was my dear brother who had written such a wonderful, heart-stirring
thing. And then I looked at the khaki ranks and wondered if those tall
fellows in uniform could be the boys I've laughed with and played with
and danced with and teased all my life. Something seems to have touched
them and set them apart. They have heard the Piper's call.

Fred Arnold was in the battalion and I felt dreadfully about himfor I
realized that it was because of me that he was going away with such a
sorrowful expression. I couldn't help it but I felt as badly as if I
could.


The last evening of his leave Fred came up to Ingleside and told me he
loved me and asked me if I would promise to marry him some day, if he
ever came back. He was desperately in earnest and I felt more wretched
than I ever did in my life. I couldn't promise him that--why, even if
there was no question of Ken, I don't care for Fred that way and never
could--but it seemed so cruel and heartless to send him away to the
front without any hope of comfort. I cried like a baby; and yet--oh, I
am afraid that there must be something incurably frivolous about me,
because, right in the middle of it all, with me crying and Fred looking
so wild and tragic, the thought popped into my head that it would be an
unendurable thing to see that nose across from me at the breakfast table
every morning of my life. There, that is one of the entries I wouldn't
want my descendants to read in this journal. But it is the humiliating
truth; and perhaps it's just as well that thought did come or I might
have been tricked by pity and remorse into giving him some rash
assurance. If Fred's nose were as handsome as his eyes and mouth some
such thing might have happened. And then what an unthinkable predicament
I should have been in!

When poor Fred became convinced that I couldn't promise himhe behaved
beautifully--though that rather made things worse. If he had been nasty
about it I wouldn't have felt so heartbroken and remorseful--though why
I should feel remorseful I don't knowfor I never encouraged Fred to
think I cared a bit about him. Yet feel remorseful I did--and do. If
Fred Arnold never comes back from overseasthis will haunt me all my
life.

Then Fred said if he couldn't take my love with him to the trenches at
least he wanted to feel that he had my friendship, and would I kiss him
just once in good-bye before he went--perhaps for ever?

I don't know how I could ever had imagined that love affairs were
delightfulinteresting things. They are horrible. I couldn't even give
poor heartbroken Fred one little kissbecause of my promise to Ken. It
seemed so brutal. I had to tell Fred that of course he would have my
friendshipbut that I couldn't kiss him because I had promised somebody
else I wouldn't.

He said, 'It is--is it--Ken Ford?'

I nodded. It seemed dreadful to have to tell it--it was such a sacred
little secret just between me and Ken.

When Fred went away I came up here to my room and cried so long and so
bitterly that mother came up and insisted on knowing what was the
matter. I told her. She listened to my tale with an expression that
clearly said, 'Can it be possible that anyone has been wanting to marry
this baby?' But she was so nice and understanding and sympathetic, oh,
just so race-of-Josephy--that I felt indescribably comforted. Mothers
are the dearest things.

'But ohmother' I sobbed'he wanted me to kiss him good-bye--and I
couldn't--and that hurt me worse than all the rest.'

'Well, why didn't you kiss him?' asked mother coolly. 'Considering the
circumstances, I think you might have.'

'But I couldn'tmother--I promised Ken when he went away that I
wouldn't kiss anybody else until he came back.'

This was another high explosive for poor mother. She exclaimed, with
the queerest little catch in her voice, 'Rilla, are you engaged to
Kenneth Ford?'


'I--don't--know' I sobbed.

'You--don't--know?' repeated mother.

Then I had to tell her the whole storytoo; and every time I tell it
it seems sillier and sillier to imagine that Ken meant anything serious.
I felt idiotic and ashamed by the time I got through.

Mother sat a little while in silence. Then she came over, sat down
beside me, and took me in her arms.

'Don't crydear little Rilla-my-Rilla. You have nothing to reproach
yourself with in regard to Fred; and if Leslie West's son asked you to
keep your lips for himI think you may consider yourself engaged to
him. But--ohmy baby--my last little baby--I have lost you--the war
has made a woman of you too soon.'

I shall never be too much of a woman to find comfort in mother's hugs.
Nevertheless, when I saw Fred marching by two days later in the parade,
my heart ached unbearably.

But I'm glad mother thinks I'm really engaged to Ken!"

CHAPTER XXII

LITTLE DOG MONDAY KNOWS

It is two years tonight since the dance at the light, when Jack Elliott
brought us news of the war. Do you remember, Miss Oliver?

Cousin Sophia answered for Miss Oliver. "OhindeedRillaI remember
that evening only too welland you a-prancing down here to show off
your party clothes. Didn't I warn you that we could not tell what was
before us? Little did you think that night what was before you."

Little did any of us think that,said Susan sharplynot being gifted
with the power of prophecy. It does not require any great foresight,
Sophia Crawford, to tell a body that she will have some trouble before
her life is over. I could do as much myself.

We all thought the war would be over in a few months then,said Rilla
wistfully. "When I look back it seems so ridiculous that we ever could
have supposed it."

And now, two years later, it is no nearer the end than it was then,
said Miss Oliver gloomily.

Susan clicked her knitting-needles briskly.

Now, Miss Oliver, dear, you know that is not a reasonable remark. You
know we are just two years nearer the end, whenever the end is appointed
to be.

Albert read in a Montreal paper today that a war expert gives it as his
opinion that it will last five years more,was Cousin Sophia's cheerful
contribution.

It can't,cried Rilla; then she added with a sighTwo years ago we
would have said 'It can't last two years.' But five more years of this!

If Rumania comes in, as I have strong hopes now of her doing, you will


see the end in five months instead of five years,said Susan.

I've no faith in furriners,sighed Cousin Sophia.

The French are foreigners,retorted Susanand look at Verdun. And
think of all the Somme victories this blessed summer. The Big Push is on
and the Russians are still going well. Why, General Haig says that the
German officers he has captured admit that they have lost the war.

You can't believe a word the Germans say,protested Cousin Sophia.
There is no sense in believing a thing just because you'd like to
believe it, Susan Baker. The British have lost millions of men at the
Somme and how far have they got? Look facts in the face, Susan Baker,
look facts in the face.

They are wearing the Germans out and so long as that happens it does
not matter whether it is done a few miles east or a few miles west. I am
not,admitted Susan in tremendous humilityI am not a military
expert, Sophia Crawford, but even I can see that, and so could you if
you were not determined to take a gloomy view of everything. The Huns
have not got all the cleverness in the world. Have you not heard the
story of Alistair MacCallum's son Roderick, from the Upper Glen? He is a
prisoner in Germany and his mother got a letter from him last week. He
wrote that he was being very kindly treated and that all the prisoners
had plenty of food and so on, till you would have supposed everything
was lovely. But when he signed his name, right in between Roderick and
MacCallum, he wrote two Gaelic words that meant 'all lies' and the
German censor did not understand Gaelic and thought it was all part of
Roddy's name. So he let it pass, never dreaming how he was diddled.
Well, I am going to leave the war to Haig for the rest of the day and
make a frosting for my chocolate cake. And when it is made I shall put
it on the top shelf. The last one I made I left it on the lower shelf
and little Kitchener sneaked in and clawed all the icing off and ate it.
We had company for tea that night and when I went to get my cake what a
sight did I behold!

Has that pore orphan's father never been heerd from yet?asked Cousin
Sophia.

Yes, I had a letter from him in July,said Rilla. "He said that when
he got word of his wife's death and of my taking the baby--Mr. Meredith
wrote himyou know--he wrote right awaybut as he never got any
answer he had begun to think his letter must have been lost."

It took him two years to begin to think it,said Susan scornfully.
Some people think very slow. Jim Anderson has not got a scratch, for
all he has been two years in the trenches. A fool for luck, as the old
proverb says.

He wrote very nicely about Jims and said he'd like to see him,said
Rilla. "So I wrote and told him all about the wee manand sent him
snapshots. Jims will be two years old next week and he is a perfect
duck."

You didn't used to be very fond of babies,said Cousin Sophia.

I'm not a bit fonder of babies in the abstract than ever I was,said
Rillafrankly. "But I do love Jimsand I'm afraid I wasn't really half
as glad as I should have been when Jim Anderson's letter proved that he
was safe and sound."

You wasn't hoping the man would be killed!cried Cousin Sophia in
horrified accents.


No--no--no! I just hoped he would go on forgetting about Jims, Mrs.
Crawford.

And then your pa would have the expense of raising him,said Cousin
Sophia reprovingly. "You young creeturs are terrible thoughtless."

Jims himself ran in at this junctureso rosy and curly and kissable
that he extorted a qualified compliment even from Cousin Sophia.

He's a reel healthy-looking child now, though mebbee his colour is a
mite too high--sorter consumptive looking, as you might say. I never
thought you'd raise him when I saw him the day after you brung him home.
I reely did not think it was in you and I told Albert's wife so when I
got home. Albert's wife says, says she, 'There's more in Rilla Blythe
than you'd think for, Aunt Sophia.' Them was her very words. 'More in
Rilla Blythe than you'd think for.' Albert's wife always had a good
opinion of you.

Cousin Sophia sighedas if to imply that Albert's wife stood alone in
this against the world. But Cousin Sophia really did not mean that. She
was quite fond of Rilla in her own melancholy way; but young creeturs
had to be kept down. If they were not kept down society would be
demoralized.

Do you remember your walk home from the light two years ago tonight?
whispered Gertrude Oliver to Rillateasingly.

I should think I do,smiled Rilla; and then her smile grew dreamy and
absent; she was remembering something else--that hour with Kenneth on the
sandshore. Where would Ken be tonight? And Jem and Jerry and Walter and
all the other boys who had danced and moonlighted on the old Four Winds
Point that evening of mirth and laughter--their last joyous unclouded
evening. In the filthy trenches of the Somme frontwith the roar of the
guns and the groans of stricken men for the music of Ned Burr's violin
and the flash of star shells for the silver sparkles on the old blue
gulf. Two of them were sleeping under the Flanders poppies--Alec Burr
from the Upper Glenand Clark Manley of Lowbridge. Others were wounded
in the hospitals. But so far nothing had touched the manse and the
Ingleside boys. They seemed to bear charmed lives. Yet the suspense
never grew any easier to bear as the weeks and months of war went by.

It isn't as if it were some sort of fever to which you might conclude
they were immune when they hadn't taken it for two years,sighed Rilla.
The danger is just as great and just as real as it was the first day
they went into the trenches. I know this, and it tortures me every day.
And yet I can't help hoping that since they've come this far unhurt
they'll come through. Oh, Miss Oliver, what would it be like not to wake
up in the morning feeling afraid of the news the day would bring? I
can't picture such a state of things somehow. And two years ago this
morning I woke wondering what delightful gift the new day would give me.
These are the two years I thought would be filled with fun.

Would you exchange them--now--for two years filled with fun?

No,said Rilla slowly. "I wouldn't. It's strange--isn't it?--They
have been two terrible years--and yet I have a queer feeling of
thankfulness for them--as if they had brought me something very
preciouswith all their pain. I wouldn't want to go back and be the
girl I was two years agonot even if I could. Not that I think I've
made any wonderful progress--but I'm not quite the selfishfrivolous
little doll I was then. I suppose I had a soul thenMiss Oliver--but I
didn't know it. I know it now--and that is worth a great deal--worth
all the suffering of the past two years. And still"--Rilla gave a
little apologetic laughI don't want to suffer any more--not even for


the sake of more soul growth. At the end of two more years I might look
back and be thankful for the development they had brought me, too; but I
don't want it now.

We never do,said Miss Oliver. "That is why we are not left to choose
our own means and measure of developmentI suppose. No matter how much
we value what our lessons have brought us we don't want to go on with
the bitter schooling. Welllet us hope for the bestas Susan says;
things are really going well now and if Rumania lines upthe end may
come with a suddenness that will surprise us all."

Rumania did come in--and Susan remarked approvingly that its king and
queen were the finest looking royal couple she had seen pictures of. So
the summer passed away. Early in September word came that the Canadians
had been shifted to the Somme front and anxiety grew tenser and deeper.
For the first time Mrs. Blythe's spirit failed her a littleand as the
days of suspense wore on the doctor began to look gravely at herand
veto this or that special effort in Red Cross work.

Oh, let me work--let me work, Gilbert,she entreated feverishly.
While I'm working I don't think so much. If I'm idle I imagine
everything--rest is only torture for me. My two boys are on the
frightful Somme front--and Shirley pores day and night over aviation
literature and says nothing. But I see the purpose growing in his eyes.
No, I cannot rest--don't ask it of me, Gilbert.

But the doctor was inexorable.

I can't let you kill yourself, Anne-girl,he said. "When the boys come
back I want a mother here to welcome them. Whyyou're getting
transparent. It won't do--ask Susan there if it will do."

Oh, if Susan and you are both banded together against me!said Anne
helplessly.

One day the glorious news came that the Canadians had taken Courcelette
and Martenpuichwith many prisoners and guns. Susan ran up the flag and
said it was plain to be seen that Haig knew what soldiers to pick for a
hard job. The others dared not feel exultant. Who knew what price had
been paid?

Rilla woke that morning when the dawn was beginning to break and went to
her window to look outher thick creamy eyelids heavy with sleep. Just
at dawn the world looks as it never looks at any other time. The air was
cold with dew and the orchard and grove and Rainbow Valley were full of
mystery and wonder. Over the eastern hill were golden deeps and
silvery-pink shallows. There was no windand Rilla heard distinctly a
dog howling in a melancholy way down in the direction of the station.
Was it Dog Monday? And if it werewhy was he howling like that? Rilla
shivered; the sound had something boding and grievous in it. She
remembered that Miss Oliver said oncewhen they were coming home in the
darkness and heard a dog howlWhen a dog cries like that the Angel of
Death is passing.Rilla listened with a curdling fear at her heart. It
was Dog Monday--she felt sure of it. Whose dirge was he howling--to
whose spirit was he sending that anguished greeting and farewell?

Rilla went back to bed but she could not sleep. All day she watched and
waited in a dread of which she did not speak to anyone. She went down to
see Dog Monday and the station-master saidThat dog of yours howled
from midnight to sunrise something weird. I dunno what got into him. I
got up once and went out and hollered at him but he paid no 'tention to
me. He was sitting all alone in the moonlight out there at the end of
the platform, and every few minutes the poor lonely little beggar'd lift
his nose and howl as if his heart was breaking. He never did it afore-



always slept in his kennel real quiet and canny from train to train. But
he sure had something on his mind last night.

Dog Monday was lying in his kennel. He wagged his tail and licked
Rilla's hand. But he would not touch the food she brought for him.

I'm afraid he's sick,she said anxiously. She hated to go away and
leave him. But no bad news came that day--nor the next--nor the next.
Rilla's fear lifted. Dog Monday howled no more and resumed his routine
of train meeting and watching. When five days had passed the Ingleside
people began to feel that they might be cheerful again. Rilla dashed
about the kitchen helping Susan with the breakfast and singing so
sweetly and clearly that Cousin Sophia across the road heard her and
croaked out to Mrs. Albert

'Sing before eating, cry before sleeping,' I've always heard.

But Rilla Blythe shed no tears before the nightfall. When her father
his face grey and drawn and oldcame to her that afternoon and told her
that Walter had been killed in action at Courcelette she crumpled up in
a pitiful little heap of merciful unconsciousness in his arms. Nor did
she waken to her pain for many hours.

CHAPTER XXIII

AND SO, GOODNIGHT

The fierce flame of agony had burned itself out and the grey dust of its
ashes was over all the world. Rilla's younger life recovered physically
sooner than her mother. For weeks Mrs. Blythe lay ill from grief and
shock. Rilla found it was possible to go on with existencesince
existence had still to be reckoned with. There was work to be donefor
Susan could not do all. For her mother's sake she had to put on calmness
and endurance as a garment in the day; but night after night she lay in
her bedweeping the bitter rebellious tears of youth until at last
tears were all wept out and the little patient ache that was to be in
her heart until she died took their place.

She clung to Miss Oliverwho knew what to say and what not to say. So
few people did. Kindwell-meaning callers and comforters gave Rilla
some terrible moments.

You'll get over it in time,Mrs. William Reese saidcheerfully. Mrs.
Reese had three stalwart sonsnot one of whom had gone to the front.

It's such a blessing it was Walter who was taken and not Jem,said
Miss Sarah Clow. "Walter was a member of the churchand Jem wasn't.
I've told Mr. Meredith many a time that he should have spoken seriously
to Jem about it before he went away."

Pore, pore Walter,sighed Mrs. Reese.

Do not you come here calling him poor Walter,said Susan indignantly
appearing in the kitchen doormuch to the relief of Rillawho felt
that she could endure no more just then. "He was not poor. He was richer
than any of you. It is you who stay at home and will not let your sons
go who are poor--poor and naked and mean and small--pisen poorand so
are your sonswith all their prosperous farms and fat cattle and their
souls no bigger than a flea's--if as big."

I came here to comfort the afflicted and not to be insulted,said Mrs.
Reesetaking her departureunregretted by anyone. Then the fire went


out of Susan and she retreated to her kitchenlaid her faithful old
head on the table and wept bitterly for a time. Then she went to work
and ironed Jims's little rompers. Rilla scolded her gently for it when
she herself came in to do it.

I am not going to have you kill yourself working for any war-baby,
Susan said obstinately.

Oh, I wish I could just keep on working all the time, Susan,cried
poor Rilla. "And I wish I didn't have to go to sleep. It is hideous to
go to sleep and forget it for a little whileand wake up and have it
all rush over me anew the next morning. Do people ever get used to
things like thisSusan? And ohSusanI can't get away from what Mrs.
Reese said. Did Walter suffer much--he was always so sensitive to pain.
OhSusanif I knew that he didn't I think I could gather up a little
courage and strength."

This merciful knowledge was given to Rilla. A letter came from Walter's
commanding officertelling them that he had been killed instantly by a
bullet during a charge at Courcelette. The same day there was a letter
for Rilla from Walter himself.

Rilla carried it unopened to Rainbow Valley and read it therein the
spot where she had had her last talk with him. It is a strange thing to
read a letter after the writer is dead--a bitter-sweet thingin which
pain and comfort are strangely mingled. For the first time since the
blow had fallen Rilla felt--a different thing from tremulous hope and
faith--that Walterof the glorious gift and the splendid idealsstill
livedwith just the same gift and just the same ideals. That could not
be destroyed--these could suffer no eclipse. The personality that had
expressed itself in that last letterwritten on the eve of Courcelette
could not be snuffed out by a German bullet. It must carry onthough
the earthly link with things of earth were broken.

We're going over the top tomorrow, Rilla-my-Rilla,wrote Walter. "I
wrote mother and Di yesterdaybut somehow I feel as if I must write you
tonight. I hadn't intended to do any writing tonight--but I've got to.
Do you remember old Mrs. Tom Crawford over-harbourwho was always
saying that it was 'laid on her' to do such and such a thing? Wellthat
is just how I feel. It's 'laid on me' to write you tonight--yousister
and chum of mine. There are some things I want to say before--well
before tomorrow.

You and Ingleside seem strangely near me tonight. It's the first time
I've felt this since I came. Always home has seemed so far away--so
hopelessly far away from this hideous welter of filth and blood. But
tonight it is quite close to me--it seems to me I can almost see you-hear
you speak. And I can see the moonlight shining white and still on
the old hills of home. It has seemed to me ever since I came here that
it was impossible that there could be calm gentle nights and unshattered
moonlight anywhere in the world. But tonight somehow, all the beautiful
things I have always loved seem to have become possible again--and this
is good, and makes me feel a deep, certain, exquisite happiness. It must
be autumn at home now--the harbour is a-dream and the old Glen hills
blue with haze, and Rainbow Valley a haunt of delight with wild asters
blowing all over it--our old farewell-summers." I always liked that
name better than 'aster'--it was a poem in itself.

Rilla, you know I've always had premonitions. You remember the Pied
Piper--but no, of course you wouldn't--you were too young. One evening
long ago when Nan and Di and Jem and the Merediths and I were together
in Rainbow Valley I had a queer vision or presentiment--whatever you
like to call it. Rilla, I saw the Piper coming down the Valley with a
shadowy host behind him. The others thought I was only pretending--but


I saw him for just one moment. And Rilla, last night I saw him again. I
was doing sentry-go and I saw him marching across No-man's-land from our
trenches to the German trenches--the same tall shadowy form, piping
weirdly--and behind him followed boys in khaki. Rilla, I tell you I saw
him--it was no fancy--no illusion. I heard his music, and then--he
was gone. But I had seen him--and I knew what it meant--I knew that I
was among those who followed him.

Rillathe Piper will pipe me 'west' tomorrow. I feel sure of this. And
RillaI'm not afraid. When you hear the newsremember that. I've won
my own freedom here--freedom from all fear. I shall never be afraid of
anything again--not of death--nor of lifeif after allI am to go on
living. And lifeI thinkwould be the harder of the two to face--for
it could never be beautiful for me again. There would always be such
horrible things to remember--things that would make life ugly and
painful always for me. I could never forget them. But whether it's life
or deathI'm not afraidRilla-my-Rillaand I am not sorry that I
came. I'm satisfied. I'll never write the poems I once dreamed of
writing--but I've helped to make Canada safe for the poets of the
future--for the workers of the future--ayand the dreamerstoo--for
if no man dreamsthere will be nothing for the workers to fulfil--the
futurenot of Canada only but of the world--when the 'red rain' of
Langemarck and Verdun shall have brought forth a golden harvest--not in
a year or twoas some foolishly thinkbut a generation laterwhen the
seed sown now shall have had time to germinate and grow. YesI'm glad I
cameRilla. It isn't only the fate of the little sea-born island I love
that is in the balance--nor of Canada nor of England. It's the fate of
mankind. That is what we're fighting for. And we shall win--never for a
moment doubt thatRilla. For it isn't only the living who are fighting
--the dead are fighting too. Such an army cannot be defeated.

Is there laughter in your face yet, Rilla? I hope so. The world will
need laughter and courage more than ever in the years that will come
next. I don't want to preach--this isn't any time for it. But I just
want to say something that may help you over the worst when you hear
that I've gone 'west.' I've a premonition about you, Rilla, as well as
about myself. I think Ken will go back to you--and that there are long
years of happiness for you by-and-by. And you will tell your children of
the Idea we fought and died for--teach them it must be lived for as
well as died for, else the price paid for it will have been given for
nought. This will be part of your work, Rilla. And if you--all you
girls back in the homeland--do it, then we who don't come back will
know that you have not 'broken faith' with us.

I meant to write to Una tonighttoobut I won't have time now. Read
this letter to her and tell her it's really meant for you both--you two
dearfine loyal girls. Tomorrowwhen we go over the top--I'll think
of you both--of your laughterRilla-my-Rillaand the steadfastness in
Una's blue eyes--somehow I see those eyes very plainly tonighttoo.
Yesyou'll both keep faith--I'm sure of that--you and Una. And
so--goodnight. We go over the top at dawn."

Rilla read her letter over many times. There was a new light on her pale
young face when she finally stood upamid the asters Walter had loved
with the sunshine of autumn around her. For the moment at leastshe was
lifted above pain and loneliness.

I will keep faith, Walter,she said steadily. "I will work--and teach
--and learn--and laughyesI will even laugh--through all my years
because of you and because of what you gave when you followed the call."

Rilla meant to keep Walter's letter as a a sacred treasure. Butseeing
the look on Una Meredith's face when Una had read it and held it back to
hershe thought of something. Could she do it? Ohnoshe could not


give up Walter's letter--his last letter. Surely it was not selfishness
to keep it. A copy would be such a soulless thing. But Una--Una had so
little--and her eyes were the eyes of a woman stricken to the heart
who yet must not cry out or ask for sympathy.

Una, would you like to have this letter--to keep?she asked slowly.

Yes--if you can give it to me,Una said dully.

Then--you may have it,said Rilla hurriedly.

Thank you,said Una. It was all she saidbut there was something in
her voice which repaid Rilla for her bit of sacrifice.

Una took the letter and when Rilla had gone she pressed it against her
lonely lips. Una knew that love would never come into her life now--it
was buried for ever under the blood-stained soil "Somewhere in France."
No one but herself--and perhaps Rilla--knew it--would ever know it.
She had no right in the eyes of her world to grieve. She must hide and
bear her long pain as best she could--alone. But shetoowould keep
faith.

CHAPTER XXIV

MARY IS JUST IN TIME

The autumn of 1916 was a bitter season for Ingleside. Mrs. Blythe's
return to health was slowand sorrow and loneliness were in all hearts.
Every one tried to hide it from the others and "carry on" cheerfully.
Rilla laughed a good deal. Nobody at Ingleside was deceived by her
laughter; it came from her lips onlynever from her heart. But
outsiders said some people got over trouble very easilyand Irene
Howard remarked that she was surprised to find how shallow Rilla Blythe
really was. "Whyafter all her pose of being so devoted to Waltershe
doesn't seem to mind his death at all. Nobody has ever seen her shed a
tear or heard her mention his name. She has evidently quite forgotten
him. Poor fellow--you'd really think his family would feel it more. I
spoke of him to Rilla at the last Junior Red meeting--of how fine and
brave and splendid he was--and I said life could never be just the same
to me againnow that Walter had gone--we were such friendsyou know-why
I was the very first person he told about having enlisted--and
Rilla answeredas coolly and indifferently as if she were speaking of
an entire stranger'He was just one of many fine and splendid boys who
have given everything for their country.' WellI wish I could take
things as calmly--but I'm not made like that. I'm so sensitive--things
hurt me terribly--I really never get over them. I asked Rilla right out
why she didn't put on mourning for Walter. She said her mother didn't
wish it. But every one is talking about it."

Rilla doesn't wear colours--nothing but white,protested Betty Mead.

White becomes her better than anything else,said Irene significantly.
And we all know black doesn't suit her complexion at all. But of course
I'm not saying that is the reason she doesn't wear it. Only, it's funny.
If my brother had died I'd have gone into deep mourning. I wouldn't have
had the heart for anything else. I confess I'm disappointed in Rilla
Blythe.

I am not, then,cried Betty MeadeloyallyI think Rilla is just a
wonderful girl. A few years ago I admit I did think she was rather too
vain and gigglesome; but now she is nothing of the sort. I don't think
there is a girl in the Glen who is so unselfish and plucky as Rilla, or


who has done her bit as thoroughly and patiently. Our Junior Red Cross
would have gone on the rocks a dozen times if it hadn't been for her
tact and perseverance and enthusiasm--you know that perfectly well,
Irene.

Why, I am not running Rilla down,said Ireneopening her eyes widely.
It was only her lack of feeling I was criticizing. I suppose she can't
help it. Of course, she's a born manager--everyone knows that. She's
very fond of managing, too--and people like that are very necessary I
admit. So don't look at me as if I'd said something perfectly dreadful,
Betty, please. I'm quite willing to agree that Rilla Blythe is the
embodiment of all the virtues, if that will please you. And no doubt it
is a virtue to be quite unmoved by things that would crush most people.

Some of Irene's remarks were reported to Rilla; but they did not hurt
her as they would once have done. They didn't matterthat was all. Life
was too big to leave room for pettiness. She had a pact to keep and a
work to do; and through the long hard days and weeks of that disastrous
autumn she was faithful to her task. The war news was consistently bad
for Germany marched from victory to victory over poor Rumania.
Foreigners--foreigners,Susan muttered dubiously. "Russians or
Rumanians or whatever they may bethey are foreigners and you cannot
tie to them. But after Verdun I shall not give up hope. And can you tell
meMrs. Dr. dearif the Dobruja is a river or a mountain rangeor a
condition of the atmosphere?"

The Presidential election in the United States came off in Novemberand
Susan was red-hot over that--and quite apologetic for her excitement.

I never thought I would live to see the day when I would be interested
in a Yankee election, Mrs. Dr. dear. It only goes to show we can never
know what we will come to in this world, and therefore we should not be
proud.

Susan stayed up late on the evening of the eleventhostensibly to
finish a pair of socks. But she 'phoned down to Carter Flagg's store at
intervalsand when the first report came through that Hughes had been
elected she stalked solemnly upstairs to Mrs. Blythe's room and
announced it in a thrilling whisper from the foot of the bed.

I thought if you were not asleep you would be interested in knowing it.
I believe it is for the best. Perhaps he will just fall to writing
notes, too, Mrs. Dr. dear, but I hope for better things. I never was
very partial to whiskers, but one cannot have everything.

When news came in the morning that after all Wilson was re-elected
Susan tacked to catch another breeze of optimism.

Well, better a fool you know than a fool you do not know, as the old
proverb has it,she remarked cheerfully. "Not that I hold Woodrow to be
a fool by any meansthough by times you would not think he has the
sense he was born with. But he is a good letter writer at leastand we
do not know if the Hughes man is even that. All things being considered
I commend the Yankees. They have shown good sense and I do not mind
admitting it. Cousin Sophia wanted them to elect Rooseveltand is much
disgruntled because they would not give him a chance. I had a hankering
for him myselfbut we must believe that Providence over-rules these
matters and be satisfied--though what the Almighty means in this affair
of Rumania I cannot fathom--saying it with all reverence."

Susan fathomed it--or thought she did--when the Asquith ministry went
down and Lloyd George became Premier.

Mrs. Dr. dear, Lloyd George is at the helm at last. I have been praying


for this for many a day. Now we shall soon see a blessed change. It took
the Rumanian disaster to bring it about, no less, and that is the
meaning of it, though I could not see it before. There will be no more
shilly-shallying. I consider that the war is as good as won, and that I
shall tie to, whether Bucharest falls or not.

Bucharest did fall--and Germany proposed peace negotiations. Whereat
Susan scornfully turned a deaf ear and absolutely refused to listen to
such proposals. When President Wilson sent his famous December peace
note Susan waxed violently sarcastic.

Woodrow Wilson is going to make peace, I understand. First Henry Ford
had a try at it and now comes Wilson. But peace is not made with ink,
Woodrow, and that you may tie to,said Susanapostrophizing the
unlucky President out of the kitchen window nearest the United States.
Lloyd George's speech will tell the Kaiser what is what, and you may
keep your peace screeds at home and save postage.

What a pity President Wilson can't hear you, Susan,said Rilla slyly.

Indeed, Rilla dear, it is a pity that he has no one near him to give
him good advice, as it is clear he has not, in all those Democrats and
Republicans,retorted Susan. "I do not know the difference between
themfor the politics of the Yankees is a puzzle I cannot solvestudy
it as I may. But as far as seeing through a grindstone goesI am afraid
--" Susan shook her head dubiouslythat they are all tarred with the
same brush.

I am thankful Christmas is over,Rilla wrote in her diary during the
last week of a stormy December. "We had dreaded it so--the first
Christmas since Courcelette. But we had all the Merediths down for
dinner and nobody tried to be gay or cheerful. We were all just quiet
and friendlyand that helped. ThentooI was so thankful that Jims
had got better--so thankful that I almost felt glad--almost but not
quite. I wonder if I shall ever feel really glad over anything again. It
seems as if gladness were killed in me--shot down by the same bullet
that pierced Walter's heart. Perhaps some day a new kind of gladness
will be born in my soul--but the old kind will never live again.

Winter set in awfully early this year. Ten days before Christmas we had
a big snowstorm--at least we thought it big at the time. As it
happened, it was only a prelude to the real performance. It was fine the
next day, and Ingleside and Rainbow Valley were wonderful, with the
trees all covered with snow, and big drifts everywhere, carved into the
most fantastic shapes by the chisel of the northeast wind. Father and
mother went up to Avonlea. Father thought the change would do mother
good, and they wanted to see poor Aunt Diana, whose son Jock had been
seriously wounded a short time before. They left Susan and me to keep
house, and father expected to be back the next day. But he never got
back for a week. That night it began to storm again, and it stormed
unbrokenly for four days. It was the worst and longest storm that Prince
Edward Island has known for years. Everything was disorganized--the
roads were completely choked up, the trains blockaded, and the telephone
wires put entirely out of commission.

And then Jims took ill.

He had a little cold when father and mother went away, and he kept
getting worse for a couple of days, but it didn't occur to me that there
was danger of anything serious. I never even took his temperature, and I
can't forgive myself, because it was sheer carelessness. The truth is I
had slumped just then. Mother was away, so I let myself go. All at once
I was tired of keeping up and pretending to be brave and cheerful, and I
just gave up for a few days and spent most of the time lying on my face


on my bed, crying. I neglected Jims--that is the hateful truth--I was
cowardly and false to what I promised Walter--and if Jims had died I
could never have forgiven myself.

Thenthe third night after father and mother went awayJims suddenly
got worse--ohso much worse--all at once. Susan and I were all alone.
Gertrude had been at Lowbridge when the storm began and had never got
back. At first we were not much alarmed. Jims has had several bouts of
croup and Susan and Morgan and I have always brought him through without
much trouble. But it wasn't very long before we were dreadfully alarmed.

'I never saw croup like this before,' said Susan.

As for meI knewwhen it was too latewhat kind of croup it was. I
knew it was not the ordinary croup--'false croup' as doctors call it-but
the 'true croup'--and I knew that it was a deadly and dangerous
thing. And father was away and there was no doctor nearer than Lowbridge
--and we could not 'phone and neither horse nor man could get through
the drifts that night.

Gallant little Jims put up a good fight for his life,--Susan and I
tried every remedy we could think of or find in father's books, but he
continued to grow worse. It was heart-rending to see and hear him. He
gasped so horribly for breath--the poor little soul--and his face
turned a dreadful bluish colour and had such an agonized expression, and
he kept struggling with his little hands, as if he were appealing to us
to help him somehow. I found myself thinking that the boys who had been
gassed at the front must have looked like that, and the thought haunted
me amid all my dread and misery over Jims. And all the time the fatal
membrane in his wee throat grew and thickened and he couldn't get it up.

OhI was just wild! I never realized how dear Jims was to me until
that moment. And I felt so utterly helpless."

And then Susan gave up. 'We cannot save him! Oh, if your father was
here--look at him, the poor little fellow! I know not what to do.'

I looked at Jims and I thought he was dying. Susan was holding him up
in his crib to give him a better chance for breathbut it didn't seem
as if he could breathe at all. My little war-babywith his dear ways
and sweet roguish facewas choking to death before my very eyesand I
couldn't help him. I threw down the hot poultice I had ready in despair.
Of what use was it? Jims was dyingand it was my fault--I hadn't been
careful enough!

Just then--at eleven o'clock at night--the door bell rang. Such a ring
--it pealed all over the house above the roar of the storm. Susan
couldn't go--she dared not lay Jims down--so I rushed downstairs. In
the hall I paused just a minute--I was suddenly overcome by an absurd
dread. I thought of a weird story Gertrude had told me once. An aunt of
hers was alone in a house one night with her sick husband. She heard a
knock at the door. And when she went and opened it there was nothing
there--nothing that could be seen, at least. But when she opened the
door a deadly cold wind blew in and seemed to sweep past her right up
the stairs, although it was a calm, warm summer night outside.
Immediately she heard a cry. She ran upstairs--and her husband was
dead. And she always believed, so Gertrude said, that when she opened
that door she let Death in.

It was so ridiculous of me to feel so frightened. But I was distracted
and worn outand I simply felt for a moment that I dared not open the
door--that death was waiting outside. Then I remembered that I had no
time to waste--must not be so foolish--I sprang forward and opened the
door.


Certainly a cold wind did blow in and filled the hall with a whirl of
snow. But there on the threshold stood a form of flesh and blood--Mary
Vance, coated from head to foot with snow--and she brought Life, not
Death, with her, though I didn't know that then. I just stared at her.

'I haven't been turned out' grinned Maryas she stepped in and shut
the door. 'I came up to Carter Flagg's two days ago and I've been
stormed-stayed there ever since. But old Abbie Flagg got on my nerves at
lastand tonight I just made up my mind to come up here. I thought I
could wade this farbut I can tell you it was as much as a bargain.
Once I thought I was stuck for keeps. Ain't it an awful night?'

I came to myself and knew I must hurry upstairs. I explained as quickly
as I could to Mary, and left her trying to brush the snow off. Upstairs
I found that Jims was over that paroxysm, but almost as soon as I got
back to the room he was in the grip of another. I couldn't do anything
but moan and cry--oh, how ashamed I am when I think of it; and yet what
could I do--we had tried everything we knew--and then all at once I
heard Mary Vance saying loudly behind me, 'Why, that child is dying!'

I whirled around. Didn't I know he was dying--my little Jims! I could
have thrown Mary Vance out of the door or the window--anywhere--at
that moment. There she stoodcool and composedlooking down at my
babywith thoseweird white eyes of hersas she might look at a
choking kitten. I had always disliked Mary Vance--and just then I hated
her.

'We have tried everything,' said poor Susan dully. 'It is not ordinary
croup.'

'Noit's the dipthery croup' said Mary brisklysnatching up an
apron. 'And there's mighty little time to lose--but I know what to do.
When I lived over-harbour with Mrs. Wileyyears agoWill Crawford's
kid died of dipthery croupin spite of two doctors. And when old Aunt
Christina MacAllister heard of it--she was the one brought me round
when I nearly died of pneumonia you know--she was a wonder--no doctor
was a patch on her--they don't hatch her breed of cats nowadayslet me
tell you--she said she could have saved him with her grandmother's
remedy if she'd been there. She told Mrs. Wiley what it was and I've
never forgot it. I've the greatest memory ever--a thing just lies in
the back of my head till the time comes to use it. Got any sulphur in
the houseSusan?'

Yes, we had sulphur. Susan went down with Mary to get it, and I held
Jims. I hadn't any hope--not the least. Mary Vance might brag as she
liked--she was always bragging--but I didn't believe any grandmother's
remedy could save Jims now. Presently Mary came back. She had tied a
piece of thick flannel over her mouth and nose, and she carried Susan's
old tin chip pan, half full of burning coals.

'You watch me' she said boastfully. 'I've never done thisbut it's
kill or cure that child is dying anyway.'

She sprinkled a spoonful of sulphur over the coals; and then she picked
up Jims, turned him over, and held him face downward, right over those
choking, blinding fumes. I don't know why I didn't spring forward and
snatch him away. Susan says it was because it was fore-ordained that I
shouldn't, and I think she is right, because it did really seem that I
was powerless to move. Susan herself seemed transfixed, watching Mary
from the doorway. Jims writhed in those big, firm, capable hands of Mary
--oh yes, she is capable all right--and choked and wheezed--and choked
and wheezed--and I felt that he was being tortured to death--and then
all at once, after what seemed to me an hour, though it really wasn't


long, he coughed up the membrane that was killing him. Mary turned him
over and laid him back on his bed. He was white as marble and the tears
were pouring out of his brown eyes--but that awful livid look was gone
from his face and he could breathe quite easily.

'Wasn't that some trick?' said Mary gaily. 'I hadn't any idea how it
would workbut I just took a chance. I'll smoke his throat out again
once or twice before morningjust to kill all the germsbut you'll see
he'll be all right now.'

Jims went right to sleep--real sleep, not coma, as I feared at first.
Mary 'smoked him,' as she called it, twice through the night, and at
daylight his throat was perfectly clear and his temperature was almost
normal. When I made sure of that I turned and looked at Mary Vance. She
was sitting on the lounge laying down the law to Susan on some subject
about which Susan must have known forty times as much as she did. But I
didn't mind how much law she laid down or how much she bragged. She had
a right to brag--she had dared to do what I would never have dared, and
had saved Jims from a horrible death. It didn't matter any more that she
had once chased me through the Glen with a codfish; it didn't matter
that she had smeared goose-grease all over my dream of romance the night
of the lighthouse dance; it didn't matter that she thought she knew more
than anybody else and always rubbed it in--I would never dislike Mary
Vance again. I went over to her and kissed her.

'What's up now?' she said.

'Nothing--only I'm so grateful to you, Mary.'

'WellI think you ought to bethat's a fact. You two would have let
that baby die on your hands if I hadn't happened along' said Maryjust
beaming with complacency. She got Susan and me a tip-top breakfast and
made us eat itand 'bossed the life out of us' as Susan saysfor two
daysuntil the roads were opened so that she could get home. Jims was
almost well by that timeand father turned up. He heard our tale
without saying much. Father is rather scornful generally about what he
calls 'old wives' remedies.' He laughed a little and said'After this
Mary Vance will expect me to call her in for consultation in all my
serious cases.'

So Christmas was not so hard as I expected it to be; and now the New
Year is coming--and we are still hoping for the 'Big Push' that will
end the war--and Little Dog Monday is getting stiff and rheumatic from
his cold vigils, but still he 'carries on,' and Shirley continues to
read the exploits of the aces. Oh, nineteen-seventeen, what will you
bring?

CHAPTER XXV

SHIRLEY GOES

No, Woodrow, there will be no peace without victory,said Susan
sticking her knitting needle viciously through President Wilson's name
in the newspaper column. "We Canadians mean to have peace and victory
too. Youif it pleases youWoodrowcan have the peace without the
victory"--and Susan stalked off to bed with the comfortable
consciousness of having got the better of the argument with the
President. But a few days later she rushed to Mrs. Blythe in red-hot
excitement.

Mrs. Dr. dear, what do you think? A 'phone message has just come
through from Charlottetown that Woodrow Wilson has sent that German


ambassador man to the right about at last. They tell me that means war.
So I begin to think that Woodrow's heart is in the right place after
all, wherever his head may be, and I am going to commandeer a little
sugar and celebrate the occasion with some fudge, despite the howls of
the Food Board. I thought that submarine business would bring things to
a crisis. I told Cousin Sophia so when she said it was the beginning of
the end for the Allies.

Don't let the doctor hear of the fudge, Susan,said Annewith a
smile. "You know he has laid down very strict rules for us along the
lines of economy the government has asked for."

Yes, Mrs. Dr. dear, and a man should be master in his own household,
and his women folk should bow to his decrees. I flatter myself that I am
becoming quite efficient in economizing--Susan had taken to using
certain German terms with killing effect--"but one can exercise a
little gumption on the quiet now and then. Shirley was wishing for some
of my fudge the other day--the Susan brandas he called it--and I
said 'The first victory there is to celebrate I shall make you some.' I
consider this news quite equal to a victoryand what the doctor does
not know will never grieve him. I take the whole responsibilityMrs.
Dr. dearso do not you vex your conscience."

Susan spoiled Shirley shamelessly that winter. He came home from Queen's
every week-endand Susan had all his favourite dishes for himin so
far as she could evade or wheedle the doctorand waited on him hand and
foot. Though she talked war constantly to everyone else she never
mentioned it to him or before himbut she watched him like a cat
watching a mouse; and when the German retreat from the Bapaume salient
began and continuedSusan's exultation was linked up with something
deeper than anything she expressed. Surely the end was in sight--would
come now before--anyone else--could go.

Things are coming our way at last. We have got the Germans on the run,
she boasted. "The United States has declared war at lastas I always
believed they wouldin spite of Woodrow's gift for letter writingand
you will see they will go into it with a vim since I understand that is
their habitwhen they do start. And we have got the Germans on the run
too."

The States mean well,moaned Cousin Sophiabut all the vim in the
world cannot put them on the fighting line this spring, and the Allies
will be finished before that. The Germans are just luring them on. That
man Simonds says their retreat has put the Allies in a hole.

That man Simonds has said more than he will ever live to make good,
retorted Susan. "I do not worry myself about his opinion as long as
Lloyd George is Premier of England. He will not be bamboozled and that
you may tie to. Things look good to me. The U. S. is in the warand we
have got Kut and Bagdad back--and I would not be surprised to see the
Allies in Berlin by June--and the Russianstoosince they have got
rid of the Czar. Thatin my opinion was a good piece of work."

Time will show if it is,said Cousin Sophiawho would have been very
indignant if anyone had told her that she would rather see Susan put to
shame as a seerthan a successful overthrow of tyrannyor even the
march of the Allies down Unter den Linden. But then the woes of the
Russian people were quite unknown to Cousin Sophiawhile this
aggravatingoptimistic Susan was an ever-present thorn in her side.

Just at that moment Shirley was sitting on the edge of the table in the
living-roomswinging his legs--a brownruddywholesome ladfrom top
to toeevery inch of him--and saying coollyMother and dad, I was
eighteen last Monday. Don't you think it's about time I joined up?


The pale mother looked at him.

Two of my sons have gone and one will never return. Must I give you
too, Shirley?

The age-old cry--"Joseph is not and Simeon is not; and ye will take
Benjamin away." How the mothers of the Great War echoed the old
Patriarch's moan of so many centuries agone!

You wouldn't have me a slacker, mother? I can get into the
flying-corps. What say, dad?

The doctor's hands were not quite steady as he folded up the powders he
was concocting for Abbie Flagg's rheumatism. He had known this moment
was comingyet he was not altogether prepared for it. He answered
slowlyI won't try to hold you back from what you believe to be your
duty. But you must not go unless your mother says you may.

Shirley said nothing more. He was not a lad of many words. Anne did not
say anything more just theneither. She was thinking of little Joyce's
grave in the old burying-ground over-harbour--little Joyce who would
have been a woman nowhad she lived--of the white cross in France and
the splendid grey eyes of the little boy who had been taught his first
lessons of duty and loyalty at her knee--of Jem in the terrible
trenches--of Nan and Di and Rillawaiting--waiting--waitingwhile
the golden years of youth passed by--and she wondered if she could bear
any more. She thought not; surely she had given enough.

Yet that night she told Shirley that he might go.

They did not tell Susan right away. She did not know it untila few
days laterShirley presented himself in her kitchen in his aviation
uniform. Susan didn't make half the fuss she had made when Jem and
Walter had gone. She said stonilySo they're going to take you, too.

Take me? No. I'm going, Susan--got to.

Susan sat down by the tablefolded her knotted old handsthat had
grown warped and twisted working for the Ingleside children to still
their shakingand said:

Yes, you must go. I did not see once why such things must be, but I can
see now.

You're a brick, Susan,said Shirley. He was relieved that she took it
so coolly--he had been a little afraidwith a boy's horror of "a
scene." He went out whistling gaily; but half an hour laterwhen pale
Anne Blythe came inSusan was still sitting there.

Mrs. Dr. dear,said Susanmaking an admission she would once have
died rather than makeI feel very old. Jem and Walter were yours but
Shirley is mine. And I cannot bear to think of him flying--his machine
crashing down--the life crushed out of his body--the dear little body
I nursed and cuddled when he was a wee baby.

Susan--don't,cried Anne.

Oh, Mrs. Dr. dear, I beg your pardon. I ought not to have said anything
like that out loud. I sometimes forget that I resolved to be a heroine.
This--this has shaken me a little. But I will not forget myself again.
Only if things do not go as smoothly in the kitchen for a few days I
hope you will make due allowance for me. At least,said poor Susan
forcing a grim smile in a desperate effort to recover lost standingat


least flying is a clean job. He will not get so dirty and messed up as
he would in the trenches, and that is well, for he has always been a
tidy child.

So Shirley went--not radiantlyas to a high adventurelike Jemnot
in a white flame of sacrificelike Walterbut in a coolbusiness-like
moodas of one doing somethingrather dirty and disagreeablethat had
just got to be done. He kissed Susan for the first time since he was
five years oldand saidGood-bye, Susan--mother Susan.

My little brown boy--my little brown boy,said Susan. "I wonder she
thought bitterly, as she looked at the doctor's sorrowful face, if you
remember how you spanked him once when he was a baby. I am thankful I
have nothing like that on my conscience now."

The doctor did not remember the old discipline. But before he put on his
hat to go out on his round of calls he stood for a moment in the great
silent living-room that had once been full of children's laughter.

Our last son--our last son,he said aloud. "A goodsturdysensible
ladtoo. Always reminded me of my father. I suppose I ought to be proud
that he wanted to go--I was proud when Jem went--even when Walter went
--but 'our house is left us desolate.'"

I have been thinking, doctor,old Sandy of the Upper Glen said to him
that afternoonthat your house will be seeming very big the day.

Highland Sandy's quaint phrase struck the doctor as perfectly
expressive. Ingleside did seem very big and empty that night. Yet
Shirley had been away all winter except for week-endsand had always
been a quiet fellow even when home. Was it because he had been the only
one left that his going seemed to leave such a huge blank--that every
room seemed vacant and deserted--that the very trees on the lawn seemed
to be trying to comfort each other with caresses of freshly-budding
boughs for the loss of the last of the little lads who had romped under
them in childhood?

Susan worked very hard all day and late into the night. When she had
wound the kitchen clock and put Dr. Jekyll outnone too gentlyshe
stood for a little while on the doorsteplooking down the Glenwhich
lay tranced in faintsilvery light from a sinking young moon. But Susan
did not see the familiar hills and harbour. She was looking at the
aviation camp in Kingsport where Shirley was that night.

He called me 'Mother Susan,'she was thinking. "Wellall our men folk
have gone now--Jem and Walter and Shirley and Jerry and Carl. And none
of them had to be driven to it. So we have a right to be proud. But
pride--" Susan sighed bitterly--"pride is cold company and that there
is no gainsaying."

The moon sank lower into a black cloud in the westthe Glen went out in
an eclipse of sudden shadow--and thousands of miles away the Canadian
boys in khaki--the living and the dead--were in possession of Vimy
Ridge.

Vimy Ridge is a name written in crimson and gold on the Canadian annals
of the Great War. "The British couldn't take it and the French couldn't
take it said a German prisoner to his captors, but you Canadians are
such fools that you don't know when a place can't be taken!"

So the "fools" took it--and paid the price.

Jerry Meredith was seriously wounded at Vimy Ridge--shot in the back
the telegram said.


Poor Nan,said Mrs. Blythewhen the news came. She thought of her own
happy girlhood at old Green Gables. There had been no tragedy like this
in it. How the girls of to-day had to suffer! When Nan came home from
Redmond two weeks later her face showed what those weeks had meant to
her. John Meredithtooseemed to have grown old suddenly in them.
Faith did not come home; she was on her way across the Atlantic as a

V.A.D. Di had tried to wring from her father consent to her going also
but had been told that for her mother's sake it could not be given. So
Diafter a flying visit homewent back to her Red Cross work in
Kingsport.
The mayflowers bloomed in the secret nooks of Rainbow Valley. Rilla was
watching for them. Jem had once taken his mother the earliest
mayflowers; Walter brought them to her when Jem was gone; last spring
Shirley had sought them out for her; nowRilla thought she must take
the boys' place in this. But before she had discovered anyBruce
Meredith came to Ingleside one twilight with his hands full of delicate
pink sprays. He stalked up the steps of the veranda and laid them on
Mrs. Blythe's lap.

Because Shirley isn't here to bring them,he said in his funnyshy
blunt way.

And you thought of this, you darling,said Anneher lips quivering
as she looked at the stockyblack-browed little chapstanding before
herwith his hands thrust into his pockets.

I wrote Jem to-day and told him not to worry 'bout you not getting your
mayflowers,said Bruce seriously'cause I'd see to that. And I told
him I would be ten pretty soon now, so it won't be very long before I'll
be eighteen, and then I'll go to help him fight, and maybe let him come
home for a rest while I took his place. I wrote Jerry, too. Jerry's
getting better, you know.

Is he? Have you had any good news about him?

Yes. Mother had a letter to-day, and it said he was out of danger.

Oh, thank God,murmured Mrs. Blythein a half-whisper.

Bruce looked at her curiously.

That is what father said when mother told him. But when l said it the
other day when I found out Mr. Mead's dog hadn't hurt my kitten--I
thought he had shooken it to death, you know--father looked awful
solemn and said I must never say that again about a kitten. But I
couldn't understand why, Mrs. Blythe. I felt awful thankful, and it must
have been God that saved Stripey, because that Mead dog had 'normous
jaws, and oh, how it shook poor Stripey. And so why couldn't I thank
Him? 'Course,added Bruce reminiscentlymaybe I said it too loud-'
cause I was awful glad and excited when I found Stripey was all right.
I 'most shouted it, Mrs. Blythe. Maybe if I'd said it sort of whispery
like you and father it would have been all right. Do you know, Mrs.
Blythe--Bruce dropped to a "whispery" toneedging a little nearer to
Anne--"what I would like to do to the Kaiser if I could?"

What would you like to do, laddie?

Norman Reese said in school to-day that he would like to tie the Kaiser
to a tree and set cross dogs to worrying him,said Bruce gravely. "And
Emily Flagg said she would like to put him in a cage and poke sharp
things into him. And they all said things like that. But Mrs. Blythe"--
Bruce took a little square paw out of his pocket and put it earnestly on


Anne's knee--"I would like to turn the Kaiser into a good man--a very
good man--all at once if I could. That is what I would do. Don't you
thinkMrs. Blythethat would be the very worstest punishment of all?"

Bless the child,said Susanhow do you make out that would be any
kind of a punishment for that wicked fiend?

Don't you see,said Brucelooking levelly at Susanout of his
blackly blue eyesif he was turned into a good man he would understand
how dreadful the things he has done are, and he would feel so terrible
about it that he would be more unhappy and miserable than he could ever
be in any other way. He would feel just awful--and he would go on
feeling like that forever. Yes--Bruce clenched his hands and nodded
his head emphaticallyyes, I would make the Kaiser a good man--that
is what I would do--it would serve him 'zackly right.

CHAPTER XXVI

SUSAN HAS A PROPOSAL OF MARRIAGE

An aeroplane was flying over Glen St. Marylike a great bird poised
against the western sky--a sky so clear and of such a palesilvery
yellowthat it gave an impression of a vastwind-freshened space of
freedom. The little group on the Ingleside lawn looked up at it with
fascinated eyesalthough it was by no means an unusual thing to see an
occasional hovering plane that summer. Susan was always intensely
excited. Who knew but that it might be Shirley away up there in the
cloudsflying over to the Island from Kingsport? But Shirley had gone
overseas nowso Susan was not so keenly interested in this particular
aeroplane and its pilot. Neverthelessshe looked at it with awe.

I wonder, Mrs. Dr. dear,she said solemnlywhat the old folks down
there in the graveyard would think if they could rise out of their
graves for one moment and behold that sight. I am sure my father would
disapprove of it, for he was a man who did not believe in new-fangled
ideas of any sort. He always cut his grain with a reaping hook to the
day of his death. A mower he would not have. What was good enough for
his father was good enough for him, he used to say. I hope it is not
unfilial to say that I think he was wrong in that point of view, but I
am not sure I go so far as to approve of aeroplanes, though they may be
a military necessity. If the Almighty had meant us to fly he would have
provided us with wings. Since He did not it is plain He meant us to
stick to the solid earth. At any rate, you will never see me, Mrs. Dr.
dear, cavorting through the sky in an aeroplane.

But you won't refuse to cavort a bit in father's new automobile when it
comes, will you, Susan?teased Rilla.

I do not expect to trust my old bones in automobiles, either,retorted
Susan. "But I do not look upon them as some narrow-minded people do.
Whiskers-on-the-moon says the Government should be turned out of office
for permitting them to run on the Island at all. He foams at the mouth
they tell mewhen he sees one. The other day he saw one coming along
that narrow side-road by his wheatfieldand Whiskers bounded over the
fence and stood right in the middle of the roadwith his pitchfork. The
man in the machine was an agent of some kindand Whiskers hates agents
as much as he hates automobiles. He made the car come to a haltbecause
there was not room to pass him on either sideand the agent could not
actually run over him. Then he raised his pitchfork and shouted'Get
out of this with your devil-machine or I will run this pitchfork clean
through you.' And Mrs. Dr. dearif you will believe methat poor agent
had to back his car clean out to the Lowbridge roadnearly a mile


Whiskers following him every stepshaking his pitchfork and bellowing
insults. NowMrs. Dr. dearI call such conduct unreasonable; but all
the same added Susan, with a sigh, what with aeroplanes and
automobiles and all the rest of itthis Island is not what it used to
be."

The aeroplane soared and dipped and circledand soared againuntil it
became a mere speck far over the sunset hills.

'With the majesty of pinion Which the Theban eagles bear Sailing with
supreme dominion Through the azure fields of air.'

quoted Anne Blythe dreamily.

I wonder,said Miss Oliverif humanity will be any happier because
of aeroplanes. It seems to me that the sum of human happiness remains
much the same from age to age, no matter how it may vary in
distribution, and that all the 'many inventions' neither lessen nor
increase it.

After all, the 'kingdom of heaven is within you,'said Mr. Meredith
gazing after the vanishing speck which symbolized man's latest victory
in a world-old struggle. "It does not depend on material achievements
and triumphs."

Nevertheless, an aeroplane is a fascinating thing,said the doctor.
It has always been one of humanity's favourite dreams--the dream of
flying. Dream after dream comes true--or rather is made true by
persevering effort. I should like to have a flight in an aeroplane
myself.

Shirley wrote me that he was dreadfully disappointed in his first
flight,said Rilla. "He had expected to experience the sensation of
soaring up from the earth like a bird--and instead he just had the
feeling that he wasn't moving at allbut that the earth was dropping
away under him. And the first time he went up alone he suddenly felt
terribly homesick. He had never felt like that before; but all at once
he saidhe felt as if he were adrift in space--and he had a wild
desire to get back home to the old planet and the companionship of
fellow creatures. He soon got over that feelingbut he says his first
flight alone was a nightmare to him because of that dreadful sensation
of ghastly loneliness."

The aeroplane disappeared. The doctor threw back his head with a sigh.

When I have watched one of those bird-men out of sight I come back to
earth with an odd feeling of being merely a crawling insect. Anne,he
saidturning to his wifedo you remember the first time I took you
for a buggy ride in Avonlea--that night we went to the Carmody concert,
the first fall you taught in Avonlea? I had out little black mare with
the white star on her forehead, and a shining brand-new buggy--and I
was the proudest fellow in the world, barring none. I suppose our
grandson will be taking his sweetheart out quite casually for an evening
'fly' in his aeroplane.

An aeroplane won't be as nice as little Silverspot was,said Anne. "A
machine is simply a machine--but Silverspotwhy she was a personality
Gilbert. A drive behind her had something in it that not even a flight
among sunset clouds could have. NoI don't envy my grandson's
sweetheartafter all. Mr. Meredith is right. 'The kingdom of Heaven'-and
of love--and of happiness--doesn't depend on externals."

Besides,said the doctor gravelyour said grandson will have to give
most of his attention to the aeroplane--he won't be able to let the


reins lie on its back while he gazes into his lady's eyes. And I have an
awful suspicion that you can't run an aeroplane with one arm. No--the
doctor shook his head--"I believe I'd still prefer Silverspot after
all."

The Russian line broke again that summer and Susan said bitterly that
she had expected it ever since Kerensky had gone and got married.

Far be it from me to decry the holy state of matrimony, Mrs. Dr. dear,
but I felt that when a man was running a revolution he had his hands
full and should have postponed marriage until a more fitting season. The
Russians are done for this time and there would be no sense in shutting
our eyes to the fact. But have you seen Woodrow Wilson's reply to the
Pope's peace proposals? It is magnificent. I really could not have
expressed the rights of the matter better myself. I feel that I can
forgive Wilson everything for it. He knows the meaning of words and that
you may tie to. Speaking of meanings, have you heard the latest story
about Whiskers-on-the-moon, Mrs. Dr. dear? It seems he was over at the
Lowbridge Road school the other day and took a notion to examine the
fourth class in spelling. They have the summer term there yet, you know,
with the spring and fall vacations, being rather backward people on that
road. My niece, Ella Baker, goes to that school and she it was who told
me the story. The teacher was not feeling well, having a dreadful
headache, and she went out to get a little fresh air while Mr. Pryor was
examining the class. The children got along all right with the spelling
but when Whiskers began to question them about the meanings of the words
they were all at sea, because they had not learned them. Ella and the
other big scholars felt terrible over it. They love their teacher so,
and it seems Mr. Pryor's brother, Abel Pryor, who is trustee of that
school, is against her and has been trying to turn the other trustees
over to his way of thinking. And Ella and the rest were afraid that if
the fourth class couldn't tell Whiskers the meanings of the words he
would think the teacher was no good and tell Abel so, and Abel would
have a fine handle. But little Sandy Logan saved the situation. He is a
Home boy, but he is as smart as a steel trap, and he sized up
Whiskers-on-the-moon right off. 'What does anatomy" mean?' Whiskers
demanded. 'A pain in your stomach' Sandy repliedquick as a flash and
never batting an eyelid. Whiskers-on-the-moon is a very ignorant man
Mrs. Dr. dear; he didn't know the meaning of the words himselfand he
said 'Very good--very good.' The class caught right on--at least three
or four of the brighter ones did--and they kept up the fun. Jean Blane
said that 'acoustic' meant 'a religious squabble' and Muriel Baker said
that an 'agnostic' was 'a man who had indigestion' and Jim Carter said
that 'acerbity' meant that 'you ate nothing but vegetable food' and so
on all down the list. Whiskers swallowed it alland kept saying 'Very
good--very good' until Ella thought that die she would trying to keep a
straight face. When the teacher came inWhiskers complimented her on
the splendid understanding the children had of their lesson and said he
meant to tell the trustees what a jewel they had. It was 'very unusual'
he saidto find a fourth class who could answer up so prompt when it
came to explaining what words meant. He went off beaming. But Ella told
me this as a great secretMrs. Dr. dearand we must keep it as such
for the sake of the Lowbridge Road teacher. It would likely be the ruin
of her chances of keeping the school if Whiskers should ever find out
how he had been bamboozled."

Mary Vance came up to Ingleside that same afternoon to tell them that
Miller Douglaswho had been wounded when the Canadians took Hill 70
had had to have his leg amputated. The Ingleside folk sympathized with
Marywhose zeal and patrotism had taken some time to kindle but now
burned with a glow as steady and bright as any one's.

Some folks have been twitting me about having a husband with only one
leg. But,said Maryrising to a lofty heightI would rather Miller


with only one leg than any other man in the world with a dozen-unless,
she added as an after-thoughtunless it was Lloyd George.
Well, I must be going. I thought you'd be interested in hearing about
Miller so I ran up from the store, but I must hustle home for I promised
Luke MacAllister I'd help him build his grain stack this evening. It's
up to us girls to see that the harvest is got in, since the boys are so
scarce. I've got overalls and I can tell you they're real becoming. Mrs.
Alec Douglas says they're indecent and shouldn't be allowed, and even
Mrs. Elliott kinder looks askance at them. But bless you, the world
moves, and anyhow there's no fun for me like shocking Kitty Alec.

By the way, father,said RillaI'm going to take Jack Flagg's place
in his father's store for a month. I promised him today that I would, if
you didn't object. Then he can help the farmers get the harvest in. I
don't think I'd be much use in a harvest myself--though lots of the
girls are--but I can set Jack free while I do his work. Jims isn't much
bother in the daytime now, and I'll always be home at night.

Do you think you'll like weighing out sugar and beans, and trafficking
in butter and eggs?said the doctortwinkling.

Probably not. That isn't the question. It's just one way of doing my
bit.So Rilla went behind Mr. Flagg's counter for a month; and Susan
went into Albert Crawford's oat-fields.

I am as good as any of them yet,she said proudly. "Not a man of them
can beat me when it comes to building a stack. When I offered to help
Albert looked doubtful. 'I am afraid the work will be too hard for you'
he said. 'Try me for a day and see' said I. 'I will do my darnedest.'"

None of the Ingleside folks spoke for just a moment. Their silence meant
that they thought Susan's pluck in "working out" quite wonderful. But
Susan mistook their meaning and her sun-burned face grew red.

This habit of swearing seems to be growing on me, Mrs. Dr. dear,she
said apologetically. "To think that I should be acquiring it at my age!
It is such a dreadful example to the young girls. I am of the opinion it
comes of reading the newspapers so much. They are so full of profanity
and they do not spell it with stars eitheras used to be done in my
young days. This war is demoralizing everybody."

Susanstanding on a load of grainher grey hair whipping in the breeze
and her skirt kilted up to her knees for safety and convenience--no
overalls for Susanif you please--neither a beautiful nor a romantic
figure; but the spirit that animated her gaunt arms was the self-same
one that captured Vimy Ridge and held the German legions back from
Verdun.

It is not the least likelyhoweverthat this consideration was the one
which appealed most strongly to Mr. Pryor when he drove past one
afternoon and saw Susan pitching sheaves gamely.

Smart woman that,he reflected. "Worth two of many a younger one yet.
I might do worse--I might do worse. If Milgrave comes home alive I'll
lose Miranda and hired housekeepers cost more than a wife and are liable
to leave a man in the lurch any time. I'll think it over."

A week later Mrs. Blythecoming up from the village late in the
afternoonpaused at the gate of Ingleside in an amazement which
temporarily bereft her of the power of motion. An extraordinary sight
met her eyes. Round the end of the kitchen burst Mr. Pryorrunning as
stoutpompous Mr. Pryor had not run in yearswith terror imprinted on
every lineament--a terror quite justifiablefor behind himlike an
avenging fatecame Susanwith a hugesmoking iron pot grasped in her


handsand an expression in her eye that boded ill to the object of her
indignationif she should overtake him. Pursuer and pursued tore across
the lawn. Mr. Pryor reached the gate a few feet ahead of Susanwrenched
it openand fled down the roadwithout a glance at the transfixed lady
of Ingleside.

Susan,gasped Anne.

Susan halted in her mad careerset down her potand shook her fist
after Mr. Pryorwho had not ceased to runevidently believing that
Susan was still full cry after him.

Susan, what does this mean?demanded Annea little severely.

You may well ask that, Mrs. Dr, dear,Susan replied wrathfully. "I
have not been so upset in years. That--that--that pacifist has
actually had the audacity to come up here andin my own kitchento ask
me to marry him. HIM!"

Anne choked back a laugh.

But--Susan! Couldn't you have found a--well, a less spectacular
method of refusing him? Think what a gossip this would have made if
anyone had been going past and had seen such a performance.

Indeed, Mrs. Dr. dear, you are quite right. I did not think of it
because I was quite past thinking rationally. I was just clean mad. Come
in the house and I will tell you all about it.

Susan picked up her pot and marched into the kitchenstill trembling
with wrathful excitement. She set her pot on the stove with a vicious
thud. "Wait a moment until I open all the windows to air this kitchen
wellMrs. Dr. dear. Therethat is better. And I must wash my hands
toobecause I shook hands with Whiskers-on-the-moon when he came in-not
that I wanted tobut when he stuck out his fatoily hand I did not
know just what else to do at the moment. I had just finished my
afternoon cleaning and thanks beeverything was shining and spotless;
and thought I 'now that dye is boiling and I will get my rug rags and
have them nicely out of the way before supper.'

Just then a shadow fell over the floor and looking up I saw
Whiskers-on-the-moon, standing in the doorway, dressed up and looking as
if he had just been starched and ironed. I shook hands with him, as
aforesaid, Mrs. Dr. dear, and told him you and the doctor were both
away. But he said,

I have come to see youMiss Baker.'

I asked him to sit down, for the sake of my own manners, and then I
stood there right in the middle of the floor and gazed at him as
contemptuously as I could. In spite of his brazen assurance this seemed
to rattle him a little; but he began trying to look sentimental at me
out of his little piggy eyes, and all at once an awful suspicion flashed
into my mind. Something told me, Mrs. Dr. dear, that I was about to
receive my first proposal. I have always thought that I would like to
have just one offer of marriage to reject, so that I might be able to
look other women in the face, but you will not hear me bragging of this.
I consider it an insult and if I could have thought of any way of
preventing it I would. But just then, Mrs. Dr. dear, you will see I was
at a disadvantage, being taken so completely by surprise. Some men, I am
told, consider a little preliminary courting the proper thing before a
proposal, if only to give fair warning of their intentions; but
Whiskers-on-the-moon probably thought it was any port in a storm for me
and that I would jump at him. Well, he is undeceived--yes, he is


undeceived, Mrs. Dr. dear. I wonder if he has stopped running yet.

I understand that you don't feel flattered, Susan. But couldn't you
have refused him a little more delicately than by chasing him off the
premises in such a fashion?

Well, maybe I might have, Mrs. Dr. dear, and I intended to, but one
remark he made aggravated me beyond my powers of endurance. If it had
not been for that I would not have chased him with my dye-pot. I will
tell you the whole interview. Whiskers sat down, as I have said, and
right beside him on another chair Doc was lying. The animal was
pretending to be asleep but I knew very well he was not, for he has been
Hyde all day and Hyde never sleeps. By the way, Mrs. Dr. dear, have you
noticed that that cat is far oftener Hyde than Jekyll now? The more
victories Germany wins the Hyder he becomes. I leave you to draw your
own conclusions from that. I suppose Whiskers thought he might curry
favour with me by praising the creature, little dreaming what my real
sentiments towards it were, so he stuck out his pudgy hand and stroked
Mr. Hyde's back. 'What a nice cat,' he said. The nice cat flew at him
and bit him. Then it gave a fearful yowl, and bounded out of the door.
Whiskers looked after it quite amazed. 'That is a queer kind of a
varmint,' he said. I agreed with him on that point, but I was not going
to let him see it. Besides, what business had he to call our cat a
varmint? 'It may be a varmint or it may not,' I said, 'but it knows the
difference between a Canadian and a Hun.' You would have thought, would
you not, Mrs. Dr. dear, that a hint like that would have been enough for
him! But it went no deeper than his skin. I saw him settling back quite
comfortable, as if for a good talk, and thought I, 'If there is anything
coming it may as well come soon and be done with, for with all these
rags to dye before supper I have no time to waste in flirting,' so I
spoke right out. 'If you have anything particular to discuss with me,
Mr. Pryor, I would feel obliged if you would mention it without loss of
time, because I am very busy this afternoon.' He fairly beamed at me out
of that circle of red whisker, and said, 'You are a business-like woman
and I agree with you. There is no use in wasting time beating around the
bush. I came up here today to ask you to marry me.' So there it was,
Mrs. Dr. dear. I had a proposal at last, after waiting sixty-four years
for one.

I just glared at that presumptuous creature and I said'I would not
marry you if you were the last man on earthJosiah Pryor. So there you
have my answer and you can take it away forthwith.' You never saw a man
so taken aback as he wasMrs. Dr. dear. He was so flabbergasted that he
just blurted out the truth. 'WhyI thought you'd be only too glad to
get a chance to be married' he said. That was when I lost my headMrs.
Dr. dear. Do you think I had a good excusewhen a Hun and a pacifist
made such an insulting remark to me? 'Go' I thunderedand I just
caught up that iron pot. I could see that he thought I had suddenly gone
insaneand I suppose he considered an iron pot full of boiling dye was
a dangerous weapon in the hands of a lunatic. At any rate he wentand
stood not upon the order of his goingas you saw for yourself. And I do
not think we will see him back here proposing to us again in a hurry.
NoI think he has learned that there is at least one single woman in
Glen St. Mary who has no hankering to become Mrs. Whiskers-on-the-moon."

CHAPTER XXVII

WAITING

Ingleside
1st November 1917
It is November--and the Glen is all grey and brown, except where the


Lombardy poplars stand up here and there like great golden torches in
the sombre landscape, although every other tree has shed its leaves. It
has been very hard to keep our courage alight of late. The Caporetto
disaster is a dreadful thing and not even Susan can extract much
consolation out of the present state of affairs. The rest of us don't
try. Gertrude keeps saying desperately, 'They must not get Venice--they
must not get Venice,' as if by saying it often enough she can prevent
them. But what is to prevent them from getting Venice I cannot see. Yet,
as Susan fails not to point out, there was seemingly nothing to prevent
them from getting to Paris in 1914, yet they did not get it, and she
affirms they shall not get Venice either. Oh, how I hope and pray they
will not--Venice the beautiful Queen of the Adriatic. Although I've
never seen it I feel about it just as Byron did--I've always loved it-it
has always been to me 'a fairy city of the heart.' Perhaps I caught
my love of it from Walter, who worshipped it. It was always one of his
dreams to see Venice. I remember we planned once--down in Rainbow
Valley one evening just before the war broke out--that some time we
would go together to see it and float in a gondola through its moonlit
streets.

Every fall since the war began there has been some terrible blow to our
troops--Antwerp in 1914Serbia in 1915; last fallRumaniaand now
Italythe worst of all. I think I would give up in despair if it were
not for what Walter said in his dear last letter--that 'the dead as
well as the living were fighting on our side and such an army cannot be
defeated.' No it cannot. We will win in the end. I will not doubt it for
one moment. To let myself doubt would be to 'break faith.'

We have all been campaigning furiously of late for the new Victory
Loan. We Junior Reds canvassed diligently and landed several tough old
customers who had at first flatly refused to invest. I--even I-tackled
Whiskers-on-the-moon. I expected a bad time and a refusal. But
to my amazement he was quite agreeable and promised on the spot to take
a thousand dollar bond. He may be a pacifist, but he knows a good
investment when it is handed out to him. Five and a half per cent is
finve and a half per cent, even when a militaristic government pays it.

Fatherto tease Susansays it was her speech at the Victory Loan
Campaign meeting that converted Mr. Pryor. I don't think that at all
likelysince Mr. Pryor has been publicly very bitter against Susan ever
since her quite unmistakable rejection of his lover-like advances. But
Susan did make a speech--and the best one made at the meetingtoo. It
was the first time she ever did such a thing and she vows it will be the
last. Everybody in the Glen was at the meetingand quite a number of
speeches were madebut somehow things were a little flat and no
especial enthusiasm could be worked up. Susan was quite dismayed at the
lack of zealbecause she had been burningly anxious that the Island
should go over the top in regard to its quota. She kept whispering
viciously to Gertrude and me that there was 'no ginger' in the speeches;
and when nobody went forward to subscribe to the loan at the close Susan
'lost her head.' At leastthat is how she describes it herself. She
bounded to her feether face grim and set under her bonnet--Susan is
the only woman in Glen St. Mary who still wears a bonnet--and said
sarcastically and loudly'No doubt it is much cheaper to talk
patriotism than it is to pay for it. And we are asking charityof
course--we are asking you to lend us your money for nothing! No doubt
the Kaiser will feel quite downcast when he hears of this meeting!"

Susan has an unshaken belief that the Kaiser's spies--presumably
represented by Mr. Pryor--promptly inform him of every happening in our
Glen.

Norman Douglas shouted out 'Hear! Hear!' and some boy at the back said
'What about Lloyd George?' in a tone Susan didn't like. Lloyd George is


her pet heronow that Kitchener is gone.

'I stand behind Lloyd George every time,' retorted Susan.

'I suppose that will hearten him up greatly' said Warren Meadwith
one of his disagreeable 'haw-haws.'

Warren's remark was spark to powder. Susan just 'sailed in' as she puts
it, and 'said her say.' She said it remarkably well, too. There was no
lack of 'ginger' in her speech, anyhow. When Susan is warmed up she has
no mean powers of oratory, and the way she trimmed those men down was
funny and wonderful and effective all at once. She said it was the likes
of her, millions of her, that did stand behind Lloyd George, and did
hearten him up. That was the key-note of her speech. Dear old Susan! She
is a perfect dynamo of patriotism and loyalty and contempt for slackers
of all kinds, and when she let it loose on that audience in her one
grand outburst she electrified it. Susan always vows she is no
suffragette, but she gave womanhood its due that night, and she
literally made those men cringe. When she finished with them they were
ready to eat out of her hand. She wound up by ordering them--yes,
ordering them--to march up to the platform forthwith and subscribe for
Victory Bonds. And after wild applause most of them did it, even Warren
Mead. When the total amount subscribed came out in the Charlottetown
dailies the next day we found that the Glen led every district on the
Island--and certainly Susan has the credit for it. She, herself, after
she came home that night was quite ashamed and evidently feared that she
had been guilty of unbecoming conduct: she confessed to mother that she
had been 'rather unladylike.'

We were all--except Susan--out for a trial ride in father's new
automobile tonight. A very good one we hadtoothough we did get
ingloriously ditched at the endowing to a certain grim old dame--to
witMiss Elizabeth Carr of the Upper Glen--who wouldn't rein her horse
out to let us passhonk as we might. Father was quite furious; but in
my heart I believe I sympathized with Miss Elizabeth. If I had been a
spinster ladydriving along behind my own old nagin maiden meditation
fancy freeI wouldn't have lifted a rein when an obstreperous car
hooted blatantly behind me. I should just have sat up as dourly as she
did and said 'Take the ditch if you are determined to pass.'

We did take the ditch--and got up to our axles in sand--and sat
foolishly there while Miss Elizabeth clucked up her horse and rattled
victoriously away.

Jem will have a laugh when I write him this. He knows Miss Elizabeth of
old.

But--will--Venice--be--saved?

19th November 1917
It is not saved yet--it is still in great danger. But the Italians are
making a stand at last on the Piave line. To be sure military critics
say they cannot possibly hold it and must retreat to the Adige. But
Susan and Gertrude and I say they must hold it, because Venice must be
saved, so what are the military critics to do?

Ohif I could only believe that they can hold it!

Our Canadian troops have won another great victory--they have stormed
the Passchendaele Ridge and held it in the face of all counter attacks.
None of our boys were in the battle--but oh, the casualty list of other
people's boys! Joe Milgrave was in it but came through safe. Miranda had
some bad days until she got word from him. But it is wonderful how
Miranda has bloomed out since her marriage. She isn't the same girl at


all. Even her eyes seem to have darkened and deepened--though I suppose
that is just because they glow with the greater intensity that has come
to her. She makes her father stand round in a perfectly amazing fashion;
she runs up the flag whenever a yard of trench on the western front is
taken; and she comes up regularly to our Junior Red Cross; and she does
--yes, she does--put on funny little 'married woman' airs that are
quite killing. But she is the only war-bride in the Glen and surely
nobody need grudge her the satisfaction she gets out of it.

The Russian news is badtoo--Kerensky's government has fallen and
Lenin is dictator of Russia. Somehowit is very hard to keep up courage
in the dull hopelessness of these grey autumn days of suspense and
boding news. But we are beginning to 'get in a low' as old Highland
Sandy saysover the approaching election. Conscription is the real
issue at stake and it will be the most exciting election we ever had.
All the women 'who have got de age'--to quote Jo Poirierand who have
husbandssonsand brothers at the frontcan vote. Ohif I were only
twenty-one! Gertrude and Susan are both furious because they can't vote.

'It is not fair,' Gertrude says passionately. 'There is Agnes Carr who
can vote because her husband went. She did everything she could to
prevent him from going, and now she is going to vote against the Union
Government. Yet I have no vote, because my man at the front is only my
sweetheart and not my husband!

As for Susan, when she reflects that she cannot vote, while a rank old
pacifist like Mr. Pryor can--and will--her comments are sulphurous.

I really feel sorry for the Elliotts and Crawfords and MacAllisters
over-harbour. They have always lined up in clearly divided camps of
Liberal and Conservativeand now they are torn from their moorings--I
know I'm mixing my metaphors dreadfully--and set hopelessly adrift. It
will kill some of those old Grits to vote for Sir Robert Borden's side-and
yet they have to because they believe the time has come when we must
have conscription. And some poor Conservatives who are against
conscription must vote for Laurierwho always has been anathema to
them. Some of them are taking it terribly hard. Others seem to be in
much the same attitude as Mrs. Marshall Elliott has come to be regarding
Church Union.

She was up here last night. She doesn't come as often as she used to.
She is growing too old to walk this far--dear old 'Miss Cornelia.' I
hate to think of her growing old--we have always loved her so and she
has always been so good to us Ingleside young fry.

She used to be so bitterly opposed to Church Union. But last night
when father told her it was practically decidedshe said in a resigned
tone'Wellin a world where everything is being rent and torn what
matters one more rending and tearing? Anyhowcompared with Germans even
Methodists seem attractive to me.'

Our Junior R.C. goes on quite smoothly, in spite of the fact that Irene
has come back to it--having fallen out with the Lowbridge society, I
understand. She gave me a sweet little jab last meeting--about knowing
me across the square in Charlottetown 'by my green velvet hat.'
Everybody knows me by that detestable and detested hat. This will be my
fourth season for it. Even mother wanted me to get a new one this fall;
but I said, 'No.' As long as the war lasts so long do I wear that velvet
hat in winter.

23rd November 1917
The Piave line still holds--and General Byng has won a splendid victory
at Cambrai. I did run up the flag for that--but Susan only said 'I shall
set a kettle of water on the kitchen range tonight. I notice little


Kitchener always has an attack of croup after any British victory. I do
hope he has no pro-German blood in his veins. Nobody knows much about
his father's people.'

Jims has had a few attacks of croup this fall--just the ordinary croup
--not that terrible thing he had last year. But whatever blood runs in
his little veins it is goodhealthy blood. He is rosy and plump and
curly and cute; and he says such funny things and asks such comical
questions. He likes very much to sit in a special chair in the kitchen;
but that is Susan's favourite chairtooand when she wants itout
Jims must go. The last time she put him out of it he turned around and
asked solemnly'When you are deadSusancan I sit in that chair?'
Susan thought it quite dreadfuland I think that was when she began to
feel anxiety about his possible ancestry. The other night I took Jims
with me for a walk down to the store. It was the first time he had ever
been out so late at nightand when he saw the stars he exclaimed'Oh
Willasee the big moon and all the little moons!' And last Wednesday
morningwhen he woke upmy little alarm clock had stopped because I
had forgotten to wind it up. Jims bounded out of his crib and ran across
to mehis face quite aghast above his little blue flannel pyjamas. 'The
clock is dead' he gasped'oh Willathe clock is dead.'

One night he was quite angry with both Susan and me because we would
not give him something he wanted very much. When he said his prayers he
plumped down wrathfully, and when he came to the petition 'Make me a
good boy' he tacked on emphatically, 'and please make Willa and Susan
good, 'cause they're not.'

I don't go about quoting Jims's speeches to all I meet. That always
bores me when other people do it! I just enshrine them in this old
hotch-potch of a journal!

This very evening as I put Jims to bed he looked up and asked me
gravely, 'Why can't yesterday come back, Willa?'

Ohwhy can't itJims? That beautiful 'yesterday' of dreams and
laughter--when our boys were home--when Walter and I read and rambled
and watched new moons and sunsets together in Rainbow Valley. If it
could just come back! But yesterdays never come backlittle Jims--and
the todays are dark with clouds--and we dare not think about the
tomorrows."

11th December 1917
Wonderful news came today. The British troops captured Jerusalem
yesterday. We ran up the flag and some of Gertrude's old sparkle came
back to her for a moment.

'After all' she said'it is worth while to live in the days which see
the object of the Crusades attained. The ghosts of all the Crusaders
must have crowded the walls of Jerusalem last nightwith Coeur-de-lion
at their head.'

Susan had cause for satisfaction also.

'I am so thankful I can pronounce Jerusalem and Hebron' she said.
'They give me a real comfortable feeling after Przemysl and
Brest-Litovsk! Wellwe have got the Turks on the runat leastand
Venice is safe and Lord Lansdowne is not to be taken seriously; and I
see no reason why we should be downhearted.'

Jerusalem! The 'meteor flag of England!' floats over you--the Crescent
is gone. How Walter would have thrilled over that!

18th December 1917


Yesterday the election came off. In the evening mother and Susan and
Gertrude and I forgathered in the living-room and waited in breathless
suspense, father having gone down to the village. We had no way of
hearing the news, for Carter Flagg's store is not on our line, and when
we tried to get it Central always answered that the line 'was busy'--as
no doubt it was, for everybody for miles around was trying to get
Carter's store for the same reason we were.

About ten o'clock Gertrude went to the 'phone and happened to catch
someone from over-harbour talking to Carter Flagg. Gertrude shamelessly
listened in and got for her comforting what eavesdroppers are
proverbially supposed to get--to witunpleasant hearing; the Union
Government had 'done nothing' in the West.

We looked at each other in dismay. If the Government had failed to
carry the West, it was defeated.

'Canada is disgraced in the eyes of the world' said Gertrude bitterly.

'If everybody was like the Mark Crawfords over-harbour this would not
have happened,' groaned Susan. 'they locked their Uncle up in the barn
this morning and would not let him out until he promised to vote Union.
That is what I call effective argument, Mrs. Dr. dear.'

Gertrude and I couldn't rest after all that. We walked the floor until
our legs gave out and we had to sit down perforce. Mother knitted away
as steadily as clockwork and pretended to be calm and serene--pretended
so well that we were all deceived and envious until the next daywhen I
caught her ravelling out four inches of her sock. She had knit that far
past where the heel should have begun!

It was twelve before father came home. He stood in the doorway and
looked at us and we looked at him. We did not dare ask him what the news
was. Then he said that it was Laurier who had 'done nothing' in the
West, and that the Union Government was in with a big majority. Gertrude
clapped her hands. I wanted to laugh and cry, mother's eyes flashed with
their old-time starriness and Susan emitted a queer sound between a gasp
and a whoop.

This will not comfort the Kaiser much' she said.

Then we went to bed, but were too excited to sleep. Really, as Susan
said solemnly this morning, 'Mrs. Dr. dear, I think politics are too
strenuous for women.'

31st December 1917
Our fourth War Christmas is over. We are trying to gather up some
courage wherewith to face another year of it. Germany has, for the most
part, been victorious all summer. And now they say she has all her
troops from the Russian front ready for a 'big push' in the spring.
Sometimes it seems to me that we just cannot live through the winter
waiting for that.

I had a great batch of letters from overseas this week. Shirley is at
the front nowtooand writes about it all as coolly and
matter-of-factly as he used to write of football at Queen's. Carl wrote
that it had been raining for weeks and that nights in the trenches
always made him think of the night of long ago when he did penance in
the graveyard for running away from Henry Warren's ghost. Carl's letters
are always full of jokes and bits of fun. They had a great rat-hunt the
night before he wrote--spearing rats with their bayonets--and he got
the best bag and won the prize. He has a tame rat that knows him and
sleeps in his pocket at night. Rats don't worry Carl as they do some
people--he was always chummy with all little beasts. He says he is


making a study of the habits of the trench rat and means to write a
treatise on it some day that will make him famous.

Ken wrote a short letter. His letters are all rather short now--and he
doesn't often slip in those dear little sudden sentences I love so much.
Sometimes I think he has forgotten all about the night he was here to
say goodbye--and then there will be just a line or a word that makes me
think he remembers and always will remember. For instance to-day's
letter hadn't a thing in it that mightn't have been written to any girl,
except that he signed himself 'Your Kenneth,' instead of 'Yours,
Kenneth,' as he usually does. Now, did he leave that 's' off
intentionally or was it only carelessness? I shall lie awake half the
night wondering. He is a captain now. I am glad and proud--and yet
Captain Ford sounds so horribly far away and high up. Ken and Captain
Ford seem like two different persons. I may be practically engaged to
Ken--mother's opinion on that point is my stay and bulwark--but I
can't be to Captain Ford!

And Jem is a lieutenant now--won his promotion on the field. He sent
me a snap-shottaken in his new uniform. He looked thin and old--old-my
boy-brother Jem. I can't forget mother's face when I showed it to
her. 'That--my little Jem--the baby of the old House of Dreams?' was
all she said.

There was a letter from Faith, too. She is doing V.A.D. work in England
and writes hopefully and brightly. I think she is almost happy--she saw
Jem on his last leave and she is so near him she could go to him, if he
were wounded. That means so much to her. Oh, if I were only with her!
But my work is here at home. I know Walter wouldn't have wanted me to
leave mother and in everything I try to 'keep faith' with him, even to
the little details of daily life. Walter died for Canada--I must live
for her. That is what he asked me to do.

28th January 1918
'I shall anchor my storm-tossed soul to the British fleet and make a
batch of bran biscuits,' said Susan today to Cousin Sophia, who had come
in with some weird tale of a new and all-conquering submarine, just
launched by Germany. But Susan is a somewhat disgruntled woman at
present, owing to the regulations regarding cookery. Her loyalty to the
Union Government is being sorely tried. It surmounted the first strain
gallantly. When the order about flour came Susan said, quite cheerfully,
'I am an old dog to be learning new tricks, but I shall learn to make
war bread if it will help defeat the Huns.'

But the later suggestions went against Susan's grain. Had it not been
for father's decree I think she would have snapped her fingers at Sir
Robert Borden.

'Talk about trying to make bricks without straw, Mrs. Dr. dear! How am
I to make a cake without butter or sugar? It cannot be done--not cake
that is cake. Of course one can make a slab, Mrs. Dr. dear. And we
cannot even camooflash it with a little icing! To think that I should
have lived to see the day when a government at Ottawa should step into
my kitchen and put me on rations!'

Susan would give the last drop of her blood for her 'king and country'
but to surrender her beloved recipes is a very different and much more
serious matter.

I had letters from Nan and Di too--or rather notes. They are too busy
to write letters, for exams are looming up. They will graduate in Arts
this spring. I am evidently to be the dunce of the family. But somehow I
never had any hankering for a college course, and even now it doesn't
appeal to me. I'm afraid I'm rather devoid of ambition. There is only


one thing I really want to be--and I don't know if I'll be it or not.
If not--I don't want to be anything. But I shan't write it down. It is
all right to think it; but, as Cousin Sophia would say, it might be
brazen to write it down.

I will write it down. I won't be cowed by the conventions and Cousin
Sophia! I want to be Kenneth Ford's wife! There now!

I've just looked in the glass, and I hadn't the sign of a blush on my
face. I suppose I'm not a properly constructed damsel at all.

I was down to see little Dog Monday today. He has grown quite stiff and
rheumatic but there he satwaiting for the train. He thumped his tail
and looked pleadingly into my eyes. 'When will Jem come?' he seemed to
say. OhDog Mondaythere is no answer to that question; and there is
as yetno answer to the other which we are all constantly asking 'What
will happen when Germany strikes again on the western front--her one
greatlast blow for victory!"

1st March 1918
'What will spring bring?' Gertrude said today. 'I dread it as I never
dreaded spring before. Do you suppose there will ever again come a time
when life will be free from fear? For almost four years we have lain
down with fear and risen up with it. It has been the unbidden guest at
every meal, the unwelcome companion at every gathering.'

'Hindenburg says he will be in Paris on 1st April' sighed Cousin
Sophia.

'Hindenburg!' There is no power in pen and ink to express the contempt
which Susan infused into that name. 'Has he forgotten what day the first
of April is?'

'Hindenburg has kept his word hitherto' said Gertrudeas gloomily as
Cousin Sophia herself could have said it.

'Yes, fighting against the Russians and Rumanians,' retorted Susan.
'Wait you till he comes up against the British and French, not to speak
of the Yankees, who are getting there as fast as they can and will no
doubt give a good account of themselves.'

'You said just the same thing before MonsSusan' I reminded her.

'Hindenburg says he will spend a million lives to break the Allied
front,' said Gertrude. 'At such a price he must purchase some successes
and how can we live through them, even if he is baffled in the end.
These past two months when we have been crouching and waiting for the
blow to fall have seemed as long as all the preceding months of the war
put together. I work all day feverishly and waken at three o'clock at
night to wonder if the iron legions have struck at last. It is then I
see Hindenburg in Paris and Germany triumphant. I never see her so at
any other time than that accursed hour.'

Susan looked dubious over Gertrude's adjectivebut evidently concluded
that the 'a' saved the situation.

'I wish it were possible to take some magic draught and go to sleep for
the next three months--and then waken to find Armageddon over,' said
mother, almost impatiently.

It is not often that mother slumps into a wish like that--or at least
the verbal expression of it. Mother has changed a great deal since that
terrible day in September when we knew that Walter would not come back;
but she has always been brave and patient. Now it seemed as if even she


had reached the limit of her endurance.

Susan went over to mother and touched her shoulder.

'Do not you be frightened or downheartedMrs. Dr. dear' she said
gently. 'I felt somewhat that way myself last nightand I rose from my
bed and lighted my lamp and opened my Bible; and what do you think was
the first verse my eyes lighted upon? It was 'And they shall fight
against thee but they shall not prevail against theefor I am with
theesaith the Lord of Hoststo deliver thee.' I am not gifted in the
way of dreamingas Miss Oliver isbut I knew then and thereMrs. Dr.
dearthat it was a manifest leadingand that Hindenburg will never see
Paris. So I read no further but went back to my bed and I did not waken
at three o'clock or at any other hour before morning.'


I say that verse Susan read over and over again to myself. The Lord of
Hosts is with us--and the spirits of all just men made perfect--and
even the legions and guns that Germany is massing on the western front
must break against such a barrier. This is in certain uplifted moments;
but when other moments come I feel, like Gertrude, that I cannot endure
any longer this awful and ominous hush before the coming storm.


23rd March 1918
Armageddon has begun!--'the last great fight of all!' Is it, I wonder?
Yesterday I went down to the post office for the mail. It was a dull,
bitter day. The snow was gone but the grey, lifeless ground was frozen
hard and a biting wind was blowing. The whole Glen landscape was ugly
and hopeless.


Then I got the paper with its big black headlines. Germany struck on
the twenty-first. She makes big claims of guns and prisoners taken.
General Haig reports that 'severe fighting continues.' I don't like the
sound of that last expression.


We all find we cannot do any work that requires concentration of
thought. So we all knit furiously, because we can do that mechanically.
At least the dreadful waiting is over--the horrible wondering where and
when the blow will fall. It has fallen--but they shall not prevail
against us!


Ohwhat is happening on the western front tonight as I write this
sitting here in my room with my journal before me? Jims is asleep in his
crib and the wind is wailing around the window; over my desk hangs
Walter's picturelooking at me with his beautiful deep eyes; the Mona
Lisa he gave me the last Christmas he was home hangs on one side of it
and on the other a framed copy of "The Piper." It seems to me that I can
hear Walter's voice repeating it--that little poem into which he put
his souland which will therefore live for evercarrying Walter's name
on through the future of our land. Everything about me is calm and
peaceful and 'homey.' Walter seems very near me--if I could just sweep
aside the thin wavering little veil that hangs betweenI could see him
--just as he saw the Pied Piper the night before Courcelette.


Over there in France tonight--does the line hold?


CHAPTER XXVIII


BLACK SUNDAY


In March of the year of grace 1918 there was one week into which must
have crowded more of searing human agony than any seven days had ever
held before in the history of the world. And in that week there was one



day when all humanity seemed nailed to the cross; on that day the whole
planet must have been agroan with universal convulsion; everywhere the
hearts of men were failing them for fear.

It dawned calmly and coldly and greyly at Ingleside. Mrs. Blythe and
Rilla and Miss Oliver made ready for church in a suspense tempered by
hope and confidence. The doctor was awayhaving been summoned during
the wee sma's to the Marwood household in Upper Glenwhere a little
war-bride was fighting gallantly on her own battleground to give life
not deathto the world. Susan announced that she meant to stay home
that morning--a rare decision for Susan.

But I would rather not go to church this morning, Mrs. Dr. dear,she
explained. "If Whiskers-on-the-moon were there and I saw him looking
holy and pleasedas he always looks when he thinks the Huns are
winningI fear I would lose my patience and my sense of decorum and
hurl a Bible or hymn-book at himthereby disgracing myself and the
sacred edifice. NoMrs. Dr. dearI shall stay home from church till
the tide turns and pray hard here."

I think I might as well stay home, too, for all the good church will do
me today,Miss Oliver said to Rillaas they walked down the
hard-frozen red road to the church. "I can think of nothing but the
question'Does the line still hold?'"

Next Sunday will be Easter,said Rilla. "Will it herald death or life
to our cause?"

Mr. Meredith preached that morning from the textHe that endureth to
the end shall be saved,and hope and confidence rang through his
inspiring sentences. Rillalooking up at the memorial tablet on the
wall above their pewsacred to the memory of Walter Cuthbert Blythe,
felt herself lifted out of her dread and filled anew with courage.
Walter could not have laid down his life for naught. His had been the
gift of prophetic vision and he had foreseen victory. She would cling to
that belief--the line would hold.

In this renewed mood she walked home from church almost gaily. The
otherstoowere hopefuland all went smiling into Ingleside. There
was no one in the living-roomsave Jimswho had fallen asleep on the
sofaand Docwho sat "hushed in grim repose" on the hearth-rug
looking very Hydeish indeed. No one was in the dining-room either--and
stranger stillno dinner was on the tablewhich was not even set.
Where was Susan?

Can she have taken ill?exclaimed Mrs. Blythe anxiously. "I thought it
strange that she did not want to go to church this morning."

The kitchen door opened and Susan appeared on the threshold with such a
ghastly face that Mrs. Blythe cried out in sudden panic.

Susan, what is it?

The British line is broken and the German shells are falling on Paris,
said Susan dully.

The three women stared at each otherstricken.

It's not true--it's not,gasped Rilla.

The thing would be--ridiculous,said Gertrude Oliver--and then she
laughed horribly.

Susan, who told you this--when did the news come?asked Mrs. Blythe.


I got it over the long-distance phone from Charlottetown half an hour
ago,said Susan. "The news came to town late last night. It was Dr.
Holland phoned it out and he said it was only too true. Since then I
have done nothingMrs. Dr. dear. I am very sorry dinner is not ready.
It is the first time I have been so remiss. If you will be patient I
will soon have something for you to eat. But I am afraid I let the
potatoes burn."

Dinner! Nobody wants any dinner, Susan,said Mrs. Blythe wildly. "Oh
this thing is unbelievable--it must be a nightmare."

Paris is lost--France is lost--the war is lost,gasped Rillaamid
the utter ruins of hope and confidence and belief.

Oh God--Oh God,moaned Gertrude Oliverwalking about the room and
wringing her handsOh--God!

Nothing else--no other words--nothing but that age old plea--the old
old cry of supreme agony and appealfrom the human heart whose every
human staff has failed it.

Is God dead?asked a startled little voice from the doorway of the
living-room. Jims stood thereflushed from sleephis big brown eyes
filled with dreadOh Willa--oh, Willa, is God dead?

Miss Oliver stopped walking and exclaimingand stared at Jimsin whose
eyes tears of fright were beginning to gather. Rilla ran to his
comfortingwhile Susan bounded up from the chair upon which she had
dropped.

No,she said brisklywith a sudden return of her real self. "NoGod
isn't dead--nor Lloyd George either. We were forgetting thatMrs. Dr.
dear. Don't crylittle Kitchener. Bad as things arethey might be
worse. The British line may be broken but the British navy is not. Let
us tie to that. I will take a brace and get up a bite to eatfor
strength we must have."

They made a pretence of eating Susan's "bite but it was only a
pretence. Nobody at Ingleside ever forgot that black afternoon. Gertrude
Oliver walked the floor--they all walked the floor; except Susan, who
got out her grey war sock.

Mrs. Dr. dearI must knit on Sunday at last. I have never dreamed of
doing it before forsay what might be saidI have considered it was a
violation of the third commandment. But whether it is or whether it is
not I must knit today or I shall go mad."

Knit if you can, Susan,said Mrs. Blythe restlessly. "I would knit if
I could--but I cannot--I cannot."

If we could only get fuller information,moaned Rilla. "There might be
something to encourage us--if we knew all."

We know that the Germans are shelling Paris,said Miss Oliver
bitterly. "In that case they must have smashed through everywhere and be
at the very gates. Nowe have lost--let us face the fact as other
peoples in the past have had to face it. Other nationswith right on
their sidehave given their best and bravest--and gone down to defeat
in spite of it. Ours is 'but one more To baffled millions who have gone
before.'"

I won't give up like that,cried Rillaher pale face suddenly
flushing. "I won't despair. We are not conquered--noif Germany


overruns all France we are not conquered. I am ashamed of myself for
this hour of despair. You won't see me slump again like thatI'm going
to ring up town at once and ask for particulars."

But town could not be got. The long-distance operator there was
submerged by similar calls from every part of the distracted country.
Rilla finally gave up and slipped away to Rainbow Valley. There she
knelt down on the withered grey grasses in the little nook where she and
Walter had had their last talk togetherwith her head bowed against the
mossy trunk of a fallen tree. The sun had broken through the black
clouds and drenched the valley with a pale golden splendour. The bells
on the Tree Lovers twinkled elfinly and fitfully in the gusty March
wind.

Oh God, give me strength,Rilla whispered. "Just strength--and
courage." Then like a child she clasped her hands together and saidas
simply as Jims could have donePlease send us better news tomorrow.

She knelt there a long timeand when she went back to Ingleside she was
calm and resolute. The doctor had arrived hometired but triumphant
little Douglas Haig Marwood having made a safe landing on the shores of
time. Gertrude was still pacing restlessly but Mrs. Blythe and Susan had
reacted from the shockand Susan was already planning a new line of
defence for the channel ports.

As long as we can hold them,she declaredthe situation is saved.
Paris has really no military significance.

Don't,said Gertrude sharplyas if Susan had run something into her.
She thought the old worn phrase 'no military significance' nothing short
of ghastly mockery under the circumstancesand more terrible to endure
than the voice of despair would have been.

I heard up at Marwood's of the line being broken,said the doctor
but this story of the Germans shelling Paris seems to be rather
incredible. Even if they broke through they were fifty miles from Paris
at the nearest point and how could they get their artillery close enough
to shell it in so short a time? Depend upon it, girls, that part of the
message can't be true. I'm going to try to try a long-distance call to
town myself.

The doctor was no more successful than Rilla had beenbut his point of
view cheered them all a littleand helped them through the evening. And
at nine o'clock a long-distance message came through at lastthat
helped them through the night.

The line broke only in one place, before St. Quentin,said the doctor
as he hung up the receiverand the British troops are retreating in
good order. That's not so bad. As for the shells that are falling on
Paris, they are coming from a distance of seventy miles--from some
amazing long-range gun the Germans have invented and sprung with the
opening offensive. That is all the news to date, and Dr. Holland says it
is reliable.

It would have been dreadful news yesterday,said Gertrudebut
compared to what we heard this morning it is almost like good news. But
still,she addedtrying to smileI am afraid I will not sleep much
tonight.

There is one thing to be thankful for at any rate, Miss Oliver, dear,
said Susan. "and that is that Cousin Sophia did not come in today. I
really could not have endured her on top of all the rest."


CHAPTER XXIX

WOUNDED AND MISSING

Battered but Not Brokenwas the headline in Monday's paperand Susan
repeated it over and over to herself as she went about her work. The gap
caused by the St. Quentin disaster had been patched up in timebut the
Allied line was being pushed relentlessly back from the territory they
had purchased in 1917 with half a million lives. On Wednesday the
headline was "British and French Check Germans"; but still the retreat
went on. Back--and back--and back! Where would it end? Would the line
break again--this time disastrously?

On Saturday the headline was "Even Berlin Admits Offensive Checked and
for the first time in that terrible week the Ingleside folk dared to
draw a long breath.

Wellwe have got one week over--now for the next said Susan
staunchly.

I feel like a prisoner on the rack when they stopped turning it Miss
Oliver said to Rilla, as they went to church on Easter morning. But I
am not off the rack. The torture may begin again at any time."

I doubted God last Sunday,said Rillabut I don't doubt him today.
Evil cannot win. Spirit is on our side and it is bound to outlast
flesh.

Nevertheless her faith was often tried in the dark spring that followed.
Armageddon was notas they had hopeda matter of a few days. It
stretched out into weeks and months. Again and again Hindenburg struck
his savagesudden blowswith alarmingthough futile success. Again
and again the military critics declared the situation extremely
perilous. Again and again Cousin Sophia agreed with the military
critics.

If the Allies go back three miles more the war is lost,she wailed.

Is the British navy anchored in those three miles?demanded Susan
scornfully.

It is the opinion of a man who knows all about it,said Cousin Sophia
solemnly.

There is no such person,retorted Susan. "As for the military critics
they do not know one blessed thing about itany more than you or I.
They have been mistaken times out of number. Why do you always look on
the dark sideSophia Crawford?"

Because there ain't any bright side, Susan Baker.

Oh, is there not? It is the twentieth of April, and Hindy is not in
Paris yet, although he said he would be there by April first. Is that
not a bright spot at least?

It is my opinion that the Germans will be in Paris before very long and
more than that, Susan Baker, they will be in Canada.

Not in this part of it. The Huns shall never set foot in Prince Edward
Island as long as I can handle a pitchfork,declared Susanlooking
and feeling quite equal to routing the entire German army single-handed.
No, Sophia Crawford, to tell you the plain truth I am sick and tired of
your gloomy predictions. I do not deny that some mistakes have been


made. The Germans would never have got back Passchendaele if the
Canadians had been left there; and it was bad business trusting to those
Portuguese at the Lys River. But that is no reason why you or anyone
should go about proclaiming the war is lost. I do not want to quarrel
with you, least of all at such a time as this, but our morale must be
kept up, and I am going to speak my mind out plainly and tell you that
if you cannot keep from such croaking your room is better than your
company.

Cousin Sophia marched home in high dudgeon to digest her affrontand
did not reappear in Susan's kitchen for many weeks. Perhaps it was just
as wellfor they were hard weekswhen the Germans continued to strike
now herenow thereand seemingly vital points fell to them at every
blow. And one day in early Maywhen wind and sunshine frolicked in
Rainbow Valley and the maple grove was golden-green and the harbour all
blue and dimpled and white-cappedthe news came about Jem.

There had been a trench raid on the Canadian front--a little trench
raid so insignificant that it was never even mentioned in the dispatches
and when it was over Lieutenant James Blythe was reported "wounded and
missing."

I think this is even worse than the news of his death would have been,
moaned Rilla through her white lipsthat night.

No--no--'missing' leaves a little hope, Rilla,urged Gertrude
Oliver.

Yes--torturing, agonized hope that keeps you from ever becoming quite
resigned to the worst,said Rilla. "OhMiss Oliver--must we go for
weeks and months--not knowing whether Jem is alive or dead? Perhaps we
will never know. I--I cannot bear it--I cannot. Walter--and now Jem.
This will kill mother--look at her faceMiss Oliverand you will see
that. And Faith--poor Faith--how can she bear it?"

Gertrude shivered with pain. She looked up at the pictures hanging over
Rilla's desk and felt a sudden hatred of Mona Lisa's endless smile.

Will not even this blot it off your face?she thought savagely.

But she said gentlyNo, it won't kill your mother. She's made of finer
mettle than that. Besides, she refuses to believe Jem is dead; she will
cling to hope and we must all do that. Faith, you may be sure, will do
it.

I cannot,moaned RillaJem was wounded--what chance would he have?
Even if the Germans found him--we know how they have treated wounded
prisoners. I wish I could hope, Miss Oliver--it would help, I suppose.
But hope seems dead in me. I can't hope without some reason for it--and
there is no reason.

When Miss Oliver had gone to her own room and Rilla was lying on her bed
in the moonlightpraying desperately for a little strengthSusan
stepped in like a gaunt shadow and sat down beside her.

Rilla, dear, do not you worry. Little Jem is not dead.

Oh, how can you believe that, Susan?

Because I know. Listen you to me. When that word came this morning the
first thing I thought of was Dog Monday. And tonight, as soon as I got
the supper dishes washed and the bread set, I went down to the station.
There was Dog Monday, waiting for the train, just as patient as usual.
Now, Rilla, dear, that trench raid was four days ago--last Monday--and


I said to the station-agent, 'Can you tell me if that dog howled or made
any kind of a fuss last Monday night?' He thought it over a bit, and
then he said, 'No, he did not.' 'Are you sure?' I said. 'There's more
depends on it than you think!' 'Dead sure,' he said. 'I was up all night
last Monday night because my mare was sick, and there was never a sound
out of him. I would have heard if there had been, for the stable door
was open all the time and his kennel is right across from it!' Now Rilla
dear, those were the man's very words. And you know how that poor little
dog howled all night after the battle of Courcelette. Yet he did not
love Walter as much as he loved Jem. If he mourned for Walter like that,
do you suppose he would sleep sound in his kennel the night after Jem
had been killed? No, Rilla dear, little Jem is not dead, and that you
may tie to. If he were, Dog Monday would have known, just as he knew
before, and he would not be still waiting for the trains.

It was absurd--and irrational--and impossible. But Rilla believed it
for all that; and Mrs. Blythe believed it; and the doctorthough he
smiled faintly in pretended derisionfelt an odd confidence replace his
first despair; and foolish and absurd or notthey all plucked up heart
and courage to carry onjust because a faithful little dog at the Glen
station was still watching with unbroken faith for his master to come
home. Common sense might scorn--incredulity might mutter "Mere
superstition"--but in their hearts the folk of Ingleside stood by their
belief that Dog Monday knew.

CHAPTER XXX

THE TURNING OF THE TIDE

Susan was very sorrowful when she saw the beautiful old lawn of
Ingleside ploughed up that spring and planted with potatoes. Yet she
made no protesteven when her beloved peony bed was sacrificed. But
when the Government passed the Daylight Saving law Susan balked. There
was a Higher Power than the Union Governmentto which Susan owed
allegiance.

Do you think it right to meddle with the arrangements of the Almighty?
she demanded indignantly of the doctor. The doctorquite unmoved
responded that the law must be observedand the Ingleside clocks were
moved on accordingly. But the doctor had no power over Susan's little
alarm.

I bought that with my own money, Mrs. Dr. dear,she said firmlyand
it shall go on God's time and not Borden's time.

Susan got up and went to bed by "God's time and regulated her own
goings and comings by it. She served the meals, under protest, by
Borden's time, and she had to go to church by it, which was the crowning
injury. But she said her prayers by her own clock, and fed the hens by
it; so that there was always a furtive triumph in her eye when she
looked at the doctor. She had got the better of him by so much at least.

Whiskers-on-the-moon is very much delighted with this daylight saving
business she told him one evening. Of course he naturally would be
since I understand that the Germans invented it. I hear he came near
losing his entire wheat-crop lately. Warren Mead's cows broke into the
field one day last week--it was the very day the Germans captured the
Chemang-de-damwhich may have been a coincidence or may not--and were
making fine havoc of it when Mrs. Dick Clow happened to see them from
her attic window. At first she had no intention of letting Mr. Pryor
know. She told me she had just gloated over the sight of those cows
pasturing on his wheat. She felt it served him exactly right. But


presently she reflected that the wheat-crop was a matter of great
importance and that 'save and serve' meant that those cows must be
routed out as much as it meant anything. So she went down and phoned
over to Whiskers about the matter. All the thanks she got was that he
said something queer right out to her. She is not prepared to state that
it was actually swearing for you cannot be sure just what you hear over
the phone; but she has her own opinionand so have Ibut I will not
express it for here comes Mr. Meredithand Whiskers is one of his
eldersso we must be discreet."

Are you looking for the new star?asked Mr. Meredithjoining Miss
Oliver and Rillawho were standing among the blossoming potatoes gazing
skyward.

Yes--we have found it--see, it is just above the tip of the tallest
old pine.

It's wonderful to be looking at something that happened three thousand
years ago, isn't it?said Rilla. "That is when astronomers think the
collision took place which produced this new star. It makes me feel
horribly insignificant she added under her breath.

Even this event cannot dwarf into what may be the proper perspective in
star systems the fact that the Germans are again only one leap from
Paris said Gertrude restlessly.

I think I would like to have been an astronomer said Mr. Meredith
dreamily, gazing at the star.

There must be a strange pleasure in it agreed Miss Oliver, an
unearthly pleasurein more senses than one. I would like to have a few
astronomers for my friends."

Fancy talking the gossip of the hosts of heaven,laughed Rilla.

I wonder if astronomers feel a very deep interest in earthly affairs?
said the doctor. "Perhaps students of the canals of Mars would not be so
keenly sensitive to the significance of a few yards of trenches lost or
won on the western front."

I have read somewhere,said Mr. Merediththat Ernest Renan wrote one
of his books during the siege of Paris in 1870 and 'enjoyed the writing
of it very much.' I suppose one would call him a philosopher.

I have read also,said Miss Oliverthat shortly before his death he
said that his only regret in dying was that he must die before he had
seen what that 'extremely interesting young man, the German Emperor,'
would do in his life. If Ernest Renan 'walked' today and saw what that
interesting young man had done to his beloved France, not to speak of
the world, I wonder if his mental detachment would be as complete as it
was in 1870.

I wonder where Jem is tonight,thought Rillain a sudden bitter
inrush of remembrance.

It was over a month since the news had come about Jem. Nothing had been
discovered concerning himin spite of all efforts. Two or three letters
had come from himwritten before the trench raidand since then there
had been only unbroken silence. Now the Germans were again at the Marne
pressing nearer and nearer Paris; now rumours were coming of another
Austrian offensive against the Piave line. Rilla turned away from the
new starsick at heart. It was one of the moments when hope and courage
failed her utterly--when it seemed impossible to go on even one more
day. If only they knew what had happened to Jem--you can face anything


you know. But a beleaguerment of fear and doubt and suspense is a hard
thing for the morale. Surelyif Jem were alivesome word would have
come through. He must be dead. Only--they would never know--they could
never be quite sure; and Dog Monday would wait for the train until he
died of old age. Monday was only a poorfaithfulrheumatic little dog
who knew nothing more of his master's fate than they did.

Rilla had a "white night" and did not fall asleep until late. When she
wakened Gertrude Oliver was sitting at her window leaning out to meet
the silver mystery of the dawn. Her cleverstriking profilewith the
masses of black hair behind itcame out clearly against the pallid gold
of the eastern sky. Rilla remembered Jem's admiration of the curve of
Miss Oliver's brow and chinand she shuddered. Everything that reminded
her of Jem was beginning to give intolerable pain. Walter's death had
inflicted on her heart a terrible wound. But it had been a clean wound
and had healed slowlyas such wounds dothough the scar must remain
for ever. But the torture of Jem's disappearance was another thing:
there was a poison in it that kept it from healing. The alternations of
hope and despairthe endless watching each day for the letter that
never came--that might never come--the newspaper tales of ill-usage of
prisoners--the bitter wonder as to Jem's wound--all were increasingly
hard to bear.

Gertrude Oliver turned her head. There was an odd brilliancy in her
eyes.

Rilla, I've had another dream.

Oh, no--no,cried Rillashrinking. Miss Oliver's dreams had always
foretold coming disaster.

Rilla, it was a good dream. Listen--I dreamed just as I did four years
ago, that I stood on the veranda steps and looked down the Glen. And it
was still covered by waves that lapped about my feet. But as I looked
the waves began to ebb--and they ebbed as swiftly as, four years ago,
they rolled in--ebbed out and out, to the gulf; and the Glen lay before
me, beautiful and green, with a rainbow spanning Rainbow Valley--a
rainbow of such splendid colour that it dazzled me--and I woke. Rilla--
Rilla Blythe--the tide has turned.

I wish I could believe it,sighed Rilla.

Sooth was my prophecy of fear
Believe it when it augurs cheer,


quoted Gertrudealmost gaily. "I tell you I have no doubt."

Yetin spite of the great Italian victory at the Piave that came a few
days latershe had doubt many a time in the hard month that followed;
and when in mid-July the Germans crossed the Marne again despair came
sickeningly. It was idlethey all feltto hope that the miracle of the
Marne would he repeated. But it was: againas in 1914the tide turned
at the Marne. The French and the American troops struck their sudden
smashing blow on the exposed flank of the enemy andwith the almost
inconceivable rapidity of a dreamthe whole aspect of the war changed.

The Allies have won two tremendous victories,said the doctor on 20th
July.

It is the beginning of the end--I feel it--I feel it,said Mrs.
Blythe.

Thank God,said Susanfolding her trembling old handsThen she
addedunder her breathbut it won't bring our boys back.


Nevertheless she went out and ran up the flagfor the first time since
the fall of Jerusalem. As it caught the breeze and swelled gallantly out
above herSusan lifted her hand and saluted itas she had seen Shirley
do. "We've all given something to keep you flying she said. Four
hundred thousand of our boys gone overseas--fifty thousand of them
killed. But--you are worth it!" The wind whipped her grey hair about
her face and the gingham apron that shrouded her from head to foot was
cut on lines of economynot of grace; yetsomehowjust then Susan
made an imposing figure. She was one of the women--courageous
unquailingpatientheroic--who had made victory possible. In her
they all saluted the symbol for which their dearest had fought.
Something of this was in the doctor's mind as he watched her from the
door.

Susan,he saidwhen she turned to come infrom first to last of
this business you have been a brick!

CHAPTER XXXI

MRS. MATILDA PITTMAN

Rilla and Jims were standing on the rear platform of their car when the
train stopped at the little Millward siding. The August evening was so
hot and close that the crowded cars were stifling. Nobody ever knew just
why trains stopped at Millward siding. Nobody was ever known to get off
there or get on. There was only one house nearer to it than four miles
and it was surrounded by acres of blueberry barrens and scrub
spruce-trees.

Rilla was on her way into Charlottetown to spend the night with a friend
and the next day in Red Cross shopping; she had taken Jims with her
partly because she did not want Susan or her mother to be bothered with
his carepartly because of a hungry desire in her heart to have as much
of him as she could before she might have to give him up forever. James
Anderson had written to her not long before this; he was wounded and in
the hospital; he would not be able to go back to the front and as soon
as he was able he would be coming home for Jims.

Rilla was heavy-hearted over thisand worried also. She loved Jims
dearly and would feel deeply giving him up in any case; but if Jim
Anderson were a different sort of a manwith a proper home for the
childit would not be so bad. But to give Jims up to a roving
shiftlessirresponsible fatherhowever kind and good-hearted he might
be--and she knew Jim Anderson was kind and good-hearted enough--was a
bitter prospect to Rilla. It was not even likely Anderson would stay in
the Glen; he had no ties there now; he might even go back to England.
She might never see her dearsunshinycarefully brought-up little Jims
again. With such a father what might his fate be? Rilla meant to beg Jim
Anderson to leave him with herbutfrom his lettershe had not much
hope that he would.

If he would only stay in the Glen, where I could keep an eye on Jims
and have him often with me I wouldn't feel so worried over it,she
reflected. "But I feel sure he won't--and Jims will never have any
chance. And he is such a bright little chap--he has ambitionwherever
he got it--and he isn't lazy. But his father will never have a cent to
give him any education or start in life. Jimsmy little war-baby
whatever is going to become of you?"

Jims was not in the least concerned over what was to become of him. He
was gleefully watching the antics of a striped chipmunk that was


frisking over the roof of the little siding. As the train pulled out
Jims leaned eagerly forward for a last look at Chippypulling his hand
from Rilla's. Rilla was so engrossed in wondering what was to become of
Jims in the future that she forgot to take notice of what was happening
to him in the present. What did happen was that Jims lost his balance
shot headlong down the stepshurtled across the little siding platform
and landed in a clump of bracken fern on the other side.

Rilla shrieked and lost her head. She sprang down the steps and jumped
off the train.

Fortunatelythe train was still going at a comparatively slow speed;
fortunately alsoRilla retained enough sense to jump the way it was
going; neverthelessshe fell and sprawled helplessly down the
embankmentlanding in a ditch full of a rank growth of golden-rod and
fireweed.

Nobody had seen what had happened and the train whisked briskly away
round a curve in the barrens. Rilla picked herself updizzy but unhurt
scrambled out of the ditchand flew wildly across the platform
expecting to find Jims dead or broken in pieces. But Jimsexcept for a
few bruisesand a big frightwas quite uninjured. He was so badly
scared that he didn't even crybut Rillawhen she found that he was
safe and soundburst into tears and sobbed wildly.

Nasty old twain,remarked Jims in disgust. "And nasty old God he
added, with a scowl at the heavens.

A laugh broke into Rilla's sobbing, producing something very like what
her father would have called hysterics. But she caught herself up before
the hysteria could conquer her.

Rilla BlytheI'm ashamed of you. Pull yourself together immediately.
Jimsyou shouldn't have said anything like that."

God frew me off the twain,declared Jims defiantly. "Somebody frew me;
you didn't frow me; so it was God."

No, it wasn't. You fell because you let go of my hand and bent too far
forward. I told you not to do that. So that it was your own fault.

Jims looked to see if she meant it; then glanced up at the sky again.

Excuse me, then, God,he remarked airily.

Rilla scanned the sky also; she did not like its appearance; a heavy
thundercloud was appearing in the northwest. What in the world was to be
done? There was no other train that nightsince the nine o'clock
special ran only on Saturdays. Would it be possible for them to reach
Hannah Brewster's housetwo miles awaybefore the storm broke? Rilla
thought she could do it alone easily enoughbut with Jims it was
another matter. Were his little legs good for it?

We've got to try it,said Rilla desperately. "We might stay in the
siding until the thunderstorm is over; but it may keep on raining all
night and anyway it will be pitch dark. If we can get to Hannah's she
will keep us all night."

Hannah Brewsterwhen she had been Hannah Crawfordhad lived in the
Glen and gone to school with Rilla. They had been good friends then
though Hannah had been three years the older. She had married very young
and had gone to live in Millward. What with hard work and babies and a
ne'er-do-well husbandher life had not been an easy oneand Hannah
seldom revisited her old home. Rilla had visited her once soon after her


marriagebut had not seen her or even heard of her for years; she knew
howeverthat she and Jims would find welcome and harbourage in any
house where rosy-facedopen-heartedgenerous Hannah lived.

For the first mile they got on very well but the second one was harder.
The roadseldom usedwas rough and deep-rutted. Jims grew so tired
that Rilla had to carry him for the last quarter. She reached the
Brewster housealmost exhaustedand dropped Jims on the walk with a
sigh of thankfulness. The sky was black with clouds; the first heavy
drops were beginning to fall; and the rumble of thunder was growing very
loud. Then she made an unpleasant discovery. The blinds were all down
and the doors locked. Evidently the Brewsters were not at home. Rilla
ran to the little barn. Ittoowas locked. No other refuge presented
itself. The bare whitewashed little house had not even a veranda or
porch.

It was almost dark now and her plight seemed desperate.

I'm going to get in if I have to break a window,said Rilla
resolutely. "Hannah would want me to do that. She'd never get over it if
she heard I came to her house for refuge in a thunderstorm and couldn't
get in."

Luckily she did not have to go to the length of actual housebreaking.
The kitchen window went up quite easily. Rilla lifted Jims in and
scrambled through herselfjust as the storm broke in good earnest.

Oh, see all the little pieces of thunder,cried Jims in delightas
the hail danced in after them. Rilla shut the window and with some
difficulty found and lighted a lamp. They were in a very snug little
kitchen. Opening off it on one side was a trimnicely furnished
parlourand on the other a pantrywhich proved to be well stocked.

I'm going to make myself at home,said Rilla. "I know that is just
what Hannah would want me to do. I'll get a little snack for Jims and
meand then if the rain continues and nobody comes home I'll just go
upstairs to the spare room and go to bed. There is nothing like acting
sensibly in an emergency. If I had not been a goose when I saw Jims fall
off the train I'd have rushed back into the car and got some one to stop
it. Then I wouldn't have been in this scrape. Since I am in it I'll make
the best of it.

This house,she addedlooking aroundis fixed up much nicer than
when I was here before. Of course Hannah and Ted were just beginning
housekeeping then. But somehow I've had the idea that Ted hasn't been
very prosperous. He must have done better than I've been led to believe,
when they can afford furniture like this. I'm awfully glad for Hannah's
sake.

The thunderstorm passedbut the rain continued to fall heavily. At
eleven o'clock Rilla decided that nobody was coming home. Jims had
fallen asleep on the sofa; she carried him up to the spare room and put
him to bed. Then she undressedput on a nightgown she found in the
washstand drawerand scrambled sleepily in between very nice
lavender-scented sheets. She was so tiredafter her adventures and
exertionsthat not even the oddity of her situation could keep her
awake; she was sound asleep in a few minutes.

Rilla slept until eight o'clock the next morning and then wakened with
startling suddenness. Somebody was saying in a harshgruff voice
Here, you two, wake up. I want to know what this means.

Rilla did wake uppromptly and effectually. She had never in all her
life wakened up so thoroughly before. Standing in the room were three


peopleone of them a manwho were absolute strangers to her. The man
was a big fellow with a bushy black beard and an angry scowl. Beside him
was a woman--a tallthinangular personwith violently red hair and
an indescribable hat. She looked even crosser and more amazed than the
manif that were possible. In the background was another woman--a tiny
old lady who must have been at least eighty. She wasin spite of her
tinynessa very striking-looking personage; she was dressed in
unrelieved blackhad snow-white haira dead-white faceand snapping
vividcoal-black eyes. She looked as amazed as the other twobut Rilla
realized that she didn't look cross.

Rilla also was realizing that something was wrong--fearfully wrong.
Then the man saidmore gruffly than everCome now. Who are you and
what business have you here?

Rilla raised herself on one elbowlooking and feeling hopelessly
bewildered and foolish. She heard the old black-and-white lady in the
background chuckle to herself. "She must be real Rilla thought. I
can't be dreaming her." Aloud she gasped

Isn't this Theodore Brewster's place?

No,said the big womanspeaking for the first timethis place
belongs to us. We bought it from the Brewsters last fall. They moved to
Greenvale. Our name is Chapley.

Poor Rilla fell back on her pillowquite overcome.

I beg your pardon,she said. "I--I--thought the Brewsters lived
here. Mrs. Brewster is a friend of mine. I am Rilla Blythe--Dr.
Blythe's daughter from Glen St. Mary. I--I was going to town with my-my--
this little boy--and he fell off the train--and I jumped off
after him--and nobody knew of it. I knew we couldn't get home last
night and a storm was coming up--so we came here and when we found
nobody at home--we--we--just got in through the window and--and-made
ourselves at home."

So it seems,said the woman sarcastically.

A likely story,said the man.

We weren't born yesterday,added the woman.

Madam Black-and-White didn't say anything; but when the other two made
their pretty speeches she doubled up in a silent convulsion of mirth
shaking her head from side to side and beating the air with her hands.

Rillastung by the disagreeable attitude of the Chapleysregained her
self-possession and lost her temper. She sat up in bed and said in her
haughtiest voiceI do not know when you were born, or where, but it
must have been somewhere where very peculiar manners were taught. If you
will have the decency to leave my room--er--this room--until I can
get up and dress I shall not transgress upon your hospitality--Rilla
was killingly sarcastic--"any longer. And I shall pay you amply for the
food we have eaten and the night's lodging I have taken."

The black-and-white apparition went through the motion of clapping her
handsbut not a sound did she make. Perhaps Mr. Chapley was cowed by
Rilla's tone--or perhaps he was appeased at the prospect of payment; at
all eventshe spoke more civilly.

Well, that's fair. If you pay up it's all right.

She shall do no such thing as pay you,said Madam Black-and-White in a


surprisingly clearresoluteauthoritative tone of voice. "If you
haven't got any shame for yourselfRobert Chapleyyou've got a
mother-in-law who can be ashamed for you. No strangers shall be charged
for room and lodging in any house where Mrs. Matilda Pitman lives.
Remember thatthough I may have come down in the worldI haven't quite
forgot all decency for all that. I knew you was a skinflint when Amelia
married youand you've made her as bad as yourself. But Mrs. Matilda
Pitman has been boss for a long timeand Mrs. Matilda Pitman will
remain boss. Here youRobert Chapleytake yourself out of here and let
that girl get dressed. And youAmeliago downstairs and cook a
breakfast for her."

Neverin all her lifehad Rilla seen anything like the abject meekness
with which those two big people obeyed that mite. They went without word
or look of protest. As the door closed behind them Mrs. Matilda Pitman
laughed silentlyand rocked from side to side in her merriment.

Ain't it funny?she said. "I mostly lets them run the length of their
tetherbut sometimes I has to pull them upand then I does it with a
jerk. They don't dast aggravate mebecause I've got considerable hard
cashand they're afraid I won't leave it all to them. Neither I will.
I'll leave 'em somebut some I won'tjust to vex 'em. I haven't made
up my mind where I will leave it but I'll have tosoonfor at eighty a
body is living on borrowed time. Nowyou can take your time about
dressingmy dearand I'll go down and keep them mean scallawags in
order. That's a handsome child you have there. Is he your brother?"

No, he's a little war-baby I've been taking care of, because his mother
died and his father was overseas,answered Rilla in a subdued tone.

War-baby! Humph! Well, I'd better skin out before he wakes up or he'll
likely start crying. Children don't like me--never did. I can't
recollect any youngster ever coming near me of its own accord. Never had
any of my own. Amelia was my step-daughter. Well, it's saved me a world
of bother. If kids don't like me I don't like them, so that's an even
score. But that certainly is a handsome child.

Jims chose this moment for waking up. He opened his big brown eyes and
looked at Mrs. Matilda Pitman unblinkingly. Then he sat updimpled
deliciouslypointed to her and said solemnly to RillaPwitty lady,
Willa, pwitty lady.

Mrs. Matilda Pitman smiled. Even eighty-odd is sometimes vulnerable in
vanity. "I've heard that children and fools tell the truth she said.
I was used to compliments when I was young--but they're scarcer when
you get as far along as I am. I haven't had one for years. It tastes
good. I s'pose nowyou monkeyyou wouldn't give me a kiss."

Then Jims did a quite surprising thing. He was not a demonstrative
youngster and was chary with kisses even to the Ingleside people. But
without a word he stood up in bedhis plump little body encased only in
his undershirtran to the footboardflung his arms about Mrs. Matilda
Pitman's neckand gave her a bear hugaccompanied by three or four
heartyungrudging smacks.

Jims,protested Rillaaghast at this liberty.

You leave him be,ordered Mrs. Matilda Pitmansetting her bonnet
straight.

Laws I like to see some one that isn't skeered of me. Everybody is-you
are, though you're trying to hide it. And why? Of course Robert and
Amelia are because I make 'em skeered on purpose. But folks always are-no
matter how civil I be to them. Are you going to keep this child?


I'm afraid not. His father is coming home before long.

Is he any good--the father, I mean?

Well--he's kind and nice--but he's poor--and I'm afraid he always
will be,faltered Rilla.

I see--shiftless--can't make or keep. Well, I'll see--I'll see. I
have an idea. It's a good idea, and besides it will make Robert and
Amelia squirm. That's its main merit in my eyes, though I like that
child, mind you, because he ain't skeered of me. He's worth some bother.
Now, you get dressed, as I said before, and come down when you're good
and ready.

Rilla was stiff and sore after her tumble and walk of the night before
but she was not long in dressing herself and Jims. When she went down to
the kitchen she found a smoking hot breakfast on the table. Mr. Chapley
was nowhere in sight and Mrs. Chapley was cutting bread with a sulky
air. Mrs. Matilda Pitman was sitting in an armchairknitting a grey
army sock. She still wore her bonnet and her triumphant expression.

Set right in, dears, and make a good breakfast,she said.

I am not hungry,said Rilla almost pleadingly. "I don't think I can
eat anything. And it is time I was starting for the station. The morning
train will soon be along. Please excuse me and let us go--I'll take a
piece of bread and butter for Jims."

Mrs. Matilda Pitman shook a knitting-needle playfully at Rilla.

Sit down and take your breakfast,she said. "Mrs. Matilda Pitman
commands you. Everybody obeys Mrs. Matilda Pitman--even Robert and
Amelia. You must obey her too."

Rilla did obey her. She sat down andsuch was the influence of Mrs.
Matilda Pitman's mesmeric eyeshe ate a tolerable breakfast. The
obedient Amelia never spoke; Mrs. Matilda Pitman did not speak either;
but she knitted furiously and chuckled. When Rilla had finishedMrs.
Matilda Pitman rolled up her sock.

Now you can go if you want to,she saidbut you don't have to go.
You can stay here as long as you want to and I'll make Amelia cook your
meals for you.

The independent Miss Blythewhom a certain clique of Junior Red Cross
girls accused of being domineering and "bossy was thoroughly cowed.

Thank you she said meekly, but we must really go."

Well, then,said Mrs. Matilda Pitmanthrowing open the dooryour
conveyance is ready for you. I told Robert he must hitch up and drive
you to the station. I enjoy making Robert do things. It's almost the
only sport I have left. I'm over eighty and most things have lost their
flavour except bossing Robert.

Robert sat before the door on the front seat of a trimdouble-seated
rubber-tired buggy. He must have heard every word his mother-in-law said
but he gave no sign.

I do wish,said Rillaplucking up what little spirit she had left
that you would let me--oh--ah--then she quailed again before Mrs.
Matilda Pitman's eye--"recompense you for--for--"


Mrs. Matilda Pitman said before--and meant it--that she doesn't take
pay for entertaining strangers, nor let other people where she lives do
it, much as their natural meanness would like to do it. You go along to
town and don't forget to call the next time you come this way. Don't be
scared. Not that you are scared of much, I reckon, considering the way
you sassed Robert back this morning. I like your spunk. Most girls
nowadays are such timid, skeery creeturs. When I was a girl I wasn't
afraid of nothing nor nobody. Mind you take good care of that boy. He
ain't any common child. And make Robert drive round all the puddles in
the road. I won't have that new buggy splashed.

As they drove away Jims threw kisses at Mrs. Matilda Pitman as long as
he could see herand Mrs. Matilda Pitman waved her sock back at him.
Robert spoke no wordeither good or badall the way to the station
but he remembered the puddles. When Rilla got out at the siding she
thanked him courteously. The only response she got was a grunt as Robert
turned his horse and started for home.

Well--Rilla drew a long breath--"I must try to get back into Rilla
Blythe again. I've been somebody else these past few hours--I don't
know just who--some creation of that extraordinary old person's. I
believe she hypnotized me. What an adventure this will be to write the
boys."

And then she sighed. Bitter remembrance came that there were only Jerry
KenCarl and Shirley to write it to now. Jem--who would have
appreciated Mrs. Matilda Pitman keenly--where was Jem?

CHAPTER XXXII

WORD FROM JEM

4th August 1918
It is four years tonight since the dance at the lighthouse--four years
of war. It seems like three times four. I was fifteen then. I am
nineteen now. I expected that these past four years would be the most
delightful years of my life and they have been years of war--years of
fear and grief and worry--but I humbly hope, of a little growth in
strength and character as well.

Today I was going through the hall and I heard mother saying something
to father about me. I didn't mean to listen--I couldn't help hearing
her as I went along the hall and upstairs--so perhaps that is why I
heard what listeners are said never to hear--something good of myself.
And because it was mother who said it I'm going to write it here in my
journalfor my comforting when days of discouragement come upon mein
which I feel that I am vain and selfish and weak and that there is no
good thing in me.

'Rilla has developed in a wonderful fashion these past four years. She
used to be such an irresponsible young creature. She has changed into a
capable, womanly girl and she is such a comfort to me. Nan and Di have
grown a little away from me--they have been so little at home--but
Rilla has grown closer and closer to me. We are chums. I don't see how I
could have got through these terrible years without her, Gilbert.'

Therethat is just what mother said--and I feel glad--and sorry-and
proud--and humble! It's beautiful to have my mother think that
about me--but I don't deserve it quite. I'm not as good and strong as
all that. There are heaps of times when I have felt cross and impatient
and woeful and despairing. It is mother and Susan who have been this
family's backbone. But I have helped a littleI believeand I am so


glad and thankful.

The war news has been good right along. The French and Americans are
pushing the Germans back and back and back. Sometimes I am afraid it is
too good to last--after nearly four years of disasters one has a
feeling that this constant success is unbelievable. We don't rejoice
noisily over it. Susan keeps the flag up but we go softly. The price
paid has been too high for jubilation. We are just thankful that it has
not been paid in vain.

No word has come from Jem. We hope--because we dare not do anything
else. But there are hours when we all feel--though we never say so-that
such hoping is foolishness. These hours come more and more
frequently as the weeks go by. And we may never know. That is the most
terrible thought of all. I wonder how Faith is bearing it. To judge from
her letters she has never for a moment given up hopebut she must have
had her dark hours of doubt like the rest of us."

20th August 1918
The Canadians have been in action again and Mr. Meredith had a cable
today saying that Carl had been slightly wounded and is in the hospital.
It did not say where the wound was, which is unusual, and we all feel
worried. There is news of a fresh victory every day now.

30th August 1918
The Merediths had a letter from Carl today. His wound was only a
slight one"--but it was in his right eye and the sight is gone for
ever!

'One eye is enough to watch bugs with,' Carl writes cheerfully. And we
know it might have been oh so much worse! If it had been both eyes! But
I cried all the afternoon after I saw Carl's letter. Those beautiful,
fearless blue eyes of his!

There is one comfort--he will not have to go back to the front. He is
coming home as soon as he is out of the hospital--the first of our boys
to return. When will the others come?

And there is one who will never come. At least we will not see him if
he does. But, oh, I think he will be there--when our Canadian soldiers
return there will be a shadow army with them--the army of the fallen.
We will not see them--but they will be there!

1st September 1918
Mother and I went into Charlottetown yesterday to see the moving
picture, Hearts of the World." I made an awful goose of myself--father
will never stop teasing me about it for the rest of my life. But it all
seemed so horribly real--and I was so intensely interested that I
forgot everything but the scenes I saw enacted before my eyes. And then
quite near the last came a terribly exciting one. The heroine was
struggling with a horrible German soldier who was trying to drag her
away. I knew she had a knife--I had seen her hide itto have it in
readiness--and I couldn't understand why she didn't produce it and
finish the brute. I thought she must have forgotten itand just at the
tensest moment of the scene I lost my head altogether. I just stood
right up on my feet in that crowded house and shrieked at the top of my
voice--'The knife is in your stocking--the knife is in your stocking!'

I created a sensation!

The funny part wasthat just as I said itthe girl did snatch out the
knife and stab the soldier with it!

Everybody in the house laughed. I came to my senses and fell back in my


seat, overcome with mortification. Mother was shaking with laughter. I
could have shaken her. Why hadn't she pulled me down and choked me
before I had made such an idiot of myself. She protests that there
wasn't time.

Fortunately the house was darkand I don't believe there was anybody
there who knew me. And I thought I was becoming sensible and
self-controlled and womanly! It is plain I have some distance to go yet
before I attain that devoutly desired consummation."

20th September 1918
In the east Bulgaria has asked for peace, and in the west the British
have smashed the Hindenburg line; and right here in Glen St. Mary little
Bruce Meredith has done something that I think wonderful--wonderful
because of the love behind it. Mrs. Meredith was here tonight and told
us about it--and mother and I cried, and Susan got up and clattered the
things about the stove.

Bruce always loved Jem very devotedlyand the child has never
forgotten him in all these years. He has been as faithful in his way as
Dog Monday was in his. We have always told him that Jem would come back.
But it seems that he was in Carter Flagg's store last night and he heard
his Uncle Norman flatly declaring that Jem Blythe would never come back
and that the Ingleside folk might as well give up hoping he would. Bruce
went home and cried himself to sleep. This morning his mother saw him
going out of the yardwith a very sorrowful and determined look
carrying his pet kitten. She didn't think much more about it until later
on he came inwith the most tragic little faceand told herhis
little body shaking with sobsthat he had drowned Stripey.

'Why did you do that?' Mrs. Meredith exclaimed.

'To bring Jem back' sobbed Bruce. 'I thought if I sacrificed Stripey
God would send Jem back. So I drownded him--andoh motherit was
awful hard--but surely God will send Jem back now'cause Stripey was
the dearest thing I had. I just told God I would give Him Stripey if He
would send Jem back. And He willwon't Hemother?'

Mrs. Meredith didn't know what to say to the poor child. She just could
not tell him that perhaps his sacrifice wouldn't bring Jem back--that
God didn't work that way. She told him that he mustn't expect it right
away--that perhaps it would be quite a long time yet before Jem came
back.

But Bruce said'It oughtn't to take longer'n a weekmother. Oh
motherStripey was such a nice little cat. He purred so pretty. Don't
you think God ought to like him enough to let us have Jem?"

Mr. Meredith is worried about the effect on Bruce's faith in God, and
Mrs. Meredith is worried about the effect on Bruce himself if his hope
isn't fulfilled. And I feel as if I must cry every time I think of it.
It was so splendid--and sad--and beautiful. The dear devoted little
fellow! He worshipped that kitten. And if it all goes for nothing--as
so many sacrifices seem to go for nothing--he will be brokenhearted,
for he isn't old enough to understand that God doesn't answer our
prayers just as we hope--and doesn't make bargains with us when we
yield something we love up to Him.

24th September 1918
I have been kneeling at my window in the moonshine for a long time,
just thanking God over and over again. The joy of last night and today
has been so great that it seemed half pain--as if our hearts weren't
big enough to hold it.


Last night I was sitting here in my room at eleven o'clock writing a
letter to Shirley. Every one else was in bedexcept fatherwho was
out. I heard the telephone ring and I ran out to the hall to answer it
before it should waken mother. It was long-distance callingand when I
answered it said 'This is the telegraph Company's office in
Charlottetown. There is an overseas cable for Dr. Blythe.'

I thought of Shirley--my heart stood still--and then I heard him
saying, 'It's from Holland.'

The message was

'Just arrived. Escaped from Germany. Quite well. Writing.
James Blythe.'


I didn't faint or fall or scream. I didn't feel glad or surprised. I
didn't feel anything. I felt numb, just as I did when I heard Walter had
enlisted. I hung up the receiver and turned round. Mother was standing
in her doorway. She wore her old rose kimono, and her hair was hanging
down her back in a long thick braid, and her eyes were shining. She
looked just like a young girl.

'There is word from Jem?' she said.

How did she know? I hadn't said a word at the phone except 'Yes--yes-yes.'
She says she doesn't know how she knew, but she did know. She was
awake and she heard the ring and she knew that there was word from Jem.

'He's alive--he's well--he's in Holland' I said.

Mother came out into the hall and said, 'I must get your father on the
'phone and tell him. He is in the Upper Glen.'

She was very calm and quiet--not a bit like I would have expected her
to be. But then I wasn't either. I went and woke up Gertrude and Susan
and told them. Susan said 'Thank God' firstlyand secondly she said
'Did I not tell you Dog Monday knew?' and thirdly'I'll go down and
make a cup of tea'--and she stalked down in her nightdress to make it.
She did make it--and made mother and Gertrude drink it--but I went
back to my room and shut my door and locked itand I knelt by my window
and cried--just as Gertrude did when her great news came.

I think I know at last exactly what I shall feel like on the
resurrection morning.

4th October 1918
Today Jem's letter came. It has been in the house only six hours and it
is almost read to pieces. The post-mistress told everybody in the Glen
it had come, and everybody came up to hear the news.

Jem was badly wounded in the thigh--and he was picked up and taken to
prisonso delirious with fever that he didn't know what was happening
to him or where he was. It was weeks before he came to his senses and
was able to write. Then he did write--but it never came. He wasn't
treated at all badly at his camp--only the food was poor. He had nothing
to eat but a little black bread and boiled turnips and now and then a
little soup with black peas in it. And we sat down every one of those
days to three good square luxurious meals! He wrote us as often as he
could but he was afraid we were not getting his letters because no reply
came. As soon as he was strong enough he tried to escapebut was caught
and brought back; a month later he and a comrade made another attempt
and succeeded in reaching Holland.

Jem can't come home right away. He isn't quite so well as his cable


said, for his wound has not healed properly and he has to go into a
hospital in England for further treatment. But he says he will be all
right eventually, and we know he is safe and will be back home sometime,
and oh, the difference it makes in everything!

I had a letter from Jim Anderson todaytoo. He has married an English
girlgot his dischargeand is coming right home to Canada with his
bride. I don't know whether to be glad or sorry. It will depend on what
kind of a woman she is. I had a second letter also of a somewhat
mysterious tenor. It is from a Charlottetown lawyerasking me to go in
to see him at my earliest convenience in regard to a certain matter
connected with the estate of the 'late Mrs. Matilda Pitman.'

I read a notice of Mrs. Pitman's death--from heart failure--in the
Enterprise a few weeks ago. I wonder if this summons has anything to do
with Jims.

5th October 1918
I went into town this morning and had an interview with Mrs. Pitman's
lawyer--a little thin, wispy man, who spoke of his late client with
such a profound respect that it is evident that he as was much under her
thumb as Robert and Amelia were. He drew up a new will for her a short
time before her death. She was worth thirty thousand dollars, the bulk
of which was left to Amelia Chapley. But she left five thousand to me in
trust for Jims. The interest is to be used as I see fit for his
education, and the principal is to be paid over to him on his twentieth
birthday. Certainly Jims was born lucky. I saved him from slow
extinction at the hands of Mrs. Conover--Mary Vance saved him from
death by diptheritic croup--his star saved him when he fell off the
train. And he tumbled not only into a clump of bracken, but right into
this nice little legacy.

Evidentlyas Mrs. Matilda Pitman saidand as I have always believed
he is no common child and he has no common destiny in store for him.

At all events he is provided for, and in such a fashion that Jim
Anderson can't squander his inheritance if he wanted to. Now, if the new
English stepmother is only a good sort I shall feel quite easy about the
future of my war-baby.

I wonder what Robert and Amelia think of it. I fancy they will nail
down their windows when they leave home after this!"

CHAPTER XXXIII

VICTORY!

A day 'of chilling winds and gloomy skies,'Rilla quoted one Sunday
afternoon--the sixth of October to be exact. It was so cold that they
had lighted a fire in the living-room and the merry little flames were
doing their best to counteract the outside dourness. "It's more like
November than October--November is such an ugly month."

Cousin Sophia was therehaving again forgiven Susanand Mrs. Martin
Clowwho was not visiting on Sunday but had dropped in to borrow
Susan's cure for rheumatism--that being cheaper than getting one from
the doctor. "I'm afeared we're going to have an airly winter foreboded
Cousin Sophia. The muskrats are building awful big houses round the
pondand that's a sign that never fails. Dear mehow that child has
grown!" Cousin Sophia sighed againas if it were an unhappy
circumstance that a child should grow. "When do you expect his father?"


Next week,said Rilla.

Well, I hope the stepmother won't abuse the pore child,sighed Cousin
Sophiabut I have my doubts--I have my doubts. Anyhow, he'll be sure
to feel the difference between his usage here and what he'll get
anywhere else. You've spoiled him so, Rilla, waiting on him hand and
foot the way you've always done.

Rilla smiled and pressed her cheek to Jims' curls. She knew
sweet-temperedsunnylittle Jims was not spoiled. Nevertheless her
heart was anxious behind her smile. Shetoothought much about the new
Mrs. Anderson and wondered uneasily what she would be like.

I can't give Jims up to a woman who won't love him,she thought
rebelliously.

I b'lieve it's going to rain,said Cousin Sophia. "We have had an
awful lot of rain this fall already. It's going to make it awful hard
for people to get their roots in. It wasn't so in my young days. We
gin'rally had beautiful Octobers then. But the seasons is altogether
different now from what they used to be." Clear across Cousin Sophia's
doleful voice cut the telephone bell. Gertrude Oliver answered it. "Yes
--what? What? Is it true--is it official? Thank you--thank you."

Gertrude turned and faced the room dramaticallyher dark eyes flashing
her dark face flushed with feeling. All at once the sun broke through
the thick clouds and poured through the big crimson maple outside the
window. Its reflected glow enveloped her in a weird immaterial flame.
She looked like a priestess performing some mysticsplendid rite.

Germany and Austria are suing for peace,she said.

Rilla went crazy for a few minutes. She sprang up and danced around the
roomclapping her handslaughingcrying.

Sit down, child,said Mrs. Clowwho never got excited over anything
and so had missed a tremendous amount of trouble and delight in her
journey through life.

Oh,cried RillaI have walked the floor for hours in despair and
anxiety in these past four years. Now let me walk in joy. It was worth
living long dreary years for this minute, and it would be worth living
them again just to look back to it. Susan, let's run up the flag--and
we must phone the news to every one in the Glen.

Can we have as much sugar as we want to now?asked Jims eagerly.

It was a never-to-be-forgotten afternoon. As the news spread excited
people ran about the village and dashed up to Ingleside. The Merediths
came over and stayed to supper and everybody talked and nobody listened.
Cousin Sophia tried to protest that Germany and Austria were not to be
trusted and it was all part of a plotbut nobody paid the least
attention to her.

This Sunday makes up for that one in March,said Susan.

I wonder,said Gertrude dreamilyapart to Rillaif things won't
seem rather flat and insipid when peace really comes. After being fed
for four years on horrors and fears, terrible reverses, amazing
victories, won't anything less be tame and uninteresting? How strange-and
blessed--and dull it will be not to dread the coming of the mail
every day.

We must dread it for a little while yet, I suppose,said Rilla. "Peace


won't come--can't come--for some weeks yet. And in those weeks
dreadful things may happen. My excitement is over. We have won the
victory--but ohwhat a price we have paid!"

Not too high a price for freedom,said Gertrude softly. "Do you think
it wasRilla?"

No,said Rillaunder her breath. She was seeing a little white cross
on a battlefield of France. "No--not if those of us who live will show
ourselves worthy of it--if we 'keep faith.'"

We will keep faith,said Gertrude. She rose suddenly. A silence fell
around the tableand in the silence Gertrude repeated Walter's famous
poem "The Piper." When she finished Mr. Meredith stood up and held up
his glass. "Let us drink he said, to the silent army--to the boys
who followed when the Piper summoned. 'For our tomorrow they gave their
today'--theirs is the victory!"

CHAPTER XXXIV

MR. HYDE GOES TO HIS OWN PLACE AND SUSAN TAKES A HONEYMOON

Early in November Jims left Ingleside. Rilla saw him go with many tears
but a heart free from boding. Mrs. Jim AndersonNumber Twowas such a
nice little woman that one was rather inclined to wonder at the luck
which bestowed her on Jim. She was rosy-faced and blue-eyed and
wholesomewith the roundness and trigness of a geranium leaf. Rilla saw
at first glance that she was to be trusted with Jims.

I'm fond of children, miss,she said heartily. "I'm used to them-I've
left six little brothers and sisters behind me. Jims is a dear
child and I must say you've done wonders in bringing him up so healthy
and handsome. I'll be as good to him as if he was my ownmiss. And I'll
make Jim toe the line all right. He's a good worker--all he needs is
some one to keep him at itand to take charge of his money. We've
rented a little farm just out of the villageand we're going to settle
down there. Jim wanted to stay in England but I says 'No.' I hankered to
try a new country and I've always thought Canada would suit me."

I'm so glad you are going to live near us. You'll let Jims come here
often, won't you? I love him dearly.

No doubt you do, miss, for a lovabler child I never did see. We
understand, Jim and me, what you've done for him, and you won't find us
ungrateful. He can come here whenever you want him and I'll always be
glad of any advice from you about his bringing up. He is more your baby
than anyone else's I should say, and I'll see that you get your fair
share of him, miss.

So Jims went away--with the soup tureenthough not in it. Then the
news of the Armistice cameand even Glen St. Mary went mad. That night
the village had a bonfireand burned the Kaiser in effigy. The fishing
village boys turned out and burned all the sandhills off in one grand
glorious conflagration that extended for seven miles. Up at Ingleside
Rilla ran laughing to her room.

Now I'm going to do a most unladylike and inexcusable thing,she said
as she pulled her green velvet hat out of its box. "I'm going to kick
this hat about the room until it is without form and void; and I shall
never as long as I live wear anything of that shade of green again."

You've certainly kept your vow pluckily,laughed Miss Oliver.


It wasn't pluck--it was sheer obstinacy--I'm rather ashamed of it,
said Rillakicking joyously. "I wanted to show mother. It's mean to
want to show your own mother--most unfilial conduct! But I have shown
her. And I've shown myself a few things! OhMiss Oliverjust for one
moment I'm really feeling quite young again--young and frivolous and
silly. Did I ever say November was an ugly month? Why it's the most
beautiful month in the whole year. Listen to the bells ringing in
Rainbow Valley! I never heard them so clearly. They're ringing for peace
--and new happiness--and all the dearsweetsanehomey things that
we can have again nowMiss Oliver. Not that I am sane just now--I
don't pretend to be. The whole world is having a little crazy spell
today. Soon we'll sober down--and 'keep faith'--and begin to build up
our new world. But just for today let's be mad and glad."

Susan came in from the outdoor sunlight looking supremely satisfied.

Mr. Hyde is gone,she announced.

Gone! Do you mean he is dead, Susan?

No, Mrs. Dr. dear, that beast is not dead. But you will never see him
again. I feel sure of that.

Don't be so mysterious, Susan. What has happened to him?

Well, Mrs. Dr. dear, he was sitting out on the back steps this
afternoon. It was just after the news came that the Armistice had been
signed and he was looking his Hydest. I can assure you he was an awesome
looking beast. All at once, Mrs. Dr. dear, Bruce Meredith came around
the corner of the kitchen walking on his stilts. He has been learning to
walk on them lately and came over to show me how well he could do it.
Mr. Hyde just took a look and one bound carried him over the yard fence.
Then he went tearing through the maple grove in great leaps with his
ears laid back. You never saw a creature so terrified, Mrs. Dr. dear. He
has never returned.

Oh, he'll come back, Susan, probably chastened in spirit by his
fright.

We will see, Mrs. Dr. dear--we will see. Remember, the Armistice has
been signed. And that reminds me that Whiskers-on-the-moon had a
paralytic stroke last night. I am not saying it is a judgment on him,
because I am not in the counsels of the Almighty, but one can have one's
own thoughts about it. Neither Whiskers-on-the-moon or Mr. Hyde will be
much more heard of in Glen St. Mary, Mrs. Dr. dear, and that you may tie
to.

Mr. Hyde certainly was heard of no more. As it could hardly have been
his fright that kept him away the Ingleside folk decided that some dark
fate of shot or poison had descended on him--except Susanwho believed
and continued to affirm that he had merely "gone to his own place."
Rilla lamented himfor she had been very fond of her stately golden
pussyand had liked him quite as well in his weird Hyde moods as in his
tame Jekyll ones.

And now, Mrs. Dr, dear,said Susansince the fall house-cleaning is
over and the garden truck is all safe in cellar, I am going to take a
honeymoon to celebrate the peace.

A honeymoon, Susan?

Yes, Mrs. Dr. dear, a honeymoon,repeated Susan firmly. "I shall never
be able to get a husband but I am not going to be cheated out of


everything and a honeymoon I intend to have. I am going to Charlottetown
to visit my married brother and his family. His wife has been ailing all
the fallbut nobody knows whether she is going to die not. She never
did tell anyone what she was going to do until she did it. That is the
main reason why she was never liked in our family. But to be on the safe
side I feel that I should visit her. I have not been in town for over a
day for twenty years and I have a feeling that I might as well see one
of those moving pictures there is so much talk ofso as not to be
wholly out of the swim. But have no fear that I shall be carried away
with themMrs. Dr. dear. I shall be away a fortnight if you can spare
me so long."

You certainly deserve a good holiday, Susan. Better take a month--that
is the proper length for a honeymoon.

No, Mrs. Dr. dear, a fortnight is all I require. Besides, I must be
home for at least three weeks before Christmas to make the proper
preparations. We will have a Christmas that is a Christmas this year,
Mrs. Dr. dear. Do you think there is any chance of our boys being home
for it?

No, I think not, Susan. Both Jem and Shirley write that they don't
expect to be home before spring--it may be even midsummer before
Shirley comes. But Carl Meredith will be home, and Nan and Di, and we
will have a grand celebration once more. We'll set chairs for all,
Susan, as you did our first war Christmas--yes, for all--for my dear
lad whose chair must always be vacant, as well as for the others,
Susan.

It is not likely I would forget to set his place, Mrs. Dr. dear,said
Susanwiping her eyes as she departed to pack up for her "honeymoon."

CHAPTER XXXV

RILLA-MY-RILLA!

Carl Meredith and Miller Douglas came home just before Christmas and
Glen St. Mary met them at the station with a brass band borrowed from
Lowbridge and speeches of home manufacture. Miller was brisk and beaming
in spite of his wooden leg; he had developed into a broad-shouldered
imposing looking fellow and the D. C. Medal he wore reconciled Miss
Cornelia to the shortcomings of his pedigree to such a degree that she
tacitly recognized his engagement to Mary.

The latter put on a few airs--especially when Carter Flagg took Miller
into his store as head clerk--but nobody grudged them to her.

Of course farming's out of the question for us now,she told Rilla
but Miller thinks he'll like storekeeping fine once he gets used to a
quiet life again, and Carter Flagg will be a more agreeable boss than
old Kitty. We're going to be married in the fall and live in the old
Mead house with the bay windows and the mansard roof. I've always
thought that the handsomest house in the Glen, but never did I dream I'd
ever live there. We're only renting it, of course, but if things go as
we expect and Carter Flagg takes Miller into partnership we'll own it
some day. Say, I've got on some in society, haven't I, considering what
I come from? I never aspired to being a storekeeper's wife. But Miller's
real ambitious and he'll have a wife that'll back him up. He says he
never saw a French girl worth looking at twice and that his heart beat
true to me every moment he was away.

Jerry Meredith and Joe Milgrave came back in Januaryand all winter the


boys from the Glen and its environs came home by twos and threes. None
of them came back just as they went awaynot even those who had been so
fortunate as to escape injury.

One spring daywhen the daffodils were blowing on the Ingleside lawn
and the banks of the brook in Rainbow Valley were sweet with white and
purple violetsthe littlelazy afternoon accommodation train pulled
into the Glen station. It was very seldom that passengers for the Glen
came by that trainso nobody was there to meet it except the new
station agent and a small black-and-yellow dogwho for four and a half
years had met every train that had steamed into Glen St. Mary. Thousands
of trains had Dog Monday met and never had the boy he waited and watched
for returned. Yet still Dog Monday watched on with eyes that never quite
lost hope. Perhaps his dog-heart failed him at times; he was growing old
and rheumatic; when he walked back to his kennel after each train had
gone his gait was very sober now--he never trotted but went slowly with
a drooping head and a depressed tail that had quite lost its old saucy
uplift.

One passenger stepped off the train--a tall fellow in a faded
lieutenant's uniformwho walked with a barely perceptible limp. He had
a bronzed face and there were some grey hairs in the ruddy curls that
clustered around his forehead. The new station agent looked at him
anxiously. He was used to seeing the khaki-clad figures come off the
trainsome met by a tumultuous crowdotherswho had sent no word of
their comingstepping off quietly like this one. But there was a
certain distinction of bearing and features in this soldier that caught
his attention and made him wonder a little more interestedly who he was.

A black-and-yellow streak shot past the station agent. Dog Monday stiff?
Dog Monday rheumatic? Dog Monday old? Never believe it. Dog Monday was a
young pupgone clean mad with rejuvenating joy.

He flung himself against the tall soldierwith a bark that choked in
his throat from sheer rapture. He flung himself on the ground and
writhed in a frenzy of welcome. He tried to climb the soldier's khaki
legs and slipped down and groveled in an ecstasy that seemed as if it
must tear his little body in pieces. He licked his boots and when the
lieutenant hadwith laughter on his lips and tears in his eyes
succeeded in gathering the little creature up in his arms Dog Monday
laid his head on the khaki shoulder and licked the sunburned neck
making queer sounds between barks and sobs.

The station agent had heard the story of Dog Monday. He knew now who the
returned soldier was. Dog Monday's long vigil was ended. Jem Blythe had
come home.

We are all very happy--and sad--and thankful,wrote Rilla in her
diary a week laterthough Susan has not yet recovered--never will
recover, I believe--from the shock of having Jem come home the very
night she had, owing to a strenuous day, prepared a 'pick up' supper. I
shall never forget the sight of her, tearing madly about from pantry to
cellar, hunting out stored away goodies. Just as if anybody cared what
was on the table--none of us could eat, anyway. It was meat and drink
just to look at Jem. Mother seemed afraid to take her eyes off him lest
he vanish out of her sight. It is wonderful to have Jem back--and
little Dog Monday. Monday refuses to be separated from Jem for a moment.
He sleeps on the foot of his bed and squats beside him at meal-times.
And on Sunday he went to church with him and insisted on going right
into our pew, where he went to sleep on Jem's feet. In the middle of the
sermon he woke up and seemed to think he must welcome Jem all over
again, for he bounded up with a series of barks and wouldn't quiet down
until Jem took him up in his arms. But nobody seemed to mind, and Mr.
Meredith came and patted his head after the service and said, 'Faith


and affection and loyalty are precious things wherever they are found.
That little dog's love is a treasureJem.'

One night when Jem and I were talking things over in Rainbow Valley, I
asked him if he had ever felt afraid at the front.

Jem laughed.

'Afraid! I was afraid scores of times--sick with fear--I who used to
laugh at Walter when he was frightened. Do you know, Walter was never
frightened after he got to the front. Realities never scared him--only
his imagination could do that. His colonel told me that Walter was the
bravest man in the regiment. Rilla, I never realized that Walter was
dead till I came back home. You don't know how I miss him now--you
folks here have got used to it in a sense--but it's all fresh to me.
Walter and I grew up together--we were chums as well as brothers--and
now here, in this old valley we loved when we were children, it has come
home to me that I'm not to see him again.'

Jem is going back to college in the fall and so are Jerry and Carl. I
suppose Shirley willtoo. He expects to be home in July. Nan and Di
will go on teaching. Faith doesn't expect to be home before September. I
suppose she will teach then toofor she and Jem can't be married until
he gets through his course in medicine. Una Meredith has decidedI
thinkto take a course in Household Science at Kingsport--and Gertrude
is to be married to her Major and is frankly happy about it-'
shamelessly happy' she says; but I think her attitude is very
beautiful. They are all talking of their plans and hopes--more soberly
than they used to do long agobut still with interestand a
determination to carry on and make good in spite of lost years.

'We're in a new world,' Jem says, 'and we've got to make it a better
one than the old. That isn't done yet, though some folks seem to think
it ought to be. The job isn't finished--it isn't really begun. The old
world is destroyed and we must build up the new one. It will be the task
of years. I've seen enough of war to realize that we've got to make a
world where wars can't happen. We've given Prussianism its mortal wound
but it isn't dead yet and it isn't confined to Germany either. It isn't
enough to drive out the old spirit--we've got to bring in the new.'

I'm writing down those words of Jem's in my diary so that I can read
them over occasionally and get courage from themwhen moods come when I
find it not so easy to 'keep faith.'"

Rilla closed her journal with a little sigh. Just then she was not
finding it easy to keep faith. All the rest seemed to have some special
aim or ambition about which to build up their lives--she had none. And
she was very lonelyhorribly lonely. Jem had come back--but he was not
the laughing boy-brother who had gone away in 1914 and he belonged to
Faith. Walter would never come back. She had not even Jims left. All at
once her world seemed wide and empty--that isit had seemed wide and
empty from the moment yesterday when she had read in a Montreal paper a
fortnight-old list of returned soldiers in which was the name of Captain
Kenneth Ford.

So Ken was home--and he had not even written her that he was coming. He
had been in Canada two weeks and she had not had a line from him. Of
course he had forgotten--if there was ever anything to forget--a
handclasp--a kiss--a look--a promise asked under the influence of a
passing emotion. It was all absurd--she had been a sillyromantic
inexperienced goose. Wellshe would be wiser in the future--very wise
--and very discreet--and very contemptuous of men and their ways.

I suppose I'd better go with Una and take up Household Science too,


she thoughtas she stood by her window and looked down through a
delicate emerald tangle of young vines on Rainbow Valleylying in a
wonderful lilac light of sunset. There did not seem anything very
attractive just then about Household Sciencebutwith a whole new
world waiting to be builta girl must do something.

The door bell rangRilla turned reluctantly stairwards. She must answer
it--there was no one else in the house; but she hated the idea of
callers just then. She went downstairs slowlyand opened the front
door.

A man in khaki was standing on the steps--a tall fellowwith dark eyes
and hairand a narrow white scar running across his brown cheek. Rilla
stared at him foolishly for a moment. Who was it?

She ought to know him--there was certainly something very familiar
about him--"Rilla-my-Rilla he said.

Ken gasped Rilla. Of course, it was Ken--but he looked so much older
--he was so much changed--that scar--the lines about his eyes and lips
--her thoughts went whirling helplessly.

Ken took the uncertain hand she held out, and looked at her. The slim
Rilla of four years ago had rounded out into symmetry. He had left a
school girl, and he found a woman--a woman with wonderful eyes and a
dented lip, and rose-bloom cheek--a woman altogether beautiful and
desirable--the woman of his dreams.

Is it Rilla-my-Rilla?" he askedmeaningly.

Emotion shook Rilla from head to foot. Joy--happiness--sorrow--fear-every
passion that had wrung her heart in those four long years seemed
to surge up in her soul for a moment as the deeps of being were stirred.
She had tried to speak; at first voice would not come. Then--"Yeth
said Rilla.